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  1. I have to believe that good things happen and that they can happen to me.

    $2162 to go and I need it right away!

    Please help all you can.

    chuffed.org/project/blessks
    v: skillingmesoftly
    p: kshernandezinc

    #mutualaid #directaid #disabled #artist #queer #lgbtq #poverty @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @[email protected] @[email protected] @creativearts @povertyandinequality #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness @spoonie @queer

  2. I have to believe that good things happen and that they can happen to me.

    $2162 to go and I need it right away!

    Please help all you can.

    chuffed.org/project/blessks
    v: skillingmesoftly
    p: kshernandezinc

    #mutualaid #directaid #disabled #artist #queer #lgbtq #poverty @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @[email protected] @[email protected] @creativearts @povertyandinequality #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness @spoonie @queer

  3. I have to believe that good things happen and that they can happen to me.

    $2162 to go and I need it right away!

    Please help all you can.

    chuffed.org/project/blessks
    v: skillingmesoftly
    p: kshernandezinc

    #mutualaid #directaid #disabled #artist #queer #lgbtq #poverty @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @[email protected] @[email protected] @creativearts @povertyandinequality #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness @spoonie @queer

  4. I have to believe that good things happen and that they can happen to me.

    $2162 to go and I need it right away!

    Please help all you can.

    chuffed.org/project/blessks
    v: skillingmesoftly
    p: kshernandezinc

    #mutualaid #directaid #disabled #artist #queer #lgbtq #poverty @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @[email protected] @[email protected] @creativearts @povertyandinequality #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness @spoonie @queer

  5. I have to believe that good things happen and that they can happen to me.

    $2162 to go and I need it right away!

    Please help all you can.

    chuffed.org/project/blessks
    v: skillingmesoftly
    p: kshernandezinc

    #mutualaid #directaid #disabled #artist #queer #lgbtq #poverty @[email protected] @[email protected] @disabledvoices @[email protected] @[email protected] @creativearts @povertyandinequality #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness @spoonie @queer

  6. Stumbling Block

    It seems I have always been stumbling, tripping over the unintended in a fog of wandering wonder.

    The mist has been ever around me, my cloud by day. I am enveloped by mystery.

    You do indeed love to surprise me, O God;

    two girls find shiny stones in a fountain and their joy chases away the despair at not finding a loved one,

    the hospitality of friends lightens the weight upon a heavy chest from a returning to what was and the traveler can breathe again into what will be,

    a mother’s words and the night breeze dries a daughter’s tears and she can smile at the deep thrum of a bullfrog,

    lovers lie for a moment in the morning and the frustrations of yesterday fade into the quiet beginnings of another day.

    It is time then.

    I rise up into the bone crackling morning, my body protesting, my spirit already stretching out along the places I will see.

    Inside, I find I am ready for more stumbling.

    July 29, 2022

    #boneCracklingMorning #bullfrog #chronicPain #ContemplativePoetry #ContemplativeWriting #Despair #divineSurprise #embodiment #Faith #FaithAndLife #Family #findingJoy #fog #friends #God #GodIsMystery #Grace #Gratitude #Hope #Hospitality #ListeningToTheSoul #Love #marriage #mist #Morning #mothersAndDaughters #movingForward #mystery #personalReflection #pilgrimage #Poems #readiness #renewal #resilience #sacredOrdinary #SpiritualJourney #SpiritualReflection #SubmissionToGod #surprise #tearsAndHealing #Travel #wanderingWonder #Wonder
  7. Stumbling Block

    It seems I have always been stumbling, tripping over the unintended in a fog of wandering wonder.

    The mist has been ever around me, my cloud by day. I am enveloped by mystery.

    You do indeed love to surprise me, O God;

    two girls find shiny stones in a fountain and their joy chases away the despair at not finding a loved one,

    the hospitality of friends lightens the weight upon a heavy chest from a returning to what was and the traveler can breathe again into what will be,

    a mother’s words and the night breeze dries a daughter’s tears and she can smile at the deep thrum of a bullfrog,

    lovers lie for a moment in the morning and the frustrations of yesterday fade into the quiet beginnings of another day.

    It is time then.

    I rise up into the bone crackling morning, my body protesting, my spirit already stretching out along the places I will see.

    Inside, I find I am ready for more stumbling.

    July 29, 2022

    #boneCracklingMorning #bullfrog #chronicPain #ContemplativePoetry #ContemplativeWriting #Despair #divineSurprise #embodiment #Faith #FaithAndLife #Family #findingJoy #fog #friends #God #GodIsMystery #Grace #Gratitude #Hope #Hospitality #ListeningToTheSoul #Love #marriage #mist #Morning #mothersAndDaughters #movingForward #mystery #personalReflection #pilgrimage #Poems #readiness #renewal #resilience #sacredOrdinary #SpiritualJourney #SpiritualReflection #SubmissionToGod #surprise #tearsAndHealing #Travel #wanderingWonder #Wonder
  8. Stumbling Block

    It seems I have always been stumbling, tripping over the unintended in a fog of wandering wonder.

    The mist has been ever around me, my cloud by day. I am enveloped by mystery.

    You do indeed love to surprise me, O God;

    two girls find shiny stones in a fountain and their joy chases away the despair at not finding a loved one,

    the hospitality of friends lightens the weight upon a heavy chest from a returning to what was and the traveler can breathe again into what will be,

    a mother’s words and the night breeze dries a daughter’s tears and she can smile at the deep thrum of a bullfrog,

    lovers lie for a moment in the morning and the frustrations of yesterday fade into the quiet beginnings of another day.

    It is time then.

    I rise up into the bone crackling morning, my body protesting, my spirit already stretching out along the places I will see.

    Inside, I find I am ready for more stumbling.

    July 29, 2022

    #boneCracklingMorning #bullfrog #chronicPain #ContemplativePoetry #ContemplativeWriting #Despair #divineSurprise #embodiment #Faith #FaithAndLife #Family #findingJoy #fog #friends #God #GodIsMystery #Grace #Gratitude #Hope #Hospitality #ListeningToTheSoul #Love #marriage #mist #Morning #mothersAndDaughters #movingForward #mystery #personalReflection #pilgrimage #Poems #readiness #renewal #resilience #sacredOrdinary #SpiritualJourney #SpiritualReflection #SubmissionToGod #surprise #tearsAndHealing #Travel #wanderingWonder #Wonder
  9. Stumbling Block

    It seems I have always been stumbling, tripping over the unintended in a fog of wandering wonder.

    The mist has been ever around me, my cloud by day. I am enveloped by mystery.

    You do indeed love to surprise me, O God;

    two girls find shiny stones in a fountain and their joy chases away the despair at not finding a loved one,

    the hospitality of friends lightens the weight upon a heavy chest from a returning to what was and the traveler can breathe again into what will be,

    a mother’s words and the night breeze dries a daughter’s tears and she can smile at the deep thrum of a bullfrog,

    lovers lie for a moment in the morning and the frustrations of yesterday fade into the quiet beginnings of another day.

    It is time then.

    I rise up into the bone crackling morning, my body protesting, my spirit already stretching out along the places I will see.

    Inside, I find I am ready for more stumbling.

    July 29, 2022

    #boneCracklingMorning #bullfrog #chronicPain #ContemplativePoetry #ContemplativeWriting #Despair #divineSurprise #embodiment #Faith #FaithAndLife #Family #findingJoy #fog #friends #God #GodIsMystery #Grace #Gratitude #Hope #Hospitality #ListeningToTheSoul #Love #marriage #mist #Morning #mothersAndDaughters #movingForward #mystery #personalReflection #pilgrimage #Poems #readiness #renewal #resilience #sacredOrdinary #SpiritualJourney #SpiritualReflection #SubmissionToGod #surprise #tearsAndHealing #Travel #wanderingWonder #Wonder
  10. Stumbling Block

    It seems I have always been stumbling, tripping over the unintended in a fog of wandering wonder.

    The mist has been ever around me, my cloud by day. I am enveloped by mystery.

    You do indeed love to surprise me, O God;

    two girls find shiny stones in a fountain and their joy chases away the despair at not finding a loved one,

    the hospitality of friends lightens the weight upon a heavy chest from a returning to what was and the traveler can breathe again into what will be,

    a mother’s words and the night breeze dries a daughter’s tears and she can smile at the deep thrum of a bullfrog,

    lovers lie for a moment in the morning and the frustrations of yesterday fade into the quiet beginnings of another day.

    It is time then.

    I rise up into the bone crackling morning, my body protesting, my spirit already stretching out along the places I will see.

    Inside, I find I am ready for more stumbling.

    July 29, 2022

    #boneCracklingMorning #bullfrog #chronicPain #ContemplativePoetry #ContemplativeWriting #Despair #divineSurprise #embodiment #Faith #FaithAndLife #Family #findingJoy #fog #friends #God #GodIsMystery #Grace #Gratitude #Hope #Hospitality #ListeningToTheSoul #Love #marriage #mist #Morning #mothersAndDaughters #movingForward #mystery #personalReflection #pilgrimage #Poems #readiness #renewal #resilience #sacredOrdinary #SpiritualJourney #SpiritualReflection #SubmissionToGod #surprise #tearsAndHealing #Travel #wanderingWonder #Wonder
  11. Migraine, Perception, and Creative Flow

    Living Inside A Migraine

    When pain, perception, and medication reshape daily life

    I’ve been dealing with a migraine for nine days. This isn’t just a headache—it comes with aura, Alice in Wonderland syndrome, and persistent vertigo with nausea. My perception gets distorted, my thinking slows down, and basic tasks become difficult. The medication helps with the pain, but it brings its own side effects, and overall, it’s been hard to function.

    In the middle of this, something unexpected happened.

    A Brief Shift in State

    Unexpected focus and creative flow during disruption

    While I was heavily medicated, I had a period of intense creative focus. For a few hours, I was able to paint with a level of freedom that I don’t usually reach. It felt like my usual mental filters were lowered. I wasn’t second‑guessing decisions or holding back. I just worked.

    The result was different from my normal work—more direct, less controlled, but also more expressive.

    This raised a question for me: what actually changed in that moment?

    Changes in Perception

    How migraine and medication alter access, not ability

    Triptans, the medication I use for acute migraine attacks, act on serotonin receptors. They’re not psychedelics, but they do affect how the brain processes signals. Combined with the migraine itself—especially aura, which already alters perception—the overall effect is a shift in how I experience space, color, and thought.

    That shift isn’t comfortable. Most of it is disorienting and unpleasant. But within it, there was a brief window where my usual patterns loosened. And in that space, creative work felt easier.

    Access, Not Creation

    The work was already there—the conditions just changed

    It’s important to be clear: the migraine didn’t “create” anything. The creativity was already there. What changed was how accessible it felt. The conditions removed some of the internal constraints I usually work within—habits, expectations, and self‑editing.

    That’s not something I want to rely on. The cost is too high. But it does point to something useful.

    If a change in mental state can affect how I access creativity, then there may be other ways to reach similar openness without the physical toll. It suggests that part of my creative process is limited not by ability, but by structure—how tightly I control the outcome, how much I filter while working.

    There’s also a broader connection here. Decades ago, I had experiences with psychedelics that shifted how I saw the world and myself. Those experiences helped me let go of a lot of fear and rigidity. I don’t return to them now, but the perspective they opened up has stayed with me.

    That perspective has been important in dealing with chronic migraine. The pain itself isn’t optional, but my response to it isn’t fixed. Over time, I’ve learned to manage the mental side of it—how much resistance I bring to it, how I interpret it, and how I move through it. That doesn’t eliminate suffering, but it changes its intensity and impact.

    The recent experience fits into that same pattern. Even in a difficult state, there was a moment where something shifted—not into relief exactly, but into clarity of a different kind.

    For me, the takeaway isn’t about the medication or the migraine. It’s about access.

    The kind of creative flow I felt isn’t something external that I need to recreate through extreme conditions. It’s something internal that I was briefly able to reach under unusual circumstances.

    Openness and Letting Go

    When the boundary between experience and experiencer softens

    There’s also a quality in that state that’s familiar from meditation. It’s a kind of openness where the usual sense of separation starts to fade. Instead of feeling like an observer acting on an experience, there’s just the experience itself—no clear boundary between the one perceiving and what’s being perceived. In that space, the need to control or interpret loosens, and the work unfolds more directly, without the usual distance between intention and action.

    Working with Pain

    Perspective, resistance, and what can shift

    Another layer to this is perspective. The difference between being overwhelmed by the experience and moving through it often comes down to how it’s held. I wrote previously about the Four Noble Truths and the Eightfold Path as a framework for navigating chronic pain from migraine and lupus. What stands out to me now is how practical that framework is—not as philosophy, but as a way of adjusting perspective in real time.

    When The Pain Takes Over

    A reminder that practice isn’t always accessible

    Pain is present. That part isn’t optional. But the added weight—resistance, fear, frustration—can shift depending on how tightly I hold the experience. That said, this isn’t always accessible. There are moments when the pain takes over completely. Last night was one of those times. I woke up in the middle of the night in severe pain after my first medication didn’t work. I couldn’t find my stronger medication, didn’t have my glasses, and ended up searching through cabinets, drawers, and bags in a panic. I knew that without it, I might end up in the ER—where the treatment helps, but comes with hours of discomfort and side effects. I was overwhelmed, in tears, and scared.

    In moments like that, there isn’t much space for perspective or practice. But experiences like this also make something clear to me: without meditation, without the framework I’ve built from Buddhist practice, I would likely be living in that state of panic much more often. My commotion woke up my husband, who came in—calm, steady, not caught in the panic I was in. He found the medication, and he cleaned up the mess I had made searching as I went back to bed. That contrast stood out. It reminded me that while I can’t always access those tools in the moment, they still shape how I move through these experiences over time.

    Returning to Openness

    Creative flow, meditation, and another way of relating to experience

    It’s not easy to stay open in the middle of persistent pain. In those moments, it’s hard to remember that the pain will pass—that it isn’t permanent. Pain forces attention into the present, but not calmly or intentionally. It can narrow everything down to urgency and survival. At the same time, it can act as a kind of teacher. It shows where resistance builds, where fear takes hold, and how quickly the mind tries to escape what’s happening. When I’m able to step back, even slightly, I can see it less as something to fight and more as something that reveals how I relate to experience.

    What I keep coming back to is this: the experience changes depending on how I meet it. Not completely, not all at once, but enough to matter. And in those moments of openness, there is less separation—and a little more space for things to be as they are.

    I painted this over six hours while medicated for a migraine, drifting in and out of focus. The haze loosened my usual self‑judgment, and the work shifted into something more fluid and intuitive. It’s not complete, but the evolution itself tells the story.

    #acceptance #alteredStates #artisticFlow #awareness #BuddhistPhilosophy #chronicIllness #chronicPain #consciousness #creativeExpression #creativeProcess #creativity #eightfoldPath #flowState #fourNobleTruths #innerLandscape #innerWork #intuitiveArt #lettingGo #livedExperience #lupus #meditation #migraine #migraineAura #mindfulness #nondualAwareness #openness #painting #perception #personalEssay #perspectiveShift #presence #resilience #transformation
  12. CW: Suicide, mental illness

    “Mother’s Day”

    Today my dad will call my mom
    And thank her for my existence
    I do not thank her for it
    But I can’t say that aloud
    I am not suicidal!
    But I am always terrified or unhappy
    Maybe not always
    How often do you feel hopeless, like you would be better off dead?
    Most days, some days, or not at all?
    I roll the question around in my brain
    Some days.
    I don’t want to die.
    Actually I’m terrified of death
    I want to live so badly
    I want to experience everything
    Fear and chronic symptoms
    That’s what holds me back
    Today my dad will call my mom
    To thank her for my existence
    Today I will take several pills
    They keep me here
    But they don’t fix me.


    #Ramblings #poem #spoonie #disabled #anxiety-disorder #depression #chronic-pain
  13. 🌱 #Cannabis #MarketSize And #Forecast

    ... was valued at USD 21.32 Billion in 2024 and is projected to reach USD 226.09 Billion by 2032, growing at a CAGR of 30.00% from 2026 to 2032.

    Increase in the #legalization of cannabis fuels the growth of the #CannabisMarket. Increasing awareness regarding the #medical characteristics of #marijuana in #epilepsy, #Alzheimer’s #disease, #arthritis, #anorexia, #chronicpain, and other #medicalconditions driving the #marketgrowth.

    verifiedmarketresearch.com/pro

  14. Mindful Practices for Chronic Pain Relief and Emotional Wellness

    Photo by Keenan Constance on Pexels.com

    Chronic pain manifests in various forms, complicating life and diminishing joy. Whether stemming from autoimmune diseases, arthritis, fibromyalgia, or other chronic conditions, it not only impacts physical health but also has profound emotional and psychological effects that can lead to feelings of isolation and hopelessness. This multifaceted experience often challenges our daily routines, leading individuals to navigate a world that frequently seems unforgiving. To counteract these struggles, embark on a gentle meditative journey that encourages us to fully experience the body as it is, without judgment, and to cultivate awareness of our inner sensations and emotional states. By incorporating techniques such as mindfulness and visualization, we can ease our pain through the transformative power of gratitude, fostering a deeper connection with ourselves and nurturing resilience amidst adversity.

    Body Scan

    A body scan incorporated into meditation can be a gentle way to ease chronic pain, offering a pathway to greater mindfulness and enhanced body awareness. As we embark on a body scan, we lovingly direct our attention to various parts of our body, acknowledging sensations or tension without judgment. This compassionate practice allows us to recognize and alleviate the anxiety and stress that often accompany chronic pain, paving the way for a more peaceful experience. By embracing relaxation, we help to release muscle tension and foster a deeper connection with ourselves, empowering us to manage our pain responses more effectively. As we cultivate acceptance and compassion towards our pain, we may discover a reduction in discomfort and an uplift in our overall well-being.

    Photo by Elina Fairytale on Pexels.com

    Visualization

    Visualization in meditation can be a powerful ally in easing chronic pain, as it fosters a gentle mental picture of relaxation and healing, potentially transforming the way we experience pain. By engaging in focused imagery, we can nurture our minds, leading to a reduction in stress and an increase in the release of endorphins, the body’s natural pain relievers. This calming approach allows patients to create a distance from their discomfort, offering a renewed sense of control over their pain management journey. Moreover, visualization techniques can deepen mindfulness, empowering individuals to navigate their pain more effectively by reshaping emotional responses and alleviating anxiety tied to chronic conditions.

    Affirmation

    Affirmations like: I am in control of my body; Each breath brings me healing and relaxation; Pain is a temporary experience; I am strong and resilient; I embrace comfort and release tension, can genuinely transform how we perceive chronic pain by nurturing a sense of empowerment and mindfulness. By regularly uttering these gentle affirmations, we can forge a deeper bond with our physical sensations and emotional states. This nurturing practice invites a shift from seeing pain merely as an enemy to acknowledging it as a part of their unique journey, fostering personal growth and resilience. Furthermore, embracing the transient nature of pain can cultivate a profound appreciation for moments of relief, ultimately enhancing one’s overall well-being. In the end, such affirmations help to create a compassionate mental space where hope and positivity can blossom, leading to improved coping strategies and a more fulfilling life, even amid the challenges of chronic pain.

    Gratitude

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    These tools offer unique ways to navigate the challenges of chronic pain, allowing glimmers of hope to shine through the clouds of distress we may face each day. I can personally empathize with how challenging it can be to cultivate gratitude during flare-ups. When caught in the grip of intense pain that lasts for hours, days, weeks, or even longer, it feels nearly impossible to foster a sense of thankfulness. Yet, I’ve discovered that embracing gratitude can be a crucial aspect of coping with chronic illness over the long haul.

    Expressing Gratitude in Coping with Chronic Pain

    Daily expressions of gratitude can be a powerful tool for managing chronic pain, offering both emotional and psychological benefits. When individuals take the time to acknowledge and appreciate the positive aspects of their lives, they effectively shift their focus away from pain and discomfort. This shift can create a sense of balance, allowing for moments of joy and contentment to emerge even amidst the challenges posed by chronic conditions.

    Fostering a Positive Mindset

    Gratitude encourages a positive mindset, which can significantly influence how we perceive and react to pain. By actively recognizing the things we are thankful for—be it supportive relationships, small victories, or moments of beauty in our daily lives—we create a mental buffer against negativity. This approach can lessen the impact of chronic pain symptoms and foster resilience, enabling us to navigate our circumstances with greater strength.

    Enhancing Emotional Well-being

    Chronic pain often comes with emotional burdens, such as frustration, sadness, and isolation. Practicing gratitude can counter these feelings by anchoring us in a place of appreciation and hope. Frequent acknowledgment of what we are grateful for helps to rewire our internal dialogue, promoting feelings of empowerment and control over our life experience. This emotional shift can lead to reduced anxiety and an overall enhanced sense of well-being.

    Building Connections

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    Expressing gratitude can also strengthen social connections. When we share our gratitude with others, we open up opportunities for connection and support. This network can be vital for individuals dealing with chronic pain, as it fosters a sense of belonging and understanding. Engaging with empathetic friends, family, or support groups can enrich our coping strategies and provide avenues for sharing experiences and feelings.

    Cultivating Mindfulness

    Incorporating gratitude into our daily routine encourages mindfulness, prompting us to be present in the moment. This practice allows us to observe our thoughts and feelings about pain without judgment. By integrating gratitude moments into mindfulness exercises, we can deepen our awareness of both our pain and our capacity for joy, creating a holistic approach to managing chronic pain.

    Developing Resilience

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    Finally, gratitude cultivates resilience. By focusing on the positive aspects of our lives, we can better adapt to the challenges posed by chronic pain. This resilient mindset not only helps us endure difficult moments but also empowers us to explore solutions and treatments that enhance our quality of life. Embracing gratitude invites us to see beyond our present struggles and fosters hope for healing and growth.

    Daily expressions of gratitude are a transformative practice for coping with chronic pain. By fostering a positive mindset, enhancing emotional well-being, building connections, cultivating mindfulness, and developing resilience, we can navigate our journey with greater clarity and strength, ultimately leading to a more fulfilling life.

    https://open.spotify.com/episode/0aAbwS4h06BaL9GSyYlaQk?si=AdV1LU1yRh6bZ-18fzWp_A

    Discover the beauty of resilience as you immerse yourself in this soothing guided meditation, thoughtfully designed to ease the physical and emotional burdens of chronic pain. Carry this sense of calm with you throughout your day, reminding yourself that you possess the inner strength and tools necessary to manage your pain. Thank you for dedicating this precious time to yourself.

    Namaste.

    #affirmation #awareness #balance #blessed #chronicIllness #chronicPain #chronicPainManagement #chronicPainRelief #emotionalWellness #experience #fibromyalgia #flow #gratitude #healing #health #holistic #holisticHealth #illness #lupus #managingPain #meditation #mentalHealth #mentalWellbeing #mentalWellness #mindful #moments #ms #pain #practice #spoonie #visualization

  15. Living with sudden, electric shock–like facial pain can feel overwhelming. Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) is often misunderstood, leaving patients searching for real answers and support.

    If you or a loved one is dealing with TN, this guide will give you clarity and hope.

    drchetandhongade.com/science-a

    #TrigeminalNeuralgia
    #ChronicPain
    #FacialPain
    #HealthTips
    #PainRelief
    #Neurology
    #DentalCare
    #MentalHealth
    #Ayurveda
    #WellnessJourney
    #SelfCare
    #PatientSupport
    #DrChetanDhongade

  16. things in my life are a chaotic scary mess rn so if i’m a bit mia then thats why. im safe & not in danger—but things are just really up in the air & incredibly stressful. i’m normally chatty and on here a social media regularly. but nowadays, trying to make myself eat regularly is hard enough of a task 🙃 i come on here & other social media to try & boost my crowdfund posts…but it hasn’t rly gotten much traction & no donations in 10 days :/ & the financial stresses are just stacking up against all other new stresses.

    if you can donate &/or help boost my post (link below) or the gofundme in the post, it’d really truly help me out ♡ tysm

    c.im/@jazzafraz/10937686878700

    #MutualAidRequest #mutualaid #neisvoid #mecfs #disabilitycrowdfund #DisabilityMastodon #disabled #disability #crowdfunding #VoidGives #fibromyalgia #ChronicPain #chronicillness

  17. 👋 i’m a 28yo disabled queerean woman trying to crowdfund for my survival fund bc of increases in essential bills, decreases in benefits (😪), & bc in the midst of all this i still can’t work in my current state of health.

    you see 7yrs ago i had 2 near-fatal attempts, a month apart, that resulted in a 3-day coma, 2 traumatic involuntary stays & 6mo later i was sexually assaulted. all of which resulted in ptsd which combined w/my chronic pain, adhd, eating disorder, & severe treatment-resistant depression made going to my undergrad classes nearly impossible. i ended up going from a scholarship-winning, 4.0 gpa student to a student who was academically dismissed bc she couldn’t even leave her apt or read a few pages of schoolwork. luckily with some hard work on treatment & explaining my circumstances with my college, i was able to reenroll for the fall semester right before the pandemic started 💀 anyways, that & issues w/medicaid that caused major setbacks in treatment & recovery progress.

    since then, i’ve been trying real hard to get my health/wellbeing back to a state where i am recovered, manage my chronic health issues & can study again to pursue my degrees.
    
PLS donate &/or boost to help me raise $$$ for my survival fund ♡ no amount is too small & i wouldn’t be begging like this if i didn’t need to 😔 

cashapp: $jazzafraz
gofund.me/069deda8

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