#avpd — Public Fediverse posts

hello everyone! my name is Rusty, but i also go by the names Alex, Alexander, and Hamilton!
I am a host of The Hamilplex/Alexander Hamilton's Jury, a mixed origin system of over 245k!
my pronouns are He/It/Vamp/Star/Pup
i am orientationfull, but mainly omniromantic, aroace spec, bi/gay/lesboy
i am a nonhuman creature (Otherkin + other kin labels)
im currently reorganizing my kinlist so i will link it here when its done!
#1 Hamilton fan (obvi)
I kin Alexander Hamilton. both his musical counterpart and his historical coutnerpart, however i experince it (and my other human kins) in a nonhuman way
my other headmates will post here and will mark if theyre posting, but i wont :p
im currently dating Cameron, host of The Striped Heathers System! (they dont have any fedi accs)
i use very controversial labels other than the ones mentioned, but theres too many to put here x_x
Green/Eco, Queer, Feminist, Transhumanist, Individualist, Techno, Communist, Anarchist (like im anarcho- of all of them)
"Capitalism and Authoritarian Communist are just 2 sides of the same coin. Fascism and Nationalism are the ring that bind them together" - Matthew, another host in this system
Theistic Satanist and Earth Religionist
if you have any questions, just ask!
#introduction

edit: adding more tags x_x
#hamilton #anarchism #communist #individualism #transhumanism #greenanarchy #greenanarchism #queer #lgbt #lgbtqia2s #feminism #TERFsDNI #disabled #autism #adhd #ocd #anxiety #StPD #npd #avpd #PPD (Paranoid PD), #hpd #dysgraphia #dyspraxia #questioningdyscalculia #ptsd
#controversiallabels #objectshows #osc #objectshowcommunity #MCR #fabulouskilljoy #greenday #americanidiot #artist #mccaffrey #anticapitalism #antifascist #antifascism #antiauthoritarian #antiauthoritariancommunism #weird #amweirdguy
i will add more tags when i can lol

hello everyone! my name is Rusty, but i also go by the names Alex, Alexander, and Hamilton!
I am a host of The Hamilplex/Alexander Hamilton's Jury, a mixed origin system of over 245k!
my pronouns are He/It/Vamp/Star/Pup
i am orientationfull, but mainly omniromantic, aroace spec, bi/gay/lesboy
i am a nonhuman creature (Otherkin + other kin labels)
im currently reorganizing my kinlist so i will link it here when its done!
#1 Hamilton fan (obvi)
I kin Alexander Hamilton. both his musical counterpart and his historical coutnerpart, however i experince it (and my other human kins) in a nonhuman way
my other headmates will post here and will mark if theyre posting, but i wont :p
im currently dating Cameron, host of The Striped Heathers System! (they dont have any fedi accs)
i use very controversial labels other than the ones mentioned, but theres too many to put here x_x
Green/Eco, Queer, Feminist, Transhumanist, Individualist, Techno, Communist, Anarchist (like im anarcho- of all of them)
"Capitalism and Authoritarian Communist are just 2 sides of the same coin. Fascism and Nationalism are the ring that bind them together" - Matthew, another host in this system
Theistic Satanist and Earth Religionist
if you have any questions, just ask!
#introduction

edit: adding more tags x_x
#hamilton #anarchism #communist #individualism #transhumanism #greenanarchy #greenanarchism #queer #lgbt #lgbtqia2s #feminism #TERFsDNI #disabled #autism #adhd #ocd #anxiety #StPD #npd #avpd #PPD (Paranoid PD), #hpd #dysgraphia #dyspraxia #questioningdyscalculia #ptsd
#controversiallabels #objectshows #osc #objectshowcommunity #MCR #fabulouskilljoy #greenday #americanidiot #artist #mccaffrey #anticapitalism #antifascist #antifascism #antiauthoritarian #antiauthoritariancommunism #weird #amweirdguy
i will add more tags when i can lol

hello everyone! my name is Rusty, but i also go by the names Alex, Alexander, and Hamilton!
I am a host of The Hamilplex/Alexander Hamilton's Jury, a mixed origin system of over 245k!
my pronouns are He/It/Vamp/Star/Pup
i am orientationfull, but mainly omniromantic, aroace spec, bi/gay/lesboy
i am a nonhuman creature (Otherkin + other kin labels)
im currently reorganizing my kinlist so i will link it here when its done!
#1 Hamilton fan (obvi)
I kin Alexander Hamilton. both his musical counterpart and his historical coutnerpart, however i experince it (and my other human kins) in a nonhuman way
my other headmates will post here and will mark if theyre posting, but i wont :p
im currently dating Cameron, host of The Striped Heathers System! (they dont have any fedi accs)
i use very controversial labels other than the ones mentioned, but theres too many to put here x_x
Green/Eco, Queer, Feminist, Transhumanist, Individualist, Techno, Communist, Anarchist (like im anarcho- of all of them)
"Capitalism and Authoritarian Communist are just 2 sides of the same coin. Fascism and Nationalism are the ring that bind them together" - Matthew, another host in this system
Theistic Satanist and Earth Religionist
if you have any questions, just ask!
#introduction

edit: adding more tags x_x
#hamilton #anarchism #communist #individualism #transhumanism #greenanarchy #greenanarchism #queer #lgbt #lgbtqia2s #feminism #TERFsDNI #disabled #autism #adhd #ocd #anxiety #StPD #npd #avpd #PPD (Paranoid PD), #hpd #dysgraphia #dyspraxia #questioningdyscalculia #ptsd
#controversiallabels #objectshows #osc #objectshowcommunity #MCR #fabulouskilljoy #greenday #americanidiot #artist #mccaffrey #anticapitalism #antifascist #antifascism #antiauthoritarian #antiauthoritariancommunism #weird #amweirdguy
i will add more tags when i can lol

You know, its kinda funny in a way how everybody will tell you communication is about treating everyone like you would yourself, when in a lot of situations when dealing with neurodivergences that's really bad advice because it can lead to assuming that every single other creature must at some level think of things like you do, which might be badly off base if you're dealing with something that the creatures you're talking with don't,

One thing i noticed with myself that helped with working things through with others is very actively reminding myself that the things I see in others and in situations, is often not the behaviour the vast majority of others have to a situation, so for instance from my AVPD arse's perspective, if you scare a creature once they never trust you again, because that's kinda how it is with me,

But uh....most others seem to pretty regularly forget i even did something i thought was scaring them badly with
And over time I started like....essentially projecting an image of what i expect others would actually think rather than what i would think, as a way to suppress that initial impulse of "oh god i scared them for good",

Advice that's built to assume being a neurotypical falls apart when you're neurodivergent, classic ^^"

#ActuallyAutistic #Neurodiversity #AVPD

You know, its kinda funny in a way how everybody will tell you communication is about treating everyone like you would yourself, when in a lot of situations when dealing with neurodivergences that's really bad advice because it can lead to assuming that every single other creature must at some level think of things like you do, which might be badly off base if you're dealing with something that the creatures you're talking with don't,

One thing i noticed with myself that helped with working things through with others is very actively reminding myself that the things I see in others and in situations, is often not the behaviour the vast majority of others have to a situation, so for instance from my AVPD arse's perspective, if you scare a creature once they never trust you again, because that's kinda how it is with me,

But uh....most others seem to pretty regularly forget i even did something i thought was scaring them badly with
And over time I started like....essentially projecting an image of what i expect others would actually think rather than what i would think, as a way to suppress that initial impulse of "oh god i scared them for good",

Advice that's built to assume being a neurotypical falls apart when you're neurodivergent, classic ^^"

#ActuallyAutistic #Neurodiversity #AVPD

You know, its kinda funny in a way how everybody will tell you communication is about treating everyone like you would yourself, when in a lot of situations when dealing with neurodivergences that's really bad advice because it can lead to assuming that every single other creature must at some level think of things like you do, which might be badly off base if you're dealing with something that the creatures you're talking with don't,

One thing i noticed with myself that helped with working things through with others is very actively reminding myself that the things I see in others and in situations, is often not the behaviour the vast majority of others have to a situation, so for instance from my AVPD arse's perspective, if you scare a creature once they never trust you again, because that's kinda how it is with me,

But uh....most others seem to pretty regularly forget i even did something i thought was scaring them badly with
And over time I started like....essentially projecting an image of what i expect others would actually think rather than what i would think, as a way to suppress that initial impulse of "oh god i scared them for good",

Advice that's built to assume being a neurotypical falls apart when you're neurodivergent, classic ^^"

#ActuallyAutistic #Neurodiversity #AVPD

You know, its kinda funny in a way how everybody will tell you communication is about treating everyone like you would yourself, when in a lot of situations when dealing with neurodivergences that's really bad advice because it can lead to assuming that every single other creature must at some level think of things like you do, which might be badly off base if you're dealing with something that the creatures you're talking with don't,

One thing i noticed with myself that helped with working things through with others is very actively reminding myself that the things I see in others and in situations, is often not the behaviour the vast majority of others have to a situation, so for instance from my AVPD arse's perspective, if you scare a creature once they never trust you again, because that's kinda how it is with me,

But uh....most others seem to pretty regularly forget i even did something i thought was scaring them badly with
And over time I started like....essentially projecting an image of what i expect others would actually think rather than what i would think, as a way to suppress that initial impulse of "oh god i scared them for good",

Advice that's built to assume being a neurotypical falls apart when you're neurodivergent, classic ^^"

#ActuallyAutistic #Neurodiversity #AVPD

You know, its kinda funny in a way how everybody will tell you communication is about treating everyone like you would yourself, when in a lot of situations when dealing with neurodivergences that's really bad advice because it can lead to assuming that every single other creature must at some level think of things like you do, which might be badly off base if you're dealing with something that the creatures you're talking with don't,

One thing i noticed with myself that helped with working things through with others is very actively reminding myself that the things I see in others and in situations, is often not the behaviour the vast majority of others have to a situation, so for instance from my AVPD arse's perspective, if you scare a creature once they never trust you again, because that's kinda how it is with me,

But uh....most others seem to pretty regularly forget i even did something i thought was scaring them badly with
And over time I started like....essentially projecting an image of what i expect others would actually think rather than what i would think, as a way to suppress that initial impulse of "oh god i scared them for good",

Advice that's built to assume being a neurotypical falls apart when you're neurodivergent, classic ^^"

#ActuallyAutistic #Neurodiversity #AVPD

diagnosis stuff

even though i've improved a lot in some ways recently, i might finally bring up avpd to my therapist. i think i trust her to not judge me for asking at this point. but idk. i'm just not 100% sure, so i'm hesitant.

i'm also afraid she's just going to be like, "no, that's your RSD" and not even look into it. (she focuses a lot on rsd and uses it to explain a LOT of stuff.)

plus, if she did something like that, i don't think i have it in me to question her or argue with her. i'd probably just do my fawning response and say, "that makes sense" even if she says something that doesn't add up to me.

it's weird because i don't really know if i've been previously diagnosed with avpd or not. one psychiatrist suggested it and said she needed to get to know me better before she can confirm it. i saw her for a while after that, and i'm pretty sure she had a habit of diagnosing people without telling them about it. so idk if she eventually did that or not.

diagnosis stuff

even though i've improved a lot in some ways recently, i might finally bring up avpd to my therapist. i think i trust her to not judge me for asking at this point. but idk. i'm just not 100% sure, so i'm hesitant.

i'm also afraid she's just going to be like, "no, that's your RSD" and not even look into it. (she focuses a lot on rsd and uses it to explain a LOT of stuff.)

plus, if she did something like that, i don't think i have it in me to question her or argue with her. i'd probably just do my fawning response and say, "that makes sense" even if she says something that doesn't add up to me.

it's weird because i don't really know if i've been previously diagnosed with avpd or not. one psychiatrist suggested it and said she needed to get to know me better before she can confirm it. i saw her for a while after that, and i'm pretty sure she had a habit of diagnosing people without telling them about it. so idk if she eventually did that or not.

diagnosis stuff

even though i've improved a lot in some ways recently, i might finally bring up avpd to my therapist. i think i trust her to not judge me for asking at this point. but idk. i'm just not 100% sure, so i'm hesitant.

i'm also afraid she's just going to be like, "no, that's your RSD" and not even look into it. (she focuses a lot on rsd and uses it to explain a LOT of stuff.)

plus, if she did something like that, i don't think i have it in me to question her or argue with her. i'd probably just do my fawning response and say, "that makes sense" even if she says something that doesn't add up to me.

it's weird because i don't really know if i've been previously diagnosed with avpd or not. one psychiatrist suggested it and said she needed to get to know me better before she can confirm it. i saw her for a while after that, and i'm pretty sure she had a habit of diagnosing people without telling them about it. so idk if she eventually did that or not.

diagnosis stuff

even though i've improved a lot in some ways recently, i might finally bring up avpd to my therapist. i think i trust her to not judge me for asking at this point. but idk. i'm just not 100% sure, so i'm hesitant.

i'm also afraid she's just going to be like, "no, that's your RSD" and not even look into it. (she focuses a lot on rsd and uses it to explain a LOT of stuff.)

plus, if she did something like that, i don't think i have it in me to question her or argue with her. i'd probably just do my fawning response and say, "that makes sense" even if she says something that doesn't add up to me.

it's weird because i don't really know if i've been previously diagnosed with avpd or not. one psychiatrist suggested it and said she needed to get to know me better before she can confirm it. i saw her for a while after that, and i'm pretty sure she had a habit of diagnosing people without telling them about it. so idk if she eventually did that or not.

diagnosis stuff

even though i've improved a lot in some ways recently, i might finally bring up avpd to my therapist. i think i trust her to not judge me for asking at this point. but idk. i'm just not 100% sure, so i'm hesitant.

i'm also afraid she's just going to be like, "no, that's your RSD" and not even look into it. (she focuses a lot on rsd and uses it to explain a LOT of stuff.)

plus, if she did something like that, i don't think i have it in me to question her or argue with her. i'd probably just do my fawning response and say, "that makes sense" even if she says something that doesn't add up to me.

it's weird because i don't really know if i've been previously diagnosed with avpd or not. one psychiatrist suggested it and said she needed to get to know me better before she can confirm it. i saw her for a while after that, and i'm pretty sure she had a habit of diagnosing people without telling them about it. so idk if she eventually did that or not.

🌸✝️ Hello, all! I'm a devoted #Catholic #wife, and blessed #mother of two incredible kids (#ADHD / #ODD daughter born 1996 & #ASD son born 2015). 💖 As a Holistic Health Practitioner certified in various modalities, I love exploring the connections between #holistichealth, the teachings of the #saints, and the #Bible. 🌿📖
Living with #ASD and #AvPD personally, I have gained many insights for individuals navigating similar journeys.🙏💙
#HolisticHealing #CatholicFaith, #Motherhood #AutismAdvocacy

🌸✝️ Hello, all! I'm a devoted #Catholic #wife, and blessed #mother of two incredible kids (#ADHD / #ODD daughter born 1996 & #ASD son born 2015). 💖 As a Holistic Health Practitioner certified in various modalities, I love exploring the connections between #holistichealth, the teachings of the #saints, and the #Bible. 🌿📖
Living with #ASD and #AvPD personally, I have gained many insights for individuals navigating similar journeys.🙏💙
#HolisticHealing #CatholicFaith, #Motherhood #AutismAdvocacy

🌸✝️ Hello, all! I'm a devoted #Catholic #wife, and blessed #mother of two incredible kids (#ADHD / #ODD daughter born 1996 & #ASD son born 2015). 💖 As a Holistic Health Practitioner certified in various modalities, I love exploring the connections between #holistichealth, the teachings of the #saints, and the #Bible. 🌿📖
Living with #ASD and #AvPD personally, I have gained many insights for individuals navigating similar journeys.🙏💙
#HolisticHealing #CatholicFaith, #Motherhood #AutismAdvocacy

🌸✝️ Hello, all! I'm a devoted #Catholic #wife, and blessed #mother of two incredible kids (#ADHD / #ODD daughter born 1996 & #ASD son born 2015). 💖 As a Holistic Health Practitioner certified in various modalities, I love exploring the connections between #holistichealth, the teachings of the #saints, and the #Bible. 🌿📖
Living with #ASD and #AvPD personally, I have gained many insights for individuals navigating similar journeys.🙏💙
#HolisticHealing #CatholicFaith, #Motherhood #AutismAdvocacy

🌸✝️ Hello, all! I'm a devoted #Catholic #wife, and blessed #mother of two incredible kids (#ADHD / #ODD daughter born 1996 & #ASD son born 2015). 💖 As a Holistic Health Practitioner certified in various modalities, I love exploring the connections between #holistichealth, the teachings of the #saints, and the #Bible. 🌿📖
Living with #ASD and #AvPD personally, I have gained many insights for individuals navigating similar journeys.🙏💙
#HolisticHealing #CatholicFaith, #Motherhood #AutismAdvocacy

#AvPD-oireeni ovat hellittäneet siinä määrin, että pystyn juttelemaan ihmisille. Vuosien oireilun myötä sosiaaliset taitoni ovat kuitenkin sen verran paskat, että ei se sen arvoista ole. Useimmiten.

#AvPD-oireeni ovat hellittäneet siinä määrin, että pystyn juttelemaan ihmisille. Vuosien oireilun myötä sosiaaliset taitoni ovat kuitenkin sen verran paskat, että ei se sen arvoista ole. Useimmiten.

I have a blog in which I document my experiences and thoughts as a #maturestudent. This one is about navigating academia with #avoidantpersonalitydisorder (or #avpd )

https://ancientalexandra.wixsite.com/domus/post/cluster-c-academic-blessing-or-curse

I have a blog in which I document my experiences and thoughts as a #maturestudent. This one is about navigating academia with #avoidantpersonalitydisorder (or #avpd )

https://ancientalexandra.wixsite.com/domus/post/cluster-c-academic-blessing-or-curse

I have a blog in which I document my experiences and thoughts as a #maturestudent. This one is about navigating academia with #avoidantpersonalitydisorder (or #avpd )

https://ancientalexandra.wixsite.com/domus/post/cluster-c-academic-blessing-or-curse

I have a blog in which I document my experiences and thoughts as a #maturestudent. This one is about navigating academia with #avoidantpersonalitydisorder (or #avpd )

https://ancientalexandra.wixsite.com/domus/post/cluster-c-academic-blessing-or-curse

just neurodivergent things (that are overlooked because they're more common in neurodivergences with less awareness)

-speaking in a super vague and indirect way out of intense fear of criticism or rejection

-creating personas tailored to different spaces because few people can be allowed to know the Real You

-puroposefully triggering dissociation to feel like a ghost and get away from human beings, including the sense of your own human body

#avpd #personalitydisorder #neurodivergent

So my #borderline decided to make its presence known the other day, and I ended up going on a spending spree.

Anyway, like 15 of the 20 things I bought are supposedly showing up in the next few hours.

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #avpd #aspd #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #speakup #talkaboutmentalhealth #yourenotalone #youreneveralone #tuesday #givingtuesday #takecareofyourself #selfcare #selfcareisimportant

So my #borderline decided to make its presence known the other day, and I ended up going on a spending spree.

Anyway, like 15 of the 20 things I bought are supposedly showing up in the next few hours.

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #avpd #aspd #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #speakup #talkaboutmentalhealth #yourenotalone #youreneveralone #tuesday #givingtuesday #takecareofyourself #selfcare #selfcareisimportant

So my #borderline decided to make its presence known the other day, and I ended up going on a spending spree.

Anyway, like 15 of the 20 things I bought are supposedly showing up in the next few hours.

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #avpd #aspd #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #speakup #talkaboutmentalhealth #yourenotalone #youreneveralone #tuesday #givingtuesday #takecareofyourself #selfcare #selfcareisimportant

So my #borderline decided to make its presence known the other day, and I ended up going on a spending spree.

Anyway, like 15 of the 20 things I bought are supposedly showing up in the next few hours.

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #avpd #aspd #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #speakup #talkaboutmentalhealth #yourenotalone #youreneveralone #tuesday #givingtuesday #takecareofyourself #selfcare #selfcareisimportant

So my #borderline decided to make its presence known the other day, and I ended up going on a spending spree.

Anyway, like 15 of the 20 things I bought are supposedly showing up in the next few hours.

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #avpd #aspd #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #speakup #talkaboutmentalhealth #yourenotalone #youreneveralone #tuesday #givingtuesday #takecareofyourself #selfcare #selfcareisimportant

#MastoArt #CommissionsOpen
#Commission #CommissionSheet #HireMe #artist

Landleech is screwing me (#disabled #autistic #trans #nonbinary #enby #PTSD possible #fibromyalgia #AvPD) over and struggling to make new rent costs. Will draw for money.

Will draw SFW OR #NSFW at same prices. Will negotiate.

Will thread the story below.