Everything is Not What it Seems
What’s a personal mantra or philosophy you live by?
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I am not at all a personal mantra or philosophy guy.
In fact, I struggle to be positive in general or even remember inspirational quotes to throw into dire situations. Recently I’ve adopted the practice of having a few gratitude pages in my journal where I try to write down more “up beat” affirmations about life. This has been somewhat painful for me.
I’ve even tried making a list of hard things I’ve accomplished so I can go back and look at some of the calluses I’ve created within my soul for when things get difficult. This is wildly inconsistent as well. Some days I can think of a few different things. Other days, it is simply that I got out of bed.
I do, oddly, believe in the good of people. It is something that fascinates me as a writer and person. The paradox of the human condition. Causing both suffering and happiness with each individual action.
Most people who follow me on here understand that I have a dark POV and I very much fit the stereotypical brooding poet stereotype. I wear black a lot, enjoy sad stories, and occasionally like to sit and stare at a lake on a cloudy day wearing a peacoat. So getting any sort of personal mantra or philosophy out of me is a bit tricky and arduous. I do have one though:
Everything is not what it seems.
Now this might not seem like a mantra or philosophy because it is inherently vague and almost distrusting, but I adopted this when I was young and just starting to understand the pain and insecurity that was being passed to me through generational trauma.
Even at this point in my young development, I was trying to convince myself that there had to be more to the people who made me feel so uncomfortable, so ashamed to be me, that their lack of acceptance towards me was really aimed at their own souls and identities.
That is what this saying is geared towards. That is what this quote relies on. I manifested it young as a survival tool. Now as an adult, I see how accurate it is when examining people. Malice, anger, cruelty, more often than not is a symptom of tragedy, trauma, and hardship.
Now, that isn’t an excuse for crappy behavior. You have to own your pain. It isn’t fair that it happened to you, but it also isn’t fair that you take it out on others.
Your trauma is your responsibility.
Everything is not what it seems also points to the motivation to simply stay curious in life. To ask questions. Both Ted Lasso and Walt Whitman talked about through their media and lyrics. Stay curious because everything is not what it seems. And, just to be clear, I certainly don’t mean this as a conspiracy theory or tinfoil hat mentality. There are hidden motives to the world, but nothing worthy of a tinfoil crown.
Everything is not what it seems points at the hidden worlds inside of us that has captivated me as a writer for so many years. It transcends everything I do as a writer in fact. Whether it is the Unnamed from the Greenland Diaries, and their various complexities or my poetry about lonely ghosts wanting to recreate a family. I look for monsters to understand them, because part of me wants to understand their pain.
Whether that is pain inside of me, in others, or even in society itself.
I’m constantly trying to understand the monster.
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