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  1. I wrote a blog post! It's a letter to my past self, from about a year ago when I was a bit manic.

    If you want me to write similar things to you, you can hire me as a "life coach". I won't know your future though 😉

    #mh #MentalHealth #mania #manic #psychosis #neuroSpicy #NeuroDivergent #NeuroDiversity #LetterToMyself

    aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/letter

  2. #people will be all like "don't make jokes about mental illnesses!", "stop being weird about #psychotic or #manic people" and then turn around and make a #post about a #person they saw who was psychotic, manic, etc. and laugh at them and tell their friends about how craaazy of an experience it was.

  3. Downupright – Manic Episode!!

    A concept album about the experience of living thru mania that pulls from all kinds of genres to forge a super high-energy hybrid pop explosion.

    downupright.bandcamp.com/album

    @downupright.bsky.social

    @electronicmusic

    #HybridPop #HyperPop #Mania #Manic

  4. well, it's midnight and I'm still wide awake

    #sleep is a problem for me

    #insomnia sucks, and the possibility that it'll start a #manic episode SUUUUCKS

  5. yep, might be #manic

    but I've got a terrible headache

    I really should be asleep

    why am I like this?

  6. nothing feels real

    going on 50 hours without #sleep

    this is with Lunesta to help

    I don't like it

    being #manic is a wild ride

    but the ride won't stop

    I can't stop it

    wish me luck making it through this

    goddess knows I could use all the luck I can get

    thanks for reading my ranting

  7. oh fuck y'all

    I'm #manic again and it's... kinda awesome?

    I'm washing dishes, programming, doing all the things I normally don't have the time or energy to do

    granted, it comes at the cost that I've been making worse decisions and not sleeping for days

    I understand it's bad, and I'm taking my meds and I'm going to call my psych on Monday, don't worry

    I'm just kinda enjoying it right now

    I didn't realize how depressed I was until it lifted

    #bipolar #mania #depression #meds

  8. @ami_angelwings A little late, but definitely mischievous: Gasoline, as performed by the Evangenitals.

    YT has a couple versions, dirty in Austin, cleaned up at Kulak’s, both rocking. #MoodMusicMonday #manic #CountryMusic #PunkRock

  9. started my new meds today

    going well so far!

    I feel good, even though my day has been kinda shitty

    here's to hoping that this gets the #manic episodes and general #bipolar under control

    then I can focus on my #adhd and #autism lol

  10. being #bipolar is bullshit

    I hate everything and I want to never have existed

    this #mania is kicking my ass

    but more than anything, I am terrified of when it ends

    my #manic episodes always drop me into a deep #depression at the end

    if I'm still alive by the end of the month I'll be surprised

    maybe I'll get lucky and it'll be a long episode

    I want to go home

    but I'm already at home

    I'm so tired

    not physically, physically I've never felt more wide awake

    spiritually

    you know my indigenous grandmother's tribe believed things like bipolar and schizophrenia were sicknesses of the soul

    that you're an old soul nearing its death

    if this is my last reincarnation, I think I'd be okay with that

    I'm so tired

    I'm so, so tired