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  1. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Insecurities and anxiety…

    ...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #anxiety #fear #grief #koakoolani #pets #shame
  2. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Insecurities and anxiety…

    ...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #anxiety #fear #grief #koakoolani #pets #shame
  3. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Insecurities and anxiety…

    ...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #anxiety #fear #grief #koakoolani #pets #shame
  4. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Insecurities and anxiety…

    ...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #worries #trauma #shame #pets #koakoolani #grief
  5. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Insecurities and anxiety…

    ...enhanced by trauma, grief & shame... The last few months of Arwen's life, she dealt with several health issues. I was so happy for her, when her very nasty ear infections finally were gone. It had taken several months, the poor thing. And I don't know how long she'd been dealing with them before that, as she barely showed any signs. So, as I shared here a little while ago, when Koa got diagnosed with having an ear infection as well, I started getting several traumatic flashbacks. (post can be found here: Painful flashbacks 😢). But all the mistakes I made with Arwen, missing out on such important things concerning her health... Partially due to Arwen doing her very best to hide her pains and discomforts from me, because she wanted to support me, and not have me worrying too much over her 😢 . And partially because I was being too self-centered, too busy with my own health issues that were going on. I still have nightmares, very bad flashbacks, and moments when I just burst out in tears over what happened in early July 2025. And now, while I have started a new part of my journey, together with Koa, these things are haunting me... 😭 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #anxiety #fear #grief #koakoolani #pets #shame
  6. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Too many worries 😢

    I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #feelinghelpless #health #koakoolani #pet #puppy #worries
  7. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Too many worries 😢

    I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #feelinghelpless #health #koakoolani #pet #puppy #worries
  8. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Too many worries 😢

    I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #feelinghelpless #health #koakoolani #pet #puppy #worries
  9. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Too many worries 😢

    I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #feelinghelpless #koakoolani #worries #pet #puppy #health
  10. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Too many worries 😢

    I've been pushing myself too hard for too long. Things just seem to go wrong and badly, again and again. Every now and then, something good happens, which offers me some hope. But it never lasts too long, and it's always overshadowed with the next thing going bad... An long as I've had Koa in my life, I've been trying to keep his ears clean. He came to me with quite a bit of earwax, so I figured he was just one of those dogs that would need a cleaning every week. It always was a challenge, he never liked it at all. And, sometimes, he would yelp a bit when I was trying to clean his left ear. As he usually wiggled a lot when I did my best, I figured that his whining was caused by discomfort due to my finger being in his ear as he squirmed too much. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #feelinghelpless #health #koakoolani #pet #puppy #worries
  11. EVSHIFT @[email protected] ·

    evshift.com/505091/top-down-wo Top down, worries gone. | #shorts #benz #ElectricCars #ElectricVehicles #EV #mercedes #MercedesBenz #shorts #Top #worries

    #shorts #benz #electriccars #electricvehicles #ev #mercedes
  12. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Doing all the things…

    ...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #chores #depression #dopamine #energy #household #life
  13. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Doing all the things…

    ...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #chores #depression #dopamine #energy #household #life
  14. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Doing all the things…

    ...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #chores #depression #dopamine #energy #household #life
  15. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Doing all the things…

    ...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #worries #menopause #living #life #household #energy
  16. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Doing all the things…

    ...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #chores #depression #dopamine #energy #household #life
  17. Luqa 🦄🪄🌖 @[email protected] ·

    Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱

    Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
    🦄🪄🫂

    And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!

    (CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)

    #Ritual #Worries

    #ritual #worries
  18. Luqa 🦄🪄🌖 @[email protected] ·

    Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱

    Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
    🦄🪄🫂

    And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!

    (CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)

    #Ritual #Worries

    #ritual #worries
  19. Luqa 🦄🪄🌖 @[email protected] ·

    Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱

    Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
    🦄🪄🫂

    And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!

    (CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)

    #Ritual #Worries

    #ritual #worries
  20. Luqa 🦄🪄🌖 @[email protected] ·

    Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱

    Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
    🦄🪄🫂

    And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!

    (CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)

    #Ritual #Worries

    #worries #ritual
  21. Luqa 🦄🪄🌖 @[email protected] ·

    Psst! Hey... You there. Do you have a worry that you'd like to dispell? 🚫😨😱

    Please share it with me - just a few words to describe a worry that you wish to let go of. I have a spiritual calling tonight to look at your worries just long enough to recycle them into shared energy for both of us.
    🦄🪄🫂

    And if you have no worries, please share a dream to lift us all up if you are inclined!

    (CWs on nightmares, please. Private replies accepted.)

    #Ritual #Worries

    #ritual #worries
  22. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    The fear of…

    ...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #depression #fear #mentalhealth #money #spending #worries
  23. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    The fear of…

    ...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #depression #fear #mentalhealth #money #spending #worries
  24. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    The fear of…

    ...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #depression #fear #mentalhealth #money #spending #worries
  25. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    The fear of…

    ...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #worries #spending #money #mentalhealth #fear #depression
  26. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    The fear of…

    ...not having enough... ...for Koa 🐾 I had this with Arwen as well, especially when things were hard, financially, and I was always scared to run out of food and snacks for my gall. And, due to me struggling with my MH, I spend too much money on things. I had a tiny bit of savings, as I want to replace my old and broken sound system for a working one... But, part of those savings have been spent now, on me, on my "need" to feel better, and... On getting things for Koa! […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #depression #fear #mentalhealth #money #spending #worries
  27. Sarah (TechraNova) @[email protected] ·

    it do be like that

    #art #drawing #frog #worries #noworries #mastoart #mastodon

    #art #drawing #frog #worries #noworries #mastoart
  28. Sarah (TechraNova) @[email protected] ·

    it do be like that

    #art #drawing #frog #worries #noworries #mastoart #mastodon

    #art #drawing #frog #worries #noworries #mastoart
  29. Sarah (TechraNova) @[email protected] ·

    it do be like that

    #art #drawing #frog #worries #noworries #mastoart #mastodon

    #mastodon #mastoart #noworries #worries #frog #drawing
  30. Sarah (TechraNova) @[email protected] ·

    it do be like that

    #art #drawing #frog #worries #noworries #mastoart #mastodon

    #art #drawing #frog #worries #noworries #mastoart
  31. Germany @[email protected] ·

    Allianz SE: Media Release: Financial Worries Rise and Match Health Concerns as Cost-of-Living Pressures Mount in 2026

    Globally, people are united in their top personal worries: Financial and health issues rank at the top in…
    #Germany #DE #Europe #EU #Europa #Allianz #2026 #concerns #cost #financial #Health #Living #match #Media #Mount #Pressures #release #RISE #Worries
    europesays.com/germany/49082/

    #worries #rise #release #pressures #mount #media
  32. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    All over the place – AuDHD edition

    As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #bonding #expectations #gemini #grief #life
  33. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    All over the place – AuDHD edition

    As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #bonding #expectations #gemini #grief #life
  34. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    All over the place – AuDHD edition

    As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #bonding #expectations #gemini #grief #life
  35. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    All over the place – AuDHD edition

    As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #worries #sleep #puppy #pride #love #life
  36. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    All over the place – AuDHD edition

    As I start writing this, Koa has been living with me for 24 days now. It will be a little more, once this post goes "live". Lately, I have been sharing posts about the joys and struggles of living with a young puppy. The love I feel growing, being proud of this little dude with every new thing he is slowly learning, feeling my brain rest when I see him peacefully sleeping. But also, the worries, the broken sleep, the doubts... Knowing that I know, but being worried that I can't do what I should be doing... The constant fear, being fed by my cPTSD, it's keeping my brain at a certain awareness level, it seems. If course, with a puppy in the house, it' good to have the spider-senses working, as they can be very mischievous, and get themselves in trouble in the blink of an eye. But when you keep doubting yourself, when you are "expecting" results, or when you're just eager to get to the point of those results, and you're pushing too hard... Well, as I have recently shared here, and as I have shared in the past, just with other topics making me feel that way... I feel my brain is all over the place at the moment. And I struggle to deal with that at times. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #bonding #expectations #gemini #grief #life
  37. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Emotions and worries

    As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #emotions #gemini #koakoolani #life #love
  38. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Emotions and worries

    As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #emotions #gemini #koakoolani #life #love
  39. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Emotions and worries

    As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #emotions #gemini #koakoolani #life #love
  40. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Emotions and worries

    As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #worries #struggles #puppy #love #life #koakoolani
  41. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    Emotions and worries

    As I start writing this, Koa has been with me for about 3½ weeks. We had some ups and downs, but all in all, I think we're not doing too bad. I knew this would take time, and while my AuDHD is eager for "getting back to normal", I know that Koa and I are still working on settling to what our "normal" should look like. My brain is still used to the way things were when Arwen was still in my life. It sometimes forgets that it took time for Arwen and me to settle as well. And, of course, that Arwen was a whole different dog than Koa is... Somehow, I "want" it all to work out well, and all that, and I know I need to allow it the time it needs, which I am certainly inclined to give. But that nagging feeling of my autistic side, longing for some more relaxed and settled routines... Well, it can be a big pain in the big behind 😔. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #audhd #emotions #gemini #koakoolani #life #love
  42. People @[email protected] ·

    europesays.com/people/66015/ Palantir’s Rise and the New Security Sector Order Worries Europe #europe #order #Palantirs #PeterThiel #rise #Sector #SECURITY #Worries

    #worries #security #sector #rise #peterthiel #palantirs
  43. Lisa J. Warner / Lisa Luv @[email protected] ·

    🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶⬜⚪◽◻️▫️🤍🔲🔳🕊️🖤⬛🩶⚫🩶◾🩶◼️🩶▪️🩶🔳🩶🔲🩶🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🕊️🔲🩶◾◻️◼️🩶◽⚪⚫🔳🩶🤍▪️▫️🩶⬜⬛⚪🩶⚫🩶🤣🖤🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶🖤🩶⬜⬛🩶⚪⚫🩶◽◾🩶◻️◼️🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶🕊️🔲🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🖤🩶⚫⚪🩶⬛⬜🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶◽◼️🩶◻️◾🩶🔲◾🤣🩶🤗

    ~ Natasha Lyonne

    #Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries

    #quote #fun #laughing #in #your #own
  44. Lisa J. Warner / Lisa Luv @[email protected] ·

    🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶⬜⚪◽◻️▫️🤍🔲🔳🕊️🖤⬛🩶⚫🩶◾🩶◼️🩶▪️🩶🔳🩶🔲🩶🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🕊️🔲🩶◾◻️◼️🩶◽⚪⚫🔳🩶🤍▪️▫️🩶⬜⬛⚪🩶⚫🩶🤣🖤🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🩶🤣🩶🩶🩶🖤🩶⬜⬛🩶⚪⚫🩶◽◾🩶◻️◼️🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶🕊️🔲🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🩶🖤🩶⚫⚪🩶⬛⬜🩶▫️▪️🩶🤍🔳🩶◽◼️🩶◻️◾🩶🔲◾🤣🩶🤗

    ~ Natasha Lyonne

    #Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries

    #quote #fun #laughing #in #your #own
  45. Lisa J. Warner / Lisa Luv @[email protected] ·

    🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗

    ~ Natasha Lyonne

    #Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries

    #quote #fun #laughing #in #your #own
  46. Lisa J. Warner / Lisa Luv @[email protected] ·

    🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖📖📖👓📖👓💛🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"🤗🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓📖👓🤭😸🤣😹😆😅😂📖👓🤗

    ~ Natasha Lyonne

    #Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries

    #quote #fun #laughing #in #your #own
  47. Lisa J. Warner / Lisa Luv @[email protected] ·

    *~*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"*~*

    ~ Natasha Lyonne

    #Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries

    #quote #fun #laughing #in #your #own
  48. Lisa J. Warner / Lisa Luv @[email protected] ·

    *~*"There's that special magical place that exists when you forget everything else because you are laughing hysterically!*It's the only truly safe place!*& it can happen with a stranger!*or a best friend!"*~*

    ~ Natasha Lyonne

    #Quote #Fun #Laughing #In #Your #Own #Magical #Place #Escaping #Forgetting #Worries

    #quote #fun #laughing #in #your #own
  49. stoicmike @[email protected] ·

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction #sanity? #brain #mind #thoughts #worries

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction
  50. stoicmike @[email protected] ·

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction #sanity? #brain #mind #thoughts #worries

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction
  51. stoicmike @[email protected] ·

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction #sanity? #brain #mind #thoughts #worries

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction
  52. stoicmike @[email protected] ·

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction #sanity? #brain #mind #thoughts #worries

    #worries #thoughts #mind #brain #sanity #dysfunction
  53. stoicmike @[email protected] ·

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction #sanity? #brain #mind #thoughts #worries

    #therapy #anxiety #obsessions #fears #disorders #dysfunction
  54. Europe @[email protected] ·

    Shares stumble as war worries drive oil back above US$100

    Brent crude futures rise 2.5% to nearly US$105 a barrel. (EPA Images pic) LONDON: Renewed worries about the…
    #Europe #EU #EuroZone #aboveUS$100 #drive #EuroArea #Eurozone #Oil #shares #stumble #War #worries
    europesays.com/europe/21043/

    #worries #war #stumble #shares #oil #euroarea
  55. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    I always do that… 😇

    My house isn't a dirty place. I know it's not as sparkling clean as some houses I know. It has its dust, its sand, its "messy" areas. But, it's not that bad that you stick to the ground, or that you leave traces in the dust when you move around. 😉I know that, when my depression and/or pain levels are worse, that my house will become "less clean" than I usually keep it. And, there are times, when my body feels OK enough, and my ADHD gets tickled, and I will try to do all the cleaning that I missed out on in one go! (Which obviously never works out too well... 🫣). But... When I know that I am getting visitors, expecially when they are people that are important to me, then I will go into a "crazy mode", starting the week before the planned visit. Even if I hurt, even if I am dead tired, I will do all that I can to clean the house as best as is possible for me. I don't always succeed to my own expectations, I feel bad when I notice that I missed things, or things that I had done already have become dirty again... And I always apologize to my visitors when I feel I should have cleaned better... 😞 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #cleaning #friends #home #life #worries
  56. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    I always do that… 😇

    My house isn't a dirty place. I know it's not as sparkling clean as some houses I know. It has its dust, its sand, its "messy" areas. But, it's not that bad that you stick to the ground, or that you leave traces in the dust when you move around. 😉I know that, when my depression and/or pain levels are worse, that my house will become "less clean" than I usually keep it. And, there are times, when my body feels OK enough, and my ADHD gets tickled, and I will try to do all the cleaning that I missed out on in one go! (Which obviously never works out too well... 🫣). But... When I know that I am getting visitors, expecially when they are people that are important to me, then I will go into a "crazy mode", starting the week before the planned visit. Even if I hurt, even if I am dead tired, I will do all that I can to clean the house as best as is possible for me. I don't always succeed to my own expectations, I feel bad when I notice that I missed things, or things that I had done already have become dirty again... And I always apologize to my visitors when I feel I should have cleaned better... 😞 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #cleaning #friends #home #life #worries
  57. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    I always do that… 😇

    My house isn't a dirty place. I know it's not as sparkling clean as some houses I know. It has its dust, its sand, its "messy" areas. But, it's not that bad that you stick to the ground, or that you leave traces in the dust when you move around. 😉I know that, when my depression and/or pain levels are worse, that my house will become "less clean" than I usually keep it. And, there are times, when my body feels OK enough, and my ADHD gets tickled, and I will try to do all the cleaning that I missed out on in one go! (Which obviously never works out too well... 🫣). But... When I know that I am getting visitors, expecially when they are people that are important to me, then I will go into a "crazy mode", starting the week before the planned visit. Even if I hurt, even if I am dead tired, I will do all that I can to clean the house as best as is possible for me. I don't always succeed to my own expectations, I feel bad when I notice that I missed things, or things that I had done already have become dirty again... And I always apologize to my visitors when I feel I should have cleaned better... 😞 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #cleaning #friends #home #life #worries
  58. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    I always do that… 😇

    My house isn't a dirty place. I know it's not as sparkling clean as some houses I know. It has its dust, its sand, its "messy" areas. But, it's not that bad that you stick to the ground, or that you leave traces in the dust when you move around. 😉I know that, when my depression and/or pain levels are worse, that my house will become "less clean" than I usually keep it. And, there are times, when my body feels OK enough, and my ADHD gets tickled, and I will try to do all the cleaning that I missed out on in one go! (Which obviously never works out too well... 🫣). But... When I know that I am getting visitors, expecially when they are people that are important to me, then I will go into a "crazy mode", starting the week before the planned visit. Even if I hurt, even if I am dead tired, I will do all that I can to clean the house as best as is possible for me. I don't always succeed to my own expectations, I feel bad when I notice that I missed things, or things that I had done already have become dirty again... And I always apologize to my visitors when I feel I should have cleaned better... 😞 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #worries #life #home #friends #cleaning
  59. Cynni's Blog @[email protected] ·

    I always do that… 😇

    My house isn't a dirty place. I know it's not as sparkling clean as some houses I know. It has its dust, its sand, its "messy" areas. But, it's not that bad that you stick to the ground, or that you leave traces in the dust when you move around. 😉I know that, when my depression and/or pain levels are worse, that my house will become "less clean" than I usually keep it. And, there are times, when my body feels OK enough, and my ADHD gets tickled, and I will try to do all the cleaning that I missed out on in one go! (Which obviously never works out too well... 🫣). But... When I know that I am getting visitors, expecially when they are people that are important to me, then I will go into a "crazy mode", starting the week before the planned visit. Even if I hurt, even if I am dead tired, I will do all that I can to clean the house as best as is possible for me. I don't always succeed to my own expectations, I feel bad when I notice that I missed things, or things that I had done already have become dirty again... And I always apologize to my visitors when I feel I should have cleaned better... 😞 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/

    #cleaning #friends #home #life #worries
  60. BellingenNSW @[email protected] ·

    The new uncomfortable normality
    No Worries? Australian attitudes to national security, risk and resilience (report): National security starts at the front door – not at the territorial borders.

    "For most Australians, the 18-month research project revealed, national security starts at their front door – not at the territorial borders of the island continent. It showed they are worried the country is not prepared for the demands of a volatile 21st century in a polluted information ecosystem, where the rules-based international order is crumbling, economic precarity has become uncomfortably normal and trust is more fragile." >>
    theguardian.com/commentisfree/

    Report: No Worries? Australian attitudes to national security, risk and resilience >>
    nsc.anu.edu.au/research/no-wor

    #PublicAnxiety #anxiety #Australia #worries #trust #precarity #inequality #polycrisis #instability #safety #stability #participation #SocialIntegration #FarRight #SocialCohesion #belonging #HyperIndIvidualisation #UncomfortableNormality #climate #NationalSecurity #war

    #instability #publicanxiety #anxiety #australia #worries #trust