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It’s getting harder…
...to keep going on... When I made the decision to give the male pup a home, after the second female didn't make it, I knew that it could be a bit more challenging. But, I had raised two galls, albeit with help, so I figured that I had enough experience to be able to raise a dude as well. I guess I didn't realise though, how hard it could be to do it on my own. Of course, I could never have known that the little dude would give be a herniated disc, a few weeks in. And while I was still recovering from that, they offered me an earlier date for my scheduled hand surgery. I weighed the pros and cons, and decided it would be better to get it over with now. But, I didn't know that it would take such a long time, before Koa would be able to sleep through the night... As it's almost September now, and he still wakes me up a few times every night. They're not all about getting a wee done, but still, he keeps waking me up, disturbing the sleep that I so desperately need. And, Koa is dealing with an ear infection in both his ears. Ever since he was a pup, he'd been whining occasionally. Maybe it was because of his ears. But he's still doing it now, as I shared in a previously shared post (Getting a bit desperate…), and I really struggle to deal with it. I worry why he keeps doing it. And, to be honest, at times, it just annoys me greatly... I know I am doing all I can to care for him, and still he keeps whining. So, after the annoyance, I feel some anxiety again, because what if he is doing it out of discomfort or pain? And I am not doing anything to help him with that... […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/29/its-getting-harder/
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It’s getting harder…
...to keep going on... When I made the decision to give the male pup a home, after the second female didn't make it, I knew that it could be a bit more challenging. But, I had raised two galls, albeit with help, so I figured that I had enough experience to be able to raise a dude as well. I guess I didn't realise though, how hard it could be to do it on my own. Of course, I could never have known that the little dude would give be a herniated disc, a few weeks in. And while I was still recovering from that, they offered me an earlier date for my scheduled hand surgery. I weighed the pros and cons, and decided it would be better to get it over with now. But, I didn't know that it would take such a long time, before Koa would be able to sleep through the night... As it's almost September now, and he still wakes me up a few times every night. They're not all about getting a wee done, but still, he keeps waking me up, disturbing the sleep that I so desperately need. And, Koa is dealing with an ear infection in both his ears. Ever since he was a pup, he'd been whining occasionally. Maybe it was because of his ears. But he's still doing it now, as I shared in a previously shared post (Getting a bit desperate…), and I really struggle to deal with it. I worry why he keeps doing it. And, to be honest, at times, it just annoys me greatly... I know I am doing all I can to care for him, and still he keeps whining. So, after the annoyance, I feel some anxiety again, because what if he is doing it out of discomfort or pain? And I am not doing anything to help him with that... […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/29/its-getting-harder/
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It’s getting harder…
...to keep going on... When I made the decision to give the male pup a home, after the second female didn't make it, I knew that it could be a bit more challenging. But, I had raised two galls, albeit with help, so I figured that I had enough experience to be able to raise a dude as well. I guess I didn't realise though, how hard it could be to do it on my own. Of course, I could never have known that the little dude would give be a herniated disc, a few weeks in. And while I was still recovering from that, they offered me an earlier date for my scheduled hand surgery. I weighed the pros and cons, and decided it would be better to get it over with now. But, I didn't know that it would take such a long time, before Koa would be able to sleep through the night... As it's almost September now, and he still wakes me up a few times every night. They're not all about getting a wee done, but still, he keeps waking me up, disturbing the sleep that I so desperately need. And, Koa is dealing with an ear infection in both his ears. Ever since he was a pup, he'd been whining occasionally. Maybe it was because of his ears. But he's still doing it now, as I shared in a previously shared post (Getting a bit desperate…), and I really struggle to deal with it. I worry why he keeps doing it. And, to be honest, at times, it just annoys me greatly... I know I am doing all I can to care for him, and still he keeps whining. So, after the annoyance, I feel some anxiety again, because what if he is doing it out of discomfort or pain? And I am not doing anything to help him with that... […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/29/its-getting-harder/
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It’s getting harder…
...to keep going on... When I made the decision to give the male pup a home, after the second female didn't make it, I knew that it could be a bit more challenging. But, I had raised two galls, albeit with help, so I figured that I had enough experience to be able to raise a dude as well. I guess I didn't realise though, how hard it could be to do it on my own. Of course, I could never have known that the little dude would give be a herniated disc, a few weeks in. And while I was still recovering from that, they offered me an earlier date for my scheduled hand surgery. I weighed the pros and cons, and decided it would be better to get it over with now. But, I didn't know that it would take such a long time, before Koa would be able to sleep through the night... As it's almost September now, and he still wakes me up a few times every night. They're not all about getting a wee done, but still, he keeps waking me up, disturbing the sleep that I so desperately need. And, Koa is dealing with an ear infection in both his ears. Ever since he was a pup, he'd been whining occasionally. Maybe it was because of his ears. But he's still doing it now, as I shared in a previously shared post (Getting a bit desperate…), and I really struggle to deal with it. I worry why he keeps doing it. And, to be honest, at times, it just annoys me greatly... I know I am doing all I can to care for him, and still he keeps whining. So, after the annoyance, I feel some anxiety again, because what if he is doing it out of discomfort or pain? And I am not doing anything to help him with that... […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/29/its-getting-harder/
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It’s getting harder…
...to keep going on... When I made the decision to give the male pup a home, after the second female didn't make it, I knew that it could be a bit more challenging. But, I had raised two galls, albeit with help, so I figured that I had enough experience to be able to raise a dude as well. I guess I didn't realise though, how hard it could be to do it on my own. Of course, I could never have known that the little dude would give be a herniated disc, a few weeks in. And while I was still recovering from that, they offered me an earlier date for my scheduled hand surgery. I weighed the pros and cons, and decided it would be better to get it over with now. But, I didn't know that it would take such a long time, before Koa would be able to sleep through the night... As it's almost September now, and he still wakes me up a few times every night. They're not all about getting a wee done, but still, he keeps waking me up, disturbing the sleep that I so desperately need. And, Koa is dealing with an ear infection in both his ears. Ever since he was a pup, he'd been whining occasionally. Maybe it was because of his ears. But he's still doing it now, as I shared in a previously shared post (Getting a bit desperate…), and I really struggle to deal with it. I worry why he keeps doing it. And, to be honest, at times, it just annoys me greatly... I know I am doing all I can to care for him, and still he keeps whining. So, after the annoyance, I feel some anxiety again, because what if he is doing it out of discomfort or pain? And I am not doing anything to help him with that... […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/29/its-getting-harder/
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Getting a bit desperate…
...I wish I knew what the whining was all about... Since the day when Koa came to live with me, he's been whining a bit from time to time. At first, I figured that it was because he was a young lad, taken away from his mum, his brothers and sister, and from the only surroundings he'd known so far. But, as he slowly got older, and bigger, there was still the occasional whine from time to time. And, I never knew what it was about... At times, it worried be, because I really had (and have) no idea why he is still doing it. A few weeks ago, we learned that Koa was/is dealing with an ear infection in both ears. They got cleaned and treated with a special lotion of some sort, which should be effective for the next 4 weeks (since the vet put it in his ears). We have a follow-up appointment on September 12, so hopefully we will know more about the status of his ears then. When I look at them, they seem a lot better already. But of course, I can't see if they are still a cause of discomfort, and the whining, for Koa. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/28/getting-a-bit-desperate/
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Getting a bit desperate…
...I wish I knew what the whining was all about... Since the day when Koa came to live with me, he's been whining a bit from time to time. At first, I figured that it was because he was a young lad, taken away from his mum, his brothers and sister, and from the only surroundings he'd known so far. But, as he slowly got older, and bigger, there was still the occasional whine from time to time. And, I never knew what it was about... At times, it worried be, because I really had (and have) no idea why he is still doing it. A few weeks ago, we learned that Koa was/is dealing with an ear infection in both ears. They got cleaned and treated with a special lotion of some sort, which should be effective for the next 4 weeks (since the vet put it in his ears). We have a follow-up appointment on September 12, so hopefully we will know more about the status of his ears then. When I look at them, they seem a lot better already. But of course, I can't see if they are still a cause of discomfort, and the whining, for Koa. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/28/getting-a-bit-desperate/
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Getting a bit desperate…
...I wish I knew what the whining was all about... Since the day when Koa came to live with me, he's been whining a bit from time to time. At first, I figured that it was because he was a young lad, taken away from his mum, his brothers and sister, and from the only surroundings he'd known so far. But, as he slowly got older, and bigger, there was still the occasional whine from time to time. And, I never knew what it was about... At times, it worried be, because I really had (and have) no idea why he is still doing it. A few weeks ago, we learned that Koa was/is dealing with an ear infection in both ears. They got cleaned and treated with a special lotion of some sort, which should be effective for the next 4 weeks (since the vet put it in his ears). We have a follow-up appointment on September 12, so hopefully we will know more about the status of his ears then. When I look at them, they seem a lot better already. But of course, I can't see if they are still a cause of discomfort, and the whining, for Koa. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/28/getting-a-bit-desperate/
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Getting a bit desperate…
...I wish I knew what the whining was all about... Since the day when Koa came to live with me, he's been whining a bit from time to time. At first, I figured that it was because he was a young lad, taken away from his mum, his brothers and sister, and from the only surroundings he'd known so far. But, as he slowly got older, and bigger, there was still the occasional whine from time to time. And, I never knew what it was about... At times, it worried be, because I really had (and have) no idea why he is still doing it. A few weeks ago, we learned that Koa was/is dealing with an ear infection in both ears. They got cleaned and treated with a special lotion of some sort, which should be effective for the next 4 weeks (since the vet put it in his ears). We have a follow-up appointment on September 12, so hopefully we will know more about the status of his ears then. When I look at them, they seem a lot better already. But of course, I can't see if they are still a cause of discomfort, and the whining, for Koa. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/28/getting-a-bit-desperate/
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Getting a bit desperate…
...I wish I knew what the whining was all about... Since the day when Koa came to live with me, he's been whining a bit from time to time. At first, I figured that it was because he was a young lad, taken away from his mum, his brothers and sister, and from the only surroundings he'd known so far. But, as he slowly got older, and bigger, there was still the occasional whine from time to time. And, I never knew what it was about... At times, it worried be, because I really had (and have) no idea why he is still doing it. A few weeks ago, we learned that Koa was/is dealing with an ear infection in both ears. They got cleaned and treated with a special lotion of some sort, which should be effective for the next 4 weeks (since the vet put it in his ears). We have a follow-up appointment on September 12, so hopefully we will know more about the status of his ears then. When I look at them, they seem a lot better already. But of course, I can't see if they are still a cause of discomfort, and the whining, for Koa. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/28/getting-a-bit-desperate/
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Insecurities and anxiety…
...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/24/insecurities-and-anxiety/
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Insecurities and anxiety…
...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/24/insecurities-and-anxiety/
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Insecurities and anxiety…
...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/24/insecurities-and-anxiety/
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Insecurities and anxiety…
...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/24/insecurities-and-anxiety/
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Insecurities and anxiety…
...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/24/insecurities-and-anxiety/
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Too many worries 😢
I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/19/too-many-worries-%f0%9f%98%a2/
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Too many worries 😢
I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/19/too-many-worries-%f0%9f%98%a2/
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Too many worries 😢
I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/19/too-many-worries-%f0%9f%98%a2/
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Too many worries 😢
I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/19/too-many-worries-%f0%9f%98%a2/
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Too many worries 😢
I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/19/too-many-worries-%f0%9f%98%a2/
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Doing all the things…
...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/07/doing-all-the-things/
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Doing all the things…
...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/07/doing-all-the-things/
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Doing all the things…
...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/07/doing-all-the-things/
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Doing all the things…
...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/07/doing-all-the-things/
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Doing all the things…
...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/07/doing-all-the-things/
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Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱
Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
🦄🪄🫂And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!
(CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)
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Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱
Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
🦄🪄🫂And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!
(CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)
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Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱
Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
🦄🪄🫂And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!
(CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)
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Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱
Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
🦄🪄🫂And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!
(CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)
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Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱
Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
🦄🪄🫂And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!
(CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)
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The fear of…
...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […] -
The fear of…
...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […] -
The fear of…
...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […] -
The fear of…
...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […] -
The fear of…
...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […] -
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All over the place – AuDHD edition
As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/27/all-over-the-place-audhd-edition/
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All over the place – AuDHD edition
As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/27/all-over-the-place-audhd-edition/
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All over the place – AuDHD edition
As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/27/all-over-the-place-audhd-edition/
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All over the place – AuDHD edition
As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/27/all-over-the-place-audhd-edition/
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All over the place – AuDHD edition
As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/27/all-over-the-place-audhd-edition/
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Emotions and worries
As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/22/emotions-and-worries/
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Emotions and worries
As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/22/emotions-and-worries/
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Emotions and worries
As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/22/emotions-and-worries/
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Emotions and worries
As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/22/emotions-and-worries/
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Emotions and worries
As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/22/emotions-and-worries/
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https://www.europesays.com/people/66015/ Palantir’s Rise and the New Security Sector Order Worries Europe #europe #order #Palantirs #PeterThiel #rise #Sector #SECURITY #Worries
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🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶⬜⚪◽◻️▫️🤍🔲🔳🕊️🖤⬛🩶⚫🩶◾🩶◼️🩶▪️🩶🔳🩶🔲🩶🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🕊️🔲🩶◾◻️◼️🩶◽⚪⚫🔳🩶🤍▪️▫️🩶⬜⬛⚪🩶⚫🩶🤣🖤🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶🖤🩶⬜⬛🩶⚪⚫🩶◽◾🩶◻️◼️🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶🕊️🔲🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🖤🩶⚫⚪🩶⬛⬜🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶◽◼️🩶◻️◾🩶🔲◾🤣🩶🤗
~ Natasha Lyonne
#Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries
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🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶⬜⚪◽◻️▫️🤍🔲🔳🕊️🖤⬛🩶⚫🩶◾🩶◼️🩶▪️🩶🔳🩶🔲🩶🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🕊️🔲🩶◾◻️◼️🩶◽⚪⚫🔳🩶🤍▪️▫️🩶⬜⬛⚪🩶⚫🩶🤣🖤🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶🖤🩶⬜⬛🩶⚪⚫🩶◽◾🩶◻️◼️🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶🕊️🔲🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🖤🩶⚫⚪🩶⬛⬜🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶◽◼️🩶◻️◾🩶🔲◾🤣🩶🤗
~ Natasha Lyonne
#Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries
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🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗
~ Natasha Lyonne
#Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries
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🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗
~ Natasha Lyonne
#Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries
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*~*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"*~*
~ Natasha Lyonne
#Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries
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*~*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"*~*
~ Natasha Lyonne
#Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries
