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  1. DATE: July 20, 2026 at 07:00AM
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    TITLE: Study finds unpredictable childhood environments are linked to borderline personality traits in adulthood

    URL: psypost.org/study-finds-unpred

    People who remembered their childhoods as unstable and unpredictable reported more emotional, interpersonal, impulsive, and dissociative borderline traits in adulthood, according to research published in Evolutionary Psychological Science.

    Borderline personality pathology involves a diverse collection of difficulties, including emotional instability, impulsivity, interpersonal conflict, and disruptions in identity and self-regulation. Researchers increasingly examine these characteristics as traits that vary continuously across the population rather than treating borderline personality disorder as an all-or-nothing diagnosis.

    Although childhood abuse, neglect, invalidation, and other adverse experiences have consistently been associated with borderline pathology, previous research has largely focused on specific events or cumulative adversity rather than the broader structure of a person’s childhood environment.

    Virgil Zeigler-Hill and colleagues examined whether borderline traits are linked not only to the severity of childhood adversity, but also to the stability of the broader childhood environment. Drawing on life history theory, they distinguished harshness, which refers to chronic hardship such as resource scarcity or persistent threat, from unpredictability, which refers to instability in caregiving, routines, and family circumstances.

    The researchers investigated how these conditions were related to four components of borderline personality: neurotic traits involving negative emotions and emotional volatility, antagonistic traits involving hostility and interpersonal conflict, disinhibited traits involving impulsivity and poor behavioural control, and dissociative traits involving identity confusion and feelings of unreality.

    Zeigler-Hill and colleagues conducted three studies involving 4,993 participants altogether. Study 1 included a final sample of 529 U.S. adults recruited through Prolific, Study 2 included 2,478 undergraduate students from a large Midwestern U.S. university, Study 3 included 1,986 Israeli adults recruited through public advertisements and social media. The Israeli survey materials were translated into Hebrew and then independently translated back into English to check their accuracy.

    Participants completed the Perceived Childhood Harshness and Unpredictability Scale. The 11-item harshness subscale assessed chronic material and environmental hardship, such as financial strain, whereas the 15-item unpredictability subscale assessed instability in family life and daily routines. They also completed measures of neurotic, antagonistic, disinhibited, and dissociative borderline traits. Studies 1 and 3 used the Five-Factor Borderline Inventory-Super Short Form, while Study 2 used the longer Five-Factor Borderline Inventory-Short Form. The researchers then examined how each childhood condition was related to the four borderline traits, whether harshness altered the association between unpredictability and those traits, and whether these patterns differed between men and women.

    Across all three samples, perceived childhood unpredictability was consistently associated with higher levels of every borderline trait examined. People who remembered their childhood environments as more unstable and inconsistent tended to report greater emotional volatility and distress, more hostility and interpersonal conflict, more impulsive behaviour, and more dissociative experiences. These relationships emerged in the U.S. community sample, the U.S. student sample, and the Israeli community sample, suggesting that the pattern was not limited to one age group, recruitment method, or national context.

    The researchers had predicted that childhood unpredictability would be associated with neurotic, antagonistic, and disinhibited borderline traits. Although its relationship with dissociative traits was examined without a specific prediction, unpredictability was also consistently associated with higher dissociative traits across the three studies.

    Childhood harshness produced a much less straightforward pattern. It was modestly related to borderline traits when considered by itself, but these relationships frequently became nonsignificant or slightly negative once unpredictability was considered at the same time. Harshness also altered the relationship between unpredictability and all four borderline traits.

    In the two U.S. samples, unpredictability generally had the strongest association with borderline traits among people who reported relatively low childhood harshness; the differences were smaller in the Israeli sample. The authors suggest that a consistently harsh environment may still contain more stable and understandable contingencies than an environment that changes unpredictably, although they emphasized that this does not make harsh conditions beneficial.

    Gender differences were inconsistent, such that the link between unpredictability and antagonistic traits was stronger among men in the two U.S. studies but not in Israel, while there was a stronger link with disinhibited traits among men only in the student sample.

    Of note is that these studies were correlational and asked adults to remember their childhood environments, thus, they cannot establish that childhood unpredictability caused later borderline traits; current personality and mood may also affect how childhood is recalled. As well, the exclusive reliance on self-report measures, the use of nonclinical samples, and recruitment from only the United States and Israel limit the extent to which the findings can be generalized to people diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and to other cultural settings.

    Overall, these findings suggest that the instability and inconsistency of childhood environments may be more closely connected to diverse borderline personality traits than the severity of childhood hardship alone, highlighting predictability as an important feature of early development.

    The research, “Recollections of Childhood Socioecological Conditions and Borderline Personality Traits: The Roles of Perceived Harshness and Unpredictability,” was authored by Virgil Zeigler-Hill, Jennifer Vonk, Meghan Martini, Renee LeBlanc, Carly King, and Avi Besser.

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    #psychology #counseling #socialwork #psychotherapy @psychotherapist @psychotherapists @psychology @socialpsych @socialwork @psychiatry #mentalhealth #psychiatry #healthcare #depression #psychotherapist #UnpredictableChildhood #BorderlineTraits #EmotionalInstability #Dissociation #Impulsivity #LifeHistoryTheory #PerceivedHarshness #ChildhoodEnvironment #PersonalityResearch #MentalHealthInsights

  2. DATE: July 20, 2026 at 07:00AM
    SOURCE: PSYPOST.ORG

    ** Research quality varies widely from fantastic to small exploratory studies. Please check research methods when conclusions are very important to you. **
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    TITLE: Study finds unpredictable childhood environments are linked to borderline personality traits in adulthood

    URL: psypost.org/study-finds-unpred

    People who remembered their childhoods as unstable and unpredictable reported more emotional, interpersonal, impulsive, and dissociative borderline traits in adulthood, according to research published in Evolutionary Psychological Science.

    Borderline personality pathology involves a diverse collection of difficulties, including emotional instability, impulsivity, interpersonal conflict, and disruptions in identity and self-regulation. Researchers increasingly examine these characteristics as traits that vary continuously across the population rather than treating borderline personality disorder as an all-or-nothing diagnosis.

    Although childhood abuse, neglect, invalidation, and other adverse experiences have consistently been associated with borderline pathology, previous research has largely focused on specific events or cumulative adversity rather than the broader structure of a person’s childhood environment.

    Virgil Zeigler-Hill and colleagues examined whether borderline traits are linked not only to the severity of childhood adversity, but also to the stability of the broader childhood environment. Drawing on life history theory, they distinguished harshness, which refers to chronic hardship such as resource scarcity or persistent threat, from unpredictability, which refers to instability in caregiving, routines, and family circumstances.

    The researchers investigated how these conditions were related to four components of borderline personality: neurotic traits involving negative emotions and emotional volatility, antagonistic traits involving hostility and interpersonal conflict, disinhibited traits involving impulsivity and poor behavioural control, and dissociative traits involving identity confusion and feelings of unreality.

    Zeigler-Hill and colleagues conducted three studies involving 4,993 participants altogether. Study 1 included a final sample of 529 U.S. adults recruited through Prolific, Study 2 included 2,478 undergraduate students from a large Midwestern U.S. university, Study 3 included 1,986 Israeli adults recruited through public advertisements and social media. The Israeli survey materials were translated into Hebrew and then independently translated back into English to check their accuracy.

    Participants completed the Perceived Childhood Harshness and Unpredictability Scale. The 11-item harshness subscale assessed chronic material and environmental hardship, such as financial strain, whereas the 15-item unpredictability subscale assessed instability in family life and daily routines. They also completed measures of neurotic, antagonistic, disinhibited, and dissociative borderline traits. Studies 1 and 3 used the Five-Factor Borderline Inventory-Super Short Form, while Study 2 used the longer Five-Factor Borderline Inventory-Short Form. The researchers then examined how each childhood condition was related to the four borderline traits, whether harshness altered the association between unpredictability and those traits, and whether these patterns differed between men and women.

    Across all three samples, perceived childhood unpredictability was consistently associated with higher levels of every borderline trait examined. People who remembered their childhood environments as more unstable and inconsistent tended to report greater emotional volatility and distress, more hostility and interpersonal conflict, more impulsive behaviour, and more dissociative experiences. These relationships emerged in the U.S. community sample, the U.S. student sample, and the Israeli community sample, suggesting that the pattern was not limited to one age group, recruitment method, or national context.

    The researchers had predicted that childhood unpredictability would be associated with neurotic, antagonistic, and disinhibited borderline traits. Although its relationship with dissociative traits was examined without a specific prediction, unpredictability was also consistently associated with higher dissociative traits across the three studies.

    Childhood harshness produced a much less straightforward pattern. It was modestly related to borderline traits when considered by itself, but these relationships frequently became nonsignificant or slightly negative once unpredictability was considered at the same time. Harshness also altered the relationship between unpredictability and all four borderline traits.

    In the two U.S. samples, unpredictability generally had the strongest association with borderline traits among people who reported relatively low childhood harshness; the differences were smaller in the Israeli sample. The authors suggest that a consistently harsh environment may still contain more stable and understandable contingencies than an environment that changes unpredictably, although they emphasized that this does not make harsh conditions beneficial.

    Gender differences were inconsistent, such that the link between unpredictability and antagonistic traits was stronger among men in the two U.S. studies but not in Israel, while there was a stronger link with disinhibited traits among men only in the student sample.

    Of note is that these studies were correlational and asked adults to remember their childhood environments, thus, they cannot establish that childhood unpredictability caused later borderline traits; current personality and mood may also affect how childhood is recalled. As well, the exclusive reliance on self-report measures, the use of nonclinical samples, and recruitment from only the United States and Israel limit the extent to which the findings can be generalized to people diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and to other cultural settings.

    Overall, these findings suggest that the instability and inconsistency of childhood environments may be more closely connected to diverse borderline personality traits than the severity of childhood hardship alone, highlighting predictability as an important feature of early development.

    The research, “Recollections of Childhood Socioecological Conditions and Borderline Personality Traits: The Roles of Perceived Harshness and Unpredictability,” was authored by Virgil Zeigler-Hill, Jennifer Vonk, Meghan Martini, Renee LeBlanc, Carly King, and Avi Besser.

    URL: psypost.org/study-finds-unpred

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    #psychology #counseling #socialwork #psychotherapy @psychotherapist @psychotherapists @psychology @socialpsych @socialwork @psychiatry #mentalhealth #psychiatry #healthcare #depression #psychotherapist #UnpredictableChildhood #BorderlineTraits #EmotionalInstability #Dissociation #Impulsivity #LifeHistoryTheory #PerceivedHarshness #ChildhoodEnvironment #PersonalityResearch #MentalHealthInsights

  3. Today i am rewatching the movie of The Two Towers and the scene of Gollum arguing with Smeagol hits really differently than it did the first time i saw it 25 years ago. In light of certain revelations about ourselves, that is. 🤣 😢

    #dissociation #DissociativeIdentityDisorder #DID

  4. Today i am rewatching the movie of The Two Towers and the scene of Gollum arguing with Smeagol hits really differently than it did the first time i saw it 25 years ago. In light of certain revelations about ourselves, that is. 🤣 😢

    #dissociation #DissociativeIdentityDisorder #DID

  5. Nouvel article en ligne !

    Le modèle TIST a été développé par Janina Fisher pour prendre en charge les patients qui ont vécu des traumatismes.

    Ce modèle met l'accent sur l'autonomie du patient (et de ses parts), ainsi que sur la psychoéducation.

    troublesdissociatifs.wordpress

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  6. Nouvel article en ligne !

    Le modèle TIST a été développé par Janina Fisher pour prendre en charge les patients qui ont vécu des traumatismes.

    Ce modèle met l'accent sur l'autonomie du patient (et de ses parts), ainsi que sur la psychoéducation.

    troublesdissociatifs.wordpress

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  7. Le livre "Le monde intérieur des patients avec un trouble dissociatif complexe" est désormais disponible à l'achat !

    Broché, relié, Ebook, tous les liens d'achats des différents formats se trouvent ici : c-lemeunier.blog4ever.com/le-m

    Merci à ceux qui nous ont soutenu dans ce projet !

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santementale

  8. Le livre "Le monde intérieur des patients avec un trouble dissociatif complexe" est désormais disponible à l'achat !

    Broché, relié, Ebook, tous les liens d'achats des différents formats se trouvent ici : c-lemeunier.blog4ever.com/le-m

    Merci à ceux qui nous ont soutenu dans ce projet !

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santementale

  9. 10th International Congress of the European Society for Trauma and Dissociation

    October 1-3
    #Lisbon

    From Fragmentation to Integration: New Perspectives on Identity and Resilience

    estd2026.com

    #DID #CPTSD #EMDR #Brainspotting #dissociation

  10. CW: Medicalization / Psychiatric diagnosis critique (1/2)

    Consider the following analogy:

    You're in a horrible accident. Gratefully, you had your seatbelt on. Your car is totaled, and all around you there's wreckage barely recognizable as vehicle. But you? All YOU have wrong with you is a strip of red, burnt flesh diagonally across your chest...

    #Plurality #Dissociation #DID #OSDD #TraumaInformedCare #MedicalModel #MentalHealthAdvocacy #Neurodiversity

  11. CW: Medicalization / Psychiatric diagnosis critique (1/2)

    Consider the following analogy:

    You're in a horrible accident. Gratefully, you had your seatbelt on. Your car is totaled, and all around you there's wreckage barely recognizable as vehicle. But you? All YOU have wrong with you is a strip of red, burnt flesh diagonally across your chest...

    #Plurality #Dissociation #DID #OSDD #TraumaInformedCare #MedicalModel #MentalHealthAdvocacy #Neurodiversity

  12. Notre administratrice est heureuse de vous apprendre que les précommandes pour son livre "Le monde intérieur des patients avec un trouble dissociatif complexe" sont ouvertes !

    c-lemeunier.blog4ever.com/le-m

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  13. Notre administratrice est heureuse de vous apprendre que les précommandes pour son livre "Le monde intérieur des patients avec un trouble dissociatif complexe" sont ouvertes !

    c-lemeunier.blog4ever.com/le-m

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  14. RE: social.growyourown.services/@F

    Thank you very much for this post!

    I'd just like to add that some kinds of seizures aren't epileptic but still photosensitivity-related.

    These are not well known at all, unfortunately. It's dissociative.

    I'll try to find and share English ressources on it. So far I can only provide French ones I've checked, but can answer questions

    I have both epileptic and non epileptic seizures, with nocturnal epilepsy. Didn't know for the last one before getting sleep exam, tho

    #Epilepsy #Dissociation

  15. RE: social.growyourown.services/@F

    Thank you very much for this post!

    I'd just like to add that some kinds of seizures aren't epileptic but still photosensitivity-related.

    These are not well known at all, unfortunately. It's dissociative.

    I'll try to find and share English ressources on it. So far I can only provide French ones I've checked, but can answer questions

    I have both epileptic and non epileptic seizures, with nocturnal epilepsy. Didn't know for the last one before getting sleep exam, tho

    #Epilepsy #Dissociation

  16. #Overstimulation and #dissociation have really, really ramped up this past week or two.

    Instrumental music on earbuds has been helping a lot. Helps me reestablish a boundary between what's inside me and what isn't.

    I must cultivate comfort.
    Always. But especially so when raw.

    My dog is sleeping with her head on my thigh (painfully bittersweet bc she's very deep into her golden years and I'm fucking feeling it lately).

    Listening to music that's holding me.

    Half-watching a YouTube channel of cycling live world webcams because, for whatever mix of reasons, I get into moods where it's incredibly comforting to have this on.

    #ActuallyAutistic

  17. #Overstimulation and #dissociation have really, really ramped up this past week or two.

    Instrumental music on earbuds has been helping a lot. Helps me reestablish a boundary between what's inside me and what isn't.

    I must cultivate comfort.
    Always. But especially so when raw.

    My dog is sleeping with her head on my thigh (painfully bittersweet bc she's very deep into her golden years and I'm fucking feeling it lately).

    Listening to music that's holding me.

    Half-watching a YouTube channel of cycling live world webcams because, for whatever mix of reasons, I get into moods where it's incredibly comforting to have this on.

    #ActuallyAutistic

  18. Hey all my neurodivergent peeps! This question came up in a Discord server i am in and i am wondering if the results here will be the same.

    If you are any sort of neurodivergent, do you prefer programs and apps in dark mode or light mode?

    #autism #adhd #neurodivergent #bipolar #dissociation

  19. Hey all my neurodivergent peeps! This question came up in a Discord server i am in and i am wondering if the results here will be the same.

    If you are any sort of neurodivergent, do you prefer programs and apps in dark mode or light mode?

    #autism #adhd #neurodivergent #bipolar #dissociation

  20. "Dissociation has increasingly been acknowledged as a key factor in post-traumatic stress disorder (#PTSD) and complex PTSD (#CPTSD). However, there is evidence that it is not being recognized by clinicians and often trauma treatments do not target dissociation experiences. […]

    In light of these findings overall, we cannot be confident that PTSD interventions reduce dissociation. Given that dissociation can be detrimental to people’s ability to engage in therapy and process trauma memories, this review highlights an important gap in the empirical literature for psychological interventions for PTSD."

    Akoral, M., Hauenstein-Swan, A., Rizeq, J., & Gumley, A. (2026). Treating Dissociation in PTSD: A Meta-Analysis of Psychological Intervention Studies. Journal of Trauma & #Dissociation, 27(3), 300–315. doi.org/10.1080/15299732.2026.

  21. "Dissociation has increasingly been acknowledged as a key factor in post-traumatic stress disorder (#PTSD) and complex PTSD (#CPTSD). However, there is evidence that it is not being recognized by clinicians and often trauma treatments do not target dissociation experiences. […]

    In light of these findings overall, we cannot be confident that PTSD interventions reduce dissociation. Given that dissociation can be detrimental to people’s ability to engage in therapy and process trauma memories, this review highlights an important gap in the empirical literature for psychological interventions for PTSD."

    Akoral, M., Hauenstein-Swan, A., Rizeq, J., & Gumley, A. (2026). Treating Dissociation in PTSD: A Meta-Analysis of Psychological Intervention Studies. Journal of Trauma & #Dissociation, 27(3), 300–315. doi.org/10.1080/15299732.2026.

  22. 1ere épreuve du format livre du webinaire que notre admin a donné en novembre 2025.

    Sortie prévue le 20 Juin 2026 !

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  23. 1ere épreuve du format livre du webinaire que notre admin a donné en novembre 2025.

    Sortie prévue le 20 Juin 2026 !

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  24. Nouvel article en ligne !

    Suite directe de notre article de la semaine dernière, voici une présentation de différents types de cartes et de leur utilité thérapeutique !

    troublesdissociatifs.wordpress

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  25. Nouvel article en ligne !

    Suite directe de notre article de la semaine dernière, voici une présentation de différents types de cartes et de leur utilité thérapeutique !

    troublesdissociatifs.wordpress

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  26. Add another Pokémon to the old Pokéball! Caught a CPTSD, too! Just got the psychologists written report in the mail and that was part of it that she didn't mention when we spoke in person. I guess it just seemed inconsequential compared to the others. 🤣 😭

    #dissociation #plural #trauma

  27. Add another Pokémon to the old Pokéball! Caught a CPTSD, too! Just got the psychologists written report in the mail and that was part of it that she didn't mention when we spoke in person. I guess it just seemed inconsequential compared to the others. 🤣 😭

    #dissociation #plural #trauma

  28. Mise à jour de notre article "Cartographier son système" !

    Cette 1ere partie se penche sur l'utilité de la cartographie, le cadre à respecter, ainsi que les risques posés par cet outil.

    troublesdissociatifs.wordpress

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  29. Mise à jour de notre article "Cartographier son système" !

    Cette 1ere partie se penche sur l'utilité de la cartographie, le cadre à respecter, ainsi que les risques posés par cet outil.

    troublesdissociatifs.wordpress

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale

  30. I swear, sometimes dissociation seems like a superpower. Sarah was trying to help our roommate move some of his stuff into our storage unit since we have so much unused space in it, and she got really overwhelmed. Partly by noise just from being out of the house, partly from the stress (we are in the process of moving), and partly because she banged the back of our truck into a wall while at the storage place. She had a full on screaming meltdown and just couldn't take it any more.

    So I stepped in to take over. She went inside to rest and I came out feeling pretty happy and upbeat and looking forward to the rest of the work. We ended up moving more stuff than originally planned. And now here I am at home playing games. I feel like the day has gone really well, but I know that before I came out the day was turning out to be horrible for Sarah.

    But, yeah, that's dissociation, I guess. Those bad things from earlier? They didn't happen to me.

    #dissociation #DissociativeSystem #plural

  31. I swear, sometimes dissociation seems like a superpower. Sarah was trying to help our roommate move some of his stuff into our storage unit since we have so much unused space in it, and she got really overwhelmed. Partly by noise just from being out of the house, partly from the stress (we are in the process of moving), and partly because she banged the back of our truck into a wall while at the storage place. She had a full on screaming meltdown and just couldn't take it any more.

    So I stepped in to take over. She went inside to rest and I came out feeling pretty happy and upbeat and looking forward to the rest of the work. We ended up moving more stuff than originally planned. And now here I am at home playing games. I feel like the day has gone really well, but I know that before I came out the day was turning out to be horrible for Sarah.

    But, yeah, that's dissociation, I guess. Those bad things from earlier? They didn't happen to me.

    #dissociation #DissociativeSystem #plural

  32. i (Sarah) am having complex but good feelings right now. Just got out of our second appointment with the new therapist. At one point he mentioned that there's a lot of fake DID online and i told him how i often wonder if this is actually real for me or if i am just making it up somehow. He told me that he thinks it's definitely real for me and that i do have some sort of dissociative disorder, and i started crying. On the one hand it felt like a relief to be affirmed by someone who specializes in this stuff, but i also told him that i didn't really want it to be true. i don't. But the evidence just keeps piling up and getting harder to ignore. So i am feeling both relieved and anxious about this at the same time, but mostly i just look forward to talking more with him. He also told us (he spoke to both me and Crow) that he is also a system, which i suspected but is nice to have confirmed.

    #plural #dissociation

  33. i (Sarah) am having complex but good feelings right now. Just got out of our second appointment with the new therapist. At one point he mentioned that there's a lot of fake DID online and i told him how i often wonder if this is actually real for me or if i am just making it up somehow. He told me that he thinks it's definitely real for me and that i do have some sort of dissociative disorder, and i started crying. On the one hand it felt like a relief to be affirmed by someone who specializes in this stuff, but i also told him that i didn't really want it to be true. i don't. But the evidence just keeps piling up and getting harder to ignore. So i am feeling both relieved and anxious about this at the same time, but mostly i just look forward to talking more with him. He also told us (he spoke to both me and Crow) that he is also a system, which i suspected but is nice to have confirmed.

    #plural #dissociation

  34. “There is something wrong with me as a person”: Extreme negative beliefs about oneself are associated with trauma-related dissociative symptoms.
    Journal of Psychiatric Research, 197, 250–257.
    doi.org/10.1016/j.jpsychires.2

    "Multiple regression analyses revealed that posttraumatic cognitions were significantly associated with dissociation after controlling for demographic variables, childhood trauma severity, and baseline #PTSD symptoms. Furthermore, decreases in posttraumatic cognitions over the course of treatment were significantly associated with simultaneous decreases in #dissociation severity."

    "#Shame, a particular type of posttraumatic reaction, may serve as a key mechanism linking negative self-referential cognitions to dissociation."

    (via newsletter by jangysi.ch)

  35. “There is something wrong with me as a person”: Extreme negative beliefs about oneself are associated with trauma-related dissociative symptoms.
    Journal of Psychiatric Research, 197, 250–257.
    doi.org/10.1016/j.jpsychires.2

    "Multiple regression analyses revealed that posttraumatic cognitions were significantly associated with dissociation after controlling for demographic variables, childhood trauma severity, and baseline #PTSD symptoms. Furthermore, decreases in posttraumatic cognitions over the course of treatment were significantly associated with simultaneous decreases in #dissociation severity."

    "#Shame, a particular type of posttraumatic reaction, may serve as a key mechanism linking negative self-referential cognitions to dissociation."

    (via newsletter by jangysi.ch)

  36. Crow here.

    This week, member 8 of the system showed up. It was [deadname], who was the host, I suppose, through the 80's and early 90's when our parents were trying to make us somehow not be trans. He took the brunt of the emotional abuse we got. When he came back he insisted that he was male and said he wished we'd never transitioned, but this morning "he" got to front for the first time since waking up and was amazed at how our body has changed. No beard! Different voice! Breasts! And the nether regions, of course! And suddenly the last vestiges of the old abuse fell away and she embraced who she always wanted to be.

    So everyone say hello to Kate!

    You know, I think at this point we have everyone. Drogo, Arwen, Reason, and Cindy have never hosted, but With Kate here finally, we've got a complete timeline of hosts through our entire life at this point. If there's anyone else lurking around still I'd be surprised.
    Kate, me, Eris, and most recently Sarah have been the ones who ran the body over the years, and now here we all are together finally.

    It's been a weird 3 months as everyone slowly came out of dormancy, but now I think the Avengers are finally assembled and we finally stand a chance against our collective Thanos that gave rise to us.

    #plural #dissociation

  37. Crow here.

    This week, member 8 of the system showed up. It was [deadname], who was the host, I suppose, through the 80's and early 90's when our parents were trying to make us somehow not be trans. He took the brunt of the emotional abuse we got. When he came back he insisted that he was male and said he wished we'd never transitioned, but this morning "he" got to front for the first time since waking up and was amazed at how our body has changed. No beard! Different voice! Breasts! And the nether regions, of course! And suddenly the last vestiges of the old abuse fell away and she embraced who she always wanted to be.

    So everyone say hello to Kate!

    You know, I think at this point we have everyone. Drogo, Arwen, Reason, and Cindy have never hosted, but With Kate here finally, we've got a complete timeline of hosts through our entire life at this point. If there's anyone else lurking around still I'd be surprised.
    Kate, me, Eris, and most recently Sarah have been the ones who ran the body over the years, and now here we all are together finally.

    It's been a weird 3 months as everyone slowly came out of dormancy, but now I think the Avengers are finally assembled and we finally stand a chance against our collective Thanos that gave rise to us.

    #plural #dissociation

  38. OK, i'm going to take this moment as an opportunity to do a little education about what it's like being a plural system. The above comments were posted by Crow, the alter who has main responsibility for taking care of our day to day needs, including work much of the time. She was fronting almost the whole day yesterday.

    But i am Sarah. i am our primary trauma holder, and i also front a lot, usually when we need to focus on our emotional needs, but also when nothing in particular is going on that Crow needs to attend to. Like now. Also like last night after she finally put away the computer and gave up control. And when she did give up control to me i got really angry at her for bringing work home when there was no emergency and then wasting almost our entire evening on it! By the time she let go we had had maybe 30 minutes left before needing to go to bed, so i wasn't able to get anything done that i had wanted to do last night. Also, while she may not feel burned out on programming, i still do!

    So yeah, one alter is angry at another. That's life as a system for you.

    #dissociation #DID #plural

  39. OK, i'm going to take this moment as an opportunity to do a little education about what it's like being a plural system. The above comments were posted by Crow, the alter who has main responsibility for taking care of our day to day needs, including work much of the time. She was fronting almost the whole day yesterday.

    But i am Sarah. i am our primary trauma holder, and i also front a lot, usually when we need to focus on our emotional needs, but also when nothing in particular is going on that Crow needs to attend to. Like now. Also like last night after she finally put away the computer and gave up control. And when she did give up control to me i got really angry at her for bringing work home when there was no emergency and then wasting almost our entire evening on it! By the time she let go we had had maybe 30 minutes left before needing to go to bed, so i wasn't able to get anything done that i had wanted to do last night. Also, while she may not feel burned out on programming, i still do!

    So yeah, one alter is angry at another. That's life as a system for you.

    #dissociation #DID #plural

  40. Refonte de l'article sur le monde intérieur dans les troubles dissociatifs !

    Après avoir défini ce concept, nous abordons les théories qui l'expliquent, ainsi que le cas des personnes qui n'ont pas de monde intérieur.

    troublesdissociatifs.wordpress

    #Dissociation
    #TDI #ATDS #TDIp #TPB #TSPT
    #psychology #psychologie #psychotrauma
    #mentalheath #santémentale