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Rugăciune în vreme de război sau în caz de pericol al ţării Această rugăciune se citea în toate bisericile ortodoxe în timpul celui de-al doilea Război Mondial, 1941-1945 👉 https://c.aparatorul.md/vz13z 👈 #BisericileOrtodoxe #drepteiTaleJudecăţi #Dumnezeu #fărădelegile #Mânia #Mântuirea #Mantuitorul #milostenie #razboi #rugăciune
https://c.aparatorul.md/vz13z

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Mapping brain circuits helps identify the causes of psychiatric symptoms

If a small stroke in one corner of the brain can tip a previously healthy person into mania…
#NewsBeep #News #Health #AU #Australia #Brain #CLARITY #depression #Genomic #Heart #mania #MedicalSchool #medicine #neuromodulation #Neuroscience #psychiatry #research #Schizophrenia #Stroke #Syndrome #Website
https://www.newsbeep.com/au/651498/

Mapping brain circuits helps identify the causes of psychiatric symptoms

If a small stroke in one corner of the brain can tip a previously healthy person into mania…
#NewsBeep #News #Health #AU #Australia #Brain #CLARITY #depression #Genomic #Heart #mania #MedicalSchool #medicine #neuromodulation #Neuroscience #psychiatry #research #Schizophrenia #Stroke #Syndrome #Website
https://www.newsbeep.com/au/651498/

Rugăciune în vreme de război sau în caz de pericol al ţării Această rugăciune se citea în toate bisericile ortodoxe în timpul celui de-al doilea Război Mondial, 1941-1945 👉 https://c.aparatorul.md/whaku 👈 #BisericileOrtodoxe #drepteiTaleJudecăţi #Dumnezeu #fărădelegile #Mânia #Mântuirea #Mantuitorul #milostenie #razboi #rugăciune
https://c.aparatorul.md/whaku

I wrote a blog post! It's a letter to my past self, from about a year ago when I was a bit manic.

If you want me to write similar things to you, you can hire me as a "life coach". I won't know your future though 😉

#mh #MentalHealth #mania #manic #psychosis #neuroSpicy #NeuroDivergent #NeuroDiversity #LetterToMyself

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/letter-to-my-past-self-last-year-hypomanic/

I wrote a blog post! It's a letter to my past self, from about a year ago when I was a bit manic.

If you want me to write similar things to you, you can hire me as a "life coach". I won't know your future though 😉

#mh #MentalHealth #mania #manic #psychosis #neuroSpicy #NeuroDivergent #NeuroDiversity #LetterToMyself

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/letter-to-my-past-self-last-year-hypomanic/

I wrote a blog post! It's a letter to my past self, from about a year ago when I was a bit manic.

If you want me to write similar things to you, you can hire me as a "life coach". I won't know your future though 😉

#mh #MentalHealth #mania #manic #psychosis #neuroSpicy #NeuroDivergent #NeuroDiversity #LetterToMyself

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/letter-to-my-past-self-last-year-hypomanic/

I wrote a blog post! It's a letter to my past self, from about a year ago when I was a bit manic.

If you want me to write similar things to you, you can hire me as a "life coach". I won't know your future though 😉

#mh #MentalHealth #mania #manic #psychosis #neuroSpicy #NeuroDivergent #NeuroDiversity #LetterToMyself

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/letter-to-my-past-self-last-year-hypomanic/

I wrote a blog post! It's a letter to my past self, from about a year ago when I was a bit manic.

If you want me to write similar things to you, you can hire me as a "life coach". I won't know your future though 😉

#mh #MentalHealth #mania #manic #psychosis #neuroSpicy #NeuroDivergent #NeuroDiversity #LetterToMyself

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/letter-to-my-past-self-last-year-hypomanic/

It has been a rough kind of day, I had some rent chores to tend to, which exacerbated both my pain and exhaustion, in between taking many breaks and even now I have not been able to get comfortable enough to relax at all, the wonders of doing anything often spins by #bipolar #mania into drive, which in itself is exhausting, a long time ago I realized how I used to have the energy to ride a bicycle hundreds of miles in a week while working 80 hours, and then later how I could manage working 120+ hours a week without crashing, now eventually that all caught up with me, but in the time since I have done my best to keep my body still and my mind as quiet as I could, as any physical activity seems to through me into a mania induced activation, and it has always been hard to keep my mind quiet, but between the two, along with my constant pain sleep often evades me, so doing chores becomes a fine line of balancing extra pain and at what point does my body refuse to shut down and relax, the sad thing is, there is not pre set limit what works one day may not the next and so on, it is a constant battle of will, and far to often I am stuck in a full speed go even though my body can no longer perform, and that causes more pain more exhaustion and really a great deal of aggravation, in anyevent I am having a hard time chilling out and relaxing and my mind is running so fast it is extremely hard to focus on anything at all;

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

It has been a rough kind of day, I had some rent chores to tend to, which exacerbated both my pain and exhaustion, in between taking many breaks and even now I have not been able to get comfortable enough to relax at all, the wonders of doing anything often spins by #bipolar #mania into drive, which in itself is exhausting, a long time ago I realized how I used to have the energy to ride a bicycle hundreds of miles in a week while working 80 hours, and then later how I could manage working 120+ hours a week without crashing, now eventually that all caught up with me, but in the time since I have done my best to keep my body still and my mind as quiet as I could, as any physical activity seems to through me into a mania induced activation, and it has always been hard to keep my mind quiet, but between the two, along with my constant pain sleep often evades me, so doing chores becomes a fine line of balancing extra pain and at what point does my body refuse to shut down and relax, the sad thing is, there is not pre set limit what works one day may not the next and so on, it is a constant battle of will, and far to often I am stuck in a full speed go even though my body can no longer perform, and that causes more pain more exhaustion and really a great deal of aggravation, in anyevent I am having a hard time chilling out and relaxing and my mind is running so fast it is extremely hard to focus on anything at all;

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

It has been a rough kind of day, I had some rent chores to tend to, which exacerbated both my pain and exhaustion, in between taking many breaks and even now I have not been able to get comfortable enough to relax at all, the wonders of doing anything often spins by #bipolar #mania into drive, which in itself is exhausting, a long time ago I realized how I used to have the energy to ride a bicycle hundreds of miles in a week while working 80 hours, and then later how I could manage working 120+ hours a week without crashing, now eventually that all caught up with me, but in the time since I have done my best to keep my body still and my mind as quiet as I could, as any physical activity seems to through me into a mania induced activation, and it has always been hard to keep my mind quiet, but between the two, along with my constant pain sleep often evades me, so doing chores becomes a fine line of balancing extra pain and at what point does my body refuse to shut down and relax, the sad thing is, there is not pre set limit what works one day may not the next and so on, it is a constant battle of will, and far to often I am stuck in a full speed go even though my body can no longer perform, and that causes more pain more exhaustion and really a great deal of aggravation, in anyevent I am having a hard time chilling out and relaxing and my mind is running so fast it is extremely hard to focus on anything at all;

You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, creativity and expression of self, #commentary, random thoughts, #philosophy and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar, #woctxphotog, #anxiety, #cashapp, #DisabilityAwareness, #DisabilitySupport, #disabled, #food, #FromHungerToHope, #fundraise, #groceries, #health, #HopeRestored, #MentalHealthMatters, #MutualAid, #MutualAidHelp, #Paypal, #poverty, #PovertyRelief, #pasjrwoctx

So that weirdo #Youtuber who has been going around accusing #tobyfox from #undertale and #teelopes of #Sonic #Mania fame, just accused #GrantKirkhope from #rare of plagiarism. Wow, this dude has lost his mind. #videogames #music

Understanding the role of paraventricular thalamic nucleus in bipolar disorder pathophysiology

Bipolar disorder (BD) is a chronic mental health condition characterized by recurrent episodes of depression and mania. It…
#NewsBeep #News #Health #AU #Australia #bipolardisorder #Brain #Chronic #cognitivefunction #depression #GlobalHealth #Hippocampus #mania #medicine #Mentalhealth #Neuroimaging #Pathology #protein #psychiatry #research #Thalamus
https://www.newsbeep.com/au/118944/

W zeszłym roku byłem osiem dni w Kijowie... Nie zmyślam. Wprawdzie czasem kłamstwo sprawia, że prawda staje się bardziej wiarygodna, ale nie zamierzam iść tą drogą (nie chcę się pogubić, łatwiej pamiętać tylko prawdę).

Wiem już też, że „białe kłamstwa” prowadzą na manowce i że mają swoją wagę i że obciążają przede wszystkim kłamiącego (pamiętacie ostatnie kłamstwo w Jądrze ciemności Josepha Conrada? A wiecie, że autor powiedział kiedyś, że umieścił w narracji to „białe” — cóż za ironia — kłamstwo, bo bez niego byłoby zbyt ciemno?).

Teraz, że tak się wyrażę, stoję w prawdzie, nawet jeśli jest ona bolesna dla wszystkich wokół.

Ciąg dalszy na blogu:

👉 https://szkup.pl/bylo-trzeba-to-poszedlem-na-wojne/

Zapraszam do lektury i do dyskusji 🙃

#autyzm #BipolarDisorder #BPAD #CHAD #CKOD #depersonalizacja #depresja #derealizacja #dyskursy #emocje #fakty #filozofia #guarded #Kijów #kłamstwo #KrzysztofGonciarz #lingwistyka #literatura #ŁÓDŹ #mania #miłość #paradygmaty #patronite #pisanie #PLANEWAKUACJI #prawda #przyjaźń #psychologia #spektrumautyzmu #spektrumCHAD #sport #straty #SzczepanTwardoch #szpitale #szpitalepsychiatryczne #psychiatryk #uczucia #Ukraina #vulnerable #walka #wojna #wojnaidei #wyalienowanie #wyobcowanie #życienamiaręliteratury #literatura #książki #blog #blogowanie #wspomnienia #NEWLIFE

@ksiazki @patronitepl @patronite_pl

https://onyxrose.net/p/the-art-of-being-crazy

#blogging #writer #writing #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolar #disorder. I am stricken with this #terrible disorder. #bad #brain lol just kidding. It is #bad, but it is #my #life and #I am used to it. Doesn't mean it is #safe and #not #scary. It is all that, and a bag of chips. https://onyxrose.net for more juicy #commentary on my #exploding brain. #mania #manic #depression #mentalhealth #mental #crazy #legit #magic #superpower

https://onyxrose.net/p/the-art-of-being-crazy

#blogging #writer #writing #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolar #disorder. I am stricken with this #terrible disorder. #bad #brain lol just kidding. It is #bad, but it is #my #life and #I am used to it. Doesn't mean it is #safe and #not #scary. It is all that, and a bag of chips. https://onyxrose.net for more juicy #commentary on my #exploding brain. #mania #manic #depression #mentalhealth #mental #crazy #legit #magic #superpower

https://onyxrose.net/p/the-art-of-being-crazy

#blogging #writer #writing #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolar #disorder. I am stricken with this #terrible disorder. #bad #brain lol just kidding. It is #bad, but it is #my #life and #I am used to it. Doesn't mean it is #safe and #not #scary. It is all that, and a bag of chips. https://onyxrose.net for more juicy #commentary on my #exploding brain. #mania #manic #depression #mentalhealth #mental #crazy #legit #magic #superpower

https://onyxrose.net/p/the-art-of-being-crazy

#blogging #writer #writing #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolar #disorder. I am stricken with this #terrible disorder. #bad #brain lol just kidding. It is #bad, but it is #my #life and #I am used to it. Doesn't mean it is #safe and #not #scary. It is all that, and a bag of chips. https://onyxrose.net for more juicy #commentary on my #exploding brain. #mania #manic #depression #mentalhealth #mental #crazy #legit #magic #superpower

https://onyxrose.net/p/the-art-of-being-crazy

#blogging #writer #writing #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolar #disorder. I am stricken with this #terrible disorder. #bad #brain lol just kidding. It is #bad, but it is #my #life and #I am used to it. Doesn't mean it is #safe and #not #scary. It is all that, and a bag of chips. https://onyxrose.net for more juicy #commentary on my #exploding brain. #mania #manic #depression #mentalhealth #mental #crazy #legit #magic #superpower

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W zeszłym roku byłem osiem dni w Kijowie... Nie zmyślam. Wprawdzie czasem kłamstwo sprawia, że prawda staje się bardziej wiarygodna, ale nie zamierzam iść tą drogą (nie chcę się pogubić, łatwiej pamiętać tylko prawdę).

Wiem już też, że „białe kłamstwa” prowadzą na manowce i że mają swoją wagę i że obciążają przede wszystkim kłamiącego (pamiętacie ostatnie kłamstwo w Jądrze ciemności Josepha Conrada? A wiecie, że autor powiedział kiedyś, że umieścił w narracji to „białe” — cóż za ironia — kłamstwo, bo bez niego byłoby zbyt ciemno?).

Teraz, że tak się wyrażę, stoję w prawdzie, nawet jeśli jest ona bolesna dla wszystkich wokół.

Ciąg dalszy na blogu:

👉 https://szkup.pl/bylo-trzeba-to-poszedlem-na-wojne/

Zapraszam do lektury i do dyskusji 🙃

#autyzm #BipolarDisorder #BPAD #CHAD #CKOD #depersonalizacja #depresja #derealizacja #dyskursy #emocje #fakty #filozofia #guarded #Kijów #kłamstwo #KrzysztofGonciarz #lingwistyka #literatura #ŁÓDŹ #mania #miłość #paradygmaty #patronite #pisanie #PLANEWAKUACJI #prawda #przyjaźń #psychologia #spektrumautyzmu #spektrumCHAD #sport #straty #SzczepanTwardoch #szpitale #szpitalepsychiatryczne #psychiatryk #uczucia #Ukraina #vulnerable #walka #wojna #wojnaidei #wyalienowanie #wyobcowanie #życienamiaręliteratury #literatura #książki #blog #blogowanie #wspomnienia #NEWLIFE

@ksiazki @patronitepl @patronite_pl

W zeszłym roku byłem osiem dni w Kijowie... Nie zmyślam. Wprawdzie czasem kłamstwo sprawia, że prawda staje się bardziej wiarygodna, ale nie zamierzam iść tą drogą (nie chcę się pogubić, łatwiej pamiętać tylko prawdę).

Wiem już też, że „białe kłamstwa” prowadzą na manowce i że mają swoją wagę i że obciążają przede wszystkim kłamiącego (pamiętacie ostatnie kłamstwo w Jądrze ciemności Josepha Conrada? A wiecie, że autor powiedział kiedyś, że umieścił w narracji to „białe” — cóż za ironia — kłamstwo, bo bez niego byłoby zbyt ciemno?).

Teraz, że tak się wyrażę, stoję w prawdzie, nawet jeśli jest ona bolesna dla wszystkich wokół.

Ciąg dalszy na blogu:

👉 https://szkup.pl/bylo-trzeba-to-poszedlem-na-wojne/

Zapraszam do lektury i do dyskusji 🙃

#autyzm #BipolarDisorder #BPAD #CHAD #CKOD #depersonalizacja #depresja #derealizacja #dyskursy #emocje #fakty #filozofia #guarded #Kijów #kłamstwo #KrzysztofGonciarz #lingwistyka #literatura #ŁÓDŹ #mania #miłość #paradygmaty #patronite #pisanie #PLANEWAKUACJI #prawda #przyjaźń #psychologia #spektrumautyzmu #spektrumCHAD #sport #straty #SzczepanTwardoch #szpitale #szpitalepsychiatryczne #psychiatryk #uczucia #Ukraina #vulnerable #walka #wojna #wojnaidei #wyalienowanie #wyobcowanie #życienamiaręliteratury #literatura #książki #blog #blogowanie #wspomnienia #NEWLIFE

@ksiazki @patronitepl @patronite_pl

W zeszłym roku byłem osiem dni w Kijowie... Nie zmyślam. Wprawdzie czasem kłamstwo sprawia, że prawda staje się bardziej wiarygodna, ale nie zamierzam iść tą drogą (nie chcę się pogubić, łatwiej pamiętać tylko prawdę).

Wiem już też, że „białe kłamstwa” prowadzą na manowce i że mają swoją wagę i że obciążają przede wszystkim kłamiącego (pamiętacie ostatnie kłamstwo w Jądrze ciemności Josepha Conrada? A wiecie, że autor powiedział kiedyś, że umieścił w narracji to „białe” — cóż za ironia — kłamstwo, bo bez niego byłoby zbyt ciemno?).

Teraz, że tak się wyrażę, stoję w prawdzie, nawet jeśli jest ona bolesna dla wszystkich wokół.

Ciąg dalszy na blogu:

👉 https://szkup.pl/bylo-trzeba-to-poszedlem-na-wojne/

Zapraszam do lektury i do dyskusji 🙃

#autyzm #BipolarDisorder #BPAD #CHAD #CKOD #depersonalizacja #depresja #derealizacja #dyskursy #emocje #fakty #filozofia #guarded #Kijów #kłamstwo #KrzysztofGonciarz #lingwistyka #literatura #ŁÓDŹ #mania #miłość #paradygmaty #patronite #pisanie #PLANEWAKUACJI #prawda #przyjaźń #psychologia #spektrumautyzmu #spektrumCHAD #sport #straty #SzczepanTwardoch #szpitale #szpitalepsychiatryczne #psychiatryk #uczucia #Ukraina #vulnerable #walka #wojna #wojnaidei #wyalienowanie #wyobcowanie #życienamiaręliteratury #literatura #książki #blog #blogowanie #wspomnienia #NEWLIFE

@ksiazki @patronitepl @patronite_pl

W zeszłym roku byłem osiem dni w Kijowie... Nie zmyślam. Wprawdzie czasem kłamstwo sprawia, że prawda staje się bardziej wiarygodna, ale nie zamierzam iść tą drogą (nie chcę się pogubić, łatwiej pamiętać tylko prawdę).

Wiem już też, że „białe kłamstwa” prowadzą na manowce i że mają swoją wagę i że obciążają przede wszystkim kłamiącego (pamiętacie ostatnie kłamstwo w Jądrze ciemności Josepha Conrada? A wiecie, że autor powiedział kiedyś, że umieścił w narracji to „białe” — cóż za ironia — kłamstwo, bo bez niego byłoby zbyt ciemno?).

Teraz, że tak się wyrażę, stoję w prawdzie, nawet jeśli jest ona bolesna dla wszystkich wokół.

Ciąg dalszy na blogu:

👉 https://szkup.pl/bylo-trzeba-to-poszedlem-na-wojne/

Zapraszam do lektury i do dyskusji 🙃

#autyzm #BipolarDisorder #BPAD #CHAD #CKOD #depersonalizacja #depresja #derealizacja #dyskursy #emocje #fakty #filozofia #guarded #Kijów #kłamstwo #KrzysztofGonciarz #lingwistyka #literatura #ŁÓDŹ #mania #miłość #paradygmaty #patronite #pisanie #PLANEWAKUACJI #prawda #przyjaźń #psychologia #spektrumautyzmu #spektrumCHAD #sport #straty #SzczepanTwardoch #szpitale #szpitalepsychiatryczne #psychiatryk #uczucia #Ukraina #vulnerable #walka #wojna #wojnaidei #wyalienowanie #wyobcowanie #życienamiaręliteratury #literatura #książki #blog #blogowanie #wspomnienia #NEWLIFE

@ksiazki @patronitepl @patronite_pl

pretty sure I'm losing my mind

keep seeing things out of the corner of my eye

hearing my name in the distance

mirrors are terrifying

my mood is... unstable, to say the least

only a week until I see my psych

wish me luck

#mentalhealth #mania #bipolar #shadowpeople #callingforme #thoughts

Still in Progress, aber dafür haben wir zumind. keine GIF's mehr

#osu #mania

https://404again.com/w/dLjYL3tLfni33wVKpZYwQP

TO DO LIST

DURING BIPOLAR MANIA
- start a business
- go to Bali
- find my soul mate
- run a marathon
- start crossfit
- become a doctor

DURING BIPOLAR DEPRESSION
- get out of bed

#bipolar #mentalHealth #depression #notjustsad #hypomania #notjusthappy #mania

Rapid heartbeat, or tachycardia, is a potential symptom associated with schizomania and is one that happens to me frequently.

You'd think I was watching a pulchritudinous female dancer with the lights on most of the time.

Wonder if she likes it.

#Schizomania #mania #anxiety

Here's another great snippet from Ed Zitron's takedown of generative Ai mania:
"Generative AI exists for two reasons: to cost money, and to make executives look busy. It was meant to be the new enterprise software and the new iPhone and the new Netflix all at once, a panacea where software guys pay one hardware guy for GPUs to unlock the incredible value creation of the future."
https://www.wheresyoured.at/the-case-against-generative-ai/
#GenerativeAi #Ai #Business #Software #Bubble #Mania #Capitalism #EdZitron

worried I'll be finding out soon

#bipolar #mania #depression #memes #mood

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Trump did another cray late night Lies Antisocial dump and Gov. Gavin Newsom was totally there for it!

#taco47 #mania

1/2 I played the alto #Saxophone growing up. Originally it was about being in band where all my friends were. I chose sax because it they had one and it looked easier to carrier than everything else. I sucked for at least a year. To sit next to the second chair player (a cutie) I needed to be better: move up the ranks. #Mania helped a lot. Over the summer (leading to high school) I practiced all day (meaning at least eight hours, maybe more), everyday. I played from songbooks. I played to the radio. I just played. When placement for the high school bands rolled around I ended up first chair, ahead even of the seniors. She also ended up first chair … of the concert band. I was first chair of the symphonic band. We weren’t even in the same class. (I won’t go into sitting next to the first chair French horn player, who was kind enough not to notice my crush).

During this time I moved from playing just to manage where I was sitting to playing because I liked what I was making. The music and sound became more important to me than anything else. There were saxophone players I wanted to play like, but that’s not what I wanted to sound like. I wanted to sound like Annie Lennox, Aretha Franklin, there are new names today. I wanted to sound like a French horn. But I did want to play like some of my saxophone heroes. Near the very top, if not the top, was #JayBeckenstein, the front man for #SpyroGyra. I was well under twenty but saw him at Blossom Music Center at least once, possibly more. My friend and I devoured their music. He made me want to play the saxophone.

I wonder, are people from the US (or elsewhere) generally aware of who Shohei Ohtani is?

For a while now, you can’t go *anywhere* in Japan without seeing him.
You want to sell some tea bags? Better slap Ohtani on!

He’s a baseball god, with a face like a shonen manga hero, 193cm tall and 150cm shoulder width. So I actually don’t mind seeing him all the time. But I wonder if people in the US, where he plays, are also sooo crazy about him.

#baseball #ohtani #mania

ChatGPT is pushing people towards mania, psychosis and death

https://www.the-independent.com/tech/chatgpt-psychosis-ai-therapy-chatbot-b2781202.html

#HackerNews #ChatGPT #Mania #MentalHealth #AIConcerns #Psychosis #Awareness

Gespräch mit Chef.
Er weiß nun von meiner Absicht, in die volle Erwerbsminderungsrente zu gehen. Bietet mir an, dass ich, wenn ich wieder in der Lage bin, stundenweise unterstütze. Er mag mich bzw meine Kenntnisse nicht einfach so hergeben.

Ich werde jetzt erstmal wieder gesund...

#bipolar #type2 #mentalHealth #depression #notjustsad #notjusthappy #mania #emr

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