#sadposting — Public Fediverse posts

I feel ugly

and unworthy.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

I feel like an ogre a troll a creature who belongs under a bridge in a cave in a swamp in the dark a big lumbering THING with a giant gut dragging its hairy knuckles across the ground that shakes with every step.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

I've never been small and I never will be small and I hate it I hate it so much I never wanted this I never wanted to be this I'll never have a body I don't hate even if I ever look feminine in other ways it'll always be undermined and overshadowed by how fucking huge I am.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

I'm seriously like if two Tolkien elves gave birth to a Tolkien dwarf and it's worse than it sounds because I'd much rather be an elf! Being so stocky and big and broad and thick and hairy all over makes me feel so overwhelmingly dysphoric.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

Apparently my father once went to a Halloween party in drag and thanks in part to his slender build and long legs he passed and even got hit on but no of course he didn't give me any of those traits just his bad eyesight yayyy. 😑

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Mom was a leggy blonde with big tits who looked like Meryl Streep but did she give me any of those genes? Nope! Just the ADHD and BPD. 😒 Instead I inherited her dad's Mr. Potatohead body and Charlie Brown head. My father's contribution was equally worthless.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #internalizedfatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #selfhatred #selfloathing

It doesn't feel like there's a "real me". I feel like nothing. People ask me questions about myself and my mind goes blank because there's nothing to me that exists independent of others or their interactions or perceptions.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

It doesn't feel like there's a "real me". I feel like nothing. People ask me questions about myself and my mind goes blank because there's nothing to me that exists independent of others or their interactions or perceptions.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

It doesn't feel like there's a "real me". I feel like nothing. People ask me questions about myself and my mind goes blank because there's nothing to me that exists independent of others or their interactions or perceptions.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

It doesn't feel like there's a "real me". I feel like nothing. People ask me questions about myself and my mind goes blank because there's nothing to me that exists independent of others or their interactions or perceptions.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

It doesn't feel like there's a "real me". I feel like nothing. People ask me questions about myself and my mind goes blank because there's nothing to me that exists independent of others or their interactions or perceptions.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and I feel empty inside. Where most people have a stable, internally-derived sense of self, I have a black hole, a gaping bottomless pit remaining unchanged as it insatiably consumes every particle of affirmation or encouragement anyone wastes on me.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and I feel empty inside. Where most people have a stable, internally-derived sense of self, I have a black hole, a gaping bottomless pit remaining unchanged as it insatiably consumes every particle of affirmation or encouragement anyone wastes on me.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and I feel empty inside. Where most people have a stable, internally-derived sense of self, I have a black hole, a gaping bottomless pit remaining unchanged as it insatiably consumes every particle of affirmation or encouragement anyone wastes on me.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and I feel empty inside. Where most people have a stable, internally-derived sense of self, I have a black hole, a gaping bottomless pit remaining unchanged as it insatiably consumes every particle of affirmation or encouragement anyone wastes on me.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and I feel empty inside. Where most people have a stable, internally-derived sense of self, I have a black hole, a gaping bottomless pit remaining unchanged as it insatiably consumes every particle of affirmation or encouragement anyone wastes on me.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders