#dpdr — Public Fediverse posts
Live and recent posts from across the Fediverse tagged #dpdr, aggregated by home.social.
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Could it be isolating myself and watching YouTube without talking or forming any identity for 20 years causing me to experience some symptoms of depersonalization and derealization? Also bashing my head of off concrete wall very often?
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hello everyone! my name is Rusty, but i also go by the names Alex, Alexander, and Hamilton!
I am a host of The Hamilplex/Alexander Hamilton's Jury, a mixed origin system of over 245k!
my pronouns are He/It/Vamp/Star/Pup
i am orientationfull, but mainly omniromantic, aroace spec, bi/gay/lesboy
we collectively have Autism (lvl 2.5, maybe 3), ADHD (combined type), OCD (pure O maybe), GAD/SAD, StPD, NPD, AvPD, Paranoid PD, HPD, Dysgraphia, Dyspraxia, Dyscalculia, PTSD, DPDR, traits of BPD and DPD, and possible Pica, ODD, and OCPD
i am a nonhuman creature (Otherkin + other kin labels)
im currently reorganizing my kinlist so i will link it here when its done!
#1 Hamilton fan (obvi)
I kin Alexander Hamilton. both his musical counterpart and his historical counterpart, however i experience it (and my other human kins) in a nonhuman way
my other headmates will post here and will mark if theyre posting, but i wont :p
i use very controversial labels other than the ones mentioned, but theres too many to put here x_x
Green/Eco, Queer, Feminist, Techno/Transhumanist, Individualist, Techno, Communist, Anarchist (like im anarcho- of all of them)
"Capitalism and Authoritarian Communist are just 2 sides of the same coin. Fascism and Nationalism are the ring that bind them together" - Matthew, another host in this system
Theistic Satanist and Earth Religionist
if you have any questions, just ask!
#introduction
edit: adding more tags x_x
#hamilton #anarchism #communist #individualism #transhumanism #greenanarchy #greenanarchism #queer #lgbt #lgbtqia2s #feminism #TERFsDNI #disabled #autism #adhd #ocd #anxiety #StPD #npd #avpd #PPD (Paranoid PD), #hpd #dysgraphia #dyspraxia #dyscalculia #ptsd #DPDR #questioningPica #questioningODD #questioningOCPD
#controversiallabels #objectshows #osc #objectshowcommunity #MCR #fabulouskilljoy #greenday #americanidiot #artist #mccaffrey #anticapitalism #antifascist #antifascism #antiauthoritarian #antiauthoritariancommunism #weird #amweirdguy
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Le 22 novembre, nous ne marcherons ni avec l’extrême droite ni avec les sionistes !
Dans un contexte d’avancée de l’extrême droite nos mouvements féministes sont menacés. L’instrumentalisation de nos luttes par les collectifs Némésis, Nous Vivrons et leurs soutiens constitue une offensive réactionnaire. Leur idéologie islamophobe, négrophobe, nationaliste et impérialiste s’oppose à tout ce que nous défendons. Ces groupes agissent avec la complicité d’un État qui les soutient et les protège.
Communiqué commun
#NousToutes #CLAF #DPDR #ExtinctionRebellion #FeministesRévolutionnaires #OuTrans #UrgencePalestine #UJFP #Tsedek -
🏳️⚧️ Pour se tenir au courant des publications de notre collectif féministe et LGBT Du Pain et des Roses
(qui fait partie de la #RiposteTrans et Féministe Brestoise) vous pouvez lire la section Genre et Sexualités de notre journal @revpermanente29 ⬇️📰 https://revolutionpermanente.fr/Genres-et-sexualites
#Photo #Brest #Genre #Sexualité #DPDR -
Random #mentalHealth tips of the day
Trust your feelings, your emotions, your intuition and what you perceive in your body. These are useful hints to know if you are in a safe and healthy situation.
Trusting your body is even more useful when you can't trust you mind or, at the opposite, pay to much attention to your thoughts.
As a #gifted and #DPDR sufferer, I often find myself trapped in endless thought processes and lose track of useful sensors.
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#Introduction - guess it’s time to do this. Or attempt to.
Residing in the beautiful #PNW. After being laid off I’ve taken time off for #selfcare. I love getting around by not-a-car.
I deal with #ptsd and #dpdr. This is my first time really putting this out there but the community here seems very open about #mentalHealth.
During times of employment I work in #tech as a #devops engineer.
#Anticapitalist, pro-people, #antiprofit.
Oh, and follow @lisamelton to get a good feed going!
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👋 i’m a 28yo disabled queerean woman trying to crowdfund for my survival fund bc of increases in essential bills, decreases in benefits (😪), & bc in the midst of all this i still can’t work in my current state of health.
you see 7yrs ago i had 2 near-fatal attempts, a month apart, that resulted in a 3-day coma, 2 traumatic involuntary stays & 6mo later i was sexually assaulted. all of which resulted in ptsd which combined w/my chronic pain, adhd, eating disorder, & severe treatment-resistant depression made going to my undergrad classes nearly impossible. i ended up going from a scholarship-winning, 4.0 gpa student to a student who was academically dismissed bc she couldn’t even leave her apt or read a few pages of schoolwork. luckily with some hard work on treatment & explaining my circumstances with my college, i was able to reenroll for the fall semester right before the pandemic started 💀 anyways, that & issues w/medicaid that caused major setbacks in treatment & recovery progress.
since then, i’ve been trying real hard to get my health/wellbeing back to a state where i am recovered, manage my chronic health issues & can study again to pursue my degrees.
PLS donate &/or boost to help me raise $$$ for my survival fund ♡ no amount is too small & i wouldn’t be begging like this if i didn’t need to 😔 cashapp: $jazzafraz https://gofund.me/069deda8 #disabledcrowdfund #crowdfunding #disabledqueer #disabledlife #disabled #crowdfundingcampaign #MutualAidRequest #mutualaid #disabilitycrowdfund #mentalillness #bpd #depression #adhd #ADHDwomen #bi #QTBIPOC #bipoc #lgbtqia #fibromyalgia #mecfs #ChronicPain #chronicillness #chronicallyill #chronicfatigue #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #eatingdisorder #BDD #ED #DPDR #disability #crowdfund #MajorDepressiveDisorder #ptsd #cptsd #invisibledisabilities #invisibledisability #invisibleillness #queercrowdfund #donate #neisvoid #VoidGives #disabilitycommunity #DisabilityMastodon #disabilitytwitter #DisabilitySupport #disabilitymstdn #disabledlife #disabledcommunity #disabilitychat #disabledtwitter -
crowdfunding bc i can’t work & bc of the updates i made here (warning: it’s long. https://c.im/@jazzafraz/109353892787251785) pls help by donating if u can &/or by boosting the og post above ♡
#crowdfunding #disabled #disability #disablitycrowdfund #mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #queercrowdfund #donate #donation #depression #bpd #ptsd #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #DPDR #ChronicPain #chronicillness #mecfs #adhd #bipoc #qtpoc #lgbtqia #fibromyalgia #cptsd #survivor #traumasurvivor #gofundme #help #chronicallyill #cashapp
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hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:
so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:
you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:
i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃
i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz#disabledqueer #disabled #QTBIPOC #bipoc #nyc #queerean #queer #neurodivergent
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crowdfunding for my survival fund bc of increases in essential bills, decreases in benefits (😪), & bc in the midst of all this i still can’t work in my current state of health. PLS donate &/or boost to help me raise $$$ for my survival fund ♡ paypal: jasminshere cashapp: $jazzafraz https://gofund.me/069deda8!
#disabledcrowdfund #crowdfunding #disabledqueer #disabledlife #disabled #crowdfundingcampaign #MutualAidRequest #mutualaid #disabilitycrowdfund #mentalillness #bpd #depression #adhd #ADHDwomen #bi #QTBIPOC #bipoc #lgbtqia #fibromyalgia #mecfs #ChronicPain #chronicillness #chronicallyill #chronicfatigue #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #eatingdisorder #BDD #ED #DPDR #disability #crowdfund #MajorDepressiveDisorder #ptsd #cptsd #invisibledisabilities #invisibledisability #invisibleillness #queercrowdfund #donate