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  1. This week's blog post is about intrusive thoughts and it starts with: "I am a horrible, disgusting person, idek, what the fuck is WRONG with me" and ends with: "Hey now. What if it wasn't stupid. What if that was how I dealt with it?"

    Join me on a journey where we discover what's behind the negative self talk and despair, where it comes from and how self-compassion resolves it:

    aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/intrus

    #MentalHealth #IntrusiveThoughts #NegativeSelfTalk #SelfHate #SelfCare #SelfLove #Abuse #AbuseSurvivor #incest #cocsa #CSA #suicidalIdeation

  2. I declined because I was ashamed of asking my mom. She would have been thrilled, and supportive. But that just how much I hated myself. That, plus anxietyn plus burn out: I did a really bad deprresion in 2019 which I'm just recovering from, because I didn't take my mental health seriously and concealed my issues from everyone. I got hospitalised three times in 2021 alone #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #selfhate

  3. I declined because I was ashamed of asking my mom. She would have been thrilled, and supportive. But that just how much I hated myself. That, plus anxietyn plus burn out: I did a really bad deprresion in 2019 which I'm just recovering from, because I didn't take my mental health seriously and concealed my issues from everyone. I got hospitalised three times in 2021 alone #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #selfhate

  4. CW: dysphoria, internalized fatphobia, sadposting

    I feel like an ogre a troll a creature who belongs under a bridge in a cave in a swamp in the dark a big lumbering THING with a giant gut dragging its hairy knuckles across the ground that shakes with every step.

    #sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

  5. CW: dysphoria, internalized fatphobia, sadposting

    I've never been small and I never will be small and I hate it I hate it so much I never wanted this I never wanted to be this I'll never have a body I don't hate even if I ever look feminine in other ways it'll always be undermined and overshadowed by how fucking huge I am.

    #sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

  6. CW: dysphoria, internalized fatphobia, sadposting

    I'm seriously like if two Tolkien elves gave birth to a Tolkien dwarf and it's worse than it sounds because I'd much rather be an elf! Being so stocky and big and broad and thick and hairy all over makes me feel so overwhelmingly dysphoric.

    #sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

  7. CW: dysphoria, internalized fatphobia, sadposting

    Apparently my father once went to a Halloween party in drag and thanks in part to his slender build and long legs he passed and even got hit on but no of course he didn't give me any of those traits just his bad eyesight yayyy. 😑

    #sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

  8. CW: dysphoria, internalized fatphobia, sadposting

    Mom was a leggy blonde with big tits who looked like Meryl Streep but did she give me any of those genes? Nope! Just the ADHD and BPD. 😒 Instead I inherited her dad's Mr. Potatohead body and Charlie Brown head. My father's contribution was equally worthless.

    #sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

  9. Harley Quinn, Season 3, Episode 8, "Batman Begins Forever".

    🤦‍♀️ 😅 🎯 No moment in fiction has ever so forcefully held a mirror up to my face.

    I guess there are reasons why this character has resonated with me so hard since I was a small child...

    #harleyquinn #batman #brucewayne #animatedseries #animation #cartoon #cartoons #superhero #superheroes #trauma #guilt #shame #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

  10. CW: Thoughts on the Colorado Springs shooter

    Excuse me, #nonbinary, not #bisexual:

    If the #ColoradoSprings shooter is actually #nonbinary, that does not make them #liberal. It makes them a victim of #selfhate. #Liberalism does not make one self-hating, #Conservative bullying does that.

  11. CW: Thoughts on the Colorado Springs shooter

    If the #ColoradoSprings shooter is actually #bisexual, that does not make them #liberal. It makes them a victim of #selfhate. #Liberalism does not make one self-hating, #Conservative bullying does that.