#abusesurvivor — Public Fediverse posts

Weekly blog post dropped yesterday!

"UGH is a totally valid opinion!"

Who would you die for? (continuation of last week's conversation with my indoctrinated self: https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/ )

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/who-would-you-die-for-continuation-of-last-weeks-conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/

#MH #MentalHealth #EmotionalAbuse #AbuseSurvivor

Weekly blog post dropped yesterday!

"UGH is a totally valid opinion!"

Who would you die for? (continuation of last week's conversation with my indoctrinated self: https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/ )

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/who-would-you-die-for-continuation-of-last-weeks-conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/

#MH #MentalHealth #EmotionalAbuse #AbuseSurvivor

Weekly blog post dropped yesterday!

"UGH is a totally valid opinion!"

Who would you die for? (continuation of last week's conversation with my indoctrinated self: https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/ )

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/who-would-you-die-for-continuation-of-last-weeks-conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/

#MH #MentalHealth #EmotionalAbuse #AbuseSurvivor

***TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault***

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I was raped at the age of 11 by white men at school.

I'm not looking for sympathy

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent #sexualabuse #blackautistic #blackneurodivergent #blackadhd #blackaushs #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault***

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I was raped at the age of 11 by white men at school.

I'm not looking for sympathy

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent #sexualabuse #blackautistic #blackneurodivergent #blackadhd #blackaushs #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault***

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I was raped at the age of 11 by white men at school.

I'm not looking for sympathy

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent #sexualabuse #blackautistic #blackneurodivergent #blackadhd #blackaushs #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault***

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I was raped at the age of 11 by white men at school.

I'm not looking for sympathy

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent #sexualabuse #blackautistic #blackneurodivergent #blackadhd #blackaushs #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault***

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I was raped at the age of 11 by white men at school.

I'm not looking for sympathy

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent #sexualabuse #blackautistic #blackneurodivergent #blackadhd #blackaushs #blackmastodon

"Matisse: The Cut-Outs. Lorena Bobbitt: The Cut-Offs." Satirical Art with Construction Paper, 1990s. #art #artwork #famousart #famousartwork #matisse #french #france #draughtsman #sculptor #painter #fluid #fluidlines #fluiddrawing #lorenabobbitt #abusesurvivor #sexualabuse #endsexualabuse #equality #sexualeequality #sexismiswrong #victim #believevictims #believethevictim #endsexismtoday #endsexism #satire #joke

"Matisse: The Cut-Outs. Lorena Bobbitt: The Cut-Offs." Satirical Art with Construction Paper, 1990s. #art #artwork #famousart #famousartwork #matisse #french #france #draughtsman #sculptor #painter #fluid #fluidlines #fluiddrawing #lorenabobbitt #abusesurvivor #sexualabuse #endsexualabuse #equality #sexualeequality #sexismiswrong #victim #believevictims #believethevictim #endsexismtoday #endsexism #satire #joke

"Matisse: The Cut-Outs. Lorena Bobbitt: The Cut-Offs." Satirical Art with Construction Paper, 1990s. #art #artwork #famousart #famousartwork #matisse #french #france #draughtsman #sculptor #painter #fluid #fluidlines #fluiddrawing #lorenabobbitt #abusesurvivor #sexualabuse #endsexualabuse #equality #sexualeequality #sexismiswrong #victim #believevictims #believethevictim #endsexismtoday #endsexism #satire #joke

"Matisse: The Cut-Outs. Lorena Bobbitt: The Cut-Offs." Satirical Art with Construction Paper, 1990s. #art #artwork #famousart #famousartwork #matisse #french #france #draughtsman #sculptor #painter #fluid #fluidlines #fluiddrawing #lorenabobbitt #abusesurvivor #sexualabuse #endsexualabuse #equality #sexualeequality #sexismiswrong #victim #believevictims #believethevictim #endsexismtoday #endsexism #satire #joke

"Matisse: The Cut-Outs. Lorena Bobbitt: The Cut-Offs." Satirical Art with Construction Paper, 1990s. #art #artwork #famousart #famousartwork #matisse #french #france #draughtsman #sculptor #painter #fluid #fluidlines #fluiddrawing #lorenabobbitt #abusesurvivor #sexualabuse #endsexualabuse #equality #sexualeequality #sexismiswrong #victim #believevictims #believethevictim #endsexismtoday #endsexism #satire #joke

This weekend I started forcing myself to read more around trauma and I realized that there were times when I was younger when I was triggered but that I didn't understand it then.

What a relief to finally understand those times now. :)

#abusesurvivor

Days after the original NameHim website was taken down, the website now has an open source version that has interactive maps, share features, and doesn't require signup.

#domesticviolenceawareness #pedo #namehim #sexualassaultawareness #abusesurvivor

https://namehim.app/

Days after the original NameHim website was taken down, the website now has an open source version that has interactive maps, share features, and doesn't require signup.

#domesticviolenceawareness #pedo #namehim #sexualassaultawareness #abusesurvivor

https://namehim.app/

Days after the original NameHim website was taken down, the website now has an open source version that has interactive maps, share features, and doesn't require signup.

#domesticviolenceawareness #pedo #namehim #sexualassaultawareness #abusesurvivor

https://namehim.app/

Days after the original NameHim website was taken down, the website now has an open source version that has interactive maps, share features, and doesn't require signup.

#domesticviolenceawareness #pedo #namehim #sexualassaultawareness #abusesurvivor

https://namehim.app/

Days after the original NameHim website was taken down, the website now has an open source version that has interactive maps, share features, and doesn't require signup.

#domesticviolenceawareness #pedo #namehim #sexualassaultawareness #abusesurvivor

https://namehim.app/

***TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault***

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I am non judgmental so I don't see myself as better than anyone. I am happy 99.94% of the time. We're not all how we write.

I asked my brother if there was a way we could avoid his

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#abusesurvivor

***TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault***

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Boston Blue S01E15

reveals a father who abused his daughter

It brought me to tears

I was raped at the age of 11 by unknown white men. I'm not looking for sympathy.

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent

I live in the Now according to Eckhart Tolle so I had no expectations of change before beginning the therapy. I was just open to the experience.

I have AuDHD so I can't collate all the changes from the therapy in my mind in a single moment; but this is what

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#abusesurvivor

***TRIGGER WARNING***

One of my childhood friends had a post about Elvis on their page.

I sourced an interview with John Lennon stating that Elvis had culturally appropriated Black Music:

https://mastodon.social/@audubonballroon/114011995574701949

They unfriended me.

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent

***TRIGGER WARNING***

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Titicut Follies released in 1967

[I was raped at the age of 11 by white men.]

starts with interviewing a young white man who abused a 11 year old child

Difficult to watch.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0062374

#movie #abusesurvivor #mentalhealth

Somebody else said:

"Grounding is so, so important because when we can feel ourselves in our body in the present moment, if you can feel yourself in your body watching me now and know that where you are is now, then you don't fear being in the then,

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#abusesurvivor #ptsd

Alone and not alone: Implications for clinicians working with male survivors of childhood sexual abuse

https://icsatoday.substack.com/p/alone-and-not-alone-implications

#CSA #therapy #MaleSurvivors #AbuseSurvivor

Alone and not alone: Implications for clinicians working with male survivors of childhood sexual abuse

https://icsatoday.substack.com/p/alone-and-not-alone-implications

#CSA #therapy #MaleSurvivors #AbuseSurvivor

Alone and not alone: Implications for clinicians working with male survivors of childhood sexual abuse

https://icsatoday.substack.com/p/alone-and-not-alone-implications

#CSA #therapy #MaleSurvivors #AbuseSurvivor

I wrote a computer program to scrape the internet for deaths in pig custody, Black historical figures etc.

I now have a list of 29,000 ish such dates.

When I saw it was Diana Ross's birthday today,

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#selfdevelopment #therapy #abusesurvivor #authenticity #blackmusic #blackmastodon

Someone else said:

No one saw the three panic attacks that I had before I got to work in the morning. They just saw that I got to work late.

#abusesurvivor

***TRIGGER WARNING***

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My brother asked me on January 10th where I had been raped at the age of 11. When I replied that it had been at his beloved school, he replied that he

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#abusesurvivor #blackautism #blackadhd #blackneurodivergent #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING***

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My brother asked me on January 10th where I had been raped at the age of 11. When I replied that it had been at his beloved school, he replied that he

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#abusesurvivor #blackautism #blackadhd #blackneurodivergent #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING***

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My brother asked me on January 10th where I had been raped at the age of 11. When I replied that it had been at his beloved school, he replied that he

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#abusesurvivor #blackautism #blackadhd #blackneurodivergent #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING***

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My brother asked me on January 10th where I had been raped at the age of 11. When I replied that it had been at his beloved school, he replied that he

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#abusesurvivor #blackautism #blackadhd #blackneurodivergent #blackmastodon

***TRIGGER WARNING***

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My brother asked me on January 10th where I had been raped at the age of 11. When I replied that it had been at his beloved school, he replied that he

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#abusesurvivor #blackautism #blackadhd #blackneurodivergent #blackmastodon

Safeline who provide the free therapy for me have asked me how they can reach the marginalized.

The first thing I've suggested is that they disassociate themselves from the pigs.

#abusesurvivor

My Mom is 86.

***TRIGGER WARNING***

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I recently told my mum that I was raped as a child.

It is very upsetting for me that my Mom has to carry this around with her.

I'm not looking for sympathy.

#abusesurvivor

***TRIGGER WARNING***

I'm autistic.

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The therapy explains that there are three types of rape predators. I was raped by psychopaths - someone who knows what they're doing is wrong and picks on the

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#abusesurvivor #blackneurodivergent #blackmastodon

I'm still surprised when someone I don't know is kind to me.

**TRIGGER WARNING**

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I was raped at the age of 11 by white men. I remember that they were thoroughly enjoying themselves.

#abusesurvivor

**TRIGGER WARNING**

Being in therapy...

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#abusesurvivor

Another thing I get from social media is that it can prompt me to discover things about myself that help me on my metaphysical journey.

Another form of #blacktravel

Just now someone asked me if I was in therapy and

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#selfdevelopment #abusesurvivor #neurodivergent #blackmastodon

**TRIGGER WARNING***

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I was raped at the age of 11 by white men. One of the side effects of this is that my mind is protecting me from the experience by making me have a bad memory. I FORGET SOME THINGS AFTER A FEW HOURS.

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#abusesurvivor

**TRIGGER WARNING**

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I'm revising my therapy notes to get the most out of them before the therapy ends on April 2nd. My therapist explained to me that only what I say in our sessions is confidential which is standard

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#abusesurvivor

**TRIGGER WARNING**

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I have shared some of the reasons why I publicly share being raped at the age of 11 before. Another is that I'm 58 so there's no guarantee that I'll see tomorrow; so why hold

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#abusesurvivor #erichfromm #blackpeople #blackmastodon

Run Away S01E04 released in 2026 set in uk

They kill the white woman [sic fux] who physically abused them as children.

[Good.]

features Black Characters mostly positively including a Black Business Owner. Thank you

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt9169516

#tv #greattv #abusesurvivor

The Black Guelph released in 2022 set in Ireland

alludes to child abuse

I started crying.

I'm 58.

I'm not looking for sympathy.

A hard movie to watch and keep watching.

I don't give up.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt13502308

#movie #abusesurvivor #blackpeople #blackmastodon

**TRIGGER WARNING**

This might be very graphic depending on your perspective.

I experienced a huge amount of racism growing up.

At Uni a friend shared his experience with domestic violence against his Mom.

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#genderbasedviolence #abusesurvivor #blackpeople #blackmastodon

**TRIGGER WARNING**

This might be very graphic depending on your perspective.

I experienced a huge amount of racism growing up.

At Uni a friend shared his experience with domestic violence against his Mom.

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#genderbasedviolence #abusesurvivor #blackpeople #blackmastodon

**TRIGGER WARNING**

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Today I made my first post to Facebook groups for those who have been raped etc

I had a lot of anxiety around doing so.

I did not go back and check whether my posts were accepted.

Instead I return to the Now.

Men forced their p****** into me. It's a hard thing to live with; but I refuse to give in.

#abusesurvivor

Survivors are everywhere & we take care of each other.

Abusers are everywhere & they enable each other (& claim to be the real victims).

They have no idea how strong & resilient we really are. When your focus is on centering healing & collective care, rather than ego & dominance, you rise together—in fact, you fly 🦋

The friendships & networks we forge are truly unstoppable.

#survivor #abusesurvivor #dvsurvivor #domesticviolence #intimatepartnerviolence