#parasocial — Public Fediverse posts

I will never understand what goes through these insane chaos magician’s minds to track me down. No, this isn’t about DKMU. An entirely new occultist, whom I have never spoken to in my life, just tracked me down. It was for the sole purpose of trying to start an argument about reality being subjective as a rebuttal to their ignorance about magic squares. Of all the possible things they could be doing – like practicing the magic they like to lecture people about – they spend their time tracking down and arguing with strangers. Insane. Just insane!

That person has a Medium account, so I took a look. All I’m going to say is, like most extremely online chaotes, they run a very fucked up Discord, and they are recycling things from their Discord onto their Medium. Discord is like hell. I deleted my real Discord a long time ago, because I realized only the mentally ill, Nazis, sexual predators, Russian agents, or FBI agents use it. No sane person uses Discord.

They are also a paranoid nut case, too — similar to that schizophrenic woman from DKMU. I read an insane post in this person’s Medium. This person was freaking out and thinking about going to court because a person knew their first name. Not their whole name, just their first name. Apparently, they spun this into elaborate paranoid delusions. The insane thing is that they believe it is normal for a trans person to be paranoid to the degree they were. I have episodes of paranoia.

What keeps me from spinning off is my husband telling me I am being insane. For some odd reason, many of these mentally ill paranoid chaotes, Discordians, and anarchists believe reality checks are gaslighting, so they are paranoid about people who are calling their insane behavior insane, because it is. They can’t stop themselves from believing the delusions and lies their brain created, so they have no insight into the parasocial shenanigans that they end up entangled in. It’s disturbing how dangerous these people are.

Paranoia is not normal, neither is anxiety. These are mental health problems that disrupt one’s ability to function; however, unfortunately, mental illness is normalized in occult spaces, so other insane people reinforce these delusions, which just creates a mass delusion and escalates situations. If it were just one person, it wouldn’t be an issue. But it’s a large amount of the whole cohort and demographic of chaos magicians who are mentally ill, where their mental illness causes them to antagonize and form parasocial relationships with random people. They need to stay far away from magic and possibly be institutionalized because they are obviously unwell. I am being serious. They are actual dangers to people online, depending on how bad their paranoid parasocial delusions go. Since they enable, reinforce, and worsen each other’s delusions, their mental health issues are so normalized that they believe their behavior is perfectly fine and not dangerous.

I take antipsychotics. I like my antipsychotics, and I like living with a man who will tell me I am being insane; that way, my brain isn’t consumed with insanity. I couldn’t imagine how they could love living in a paranoid nightmare. I know for a fact that many anarchist chaotes are unmedicated and severely mentally ill; however, those spaces encourage antipsychiatry. One good thing about DKMU — I say with a mouthful of vomit — is that they do not tolerate antipsychiatry bullshit. They are an anomaly, though. A lot of these spaces actively encourage people to not take their meds.

These people are exhausting with their ontological preaching. It’s always the same. They will have a purely nihilistic or subjective view about reality—or the lack of reality—where they will feel threatened by any metaphysical standard at all. They will be so triggered that they will info-dump their entire manifesto, and I do mean they actually have a manifesto. To be clear, I am not talking about DKMU, because DKMU, to be frank, is a rather tame subset of this demographic.

At a certain point, they will exhaust people. It seems like they are so triggered by other people believing different things. People will tolerate it only for so much before you’ve exhausted their patience to the point where they will no longer tolerate the frustration. I think we are at that point where many of these chaotes have completely tapped out their goodwill, so they are looking for other spaces. Places that emphasize cultures of autonomy and consent won’t consent to that abuse, so I have no clue why they think Mastodon is the place to be. You’ll just get blocked if not called out. That’s probably why the amount of chaotes are sparse here. Mastodon is filled with anarchists and nihilists, but the number of chaos magicians is rather sparse when compared to Twitter, BlueSky, and Discord.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Discord #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #rant #rants #socialMedia #witch #witchcraft

I will never understand what goes through these insane chaos magician’s minds to track me down. No, this isn’t about DKMU. An entirely new occultist, whom I have never spoken to in my life, just tracked me down. It was for the sole purpose of trying to start an argument about reality being subjective as a rebuttal to their ignorance about magic squares. Of all the possible things they could be doing – like practicing the magic they like to lecture people about – they spend their time tracking down and arguing with strangers. Insane. Just insane!

That person has a Medium account, so I took a look. All I’m going to say is, like most extremely online chaotes, they run a very fucked up Discord, and they are recycling things from their Discord onto their Medium. Discord is like hell. I deleted my real Discord a long time ago, because I realized only the mentally ill, Nazis, sexual predators, Russian agents, or FBI agents use it. No sane person uses Discord.

They are also a paranoid nut case, too — similar to that schizophrenic woman from DKMU. I read an insane post in this person’s Medium. This person was freaking out and thinking about going to court because a person knew their first name. Not their whole name, just their first name. Apparently, they spun this into elaborate paranoid delusions. The insane thing is that they believe it is normal for a trans person to be paranoid to the degree they were. I have episodes of paranoia.

What keeps me from spinning off is my husband telling me I am being insane. For some odd reason, many of these mentally ill paranoid chaotes, Discordians, and anarchists believe reality checks are gaslighting, so they are paranoid about people who are calling their insane behavior insane, because it is. They can’t stop themselves from believing the delusions and lies their brain created, so they have no insight into the parasocial shenanigans that they end up entangled in. It’s disturbing how dangerous these people are.

Paranoia is not normal, neither is anxiety. These are mental health problems that disrupt one’s ability to function; however, unfortunately, mental illness is normalized in occult spaces, so other insane people reinforce these delusions, which just creates a mass delusion and escalates situations. If it were just one person, it wouldn’t be an issue. But it’s a large amount of the whole cohort and demographic of chaos magicians who are mentally ill, where their mental illness causes them to antagonize and form parasocial relationships with random people. They need to stay far away from magic and possibly be institutionalized because they are obviously unwell. I am being serious. They are actual dangers to people online, depending on how bad their paranoid parasocial delusions go. Since they enable, reinforce, and worsen each other’s delusions, their mental health issues are so normalized that they believe their behavior is perfectly fine and not dangerous.

I take antipsychotics. I like my antipsychotics, and I like living with a man who will tell me I am being insane; that way, my brain isn’t consumed with insanity. I couldn’t imagine how they could love living in a paranoid nightmare. I know for a fact that many anarchist chaotes are unmedicated and severely mentally ill; however, those spaces encourage antipsychiatry. One good thing about DKMU — I say with a mouthful of vomit — is that they do not tolerate antipsychiatry bullshit. They are an anomaly, though. A lot of these spaces actively encourage people to not take their meds.

These people are exhausting with their ontological preaching. It’s always the same. They will have a purely nihilistic or subjective view about reality—or the lack of reality—where they will feel threatened by any metaphysical standard at all. They will be so triggered that they will info-dump their entire manifesto, and I do mean they actually have a manifesto. To be clear, I am not talking about DKMU, because DKMU, to be frank, is a rather tame subset of this demographic.

At a certain point, they will exhaust people. It seems like they are so triggered by other people believing different things. People will tolerate it only for so much before you’ve exhausted their patience to the point where they will no longer tolerate the frustration. I think we are at that point where many of these chaotes have completely tapped out their goodwill, so they are looking for other spaces. Places that emphasize cultures of autonomy and consent won’t consent to that abuse, so I have no clue why they think Mastodon is the place to be. You’ll just get blocked if not called out. That’s probably why the amount of chaotes are sparse here. Mastodon is filled with anarchists and nihilists, but the number of chaos magicians is rather sparse when compared to Twitter, BlueSky, and Discord.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Discord #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #rant #rants #socialMedia #witch #witchcraft