#arwen — Public Fediverse posts

In loving memory… 🎶

I was listening to my "emotional songs" playlist on Tidal, and it suggested some songs to add. I listened to a few of them, and one of the songs, it really got to me. I shared it on Mastodon in a Toot, but I wanted to share it here as well. There are a few other songs that I love a lot as well, even though they always bring tears to my eyes... I think I have shared some of the songs in the past, but with the new year beginning, and me remembering all the love and fun I shared with Arwen, it brought me in a mood to share some of my favorite sad/emotional/loving songs. […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/01/02/in-loving-memory-%f0%9f%8e%b6/

You were so loved 🐾

Not just by me… But by so many. Even by some that “just” knew you from the stories, snaps and vids that I shared of you online. I asked for financial help, several times, when your health was declining, and people always helped us so much. People saw all the good in you. They saw your gentle smile, your silly happy tail, and all the love in your eyes. And they wanted you to feel good, feel loved. And now, people helped me/us one last time… To pay all the bills and to get you home again.

Because, unfortunately, 11 days before your 12th birthday, your health declined rapidly… And we had to say goodbye to each other for the final time. You had given all you had, you held on longer than you should have, because you knew I needed you. But I made you a promise when you came into my life: I’d never let you suffer for my own “personal gain” (to have you in my life a little longer). When I saw the pain in your eyes, we rushed to the vet… And now, I’ve been alone for several days, missing you like hell…

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https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/07/10/you-were-so-loved-%f0%9f%90%be/

When..? 😢

Time is slowly, or quickly, depending how how you look at it, running out. Arwen is getting older. She's struggling more with her health. Some moments, she acts like all is OK and she's having the time of her life. Other moments, she seems in distress, and I slip her some extra painkillers to manage it. I know she's getting closer to the point of saying goodbye. Some of you may remember that I feared losing her a few months ago, when I even had a GoFundMe for the upcoming cremation costs. But... She got some new meds and she's still with me... For now... […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/06/09/when-%f0%9f%98%a2/