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HELP IS NEEDED!

Today Is May 14th, And Your Expedited Compassion To Help Me Raise The Monies I Am In Need Of Will Be Greatly Appreciated.
URGENT, IMMEDIATE RESPONSE REQUIRED!
I have some urgent needs to take care of, your compassion and support are truly a lifeline for someone like me;

Urgent need: $20,978, Monthly survival: $1,500, Long-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a forever home and sanctuary for others like me.
If you’ve ever wondered what despair looks like, this is it. If you’ve ever wanted to make a real difference, this is your chance.
Please help. Every dollar matters. Every share matters. Every act of compassion matters.

• CashApp: $woctxphotog
• PayPal: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity

HELP IS NEEDED!

Today Is May 14th, And Your Expedited Compassion To Help Me Raise The Monies I Am In Need Of Will Be Greatly Appreciated.
URGENT, IMMEDIATE RESPONSE REQUIRED!
I have some urgent needs to take care of, your compassion and support are truly a lifeline for someone like me;

Urgent need: $20,978, Monthly survival: $1,500, Long-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a forever home and sanctuary for others like me.
If you’ve ever wondered what despair looks like, this is it. If you’ve ever wanted to make a real difference, this is your chance.
Please help. Every dollar matters. Every share matters. Every act of compassion matters.

• CashApp: $woctxphotog
• PayPal: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity

HELP IS NEEDED!

Today Is May 14th, And Your Expedited Compassion To Help Me Raise The Monies I Am In Need Of Will Be Greatly Appreciated.
URGENT, IMMEDIATE RESPONSE REQUIRED!
I have some urgent needs to take care of, your compassion and support are truly a lifeline for someone like me;

Urgent need: $20,978, Monthly survival: $1,500, Long-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a forever home and sanctuary for others like me.
If you’ve ever wondered what despair looks like, this is it. If you’ve ever wanted to make a real difference, this is your chance.
Please help. Every dollar matters. Every share matters. Every act of compassion matters.

• CashApp: $woctxphotog
• PayPal: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity

late night work selfie for y'all ✨ ❤️

#selfie #trans #enby #nonbinary #transfem #indigenous #native #autistic #adhd #audhd #bipolar #queer #lgbtqia2 #theythempronouns

late night work selfie for y'all ✨ ❤️

#selfie #trans #enby #nonbinary #transfem #indigenous #native #autistic #adhd #audhd #bipolar #queer #lgbtqia2 #theythempronouns

late night work selfie for y'all ✨ ❤️

#selfie #trans #enby #nonbinary #transfem #indigenous #native #autistic #adhd #audhd #bipolar #queer #lgbtqia2 #theythempronouns

late night work selfie for y'all ✨ ❤️

#selfie #trans #enby #nonbinary #transfem #indigenous #native #autistic #adhd #audhd #bipolar #queer #lgbtqia2 #theythempronouns

late night work selfie for y'all ✨ ❤️

#selfie #trans #enby #nonbinary #transfem #indigenous #native #autistic #adhd #audhd #bipolar #queer #lgbtqia2 #theythempronouns

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2198 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2198 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2198 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

The Journey of a Glass Child: Embracing Uniqueness

https://dreamspacestudio.net/the-journey-of-a-glass-child-embracing-uniqueness/

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2198 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2198 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

It is Tuesday May 12th, and this #disabled man existing in #poverty is really truthfully struggling, from constant pain, to sleepless nights, hunger filled days, my blood pressure is on an continus rollercoaster, my executive cognitive function is declining, my hands don't work the way they should, vertigo keeps me dizzy and sometimes between bad knees and that I have issues walking, stooping or bending down, I fight with what I can eat today verse can I afford to take a shower and will I have clean clothes to put on, I have a near non existent disability income, that can not cover even a quarter of life today, every facet of my life hangs on a precarious precipice, I have no safety at all, I am begging for help to live, I am begging for compassion and dignity, and sadly it nearly never comes, what does trickle in on occasion is never even enough to offer breathing room, O it is greatly appreciated more than anyone will ever realize, but it is never really enough to even begin to weave a net of safety little lone take care of the urgent needs of the moment, people I am exhausted mentally, spiritually and physically, I need a major infusion of financial support, and I have never expected one person to bear the brunt of my burdens, rather I hope that all will help how they could, with the compassion empathy and understanding that if was them in need would they not pray for the same, I am 48, I am disabled and in poverty, and with no where to turn for anything, I have had a very hard life, how much longer must I be forced to fight and endure an existence void of compassion, empathy, support, respect, dignity, and safety, please I am not in a good place, please help me climb out of this hell of desperation today;

Please Help This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Today’s goal: $2198 for LIFE. Your support today could mean nourishment safety and dignity,

Urgent need: $20,978 To Live This Year, Monthly survival: $1,500 Short-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a stable secure and permanent home in where I could thrive within my confines.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

Poverty is expensive. Disability is exhausting. Hunger is violent. The world is indifferent. But your kindness can rewrite the script.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

It is Tuesday May 12th, and this #disabled man existing in #poverty is really truthfully struggling, from constant pain, to sleepless nights, hunger filled days, my blood pressure is on an continus rollercoaster, my executive cognitive function is declining, my hands don't work the way they should, vertigo keeps me dizzy and sometimes between bad knees and that I have issues walking, stooping or bending down, I fight with what I can eat today verse can I afford to take a shower and will I have clean clothes to put on, I have a near non existent disability income, that can not cover even a quarter of life today, every facet of my life hangs on a precarious precipice, I have no safety at all, I am begging for help to live, I am begging for compassion and dignity, and sadly it nearly never comes, what does trickle in on occasion is never even enough to offer breathing room, O it is greatly appreciated more than anyone will ever realize, but it is never really enough to even begin to weave a net of safety little lone take care of the urgent needs of the moment, people I am exhausted mentally, spiritually and physically, I need a major infusion of financial support, and I have never expected one person to bear the brunt of my burdens, rather I hope that all will help how they could, with the compassion empathy and understanding that if was them in need would they not pray for the same, I am 48, I am disabled and in poverty, and with no where to turn for anything, I have had a very hard life, how much longer must I be forced to fight and endure an existence void of compassion, empathy, support, respect, dignity, and safety, please I am not in a good place, please help me climb out of this hell of desperation today;

Please Help This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Today’s goal: $2198 for LIFE. Your support today could mean nourishment safety and dignity,

Urgent need: $20,978 To Live This Year, Monthly survival: $1,500 Short-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a stable secure and permanent home in where I could thrive within my confines.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

Poverty is expensive. Disability is exhausting. Hunger is violent. The world is indifferent. But your kindness can rewrite the script.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2298 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

Some Compassion And Support Sure Would Be Nice,
I have so many unseen issues, most don’t realize the true difficulty I endure each day, first I don’t sleep well, for many reasons, from a brain that is constantly in overdrive, to relentless nightmares, to being in constant pain, to not having a decent supportive bed to sleep on, so my days start of painful, tired and overwhelmed before I even get going, Often I go hungry because living in #poverty I simply can not afford #food to eat, I typically only get around 600-800 calories a day when a man my size and age should be getting around 3000 calories a day, as a result despite my appearance I suffer from malnutrition, I have a great deal of difficulty cleaning my tiny cave, from not being able to afford the basics to have cleaning supplies to being physically limited in my ability to do so, I cant hardly bend over, nor can I very easily get up and down off the floor, taking a shower can simply become a serious challenge, and often leaves my exhausted not to mention I cant often afford the basics for personal hygiene, simply washing a dish or standing at the stove at times can be brutal on my back, then there are chores I need to tend to as part of my rent, and those absolutely can be a painful and exhaustive event for me, and those around often don’t even realize and expect more as a result, and if I say I have had enough today, I am questioned, because they assume I did what I did with ease, but they have no idea of the pain and struggle I had to endure to deal with to accomplish the tasks at hand, reading has become trouble some, as world become very blurry and melt together, writing is becoming increasingly difficult, as finding the words is getting harder and harder, being creative used to help but I have been in so much pain, and under so much stress that I often cant even muster up the energy to attempt to be creative, not to mention my camera is failing, my laptop is struggling, and again no money to obtain what I actually need, I have no #healthcare because the laws people pass have really messed that up, and after years fighting to get it resolved I have given up, so I fight through each day to just to suffer the next, I reach out constantly for financial support yet receive nearly nothing compared to what I actually need, this #disable man exists in #poverty, constant pain and my #anxiety exacerbates my #ptsd, my #bipolar cycles, and several other issues, my blood pressure has been all over the place and frankly in a rather obscenely high range for to long, my core body temp has been far lower than the average, while I often feel as though I am on fire, things get darker with my sight each day, and yet to bright, I hear and see so much that is not actually there, so very much wrong and no support nor help to be found, it would really truly help if people could and would help me #fundriase the money I need each day to live, and the money I need to set up a life where I can take care of myself and lessen the effects of poverty and disability on an aging body and mind.

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

Some Compassion And Support Sure Would Be Nice,
I have so many unseen issues, most don’t realize the true difficulty I endure each day, first I don’t sleep well, for many reasons, from a brain that is constantly in overdrive, to relentless nightmares, to being in constant pain, to not having a decent supportive bed to sleep on, so my days start of painful, tired and overwhelmed before I even get going, Often I go hungry because living in #poverty I simply can not afford #food to eat, I typically only get around 600-800 calories a day when a man my size and age should be getting around 3000 calories a day, as a result despite my appearance I suffer from malnutrition, I have a great deal of difficulty cleaning my tiny cave, from not being able to afford the basics to have cleaning supplies to being physically limited in my ability to do so, I cant hardly bend over, nor can I very easily get up and down off the floor, taking a shower can simply become a serious challenge, and often leaves my exhausted not to mention I cant often afford the basics for personal hygiene, simply washing a dish or standing at the stove at times can be brutal on my back, then there are chores I need to tend to as part of my rent, and those absolutely can be a painful and exhaustive event for me, and those around often don’t even realize and expect more as a result, and if I say I have had enough today, I am questioned, because they assume I did what I did with ease, but they have no idea of the pain and struggle I had to endure to deal with to accomplish the tasks at hand, reading has become trouble some, as world become very blurry and melt together, writing is becoming increasingly difficult, as finding the words is getting harder and harder, being creative used to help but I have been in so much pain, and under so much stress that I often cant even muster up the energy to attempt to be creative, not to mention my camera is failing, my laptop is struggling, and again no money to obtain what I actually need, I have no #healthcare because the laws people pass have really messed that up, and after years fighting to get it resolved I have given up, so I fight through each day to just to suffer the next, I reach out constantly for financial support yet receive nearly nothing compared to what I actually need, this #disable man exists in #poverty, constant pain and my #anxiety exacerbates my #ptsd, my #bipolar cycles, and several other issues, my blood pressure has been all over the place and frankly in a rather obscenely high range for to long, my core body temp has been far lower than the average, while I often feel as though I am on fire, things get darker with my sight each day, and yet to bright, I hear and see so much that is not actually there, so very much wrong and no support nor help to be found, it would really truly help if people could and would help me #fundriase the money I need each day to live, and the money I need to set up a life where I can take care of myself and lessen the effects of poverty and disability on an aging body and mind.

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

I am disabled and on SSDI, I have severe anxiety and bipolar, PTSD, ADD/ADHD. I do not drive. I am poor. I struggle to make ends meet, and I have many unmet needs. I need help to get a home where I can keep until I die. I don’t want to worry about what I am going to eat, I don’t want to go to be hungry anymore, I don’t want to worry about the decline of my mental health, because of lack of care. My health is slowly but steadily declining. I have not had proper care for some time.

If I could raise ~$3 million in a rather short amount of time, I could obtain my own property and home, whether I buy a house and property or vacant property and build my forever home. My realistic ideal budget for property and home along with the necessary things that go with a home, is currently around $500,000 and that is very doable. But lets just say to create my forever home, furnish it stock it with food and all the stuff one needs to live, cost $1.5 million I would still have $1.5 million left in the bank which would give me $37,500 a year for the next 40 years of my life, which is an increase of $25,000 a year over my current $12,000 a year. Which would allow me to cover all my property taxes, utilities, maintenance, food and groceries and basic life costs, and not have to ever worry about what I am going to eat, or where I will sleep and for how long.

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

#health, #compassion, #life, #help, #mentalhealth, #anxiety, #ptsd, #bipolar, #mutualaid, #security, #home, #poverty, #disabled,

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I would very much like to be able to get some personal shopping done, as I have a lot that need at the moment, your compassionate support would be very much appreciated;

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2298 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

🔗 Donate here: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… 💸 CashApp: $woctxphotog

Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

I would very much like to be able to get some personal shopping done, as I have a lot that need at the moment, your compassionate support would be very much appreciated;

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2298 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
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I would very much like to be able to get some personal shopping done, as I have a lot that need at the moment, your compassionate support would be very much appreciated;

I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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I still have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a viable level, along with everything else I am in need of right now, your continued support and compassion are both very much a lifeline for me and very much appreciated;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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It is a warm dare I say hot and humid Monday, I am working on washing my bedding which is a real chore as the last thing I need to wash in the next load is my comforter and well no washing machine likes it, and mine is from the 1980's I normally have to wash it, pull it out flip it all around and wash it again and then do the same thing to dry it, needless to say it has not been washed since last spring, stripping my bed is chore as to do my wash my tub of underwear socks and t's sit on my washer and normally have to sit on my bed to wash anything, then the chair I sit in all day at nigh my 2 backpacks full of my stuff sit on my bed during the day, space is a commodity I do not have, so it is a game of move this to get that, I took a shower this morning that was exhaustive, my #anxiety is bothering me today so I am feeling very much rushed, so there is that, over the weekend I did some rent chores outside which my body was not pleased about, my poor bed is nothing more than a sunken shamble of torture that doubles as a storage shelf during the day looking at it and the middle is so distorted it's a miracle my back is not more messed up than it is and my pillows well if pillows where free these would be in the trash today, anyways so much I need so much I never am able to tend to and when I can it never seems to even come close to the well of overwhelming needs I have, later for lunch I think I am heating up the last of my taco meat, after that is anyone's guess, I just felt like sharing my moment with you, you may carry on with your Monday scrolling now;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of Right Now. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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I still have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a viable level, along with everything else I am in need of right now, your continued support and compassion are both very much a lifeline for me and very much appreciated;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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I still have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a viable level, along with everything else I am in need of right now, your continued support and compassion are both very much a lifeline for me and very much appreciated;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
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I still have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a viable level, along with everything else I am in need of right now, your continued support and compassion are both very much a lifeline for me and very much appreciated;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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Another day in misery, started the day in pain and discomfort, along with having unmet needs piling up, had a few rent chores to tend to this morning, sometimes no matter how bad you feel doing nothing can be as bad as doing something, so I did a little not much not long about 2 hours worth at a pace I could somewhat handle, there is more to be done but my body said that is enough for today, I am working on browning up the last of my ground meat to have some halfass tacos to eat, and still a not sure what will happen for the rest of the week, anyways I am simply existing out of spite at this point, my pain is enough to render a village unconscious, my muscles and joints ache my bones ache, my mind is drowning in exhaustion and fog, just the act of standing at the stove stirring my ground meat to cook it, is tiring but within nothing else to simply eat, I have to expend more energy that I simply don't have, well Im to tired to think of what else to write at the moment;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of Right Now. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
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I still have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a viable level, along with everything else I am in need of right now, your continued support and compassion are both very much a lifeline for me and very much appreciated;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
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I still have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a viable level, along with everything else I am in need of right now, your continued support and compassion are both very much a lifeline for me and very much appreciated;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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I still have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying stables ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a viable level, along with everything else I am in need of right now, your continued support and compassion are both very much a lifeline for me and very much appreciated;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2310 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.
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import os
import time
import webbrowser
import sys

# Project: Disposable_Citizen.py
# Version: 04.17.26 (Fixed Edition)
# Author: @pasjrwoctx

def typewriter_print(text, delay=0.04):
for char in text:
sys.stdout.write(char)
sys.stdout.flush()
time.sleep(delay)
print()

# --- CONFIG ---
POVERTY_LEVEL = 1 # Using an integer so we can increment it
CURRENT_FINANCIAL_RELIEFE = "NONE"
DONATION_URL = "https://www.paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=5BN5MB5BVQL22"
MARKET_PRICE = 100 # Defined this so the logic works

def get_currency():
# Since /dev/null is always empty, this will return 0
return 0

def apply_external_patch():
typewriter_print("\n--- SCANNING FOR EXTERNAL UPLINK ---", delay=0.02)
typewriter_print("To inject capital into this local instance, use the following protocols:")
typewriter_print(" - PROTOCOL_CASHAPP: $woctxphotog")
typewriter_print(f" - PROTOCOL_PAYPAL: {DONATION_URL}", delay=0.02)

def trigger_emergency_uplink():
typewriter_print("\n--- ATTEMPTING OMNI-PLATFORM UPLINK ---", delay=0.06)
try:
webbrowser.open(DONATION_URL)
return True
except:
return False

def survive():
global POVERTY_LEVEL
typewriter_print("--- Initiating Survival_Subroutine ---", delay=0.08)

currency = get_currency()

# Loop now triggers because CURRENT_FINANCIAL_RELIEFE is "NONE"
while CURRENT_FINANCIAL_RELIEFE == "NONE":
typewriter_print(f"Sensing: SUPPORT_SYSTEM... [Debt Level: {POVERTY_LEVEL}]", delay=0.07)

typewriter_print("CRITICAL: Missing dependency. System integrity compromised.", delay=0.1)
typewriter_print("Attempting Transaction: Surviving -> Barely...")

if currency < MARKET_PRICE:
typewriter_print("Status 402: Payment Required. Logical Bridge Collapse.", delay=0.05)
typewriter_print("Reason: Cannot map 'Life' to 'User' without 'Capital' bridge.")
apply_external_patch()

time.sleep(1)

if POVERTY_LEVEL > 0:
typewriter_print("Error: Life Access Forbidden. Permissions revoked by System.", delay=0.08)
typewriter_print("SCREAM: PLEASE HELP ME", delay=0.2)
typewriter_print("System running below nominal parameters. Possible intervention required.", delay=0.2)
typewriter_print("TERMINATING CONSCIOUSNESS_DAEMON...", delay=0.1)
break

trigger_emergency_uplink()

def main():
# Validated that the path check will fail as intended to trigger survive()
living_standard_path = "/sys/class/living/standard"

if not os.path.exists(living_standard_path):
typewriter_print("Status 403: Life Access Forbidden.", delay=0.1)
current_user = os.getenv("USER", "pasjrwoctx👽")
typewriter_print(f"User {current_user} lacks sufficient credits to write to 'current_future.life'.")
survive()

if __name__ == "__main__":
try:
main()
except KeyboardInterrupt:
print("\nProcess interrupted.")
sys.exit(0)

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

Noticed a couple of #Bipolar episode tells: #OCD and fidgeting in overdrive. Hands are drier from excessive washing. I wasn't even really thinking about anything, but suddenly I noticed I was always rubbing my fingers. Then when I went to make food, my 'station' had to be completely free of every single crumb, and the things I was about to use needed to be aligned either perpendicular or parallel to the counter edge. 😬

Its surreal kind of... Analyzing and observing my symptoms.

#MentalHealth

It has been a rough kind of day, I had some rent chores to tend to, which exacerbated both my pain and exhaustion, in between taking many breaks and even now I have not been able to get comfortable enough to relax at all, the wonders of doing anything often spins by #bipolar #mania into drive, which in itself is exhausting, a long time ago I realized how I used to have the energy to ride a bicycle hundreds of miles in a week while working 80 hours, and then later how I could manage working 120+ hours a week without crashing, now eventually that all caught up with me, but in the time since I have done my best to keep my body still and my mind as quiet as I could, as any physical activity seems to through me into a mania induced activation, and it has always been hard to keep my mind quiet, but between the two, along with my constant pain sleep often evades me, so doing chores becomes a fine line of balancing extra pain and at what point does my body refuse to shut down and relax, the sad thing is, there is not pre set limit what works one day may not the next and so on, it is a constant battle of will, and far to often I am stuck in a full speed go even though my body can no longer perform, and that causes more pain more exhaustion and really a great deal of aggravation, in anyevent I am having a hard time chilling out and relaxing and my mind is running so fast it is extremely hard to focus on anything at all;

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

It has been a rough kind of day, I had some rent chores to tend to, which exacerbated both my pain and exhaustion, in between taking many breaks and even now I have not been able to get comfortable enough to relax at all, the wonders of doing anything often spins by #bipolar #mania into drive, which in itself is exhausting, a long time ago I realized how I used to have the energy to ride a bicycle hundreds of miles in a week while working 80 hours, and then later how I could manage working 120+ hours a week without crashing, now eventually that all caught up with me, but in the time since I have done my best to keep my body still and my mind as quiet as I could, as any physical activity seems to through me into a mania induced activation, and it has always been hard to keep my mind quiet, but between the two, along with my constant pain sleep often evades me, so doing chores becomes a fine line of balancing extra pain and at what point does my body refuse to shut down and relax, the sad thing is, there is not pre set limit what works one day may not the next and so on, it is a constant battle of will, and far to often I am stuck in a full speed go even though my body can no longer perform, and that causes more pain more exhaustion and really a great deal of aggravation, in anyevent I am having a hard time chilling out and relaxing and my mind is running so fast it is extremely hard to focus on anything at all;

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

It has been a rough kind of day, I had some rent chores to tend to, which exacerbated both my pain and exhaustion, in between taking many breaks and even now I have not been able to get comfortable enough to relax at all, the wonders of doing anything often spins by #bipolar #mania into drive, which in itself is exhausting, a long time ago I realized how I used to have the energy to ride a bicycle hundreds of miles in a week while working 80 hours, and then later how I could manage working 120+ hours a week without crashing, now eventually that all caught up with me, but in the time since I have done my best to keep my body still and my mind as quiet as I could, as any physical activity seems to through me into a mania induced activation, and it has always been hard to keep my mind quiet, but between the two, along with my constant pain sleep often evades me, so doing chores becomes a fine line of balancing extra pain and at what point does my body refuse to shut down and relax, the sad thing is, there is not pre set limit what works one day may not the next and so on, it is a constant battle of will, and far to often I am stuck in a full speed go even though my body can no longer perform, and that causes more pain more exhaustion and really a great deal of aggravation, in anyevent I am having a hard time chilling out and relaxing and my mind is running so fast it is extremely hard to focus on anything at all;

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

#MissKitty is not a doctor and your mileage may vary. #Mental #health is the first health. I like my method better than medications. For #ADHD I drink coffee until I go to sleep. For #bipolar I smoke #marijuana, #exercise, and #meditate. The medications are brain death. Not a doctor. My opinion.

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Been working hard on the new consultancy today. Am feeling a touch #hypomanic. The energy level is a little uncomfortable and I’m pretty sure the barman failed to give me a decaf latte which really isn’t helping. I can feel the excess energy in my chest. I can’t do anything quickly enough. I need to calm the fuck down but stay productive. I need more time in the outdoors away from my laptop.
#mentalhealth #bipolar #cyclothymia #elevated

Been working hard on the new consultancy today. Am feeling a touch #hypomanic. The energy level is a little uncomfortable and I’m pretty sure the barman failed to give me a decaf latte which really isn’t helping. I can feel the excess energy in my chest. I can’t do anything quickly enough. I need to calm the fuck down but stay productive. I need more time in the outdoors away from my laptop.
#mentalhealth #bipolar #cyclothymia #elevated

Been working hard on the new consultancy today. Am feeling a touch #hypomanic. The energy level is a little uncomfortable and I’m pretty sure the barman failed to give me a decaf latte which really isn’t helping. I can feel the excess energy in my chest. I can’t do anything quickly enough. I need to calm the fuck down but stay productive. I need more time in the outdoors away from my laptop.
#mentalhealth #bipolar #cyclothymia #elevated

Been working hard on the new consultancy today. Am feeling a touch #hypomanic. The energy level is a little uncomfortable and I’m pretty sure the barman failed to give me a decaf latte which really isn’t helping. I can feel the excess energy in my chest. I can’t do anything quickly enough. I need to calm the fuck down but stay productive. I need more time in the outdoors away from my laptop.
#mentalhealth #bipolar #cyclothymia #elevated

Been working hard on the new consultancy today. Am feeling a touch #hypomanic. The energy level is a little uncomfortable and I’m pretty sure the barman failed to give me a decaf latte which really isn’t helping. I can feel the excess energy in my chest. I can’t do anything quickly enough. I need to calm the fuck down but stay productive. I need more time in the outdoors away from my laptop.
#mentalhealth #bipolar #cyclothymia #elevated

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https://onyxrose.net/p/the-art-of-being-crazy

#blogging #writer #writing #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolar #disorder. I am stricken with this #terrible disorder. #bad #brain lol just kidding. It is #bad, but it is #my #life and #I am used to it. Doesn't mean it is #safe and #not #scary. It is all that, and a bag of chips. https://onyxrose.net for more juicy #commentary on my #exploding brain. #mania #manic #depression #mentalhealth #mental #crazy #legit #magic #superpower