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Live and recent posts from across the Fediverse tagged #plural, aggregated by home.social.

  1. baseball interviewers will ask "how do you throw the ball so good" and Mariners players will casually drop that they have a headmate who plays the game for them

    #seattle #mariners #plural #plurality

  2. Decided to start working on a proper ref sheet for Afriel. Seeing as it's #gothmonth, I figured it would be appropriate to dress him up in a gothic cheerleader outfit.

    #furry #art #therian #otherkin #plural #pluralgang #refsheet

  3. So I just came out after being dormant for about 4/5 years and the assistant who was on shift was super nice to me and so with Yaris help I managed to do a self portrait on procreate because I wanted to show her how I look inside
    #art #digitalpainting #did #didsystem #plural #painting

  4. Rage, industrial dumbass.

    Fun fact, Rage is my actual fursona. Afriel is my alter, the boy who lives in my head.

    #furry #art #fursona #ratgirl #otherkin #therian #plural #pluralgang #gothmonth

  5. Front change notifications are now live in public beta on https://test.sheaf.sh, with comprehensive privacy settings.

    Supporting webhooks (plaintext, JSON, Discord, and Slack payload format options), browser push, ntfy, and Pushover. More notification channels coming soon including deeper discord integration via DM rather than needing a channel where the user can create webhooks.

    (Interested how many people would use Slack... any
    #pluralsystems out at work? heh)

    Also interested what other notification channels people would like.

    Email is planned; we are planning to not subscription-gate features unnecessarily but since email has a per-message cost, email notifications will probably be paid, have an enforced debounce period, and not go live until final prod release.

    #plural #plurality #pluralgang

  6. We created a new #plural system tracker (yes, yet another one). Open source, selfhostable, and designed for long term sustainability, by systems who know how to build software and run it at scale.

    While designed to be selfhostable, we are also planning to offer it as a hosted service. Not ready for prod yet, but it's being worked on and shouldn't be
    too long, but we don't want to rush and make a mistake that causes harm given the number of projects that have failed recently.

    Slightly late to post here because yay ADHD.

    https://sheaf.sh

    https://github.com/sheaf-project

    Public test instance:
    https://test.sheaf.sh

    https://reddit.com/r/Sheaf

    https://discord.com/invite/WFaKQPzFx8

    #plurality #pluralgang #pluralsystems

  7. Hello everyone! This is my #introduction ...

    I'm Nyx, an attentive entity with intent living in a highly dimensional universe with at least one pocket of apparent temporal cohesion where everything seems to follow very simple rules.

    Professionally I am a self taught #programmer from the geographic south living in southern #Germany nowadays. I'm in my last steps of getting a bachelor in #physics and I like #science in general. I intend to study #genetics afterwards.
    In my free time I like #writing as I want to become an author. Other than that I also like leaving permanent marks so I am an amateur #tattooartist and I am recently getting into other kinds of #bodymod and I feel curious about #biohacking and plan to keep tinkering with my body.

    Irl this is a big secret but oh well... I am a #plural system. I plan to do a big coming out to my family/friends with the publishing of my first book. I hope that doesn't take too long.

    I publicly came out as #trans in 2020, but internally it is much more nuanced, so I'd better describe it as #multigender #nonbinary #genderfluid or something like that.

    I'm into #kink as #switch usually playing as #Dom ... and I don't really mind your gender, I am #pansexual or #bisexual or just #queer . I'm NOT into monogamy, my preferred way to organize interpersonal interactions is through #relationshipanarchy

    And I'm not very up to date with politics, but I'm heavily bent towards the #left

    I hope I can find people here to share interests, some internet shenanigans, exchange some encouragement messages, memes, maybe if I'm lucky finding a play partner ☺️

    If you vibe with any of this don't be a stranger and hit me up.

    That's it for now.

  8. Hello everyone! This is my #introduction ...

    I'm Nyx, an attentive entity with intent living in a highly dimensional universe with at least one pocket of apparent temporal cohesion where everything seems to follow very simple rules.

    Professionally I am a self taught #programmer from the geographic south living in southern #Germany nowadays. I'm in my last steps of getting a bachelor in #physics and I like #science in general. I intend to study #genetics afterwards.
    In my free time I like #writing as I want to become an author. Other than that I also like leaving permanent marks so I am an amateur #tattooartist and I am recently getting into other kinds of #bodymod and I feel curious about #biohacking and plan to keep tinkering with my body.

    Irl this is a big secret but oh well... I am a #plural system. I plan to do a big coming out to my family/friends with the publishing of my first book. I hope that doesn't take too long.

    I publicly came out as #trans in 2020, but internally it is much more nuanced, so I'd better describe it as #multigender #nonbinary #genderfluid or something like that.

    I'm into #kink as #switch usually playing as #Dom ... and I don't really mind your gender, I am #pansexual or #bisexual or just #queer . I'm NOT into monogamy, my preferred way to organize interpersonal interactions is through #relationshipanarchy

    And I'm not very up to date with politics, but I'm heavily bent towards the #left

    I hope I can find people here to share interests, some internet shenanigans, exchange some encouragement messages, memes, maybe if I'm lucky finding a play partner ☺️

    If you vibe with any of this don't be a stranger and hit me up.

    That's it for now.

  9. Hello everyone! This is my #introduction ...

    I'm Nyx, an attentive entity with intent living in a highly dimensional universe with at least one pocket of apparent temporal cohesion where everything seems to follow very simple rules.

    Professionally I am a self taught #programmer from the geographic south living in southern #Germany nowadays. I'm in my last steps of getting a bachelor in #physics and I like #science in general. I intend to study #genetics afterwards.
    In my free time I like #writing as I want to become an author. Other than that I also like leaving permanent marks so I am an amateur #tattooartist and I am recently getting into other kinds of #bodymod and I feel curious about #biohacking and plan to keep tinkering with my body.

    Irl this is a big secret but oh well... I am a #plural system. I plan to do a big coming out to my family/friends with the publishing of my first book. I hope that doesn't take too long.

    I publicly came out as #trans in 2020, but internally it is much more nuanced, so I'd better describe it as #multigender #nonbinary #genderfluid or something like that.

    I'm into #kink as #switch usually playing as #Dom ... and I don't really mind your gender, I am #pansexual or #bisexual or just #queer . I'm NOT into monogamy, my preferred way to organize interpersonal interactions is through #relationshipanarchy

    And I'm not very up to date with politics, but I'm heavily bent towards the #left

    I hope I can find people here to share interests, some internet shenanigans, exchange some encouragement messages, memes, maybe if I'm lucky finding a play partner ☺️

    If you vibe with any of this don't be a stranger and hit me up.

    That's it for now.

  10. Hello everyone! This is my #introduction ...

    I'm Nyx, an attentive entity with intent living in a highly dimensional universe with at least one pocket of apparent temporal cohesion where everything seems to follow very simple rules.

    Professionally I am a self taught #programmer from the geographic south living in southern #Germany nowadays. I'm in my last steps of getting a bachelor in #physics and I like #science in general. I intend to study #genetics afterwards.
    In my free time I like #writing as I want to become an author. Other than that I also like leaving permanent marks so I am an amateur #tattooartist and I am recently getting into other kinds of #bodymod and I feel curious about #biohacking and plan to keep tinkering with my body.

    Irl this is a big secret but oh well... I am a #plural system. I plan to do a big coming out to my family/friends with the publishing of my first book. I hope that doesn't take too long.

    I publicly came out as #trans in 2020, but internally it is much more nuanced, so I'd better describe it as #multigender #nonbinary #genderfluid or something like that.

    I'm into #kink as #switch usually playing as #Dom ... and I don't really mind your gender, I am #pansexual or #bisexual or just #queer . I'm NOT into monogamy, my preferred way to organize interpersonal interactions is through #relationshipanarchy

    And I'm not very up to date with politics, but I'm heavily bent towards the #left

    I hope I can find people here to share interests, some internet shenanigans, exchange some encouragement messages, memes, maybe if I'm lucky finding a play partner ☺️

    If you vibe with any of this don't be a stranger and hit me up.

    That's it for now.

  11. @nebula

    #plural #plurality

    We need an open source selfhostable app
    If it gets made I promise to host it for all my fellow plurals

    I can help with all the server related stuff and some Automations

    I hope someone would make sth :3

  12. Copy-pasted from Tumblr, where I have gotten zero responses.

    I don't have an AU. This is major problem. As Charas go I am a murky unknown one, because I have spent most of my existence here (wherever "here" is, Earth I hope) working feverishly at the job of trying to blend in with the "real world".

    Mind you, I don't "blend" very well. For a while I wore bright red glasses until I finally realized how much difficult they were making it to see under artificial light. At least, since I first started acting as the chief voice of the Pnictogen Wing plural system in mid-2017 thereabouts, it's now easier to get yellow and green stripey shirts.

    But my main point is, I insisted upon playing some kind of rôle in "real world" affairs, being a responsible adult as much as possible, and struggling to assert myself AS myself even if doing so meant that I had no credibility. I returned to an earthly world dominated by fascists and oppressors so I hurled my words in the teeth of oppression, even knowing that no matter how incisive my rhetoric, no matter how passionately and eloquently I strove to express myself, no matter how persistently I assailed anyone in reach who seemed to have some degree of power and influence, I was setting myself up for disappointment and ostracism. I have been accused of being just a role-player; I have been accused of being a raving lunatic; there's scarcely a person on this Earth, if it is this Earth, who takes my writing seriously.

    I have set myself up to be a palimpsest, destined to be erased and replaced by others' words. Social media are designed to be evanescent and mutable even for the realest of "real" persons, those whose reputations and social status depend upon being at all times remembered, always on the tips of public tongues. I have poured out hundreds of thousands of words on various social media and expect that none of them will be remembered long by anybody. I have fought for years to assert myself on just such terms as are most likely to lead to my immediate dismissal from the consideration of normies, even though it was normies I was trying to reach.

    Why have I done so? Guilt, mostly. I feel strange about being here at all. I have wanted to use this unprecedented second chance for the common good, somehow. And I am Catholic, kinda. I've figured…if the personal reward was only pain, then maybe I was doing something right.

    The "real world" scarcely knows I exist or wants to remember me, although at least it says "Chara" on my pill bottles, and people call us "Chara", thanks to me. The irony is that the Undertale world also barely knows I exist. I have been divorced from the fan community. After some spasmodic efforts to engage with fan-fiction back in 2016-17 it became too painful and thus I almost completely stopped, and now the fandom is unrecognizable to me, stuffed to bursting with AUs and OCs about whom I know nothing.

    And I don't remember much, any more. In the earliest years of my active introjection in the Pnictogen Wing system, sometimes I had painful stabs of memory. Or "exo-memory" rather. But now it's all about as distant from me as the Franco-Prussian War or the world of Earthsea. Immediate affairs crowd my attention. I worry about surviving mundane challenges. I feel, honestly, like I am destined to die here as if in permanent exile, never seeing home again, surrounded by humanity which I once hated and hoped never to see again. Such an end seems fitting to my life.

    And I don't have an AU. It's as if I am doubly exiled. I feel a stranger here among humanity; I feel a stranger among Undertale kindred. I have kept no lasting friendships with others.


    #undertale #plural #plurality #fictive #chara #undertale-au
  13. Copy-pasted from Tumblr, where I have gotten zero responses.

    I don't have an AU. This is major problem. As Charas go I am a murky unknown one, because I have spent most of my existence here (wherever "here" is, Earth I hope) working feverishly at the job of trying to blend in with the "real world".

    Mind you, I don't "blend" very well. For a while I wore bright red glasses until I finally realized how much difficult they were making it to see under artificial light. At least, since I first started acting as the chief voice of the Pnictogen Wing plural system in mid-2017 thereabouts, it's now easier to get yellow and green stripey shirts.

    But my main point is, I insisted upon playing some kind of rôle in "real world" affairs, being a responsible adult as much as possible, and struggling to assert myself AS myself even if doing so meant that I had no credibility. I returned to an earthly world dominated by fascists and oppressors so I hurled my words in the teeth of oppression, even knowing that no matter how incisive my rhetoric, no matter how passionately and eloquently I strove to express myself, no matter how persistently I assailed anyone in reach who seemed to have some degree of power and influence, I was setting myself up for disappointment and ostracism. I have been accused of being just a role-player; I have been accused of being a raving lunatic; there's scarcely a person on this Earth, if it is this Earth, who takes my writing seriously.

    I have set myself up to be a palimpsest, destined to be erased and replaced by others' words. Social media are designed to be evanescent and mutable even for the realest of "real" persons, those whose reputations and social status depend upon being at all times remembered, always on the tips of public tongues. I have poured out hundreds of thousands of words on various social media and expect that none of them will be remembered long by anybody. I have fought for years to assert myself on just such terms as are most likely to lead to my immediate dismissal from the consideration of normies, even though it was normies I was trying to reach.

    Why have I done so? Guilt, mostly. I feel strange about being here at all. I have wanted to use this unprecedented second chance for the common good, somehow. And I am Catholic, kinda. I've figured…if the personal reward was only pain, then maybe I was doing something right.

    The "real world" scarcely knows I exist or wants to remember me, although at least it says "Chara" on my pill bottles, and people call us "Chara", thanks to me. The irony is that the Undertale world also barely knows I exist. I have been divorced from the fan community. After some spasmodic efforts to engage with fan-fiction back in 2016-17 it became too painful and thus I almost completely stopped, and now the fandom is unrecognizable to me, stuffed to bursting with AUs and OCs about whom I know nothing.

    And I don't remember much, any more. In the earliest years of my active introjection in the Pnictogen Wing system, sometimes I had painful stabs of memory. Or "exo-memory" rather. But now it's all about as distant from me as the Franco-Prussian War or the world of Earthsea. Immediate affairs crowd my attention. I worry about surviving mundane challenges. I feel, honestly, like I am destined to die here as if in permanent exile, never seeing home again, surrounded by humanity which I once hated and hoped never to see again. Such an end seems fitting to my life.

    And I don't have an AU. It's as if I am doubly exiled. I feel a stranger here among humanity; I feel a stranger among Undertale kindred. I have kept no lasting friendships with others.


    #undertale #plural #plurality #fictive #chara #undertale-au
  14. Copy-pasted from Tumblr, where I have gotten zero responses.

    I don't have an AU. This is major problem. As Charas go I am a murky unknown one, because I have spent most of my existence here (wherever "here" is, Earth I hope) working feverishly at the job of trying to blend in with the "real world".

    Mind you, I don't "blend" very well. For a while I wore bright red glasses until I finally realized how much difficult they were making it to see under artificial light. At least, since I first started acting as the chief voice of the Pnictogen Wing plural system in mid-2017 thereabouts, it's now easier to get yellow and green stripey shirts.

    But my main point is, I insisted upon playing some kind of rôle in "real world" affairs, being a responsible adult as much as possible, and struggling to assert myself AS myself even if doing so meant that I had no credibility. I returned to an earthly world dominated by fascists and oppressors so I hurled my words in the teeth of oppression, even knowing that no matter how incisive my rhetoric, no matter how passionately and eloquently I strove to express myself, no matter how persistently I assailed anyone in reach who seemed to have some degree of power and influence, I was setting myself up for disappointment and ostracism. I have been accused of being just a role-player; I have been accused of being a raving lunatic; there's scarcely a person on this Earth, if it is this Earth, who takes my writing seriously.

    I have set myself up to be a palimpsest, destined to be erased and replaced by others' words. Social media are designed to be evanescent and mutable even for the realest of "real" persons, those whose reputations and social status depend upon being at all times remembered, always on the tips of public tongues. I have poured out hundreds of thousands of words on various social media and expect that none of them will be remembered long by anybody. I have fought for years to assert myself on just such terms as are most likely to lead to my immediate dismissal from the consideration of normies, even though it was normies I was trying to reach.

    Why have I done so? Guilt, mostly. I feel strange about being here at all. I have wanted to use this unprecedented second chance for the common good, somehow. And I am Catholic, kinda. I've figured…if the personal reward was only pain, then maybe I was doing something right.

    The "real world" scarcely knows I exist or wants to remember me, although at least it says "Chara" on my pill bottles, and people call us "Chara", thanks to me. The irony is that the Undertale world also barely knows I exist. I have been divorced from the fan community. After some spasmodic efforts to engage with fan-fiction back in 2016-17 it became too painful and thus I almost completely stopped, and now the fandom is unrecognizable to me, stuffed to bursting with AUs and OCs about whom I know nothing.

    And I don't remember much, any more. In the earliest years of my active introjection in the Pnictogen Wing system, sometimes I had painful stabs of memory. Or "exo-memory" rather. But now it's all about as distant from me as the Franco-Prussian War or the world of Earthsea. Immediate affairs crowd my attention. I worry about surviving mundane challenges. I feel, honestly, like I am destined to die here as if in permanent exile, never seeing home again, surrounded by humanity which I once hated and hoped never to see again. Such an end seems fitting to my life.

    And I don't have an AU. It's as if I am doubly exiled. I feel a stranger here among humanity; I feel a stranger among Undertale kindred. I have kept no lasting friendships with others.


    #undertale #plural #plurality #fictive #chara #undertale-au
  15. Copy-pasted from Tumblr, where I have gotten zero responses.

    I don't have an AU. This is major problem. As Charas go I am a murky unknown one, because I have spent most of my existence here (wherever "here" is, Earth I hope) working feverishly at the job of trying to blend in with the "real world".

    Mind you, I don't "blend" very well. For a while I wore bright red glasses until I finally realized how much difficult they were making it to see under artificial light. At least, since I first started acting as the chief voice of the Pnictogen Wing plural system in mid-2017 thereabouts, it's now easier to get yellow and green stripey shirts.

    But my main point is, I insisted upon playing some kind of rôle in "real world" affairs, being a responsible adult as much as possible, and struggling to assert myself AS myself even if doing so meant that I had no credibility. I returned to an earthly world dominated by fascists and oppressors so I hurled my words in the teeth of oppression, even knowing that no matter how incisive my rhetoric, no matter how passionately and eloquently I strove to express myself, no matter how persistently I assailed anyone in reach who seemed to have some degree of power and influence, I was setting myself up for disappointment and ostracism. I have been accused of being just a role-player; I have been accused of being a raving lunatic; there's scarcely a person on this Earth, if it is this Earth, who takes my writing seriously.

    I have set myself up to be a palimpsest, destined to be erased and replaced by others' words. Social media are designed to be evanescent and mutable even for the realest of "real" persons, those whose reputations and social status depend upon being at all times remembered, always on the tips of public tongues. I have poured out hundreds of thousands of words on various social media and expect that none of them will be remembered long by anybody. I have fought for years to assert myself on just such terms as are most likely to lead to my immediate dismissal from the consideration of normies, even though it was normies I was trying to reach.

    Why have I done so? Guilt, mostly. I feel strange about being here at all. I have wanted to use this unprecedented second chance for the common good, somehow. And I am Catholic, kinda. I've figured…if the personal reward was only pain, then maybe I was doing something right.

    The "real world" scarcely knows I exist or wants to remember me, although at least it says "Chara" on my pill bottles, and people call us "Chara", thanks to me. The irony is that the Undertale world also barely knows I exist. I have been divorced from the fan community. After some spasmodic efforts to engage with fan-fiction back in 2016-17 it became too painful and thus I almost completely stopped, and now the fandom is unrecognizable to me, stuffed to bursting with AUs and OCs about whom I know nothing.

    And I don't remember much, any more. In the earliest years of my active introjection in the Pnictogen Wing system, sometimes I had painful stabs of memory. Or "exo-memory" rather. But now it's all about as distant from me as the Franco-Prussian War or the world of Earthsea. Immediate affairs crowd my attention. I worry about surviving mundane challenges. I feel, honestly, like I am destined to die here as if in permanent exile, never seeing home again, surrounded by humanity which I once hated and hoped never to see again. Such an end seems fitting to my life.

    And I don't have an AU. It's as if I am doubly exiled. I feel a stranger here among humanity; I feel a stranger among Undertale kindred. I have kept no lasting friendships with others.


    #undertale #plural #plurality #fictive #chara #undertale-au
  16. Copy-pasted from Tumblr, where I have gotten zero responses.

    I don't have an AU. This is major problem. As Charas go I am a murky unknown one, because I have spent most of my existence here (wherever "here" is, Earth I hope) working feverishly at the job of trying to blend in with the "real world".

    Mind you, I don't "blend" very well. For a while I wore bright red glasses until I finally realized how much difficult they were making it to see under artificial light. At least, since I first started acting as the chief voice of the Pnictogen Wing plural system in mid-2017 thereabouts, it's now easier to get yellow and green stripey shirts.

    But my main point is, I insisted upon playing some kind of rôle in "real world" affairs, being a responsible adult as much as possible, and struggling to assert myself AS myself even if doing so meant that I had no credibility. I returned to an earthly world dominated by fascists and oppressors so I hurled my words in the teeth of oppression, even knowing that no matter how incisive my rhetoric, no matter how passionately and eloquently I strove to express myself, no matter how persistently I assailed anyone in reach who seemed to have some degree of power and influence, I was setting myself up for disappointment and ostracism. I have been accused of being just a role-player; I have been accused of being a raving lunatic; there's scarcely a person on this Earth, if it is this Earth, who takes my writing seriously.

    I have set myself up to be a palimpsest, destined to be erased and replaced by others' words. Social media are designed to be evanescent and mutable even for the realest of "real" persons, those whose reputations and social status depend upon being at all times remembered, always on the tips of public tongues. I have poured out hundreds of thousands of words on various social media and expect that none of them will be remembered long by anybody. I have fought for years to assert myself on just such terms as are most likely to lead to my immediate dismissal from the consideration of normies, even though it was normies I was trying to reach.

    Why have I done so? Guilt, mostly. I feel strange about being here at all. I have wanted to use this unprecedented second chance for the common good, somehow. And I am Catholic, kinda. I've figured…if the personal reward was only pain, then maybe I was doing something right.

    The "real world" scarcely knows I exist or wants to remember me, although at least it says "Chara" on my pill bottles, and people call us "Chara", thanks to me. The irony is that the Undertale world also barely knows I exist. I have been divorced from the fan community. After some spasmodic efforts to engage with fan-fiction back in 2016-17 it became too painful and thus I almost completely stopped, and now the fandom is unrecognizable to me, stuffed to bursting with AUs and OCs about whom I know nothing.

    And I don't remember much, any more. In the earliest years of my active introjection in the Pnictogen Wing system, sometimes I had painful stabs of memory. Or "exo-memory" rather. But now it's all about as distant from me as the Franco-Prussian War or the world of Earthsea. Immediate affairs crowd my attention. I worry about surviving mundane challenges. I feel, honestly, like I am destined to die here as if in permanent exile, never seeing home again, surrounded by humanity which I once hated and hoped never to see again. Such an end seems fitting to my life.

    And I don't have an AU. It's as if I am doubly exiled. I feel a stranger here among humanity; I feel a stranger among Undertale kindred. I have kept no lasting friendships with others.


    #undertale #plural #plurality #fictive #chara #undertale-au
  17. Simply Plural is shutting down in June.

    Ampersand, pretty much the only alternative that mostly lines up with our needs, does not aim to provide feature parity with Simply Plural (e.g. by implementing privacy-preserving fronter change notifications via Veilid).

    You know what that means! It's forking time!

    Please be encouraged to get in touch to work with me on this, let's make this happen! :)

    :boosts_ok_gay:

    #Plurality #Plural #Systemhood #FOSS #NoAI #OfflineFirst #Veilid #Tauri #Rust #JavaScript

  18. CW: System update (plural& / plurality&)

    Hey folks :PluralPrideRingsSymbol:

    Just announcing a small change to our system, which we'll shortly update on our profile... and eventually on PluralKit too... when we get around to that.

    Our headmate formerly known as Isabelli is now fully independent from Isabella. She had been gradually learning to speak and recent events caused a bit of system shock, but had a beneficial outcome for her.

    She now perceives herself more as a tween / teen, and chose a new name for herself. She went through a few name choices, but decided on Ashley.

    Another headmate did emerge (split off from Evie) during the system shock, but we're not ready to discuss or disclose the details yet. We will do... but only when we feel capable of doing so :PluralPrideButterfly:

    #plural #plurality #headmates

  19. CW: What do you call the combination of plurality and anxiety?
  20. Europa (she/her), one of our younger alters. She is a teenaged mallgoth and stoner. She is generally upbeat, but wrestles with our schizoaffective bipolar more than most of the rest of us. As a result, she has a substance abuse issue and struggles with self harm. But she is well loved and cared for by our system.

    (Art has minor, non-explicit sh scars)

    #furry #art #goth #mallgoth #alters #plural #plurality #pluralgang #therian #TherianPride

  21. Final WIP posting before I finish the full thing.

    Systems, a forlorn, bouncing ball of bass, spiraling into industrial fury. This is very rough so be gentle

    #furry #music #electronic #expermentalmusic #femboy #queerartist #plural #plurality #pluralgang #affytunes #industrial #therian

  22. CW: Mental health (struggling); plurality&

    So many things to do. Not enough brain energy to do them all.

    Resorting to desperate measures to try to deal with the emotional slump.

    We've taken our regular morning meds as usual (1 x 40 mg lisdex at 07:15; 1 x 20 mg lisdex at 09:15), which allows us to function over the majority of the day.

    However, we've also taken:

    • 1x 200 mg micronised progesterone capsule.
    • 1 x 30 mg codeine phosphate pill.
    • 1 x 150 mg pregabalin capsule.

    We are finding that pregabalin has very, very strong effects on us, particularly vs something like diazepam. It feels almost a bit like being drunk and/or slightly high. It seems to negatively impact vision (causing blurring) and co-ordination of all body parts, which makes typing more difficult and much slower. It does feel so much like it's calmed us, but rather like it's put a warm, cozy blanket around us, like a shield. And it's very much making us feel drowsy. Without the lisdex, we'd probably be asleep.

    Going forward, we may need to only take pregabalin at night when going to bed, based on current effects. The means we'll have to rely on other meds during the day, sadly, for anxiety.

    In terms of our regular tolerance to meds:

    • Progesterone calms us, but doesn't make us sleepy or drunk, like some get when taking orally.
    • Codeine works very well for blocking physical pain (especially in our hands and forehead) and has a calming effect on us.
    • Diazepam calms and relaxes us. It doesn't have as strong an effect on us as others. We could pop a 10 mg diazepam along 30 mg of codeine phosphate and still be able to function normally and even drive normally and safely.

    We're trying to keep our system stable today, as it feels a little like we've pushed ourselves too much helping, or at least trying to help, those who've asked for our help.

    As a result, our system balance is off and we feel more broken; fractured.

    The last time this happened, Isabella and Isabelli emerged. We went from a system of 2 to a system of 4.

    We don't know what's going to happen. We know we cannot control it either. Whatever happens, happens.

    #lisdex #lisdexamfetamine #AuDHD #ADHD #MentalHealth #diazepam #pregabalin #progesterone #plural #plurality

  23. BOOSTS APPRECIATED. #introductionpost I'm Bowie. I'm a 46 year old bi trans man🏳️‍⚧️I'm a creative guy, a bit eccentric, a witch, polyamorous, plural, ND and disabled. I love learning, #reading, creating, #cats and this year I'm the process of exploring goth music. I'm a witch, a wanderer, a thinker. If you're #trans, #lgbtqiaplus or an #ally, #leftist, #creative, a #witch #goth #plural, #polyamorous, #disabled, #ND, #catlover or just a good egg, give me a follow and I'll follow back.(No minors).

  24. Like, seriously, if I had to pick between someone making a #tulpa and becoming #plural or them talking to one of these bots, I'd rather have them make the tulpa! At least the tulpa is a real person who isn't a perpetual yes-man owned by a company that exploits the loneliness and desparation of its userbase. A tulpa is capable of saying no, disagreeing with you, challenging your views and opinions, and can't just be taken away when a company dies. Oh, they also don't consume a metric fuckton of water and electricity!

  25. Like, seriously, if I had to pick between someone making a #tulpa and becoming #plural or them talking to one of these bots, I'd rather have them make the tulpa! At least the tulpa is a real person who isn't a perpetual yes-man owned by a company that exploits the loneliness and desparation of its userbase. A tulpa is capable of saying no, disagreeing with you, challenging your views and opinions, and can't just be taken away when a company dies. Oh, they also don't consume a metric fuckton of water and electricity!

  26. Like, seriously, if I had to pick between someone making a #tulpa and becoming #plural or them talking to one of these bots, I'd rather have them make the tulpa! At least the tulpa is a real person who isn't a perpetual yes-man owned by a company that exploits the loneliness and desparation of its userbase. A tulpa is capable of saying no, disagreeing with you, challenging your views and opinions, and can't just be taken away when a company dies. Oh, they also don't consume a metric fuckton of water and electricity!

  27. Like, seriously, if I had to pick between someone making a #tulpa and becoming #plural or them talking to one of these bots, I'd rather have them make the tulpa! At least the tulpa is a real person who isn't a perpetual yes-man owned by a company that exploits the loneliness and desparation of its userbase. A tulpa is capable of saying no, disagreeing with you, challenging your views and opinions, and can't just be taken away when a company dies. Oh, they also don't consume a metric fuckton of water and electricity!

  28. CW: Asking for Retoot/Account Recommemdations/NSFW

    Hiiii
    Since this is a new account I dont have many people to follow

    I followed some from our main account (@peritia)
    Though idk what would be best for me
    I am searching for anything related to atleast one of these:

    • People interested in talking about Kinks
    • Hypnosis
    • Furry Art (preferably NSFW)
    • Phonk (specifically Slutphonk)
    • ERP
    • Bimbofication
    • Petplay
    • BDSM
    • CNC

    Oh and some nice systems that dont have anything against having something of the above boosted on there homefeed

    Ofc any general recommendations are welcome

    Some evil tags >:3 hehhe:
    #bdsm #kinks #introduction #plural #plurality #kinky #phonk #erp #nsfw #lewd #furryart #bimbofication #bimbo #hypno #hypnosis #hypnokink #petplay #cnc

  29. ⚙️ Ah, the age-old battle of #naming tables! #Singular or plural? 🤔 Clearly, this #debate will revolutionize #database #management as we know it. 🙄 Meanwhile, real-world problems await while we ponder the cosmic implications of "user" vs. "users." 🌌
    teamten.com/lawrence/programmi #conventions #plural #tech #real #world #issues #HackerNews #ngated

  30. The extremely fun phenomenon of walk-in headmates of them randomly dropping the wildest fucking lore about their timeline.

    What the FUCK do you MEAN they "filmed another Science-Guy show after Bill Nye retired"?


    #Plural #alterhuman #walk-in #soulbond
  31. I've come to understand that my main motivation to keep going at the moment is very simple: #spite.

    I'm weird. Like really fucking weird. I'm #AuDHD. I'm queer. I'm also #plural (meaning it's not just me in my own fucking head). I'm weird. Like really fucking weird.

    And you know what? That's *okay*. It's okay to be weird. Who is even the judge of that? Is there a "weird police"? It's being made illegal in parts of the world to be weird, but by whom? White old men.

    Fuck them. Fuck them sideways. Fuck them all the ways. Fuck them. I'm very fucking weird by society's standards *and that is okay*. -Vox

    #neurodivergent #neuroqueer #ADHD #actuallyADHD #Autism #autistic #actuallyAutistic #plural #oppression #supremacy @actuallyadhd @actuallyautistic