#chronicillness — Public Fediverse posts on home.social

Have you ever had one of those days where nothing particularly terrible happened, yet somehow everything felt heavier than it should? Sometimes our emotions are gently pointing us toward something much deeper. This reflection explores the quiet human longing to feel truly seen and the healing that begins when we slow down long enough to listen.

https://angelblessings11.com/2026/07/21/the-quiet-ache-of-being-seen/

#writing #wellbeing #valued #understanding #tobeseen #spiritualjourney

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 23:59 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116957774834239367

‼URGENT‼
$45 to go for my turning my phone back on

Anything helps. 🤞🏻 🙏🏻

V: d_fay
P: peach77
Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/ellespeaks

#mutualaid #MutualAidSavesLives #MutualAidRequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026 #disabled #spoonie #chronicillness #chronicpain #disabledartist #leftist #lesbian #sapphic #lgbtq #lgbtqia #kofi #helpneeded #gofundme #directaid #queer #diabetic #hunger #poverty

@[email protected]
@[email protected]
@disability @disabledvoices @lgbtq @povertyandinequality

#mutualaid #mutualaidsaveslives #mutualaidrequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 23:59 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116957774834239367

‼URGENT‼
$45 to go for my turning my phone back on

Anything helps. 🤞🏻 🙏🏻

V: d_fay
P: peach77
Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/ellespeaks

#mutualaid #MutualAidSavesLives #MutualAidRequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026 #disabled #spoonie #chronicillness #chronicpain #disabledartist #leftist #lesbian #sapphic #lgbtq #lgbtqia #kofi #helpneeded #gofundme #directaid #queer #diabetic #hunger #poverty

@[email protected]
@[email protected]
@disability @disabledvoices @lgbtq @povertyandinequality

#mutualaid #mutualaidsaveslives #mutualaidrequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026

🆘️ $0/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 23:57 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116958852892344835

stuck @ $50 due tomorrow + $45 due yesterday.

I dont know how im going to make the rest of this month tbh

I really need my communities to help me amplify this. I appreciate any movement

V: d_fay
P: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #Kofi #venmo #paypal #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #lgbtq #disabledmutualaid @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 23:57 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116958852892344835

stuck @ $50 due tomorrow + $45 due yesterday.

I dont know how im going to make the rest of this month tbh

I really need my communities to help me amplify this. I appreciate any movement

V: d_fay
P: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #Kofi #venmo #paypal #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #lgbtq #disabledmutualaid @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

Lanie @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 22:11 UTC

Today was one of those days where everything moved at once.

I shipped two versions of my NVDA word prediction add-on. v1.0.0 fixed keyboard conflicts that were pointed out by a community member, moved the management keys to NVDA+Alt+P/O/L, and added a custom app exclusion list so users can disable predictions in apps where they don't want them. v1.1.0 added punctuation-aware insertion, so when you accept a prediction after a period, it adds the space and capitalizes for you. Both are on GitHub.

I published a new essay called "Becoming" on lanie.work. It's about the last seven months. The psych eval that stopped short. The health decline. Letting go of the identity I was clinging to. Disowning my sisters. Embracing long-term care. Finding peace with who I'm becoming, even while some questions are still unanswered.

Then I checked my Cloudflare analytics. 1,780 unique visitors in the last 24 hours. 15,520 in the last 30 days. Nearly a gigabyte of my words served in a month. I'm still processing that.

I got invited to interview with Fable. I found out my group home initial meeting is Thursday at 11 AM. And I applied to two paid research studies on User Interviews, one about small business ownership and one about AI tool usage, both of which I'm a good fit for.

I'm lying in bed with a V8 energy drink, We the Kingdom playing "Waking Up" on my Spotify Upbeat Mix, and a grin on my face that won't quit.

This year took almost everything. And what's left is somehow more honest, more real, more me than anything I was before.

lanie.work/advocacy/becoming/
github.com/RareBird15/wordpredictor

#ActuallyAutistic #Disability #Accessibility #NVDA #Faith #ChronicIllness

#actuallyautistic #disability #accessibility #nvda #faith #chronicillness

Lanie @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 22:11 UTC

Today was one of those days where everything moved at once.

I shipped two versions of my NVDA word prediction add-on. v1.0.0 fixed keyboard conflicts that were pointed out by a community member, moved the management keys to NVDA+Alt+P/O/L, and added a custom app exclusion list so users can disable predictions in apps where they don't want them. v1.1.0 added punctuation-aware insertion, so when you accept a prediction after a period, it adds the space and capitalizes for you. Both are on GitHub.

I published a new essay called "Becoming" on lanie.work. It's about the last seven months. The psych eval that stopped short. The health decline. Letting go of the identity I was clinging to. Disowning my sisters. Embracing long-term care. Finding peace with who I'm becoming, even while some questions are still unanswered.

Then I checked my Cloudflare analytics. 1,780 unique visitors in the last 24 hours. 15,520 in the last 30 days. Nearly a gigabyte of my words served in a month. I'm still processing that.

I got invited to interview with Fable. I found out my group home initial meeting is Thursday at 11 AM. And I applied to two paid research studies on User Interviews, one about small business ownership and one about AI tool usage, both of which I'm a good fit for.

I'm lying in bed with a V8 energy drink, We the Kingdom playing "Waking Up" on my Spotify Upbeat Mix, and a grin on my face that won't quit.

This year took almost everything. And what's left is somehow more honest, more real, more me than anything I was before.

lanie.work/advocacy/becoming/
github.com/RareBird15/wordpredictor

#ActuallyAutistic #Disability #Accessibility #NVDA #Faith #ChronicIllness

#actuallyautistic #disability #accessibility #nvda #faith #chronicillness

Lanie @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 22:11 UTC

Today was one of those days where everything moved at once.

I shipped two versions of my NVDA word prediction add-on. v1.0.0 fixed keyboard conflicts that were pointed out by a community member, moved the management keys to NVDA+Alt+P/O/L, and added a custom app exclusion list so users can disable predictions in apps where they don't want them. v1.1.0 added punctuation-aware insertion, so when you accept a prediction after a period, it adds the space and capitalizes for you. Both are on GitHub.

I published a new essay called "Becoming" on lanie.work. It's about the last seven months. The psych eval that stopped short. The health decline. Letting go of the identity I was clinging to. Disowning my sisters. Embracing long-term care. Finding peace with who I'm becoming, even while some questions are still unanswered.

Then I checked my Cloudflare analytics. 1,780 unique visitors in the last 24 hours. 15,520 in the last 30 days. Nearly a gigabyte of my words served in a month. I'm still processing that.

I got invited to interview with Fable. I found out my group home initial meeting is Thursday at 11 AM. And I applied to two paid research studies on User Interviews, one about small business ownership and one about AI tool usage, both of which I'm a good fit for.

I'm lying in bed with a V8 energy drink, We the Kingdom playing "Waking Up" on my Spotify Upbeat Mix, and a grin on my face that won't quit.

This year took almost everything. And what's left is somehow more honest, more real, more me than anything I was before.

lanie.work/advocacy/becoming/
github.com/RareBird15/wordpredictor

#ActuallyAutistic #Disability #Accessibility #NVDA #Faith #ChronicIllness

#actuallyautistic #disability #accessibility #nvda #faith #chronicillness

Lanie @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 22:11 UTC

Today was one of those days where everything moved at once.

I shipped two versions of my NVDA word prediction add-on. v1.0.0 fixed keyboard conflicts that were pointed out by a community member, moved the management keys to NVDA+Alt+P/O/L, and added a custom app exclusion list so users can disable predictions in apps where they don't want them. v1.1.0 added punctuation-aware insertion, so when you accept a prediction after a period, it adds the space and capitalizes for you. Both are on GitHub.

I published a new essay called "Becoming" on lanie.work. It's about the last seven months. The psych eval that stopped short. The health decline. Letting go of the identity I was clinging to. Disowning my sisters. Embracing long-term care. Finding peace with who I'm becoming, even while some questions are still unanswered.

Then I checked my Cloudflare analytics. 1,780 unique visitors in the last 24 hours. 15,520 in the last 30 days. Nearly a gigabyte of my words served in a month. I'm still processing that.

I got invited to interview with Fable. I found out my group home initial meeting is Thursday at 11 AM. And I applied to two paid research studies on User Interviews, one about small business ownership and one about AI tool usage, both of which I'm a good fit for.

I'm lying in bed with a V8 energy drink, We the Kingdom playing "Waking Up" on my Spotify Upbeat Mix, and a grin on my face that won't quit.

This year took almost everything. And what's left is somehow more honest, more real, more me than anything I was before.

lanie.work/advocacy/becoming/
github.com/RareBird15/wordpredictor

#ActuallyAutistic #Disability #Accessibility #NVDA #Faith #ChronicIllness

#chronicillness #faith #nvda #accessibility #disability #actuallyautistic

Lanie @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 22:11 UTC

Today was one of those days where everything moved at once.

I shipped two versions of my NVDA word prediction add-on. v1.0.0 fixed keyboard conflicts that were pointed out by a community member, moved the management keys to NVDA+Alt+P/O/L, and added a custom app exclusion list so users can disable predictions in apps where they don't want them. v1.1.0 added punctuation-aware insertion, so when you accept a prediction after a period, it adds the space and capitalizes for you. Both are on GitHub.

I published a new essay called "Becoming" on lanie.work. It's about the last seven months. The psych eval that stopped short. The health decline. Letting go of the identity I was clinging to. Disowning my sisters. Embracing long-term care. Finding peace with who I'm becoming, even while some questions are still unanswered.

Then I checked my Cloudflare analytics. 1,780 unique visitors in the last 24 hours. 15,520 in the last 30 days. Nearly a gigabyte of my words served in a month. I'm still processing that.

I got invited to interview with Fable. I found out my group home initial meeting is Thursday at 11 AM. And I applied to two paid research studies on User Interviews, one about small business ownership and one about AI tool usage, both of which I'm a good fit for.

I'm lying in bed with a V8 energy drink, We the Kingdom playing "Waking Up" on my Spotify Upbeat Mix, and a grin on my face that won't quit.

This year took almost everything. And what's left is somehow more honest, more real, more me than anything I was before.

lanie.work/advocacy/becoming/
github.com/RareBird15/wordpredictor

#ActuallyAutistic #Disability #Accessibility #NVDA #Faith #ChronicIllness

#actuallyautistic #disability #accessibility #nvda #faith #chronicillness

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 01:45 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

Stalled 5 days, URGENT⚠️⚠️⚠️

Phone due in 2.5 hours. Anything helps. Really stuck. So close to my last goals..just a lil further to go 🤞🏻

Tysm 💕

V: d_fay
P: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #ptsd #pmdd #bpd #Kofi #venmo #paypal #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutualaid
@disabledvoices @[email protected] @[email protected] @povertyandinequality @lgbtq #urgent

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-21 · 01:45 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

Stalled 5 days, URGENT⚠️⚠️⚠️

Phone due in 2.5 hours. Anything helps. Really stuck. So close to my last goals..just a lil further to go 🤞🏻

Tysm 💕

V: d_fay
P: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #ptsd #pmdd #bpd #Kofi #venmo #paypal #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutualaid
@disabledvoices @[email protected] @[email protected] @povertyandinequality @lgbtq #urgent

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-20 · 23:13 UTC

July - $530/$630
-$50 due NOW (7/20) for phone ⚠️⚠️
-$50 more due by 7/22 for co pay

I just need a few people to care and show it. 🥲 no movement in 5.5 days. I cant work due to disabilities.

Any help is LIFE SAVING 🆘️

Ven: d_fay || ppal: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidSavesLives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #DisabilityCrowdfund #queer #artist @[email protected] @[email protected] @povertyandinequality

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidsaveslives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-20 · 23:13 UTC

July - $530/$630
-$50 due NOW (7/20) for phone ⚠️⚠️
-$50 more due by 7/22 for co pay

I just need a few people to care and show it. 🥲 no movement in 5.5 days. I cant work due to disabilities.

Any help is LIFE SAVING 🆘️

Ven: d_fay || ppal: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidSavesLives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #DisabilityCrowdfund #queer #artist @[email protected] @[email protected] @povertyandinequality

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidsaveslives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-20 · 23:13 UTC

July - $530/$630
-$50 due NOW (7/20) for phone ⚠️⚠️
-$50 more due by 7/22 for co pay

I just need a few people to care and show it. 🥲 no movement in 5.5 days. I cant work due to disabilities.

Any help is LIFE SAVING 🆘️

Ven: d_fay || ppal: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidSavesLives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #DisabilityCrowdfund #queer #artist @[email protected] @[email protected] @povertyandinequality

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidsaveslives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-20 · 23:13 UTC

July - $530/$630
-$50 due NOW (7/20) for phone ⚠️⚠️
-$50 more due by 7/22 for co pay

I just need a few people to care and show it. 🥲 no movement in 5.5 days. I cant work due to disabilities.

Any help is LIFE SAVING 🆘️

Ven: d_fay || ppal: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidSavesLives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #DisabilityCrowdfund #queer #artist @[email protected] @[email protected] @povertyandinequality

#artist #queer #disabilitycrowdfund #lgbtq #helpfolkslive2026 #helpneeded

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-20 · 23:13 UTC

July - $530/$630
-$50 due NOW (7/20) for phone ⚠️⚠️
-$50 more due by 7/22 for co pay

I just need a few people to care and show it. 🥲 no movement in 5.5 days. I cant work due to disabilities.

Any help is LIFE SAVING 🆘️

Ven: d_fay || ppal: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidSavesLives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #DisabilityCrowdfund #queer #artist @[email protected] @[email protected] @povertyandinequality

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidsaveslives #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain

:spinny_cat_nb: :spinny_cat_disability: bryn :spinny_cat_disability: :spinny_cat_nb: @[email protected] · 2026-07-20 · 13:40 UTC

anyway, if your state is being annoyingly ableist and not doing their job and you aren't receiving your services in a reasonable amount of time, you can always report them to your state's inspector general.

#disability #ableism #chronicillness #lifeprotip #lifeprotips

:spinny_cat_nb: :spinny_cat_disability: bryn :spinny_cat_disability: :spinny_cat_nb: @[email protected] · 2026-07-20 · 13:40 UTC

anyway, if your state is being annoyingly ableist and not doing their job and you aren't receiving your services in a reasonable amount of time, you can always report them to your state's inspector general.

#disability #ableism #chronicillness #lifeprotip #lifeprotips

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 23:44 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116937734814810559

$50 DUE TOMORROW FOR PHONE!🆘️⚠️

so close 🤞🏻 anything helps, i can't work bc disabilities. My phone is my lifeline literally.

V: d_fay
P: peach77

No movement in 3 days

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #ptsd #bpd #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutualaid
@[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @disability @povertyandinequality @lgbtq

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 23:44 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116937734814810559

$50 DUE TOMORROW FOR PHONE!🆘️⚠️

so close 🤞🏻 anything helps, i can't work bc disabilities. My phone is my lifeline literally.

V: d_fay
P: peach77

No movement in 3 days

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #ptsd #bpd #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutualaid
@[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @disability @povertyandinequality @lgbtq

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 23:44 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116937734814810559

$50 DUE TOMORROW FOR PHONE!🆘️⚠️

so close 🤞🏻 anything helps, i can't work bc disabilities. My phone is my lifeline literally.

V: d_fay
P: peach77

No movement in 3 days

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #ptsd #bpd #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutualaid
@[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @disability @povertyandinequality @lgbtq

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 23:44 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116937734814810559

$50 DUE TOMORROW FOR PHONE!🆘️⚠️

so close 🤞🏻 anything helps, i can't work bc disabilities. My phone is my lifeline literally.

V: d_fay
P: peach77

No movement in 3 days

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #ptsd #bpd #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutualaid
@[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @disability @povertyandinequality @lgbtq

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 23:44 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116937734814810559

$50 DUE TOMORROW FOR PHONE!🆘️⚠️

so close 🤞🏻 anything helps, i can't work bc disabilities. My phone is my lifeline literally.

V: d_fay
P: peach77

No movement in 3 days

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #ptsd #bpd #Kofi #crowdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive2026 #lgbtq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutualaid
@[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @disability @povertyandinequality @lgbtq

#disabledmutualaid #artist #queer #lesbian #lgbtq #helpfolkslive2026

Perfectly Imperfect @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:40 UTC

The Weight of Wonder

Two nights before leaving for the Pacific Northwest, I find myself surrounded by wrinkled itinerary pages, hiking gear, and a dream I’ve carried for nearly half my life. What begins as a story about planning slowly becomes something much deeper: learning that simply standing in the place you’ve longed for can matter more than finishing every mile.

https://perfectlyimperfectlife.blog/2026/07/19/the-weight-of-wonder/

#authentic #chronicillness #description #feeling #foresttherapy #hiking

Perfectly Imperfect @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:40 UTC

The Weight of Wonder

Two nights before leaving for the Pacific Northwest, I find myself surrounded by wrinkled itinerary pages, hiking gear, and a dream I’ve carried for nearly half my life. What begins as a story about planning slowly becomes something much deeper: learning that simply standing in the place you’ve longed for can matter more than finishing every mile.

https://perfectlyimperfectlife.blog/2026/07/19/the-weight-of-wonder/

#authentic #chronicillness #description #feeling #foresttherapy #hiking

Perfectly Imperfect @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:40 UTC

The Weight of Wonder

Two nights before leaving for the Pacific Northwest, I find myself surrounded by wrinkled itinerary pages, hiking gear, and a dream I’ve carried for nearly half my life. What begins as a story about planning slowly becomes something much deeper: learning that simply standing in the place you’ve longed for can matter more than finishing every mile.

https://perfectlyimperfectlife.blog/2026/07/19/the-weight-of-wonder/

#authentic #chronicillness #description #feeling #foresttherapy #hiking

Perfectly Imperfect @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:40 UTC

The Weight of Wonder

Two nights before leaving for the Pacific Northwest, I find myself surrounded by wrinkled itinerary pages, hiking gear, and a dream I’ve carried for nearly half my life. What begins as a story about planning slowly becomes something much deeper: learning that simply standing in the place you’ve longed for can matter more than finishing every mile.

https://perfectlyimperfectlife.blog/2026/07/19/the-weight-of-wonder/

#authentic #chronicillness #description #feeling #foresttherapy #hiking

Perfectly Imperfect @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:40 UTC

The Weight of Wonder

Two nights before leaving for the Pacific Northwest, I find myself surrounded by wrinkled itinerary pages, hiking gear, and a dream I’ve carried for nearly half my life. What begins as a story about planning slowly becomes something much deeper: learning that simply standing in the place you’ve longed for can matter more than finishing every mile.

https://perfectlyimperfectlife.blog/2026/07/19/the-weight-of-wonder/

#writing #wonder #wanderlust #visionwithwords #trees #travel

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:30 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

$100 to clear july. Its been a terribly long month. Stalled 3 days.⚠️

$50 phone bill due tomorrow
$50 co pay due 7/22

Anything helps at all!
Thank you💕

#mutualaid #MutualAidSavesLives #MutualAidRequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026 #disabled #spoonie #chronicillness #disabledartist #leftist #lesbian #sapphic #lgbtq #kofi #helpneeded #crowdfunding #gofundme #directaid #queer #diabetic #poverty #DisabilityCrowdfund #disabilitypridemonth @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices

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Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:30 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

$100 to clear july. Its been a terribly long month. Stalled 3 days.⚠️

$50 phone bill due tomorrow
$50 co pay due 7/22

Anything helps at all!
Thank you💕

#mutualaid #MutualAidSavesLives #MutualAidRequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026 #disabled #spoonie #chronicillness #disabledartist #leftist #lesbian #sapphic #lgbtq #kofi #helpneeded #crowdfunding #gofundme #directaid #queer #diabetic #poverty #DisabilityCrowdfund #disabilitypridemonth @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices

#mutualaid #mutualaidsaveslives #mutualaidrequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:30 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

$100 to clear july. Its been a terribly long month. Stalled 3 days.⚠️

$50 phone bill due tomorrow
$50 co pay due 7/22

Anything helps at all!
Thank you💕

#mutualaid #MutualAidSavesLives #MutualAidRequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026 #disabled #spoonie #chronicillness #disabledartist #leftist #lesbian #sapphic #lgbtq #kofi #helpneeded #crowdfunding #gofundme #directaid #queer #diabetic #poverty #DisabilityCrowdfund #disabilitypridemonth @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices

#disabilitypridemonth #disabilitycrowdfund #poverty #diabetic #queer #directaid

🆘️ $5/$100 July 22nd @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 15:30 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

$100 to clear july. Its been a terribly long month. Stalled 3 days.⚠️

$50 phone bill due tomorrow
$50 co pay due 7/22

Anything helps at all!
Thank you💕

#mutualaid #MutualAidSavesLives #MutualAidRequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026 #disabled #spoonie #chronicillness #disabledartist #leftist #lesbian #sapphic #lgbtq #kofi #helpneeded #crowdfunding #gofundme #directaid #queer #diabetic #poverty #DisabilityCrowdfund #disabilitypridemonth @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices

#mutualaid #mutualaidsaveslives #mutualaidrequest #maboost #helpfolkslive #helpfolkslive2026

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 01:09 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

$50 due in 2 days‼⚠️

Could we clear this? My phone has to be on or its considered a fail at my recovery clinic if they call to do a random med count

Anything helps

V: d_fay
P: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronic$$pain #chronicillness #ptsd #artist #cdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive÷¾2026 #lgb⁴tq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutua³laid
@[email protected] @[email protected] @disability @disabledvoices #disabilitypridemonth

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

Elle 🧚🏼‍♀️ $530/$630 July⌛ @[email protected] · 2026-07-19 · 01:09 UTC

RE: https://mastodon.social/@ellespeaks/116813597037701800

$50 due in 2 days‼⚠️

Could we clear this? My phone has to be on or its considered a fail at my recovery clinic if they call to do a random med count

Anything helps

V: d_fay
P: peach77

#Mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidBoost #MutualAidSavesLives #maboost #disabled #spoonie #chronic$$pain #chronicillness #ptsd #artist #cdfunding #helpneeded #helpfolkslive÷¾2026 #lgb⁴tq #lesbian #queer #artist #disabledmutua³laid
@[email protected] @[email protected] @disability @disabledvoices #disabilitypridemonth

#mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidboost #mutualaidsaveslives #maboost #disabled

City of Tutelaries @[email protected] · 2026-07-18 · 08:53 UTC

Hi! I'm #NewHere. I am a self taught "artist" and #IndieDev who has been quietly working on a browser based #PointAndClick world made of my own #HandDrawn #illustrations and animations. I am a #DisabledArtist who lives with a #ChronicIllness. Looking for others into #CreativeCoding, #WebGames and anything dealing with #nostalgia

#newhere #disabledartist #chronicillness #indiedev #pointandclick #handdrawn

City of Tutelaries @[email protected] · 2026-07-18 · 08:53 UTC

Hi! I'm #NewHere. I am a self taught "artist" and #IndieDev who has been quietly working on a browser based #PointAndClick world made of my own #HandDrawn #illustrations and animations. I am a #DisabledArtist who lives with a #ChronicIllness. Looking for others into #CreativeCoding, #WebGames and anything dealing with #nostalgia