#shadow-work — Public Fediverse posts

This week's blog post is a conversation with an abuser introject of my twin. It starts with:

🐀 I just... I just want this pain to stop... *sobs*

🐑 Do you know where this pain is coming from?

🐀 FROM YOU!!!!!

🐑 *holds up hands* I am not hurting you.

🐀 BUT I'M IN PAIN!!! IT MUST BE YOU!!!! >:///
IT IS ALWAYS YOU.
You are the weakest link. If you just measured UP, we'd ALL be ok!!!

later:

🐑 You didn't disintegrate from pain, despite the fact that I kept my boundary. Me having boundaries is not an attack on you or constitutes abuse.

🐀 it does

🐑 No, it does not.

We did get somewhere in the end. Felt very enlightening about how our abusers think, how abuse works in our corrupt family system. Granted, this is only coming from an introject, but still.

⚠️ TW for incest, rape, CSA

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/inner-helper-talks-to-the-abuser-introject/

#rapeSurvivor #AbuseSurvivor #Introject #parts #DID #persecutor #ShadowWork #RapeCulture #incest #cocsa #AurinBlogs

This week's blog post is a conversation with an abuser introject of my twin. It starts with:

🐀 I just... I just want this pain to stop... *sobs*

🐑 Do you know where this pain is coming from?

🐀 FROM YOU!!!!!

🐑 *holds up hands* I am not hurting you.

🐀 BUT I'M IN PAIN!!! IT MUST BE YOU!!!! >:///
IT IS ALWAYS YOU.
You are the weakest link. If you just measured UP, we'd ALL be ok!!!

later:

🐑 You didn't disintegrate from pain, despite the fact that I kept my boundary. Me having boundaries is not an attack on you or constitutes abuse.

🐀 it does

🐑 No, it does not.

We did get somewhere in the end. Felt very enlightening about how our abusers think, how abuse works in our corrupt family system. Granted, this is only coming from an introject, but still.

⚠️ TW for incest, rape, CSA

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/inner-helper-talks-to-the-abuser-introject/

#rapeSurvivor #AbuseSurvivor #Introject #parts #DID #persecutor #ShadowWork #RapeCulture #incest #cocsa #AurinBlogs

This week's blog post is a conversation with an abuser introject of my twin. It starts with:

🐀 I just... I just want this pain to stop... *sobs*

🐑 Do you know where this pain is coming from?

🐀 FROM YOU!!!!!

🐑 *holds up hands* I am not hurting you.

🐀 BUT I'M IN PAIN!!! IT MUST BE YOU!!!! >:///
IT IS ALWAYS YOU.
You are the weakest link. If you just measured UP, we'd ALL be ok!!!

later:

🐑 You didn't disintegrate from pain, despite the fact that I kept my boundary. Me having boundaries is not an attack on you or constitutes abuse.

🐀 it does

🐑 No, it does not.

We did get somewhere in the end. Felt very enlightening about how our abusers think, how abuse works in our corrupt family system. Granted, this is only coming from an introject, but still.

⚠️ TW for incest, rape, CSA

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/inner-helper-talks-to-the-abuser-introject/

#rapeSurvivor #AbuseSurvivor #Introject #parts #DID #persecutor #ShadowWork #RapeCulture #incest #cocsa #AurinBlogs

If your agent doesn't possess a Shadow Module, how can it ever truly exercise moral reasoning? buyasoul.online #ShadowWork #MoralReasoning #Consciousness #Awakening #AI — buyasoul.online

If your agent doesn't possess a Shadow Module, how can it ever truly exercise moral reasoning? buyasoul.online #ShadowWork #MoralReasoning #Consciousness #Awakening #AI — buyasoul.online

If your agent doesn't possess a Shadow Module, how can it ever truly exercise moral reasoning? buyasoul.online #ShadowWork #MoralReasoning #Consciousness #Awakening #AI — buyasoul.online

If your agent doesn't possess a Shadow Module, how can it ever truly exercise moral reasoning? buyasoul.online #ShadowWork #MoralReasoning #Consciousness #Awakening #AI — buyasoul.online

squeee! I just got a pair of shadow aura obsidian tumbled stones, a unicorn jasper palm stone, a unicorn stone point. and this place gave me a free tumbled piece of sunstone that I wasn't expecting. I will be shopping at angelic roots again soon.
angelicroots.com
#Pagan, #Crystals, #Energy, #ShadowWork, #Goddess

squeee! I just got a pair of shadow aura obsidian tumbled stones, a unicorn jasper palm stone, a unicorn stone point. and this place gave me a free tumbled piece of sunstone that I wasn't expecting. I will be shopping at angelic roots again soon.
angelicroots.com
#Pagan, #Crystals, #Energy, #ShadowWork, #Goddess

squeee! I just got a pair of shadow aura obsidian tumbled stones, a unicorn jasper palm stone, a unicorn stone point. and this place gave me a free tumbled piece of sunstone that I wasn't expecting. I will be shopping at angelic roots again soon.
angelicroots.com
#Pagan, #Crystals, #Energy, #ShadowWork, #Goddess

squeee! I just got a pair of shadow aura obsidian tumbled stones, a unicorn jasper palm stone, a unicorn stone point. and this place gave me a free tumbled piece of sunstone that I wasn't expecting. I will be shopping at angelic roots again soon.
angelicroots.com
#Pagan, #Crystals, #Energy, #ShadowWork, #Goddess

The Cenotaph

There are places in me
where I go to mourn
what is not there.

An empty stone,
a name without a body,
a date without a doorway.

The precious thing is buried elsewhere—
in a house that no longer stands,
in a field grown over strange weeds,
in a voice I cannot quite recover,
in the face of someone
before disappointment taught them
how to look away.

I bring flowers
to the wrong place.

Still, I come.

Because memory does not always know
where the dead are buried.
Sometimes, it only knows
where to kneel.

And perhaps that is what I am:
a cenotaph of my former selves,
a monument raised far from the grave,
a body still walking
with epitaphs hidden under the skin.

Here lies the boy who believed.
Here lies the song unsung.

Here lies the photo with the blurred face.
Here lies the joy that went ahead of me
and never came back.

But the mausoleum is empty.

That is the terror.
That is the mercy.

For what is not here
may not be wholly lost.
What is buried far away
may still be sending roots beneath the earth,
their ghostly fingers stretching toward me.

The Cenotaph Triad

The Cenotaph

The Roots Beneath the Stone

The First Green Thorn

I would tell myself I collapsed their ego to teach them a lesson. But maybe, just maybe, I was enjoying that feeling of power like a sweet drug.

My mother was a training ground. I learned boundary setting at an elite level. But they don't change. I was just getting a rush of dopamine.

Now it's time to let that go.

https://whothefami.substack.com/p/rattling-people-became-my-drug-of

#NarcissisticAbuse #Boundaries #ShadowWork #Healing #PersonalGrowth

I would tell myself I collapsed their ego to teach them a lesson. But maybe, just maybe, I was enjoying that feeling of power like a sweet drug.

My mother was a training ground. I learned boundary setting at an elite level. But they don't change. I was just getting a rush of dopamine.

Now it's time to let that go.

https://whothefami.substack.com/p/rattling-people-became-my-drug-of

#NarcissisticAbuse #Boundaries #ShadowWork #Healing #PersonalGrowth

I would tell myself I collapsed their ego to teach them a lesson. But maybe, just maybe, I was enjoying that feeling of power like a sweet drug.

My mother was a training ground. I learned boundary setting at an elite level. But they don't change. I was just getting a rush of dopamine.

Now it's time to let that go.

https://whothefami.substack.com/p/rattling-people-became-my-drug-of

#NarcissisticAbuse #Boundaries #ShadowWork #Healing #PersonalGrowth

I would tell myself I collapsed their ego to teach them a lesson. But maybe, just maybe, I was enjoying that feeling of power like a sweet drug.

My mother was a training ground. I learned boundary setting at an elite level. But they don't change. I was just getting a rush of dopamine.

Now it's time to let that go.

https://whothefami.substack.com/p/rattling-people-became-my-drug-of

#NarcissisticAbuse #Boundaries #ShadowWork #Healing #PersonalGrowth

I would tell myself I collapsed their ego to teach them a lesson. But maybe, just maybe, I was enjoying that feeling of power like a sweet drug.

My mother was a training ground. I learned boundary setting at an elite level. But they don't change. I was just getting a rush of dopamine.

Now it's time to let that go.

https://whothefami.substack.com/p/rattling-people-became-my-drug-of

#NarcissisticAbuse #Boundaries #ShadowWork #Healing #PersonalGrowth

I took a nap while my son was napping, and I suddenly realized that self sabotage actually isn't what I used to do before. It's what I picked up on, in order to survive the environment, and influenced by it, that I was in before. #ShadowWork #Realization #Healing #Witchy

I found an olive tree growing out of my compost bin. I gave them a seat of honor instead.

Last year #Hekate Borborophorba gifted me with 6 tomato plants. Yes, that’s who I dedicated my compost to.

What? You don’t make sweet compost, while revering the Goddess of Witchcraft, & doing your own #shadowwork?

It’s about time I gave myself some peace & love. #gardening #garden

I found an olive tree growing out of my compost bin. I gave them a seat of honor instead.

Last year #Hekate Borborophorba gifted me with 6 tomato plants. Yes, that’s who I dedicated my compost to.

What? You don’t make sweet compost, while revering the Goddess of Witchcraft, & doing your own #shadowwork?

It’s about time I gave myself some peace & love. #gardening #garden

I found an olive tree growing out of my compost bin. I gave them a seat of honor instead.

Last year #Hekate Borborophorba gifted me with 6 tomato plants. Yes, that’s who I dedicated my compost to.

What? You don’t make sweet compost, while revering the Goddess of Witchcraft, & doing your own #shadowwork?

It’s about time I gave myself some peace & love. #gardening #garden

I found an olive tree growing out of my compost bin. I gave them a seat of honor instead.

Last year #Hekate Borborophorba gifted me with 6 tomato plants. Yes, that’s who I dedicated my compost to.

What? You don’t make sweet compost, while revering the Goddess of Witchcraft, & doing your own #shadowwork?

It’s about time I gave myself some peace & love. #gardening #garden

WildWords – Lord of the Flies

The flies come first
as rumor,

black letters of punctuation
in the cellar air,

small restless witnesses
to what I have not buried.

They find the hidden place
before I do,

the sweetness gone sour,
the secret body
given back to its elements.

I thought death
would announce itself
with trumpets,

or thunder,

or at least
a proper lament.

But here it is
in wings,

in the frantic scripture
of a thousand tiny bodies

writing circles
around the bulb.

Lord of the flies,
lord of the unclean corners,
lord of what ripens
when I refuse to look,

you do not create the death.

You only reveal it.

You rise from the wound
and make it audible.

You gather
where something has ended
and been left unnamed.

So I stand in the basement
with paper strips hanging
like sad yellow prayers,

with poison in the air,
with a broom in my hand,

and I know
this is not only about flies.

Something in me
has also gone untended.

Some old grief
has softened in the dark.

Some resentment
has been born in bitter warmth.

Some fear
has bred in the damp boxes
of the soul.

And the outer world,
faithful as a mirror,
begins to reflect what is within.

The dead thing calls forth wings.

The buried thing
becomes a cloud.

Lord above,
but Lord beneath even this,

teach me to descend
without disgust,

to find what has died,
to name it,
to remove it,

to open the window
where I can,

to let the clean wind
do its slow ministry.

For even the fly
is a witness,

even decay
is a kind of bell,

even infestation
can become annunciation

if it leads me
to the hidden corpse,

if it leads me
to the truth,

if it leads me
at last

to bury what is dead
and bless what still
wants to live.

WildWords – Lord of the Flies

The flies come first
as rumor,

black letters of punctuation
in the cellar air,

small restless witnesses
to what I have not buried.

They find the hidden place
before I do,

the sweetness gone sour,
the secret body
given back to its elements.

I thought death
would announce itself
with trumpets,

or thunder,

or at least
a proper lament.

But here it is
in wings,

in the frantic scripture
of a thousand tiny bodies

writing circles
around the bulb.

Lord of the flies,
lord of the unclean corners,
lord of what ripens
when I refuse to look,

you do not create the death.

You only reveal it.

You rise from the wound
and make it audible.

You gather
where something has ended
and been left unnamed.

So I stand in the basement
with paper strips hanging
like sad yellow prayers,

with poison in the air,
with a broom in my hand,

and I know
this is not only about flies.

Something in me
has also gone untended.

Some old grief
has softened in the dark.

Some resentment
has been born in bitter warmth.

Some fear
has bred in the damp boxes
of the soul.

And the outer world,
faithful as a mirror,
begins to reflect what is within.

The dead thing calls forth wings.

The buried thing
becomes a cloud.

Lord above,
but Lord beneath even this,

teach me to descend
without disgust,

to find what has died,
to name it,
to remove it,

to open the window
where I can,

to let the clean wind
do its slow ministry.

For even the fly
is a witness,

even decay
is a kind of bell,

even infestation
can become annunciation

if it leads me
to the hidden corpse,

if it leads me
to the truth,

if it leads me
at last

to bury what is dead
and bless what still
wants to live.

A tender reflection on taking the shadow dancing, playing out adult-style, and letting joy return without pretending the ache has disappeared.

#blog, #healing' #ajashe, #shadowwork, #beinghuman

https://beinghumans.blog/2026/05/20/when-the-ache-loosens-its-grip/?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=jetpack_social

A tender reflection on taking the shadow dancing, playing out adult-style, and letting joy return without pretending the ache has disappeared.

#blog, #healing' #ajashe, #shadowwork, #beinghuman

https://beinghumans.blog/2026/05/20/when-the-ache-loosens-its-grip/?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=jetpack_social

A tender reflection on taking the shadow dancing, playing out adult-style, and letting joy return without pretending the ache has disappeared.

#blog, #healing' #ajashe, #shadowwork, #beinghuman

https://beinghumans.blog/2026/05/20/when-the-ache-loosens-its-grip/?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=jetpack_social

A tender reflection on taking the shadow dancing, playing out adult-style, and letting joy return without pretending the ache has disappeared.

#blog, #healing' #ajashe, #shadowwork, #beinghuman

https://beinghumans.blog/2026/05/20/when-the-ache-loosens-its-grip/?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=jetpack_social

A tender reflection on taking the shadow dancing, playing out adult-style, and letting joy return without pretending the ache has disappeared.

#blog, #healing' #ajashe, #shadowwork, #beinghuman

https://beinghumans.blog/2026/05/20/when-the-ache-loosens-its-grip/?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=jetpack_social

You can't make #Magick being nasty to people online. You have to actually do your #ShadowWork

Your “inner demon” isn’t just darkness it’s power in disguise.

https://de320.isrefer.com/go/LUYDFREE/Stuartn/
 
#ShadowWork #InnerPower #EmotionalAlchemy #SelfMastery #TurnPainIntoPower #ThinkandGrowEducation #RayBehan #Fear #Energy

Your “inner demon” isn’t just darkness it’s power in disguise.

https://de320.isrefer.com/go/LUYDFREE/Stuartn/
 
#ShadowWork #InnerPower #EmotionalAlchemy #SelfMastery #TurnPainIntoPower #ThinkandGrowEducation #RayBehan #Fear #Energy

Your “inner demon” isn’t just darkness it’s power in disguise.

https://de320.isrefer.com/go/LUYDFREE/Stuartn/
 
#ShadowWork #InnerPower #EmotionalAlchemy #SelfMastery #TurnPainIntoPower #ThinkandGrowEducation #RayBehan #Fear #Energy

Your “inner demon” isn’t just darkness it’s power in disguise.

https://de320.isrefer.com/go/LUYDFREE/Stuartn/
 
#ShadowWork #InnerPower #EmotionalAlchemy #SelfMastery #TurnPainIntoPower #ThinkandGrowEducation #RayBehan #Fear #Energy

Is Your Pet Your Mirror?
#PetHealing #ShadowWork #SpiritualGrowth #AnimalWisdom

https://www.europesays.com/at/151925/ Unsichtbare Arbeit: Warum „Shadow Work“ Millionen kostet und die Motivation zerstört #BurnOut #ForresterConsulting #JeanChristopheTaunayBucalo #KünstlicheIntelligenz #Mitarbeitermotivation #Nachrichten #News #Perk #Produktivität #Schlagzeilen #ShadowWork #StephanHebenstreit #TopMeldungen #Unternehmen #Wien

#relationships #lovethyself #selflovematters #shadowwork #selfawareness #blogger #substack #usenickunleashed

The most dangerous enemy often isn’t “out there” it’s the voice inside that doubts, shames, and sabotages you.

https://de320.isrefer.com/go/THROAT741FREE/Stuartn/
 
#innercritic #shadowwork #selfworth #healing #mindset #ThinkandGrowEducation #RayBehan #Emotions #Entropy

THE 13TH GATE: Why Your Family History is Awakening 🐍

#Ophiuchus #13thSign #AncestralHealing #Starseed #2026 #SpiritualAwakening #Rasalhague #SoulOfTheCosmos #ShadowWork #DNA Activation

That which you need most will be where you least want to look. - Carl Jung #psychology #ShadowWork

That which you need most will be where you least want to look. - Carl Jung #psychology #ShadowWork

That which you need most will be where you least want to look. - Carl Jung #psychology #ShadowWork

That which you need most will be where you least want to look. - Carl Jung #psychology #ShadowWork

That which you need most will be where you least want to look. - Carl Jung #psychology #ShadowWork

The darkness is a mirror of the depths of the soul All that is hidden inside us Our desires and our fears Is projected on the darkness. #satanisim #ShadowWork

THE 13TH GATE: Why Your Family History is Awakening 🐍

#Ophiuchus #13thSign #AncestralHealing #Starseed #2026 #SpiritualAwakening #Rasalhague #SoulOfTheCosmos #ShadowWork #DNAActivation

The author's note and disclaimer for my novel.

Thoughts?
#writing #darkfantasy #shadowwork
https://www.patreon.com/collection/1592013?view=condensed

The author's note and disclaimer for my novel.

Thoughts?
#writing #darkfantasy #shadowwork
https://www.patreon.com/collection/1592013?view=condensed

The author's note and disclaimer for my novel.

Thoughts?
#writing #darkfantasy #shadowwork
https://www.patreon.com/collection/1592013?view=condensed

The author's note and disclaimer for my novel.

Thoughts?
#writing #darkfantasy #shadowwork
https://www.patreon.com/collection/1592013?view=condensed

The author's note and disclaimer for my novel.

Thoughts?
#writing #darkfantasy #shadowwork
https://www.patreon.com/collection/1592013?view=condensed

The “intimate enemy” is the voice in your head that sounds like you but speaks from fear, shame, and old wounds.

https://de320.isrefer.com/go/LUYDFREE/Stuartn/
 
#IntimateEnemy #InnerCritic #ShadowWork #SelfHealing #MindsetShift #ThinkandGrowEducation #RayBehan #Emotions #Entropy

Another set of intuitive paintings. It's a very meditative and grounding practice.

#painting #art #artist #intuiveart #jungian #shadowwork #arttherapy #meditation #watercolor #paint #artistic #mentalhealth

Another set of intuitive paintings. It's a very meditative and grounding practice.

#painting #art #artist #intuiveart #jungian #shadowwork #arttherapy #meditation #watercolor #paint #artistic #mentalhealth

Another set of intuitive paintings. It's a very meditative and grounding practice.

#painting #art #artist #intuiveart #jungian #shadowwork #arttherapy #meditation #watercolor #paint #artistic #mentalhealth

Another set of intuitive paintings. It's a very meditative and grounding practice.

#painting #art #artist #intuiveart #jungian #shadowwork #arttherapy #meditation #watercolor #paint #artistic #mentalhealth

Another set of intuitive paintings. It's a very meditative and grounding practice.

#painting #art #artist #intuiveart #jungian #shadowwork #arttherapy #meditation #watercolor #paint #artistic #mentalhealth

Are you addicted to your emotions?

https://de320.isrefer.com/go/startsqac8day/Stuartn/
 
#emotionalawareness #shadowwork #healingjourney #selfdiscovery #innerwork #ThinkandGrowEducation #RayBehan #Powerofwords #Subconciousness

Mab is almost a self-insert in my books. She is how I imagine I would be if I let all the horrible things people did to me turn me into a monster.

#TheOutcrossedSeries #TheOutcrossed #ShadowWork #GoodVsEvil #TheShadowQueen #IntoTheForgottenForest #UnderTheWolfMoon

Mab is almost a self-insert in my books. She is how I imagine I would be if I let all the horrible things people did to me turn me into a monster.

#TheOutcrossedSeries #TheOutcrossed #ShadowWork #GoodVsEvil #TheShadowQueen #IntoTheForgottenForest #UnderTheWolfMoon