#worries — Public Fediverse posts

Getting a bit desperate…

...I wish I knew what the whining was all about... Since the day when Koa came to live with me, he's been whining a bit from time to time. At first, I figured that it was because he was a young lad, taken away from his mum, his brothers and sister, and from the only surroundings he'd known so far. But, as he slowly got older, and bigger, there was still the occasional whine from time to time. And, I never knew what it was about... At times, it worried be, because I really had (and have) no idea why he is still doing it. A few weeks ago, we learned that Koa was/is dealing with an ear infection in both ears. They got cleaned and treated with a special lotion of some sort, which should be effective for the next 4 weeks (since the vet put it in his ears). We have a follow-up appointment on September 12, so hopefully we will know more about the status of his ears then. When I look at them, they seem a lot better already. But of course, I can't see if they are still a cause of discomfort, and the whining, for Koa. […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/28/getting-a-bit-desperate/

Doing all the things…

...that I think I "need" to keep doing... Following "the rules", doing the same thing over and over, and never thinking it really matters... 😔 And then wondering why I keep doing it... Every time I think I'm done, it all "just" starts over again. 😢 And I know that this is the same for everyone. But, some moments, I just struggle so much with it, because I feel so exhausted, that I don't want to do it anymore... 😔 Why should I try to clean, when it will get dirty again? Why should I try to become more healthy? I'll mess up again, and get all obese and out-of-shape again... Why do I want to get new things, when I can't seem to enjoy things I have? 😢 […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/07/doing-all-the-things/