#dysphoria — Public Fediverse posts

Hulking Out

I’m currently re-watching She-Hulk: Attorney At Law. I originally watched it when it was released in 2022, one year before my egg cracked. This time through, I’m getting a lot more out of it. Jennifer Walters’ story is about more than just a lawyer who transforms into a big green superhero—it’s a thoughtfully written transition allegory. 

Throughout the story, Jen goes through a lot of the same psychological challenges that I have as I’ve transitioned, and the seventh episode of the first season really drives that point home. She has made her way out to a ranch owned by Emil Blonsky (the Abomination) to check on him. His ranch is a wellness retreat for super-enabled people, two of whom damage her car while “working out their issues.”

While she’s waiting for a tow truck, she wanders around, desperately trying to get a cell signal to see if she has received a message from a man, Josh, who ghosted her after three dates, and she stumbles into a group therapy session, where one of the participants was part of a group who tried to mug her to steal her DNA. Naturally, she hulks out and throws him around a bit before the others convince her to join the session and work on her anger issues—as well as her dating issues. Throughout the session, she remains in Hulk form. 

The reason Josh affects her so much is because he was the first person who seemed to appreciate her as just Jen, without even mentioning She-Hulk. The group finally convinces her to delete Josh’s number because they think she’s a pretty great person inside, without her Hulk exterior. She transforms back into Jen, and feels accepted. 

As soon as she transformed, the thought came to me: I do that. I wear my gender presentation as a shield. Or rather, I still do that. My male persona was an ill-fitting shield against a world that I was convinced would not accept the real me. 

Then I realized, we all do that. We all wear our gender as a shield. And do you know who does it the most? Strictly binary cisgender men. Any crack in their manly armor is seen as an unforgivable weakness, a chance for other men to pounce on them and hurl feminizing insults at them. 

I’m becoming more and more comfortable with my nonbinary nature, but I still feel protected when I wear makeup, affirming clothes, and especially when I wear a wig to cover my strongest source of dysphoria (although even that is reducing as it grows out). When people don’t really know me, that superficial layer helps them see that I’m just one of the girls. But I’m very aware that once people get to know me, they see who I am no matter how I’m dressed…for the most part, but that’s another article. 

I’m very thankful that I understand the mutability of gender, and how tenuous the human binary concept really is. But most of the world still has a lot of trouble grasping that. So I’ll continue to wear my gender, especially in situations where it’s important for new people to see who I am. But as Jen realized at the end of the episode, I know that people appreciate my inner self, and that always shines through. 

Hulking Out

I’m currently re-watching She-Hulk: Attorney At Law. I originally watched it when it was released in 2022, one year before my egg cracked. This time through, I’m getting a lot more out of it. Jennifer Walters’ story is about more than just a lawyer who transforms into a big green superhero—it’s a thoughtfully written transition allegory. 

Throughout the story, Jen goes through a lot of the same psychological challenges that I have as I’ve transitioned, and the seventh episode of the first season really drives that point home. She has made her way out to a ranch owned by Emil Blonsky (the Abomination) to check on him. His ranch is a wellness retreat for super-enabled people, two of whom damage her car while “working out their issues.”

While she’s waiting for a tow truck, she wanders around, desperately trying to get a cell signal to see if she has received a message from a man, Josh, who ghosted her after three dates, and she stumbles into a group therapy session, where one of the participants was part of a group who tried to mug her to steal her DNA. Naturally, she hulks out and throws him around a bit before the others convince her to join the session and work on her anger issues—as well as her dating issues. Throughout the session, she remains in Hulk form. 

The reason Josh affects her so much is because he was the first person who seemed to appreciate her as just Jen, without even mentioning She-Hulk. The group finally convinces her to delete Josh’s number because they think she’s a pretty great person inside, without her Hulk exterior. She transforms back into Jen, and feels accepted. 

As soon as she transformed, the thought came to me: I do that. I wear my gender presentation as a shield. Or rather, I still do that. My male persona was an ill-fitting shield against a world that I was convinced would not accept the real me. 

Then I realized, we all do that. We all wear our gender as a shield. And do you know who does it the most? Strictly binary cisgender men. Any crack in their manly armor is seen as an unforgivable weakness, a chance for other men to pounce on them and hurl feminizing insults at them. 

I’m becoming more and more comfortable with my nonbinary nature, but I still feel protected when I wear makeup, affirming clothes, and especially when I wear a wig to cover my strongest source of dysphoria (although even that is reducing as it grows out). When people don’t really know me, that superficial layer helps them see that I’m just one of the girls. But I’m very aware that once people get to know me, they see who I am no matter how I’m dressed…for the most part, but that’s another article. 

I’m very thankful that I understand the mutability of gender, and how tenuous the human binary concept really is. But most of the world still has a lot of trouble grasping that. So I’ll continue to wear my gender, especially in situations where it’s important for new people to see who I am. But as Jen realized at the end of the episode, I know that people appreciate my inner self, and that always shines through. 

Hulking Out

I’m currently re-watching She-Hulk: Attorney At Law. I originally watched it when it was released in 2022, one year before my egg cracked. This time through, I’m getting a lot more out of it. Jennifer Walters’ story is about more than just a lawyer who transforms into a big green superhero—it’s a thoughtfully written transition allegory. 

Throughout the story, Jen goes through a lot of the same psychological challenges that I have as I’ve transitioned, and the seventh episode of the first season really drives that point home. She has made her way out to a ranch owned by Emil Blonsky (the Abomination) to check on him. His ranch is a wellness retreat for super-enabled people, two of whom damage her car while “working out their issues.”

While she’s waiting for a tow truck, she wanders around, desperately trying to get a cell signal to see if she has received a message from a man, Josh, who ghosted her after three dates, and she stumbles into a group therapy session, where one of the participants was part of a group who tried to mug her to steal her DNA. Naturally, she hulks out and throws him around a bit before the others convince her to join the session and work on her anger issues—as well as her dating issues. Throughout the session, she remains in Hulk form. 

The reason Josh affects her so much is because he was the first person who seemed to appreciate her as just Jen, without even mentioning She-Hulk. The group finally convinces her to delete Josh’s number because they think she’s a pretty great person inside, without her Hulk exterior. She transforms back into Jen, and feels accepted. 

As soon as she transformed, the thought came to me: I do that. I wear my gender presentation as a shield. Or rather, I still do that. My male persona was an ill-fitting shield against a world that I was convinced would not accept the real me. 

Then I realized, we all do that. We all wear our gender as a shield. And do you know who does it the most? Strictly binary cisgender men. Any crack in their manly armor is seen as an unforgivable weakness, a chance for other men to pounce on them and hurl feminizing insults at them. 

I’m becoming more and more comfortable with my nonbinary nature, but I still feel protected when I wear makeup, affirming clothes, and especially when I wear a wig to cover my strongest source of dysphoria (although even that is reducing as it grows out). When people don’t really know me, that superficial layer helps them see that I’m just one of the girls. But I’m very aware that once people get to know me, they see who I am no matter how I’m dressed…for the most part, but that’s another article. 

I’m very thankful that I understand the mutability of gender, and how tenuous the human binary concept really is. But most of the world still has a lot of trouble grasping that. So I’ll continue to wear my gender, especially in situations where it’s important for new people to see who I am. But as Jen realized at the end of the episode, I know that people appreciate my inner self, and that always shines through. 

Hulking Out

I’m currently re-watching She-Hulk: Attorney At Law. I originally watched it when it was released in 2022, one year before my egg cracked. This time through, I’m getting a lot more out of it. Jennifer Walters’ story is about more than just a lawyer who transforms into a big green superhero—it’s a thoughtfully written transition allegory. 

Throughout the story, Jen goes through a lot of the same psychological challenges that I have as I’ve transitioned, and the seventh episode of the first season really drives that point home. She has made her way out to a ranch owned by Emil Blonsky (the Abomination) to check on him. His ranch is a wellness retreat for super-enabled people, two of whom damage her car while “working out their issues.”

While she’s waiting for a tow truck, she wanders around, desperately trying to get a cell signal to see if she has received a message from a man, Josh, who ghosted her after three dates, and she stumbles into a group therapy session, where one of the participants was part of a group who tried to mug her to steal her DNA. Naturally, she hulks out and throws him around a bit before the others convince her to join the session and work on her anger issues—as well as her dating issues. Throughout the session, she remains in Hulk form. 

The reason Josh affects her so much is because he was the first person who seemed to appreciate her as just Jen, without even mentioning She-Hulk. The group finally convinces her to delete Josh’s number because they think she’s a pretty great person inside, without her Hulk exterior. She transforms back into Jen, and feels accepted. 

As soon as she transformed, the thought came to me: I do that. I wear my gender presentation as a shield. Or rather, I still do that. My male persona was an ill-fitting shield against a world that I was convinced would not accept the real me. 

Then I realized, we all do that. We all wear our gender as a shield. And do you know who does it the most? Strictly binary cisgender men. Any crack in their manly armor is seen as an unforgivable weakness, a chance for other men to pounce on them and hurl feminizing insults at them. 

I’m becoming more and more comfortable with my nonbinary nature, but I still feel protected when I wear makeup, affirming clothes, and especially when I wear a wig to cover my strongest source of dysphoria (although even that is reducing as it grows out). When people don’t really know me, that superficial layer helps them see that I’m just one of the girls. But I’m very aware that once people get to know me, they see who I am no matter how I’m dressed…for the most part, but that’s another article. 

I’m very thankful that I understand the mutability of gender, and how tenuous the human binary concept really is. But most of the world still has a lot of trouble grasping that. So I’ll continue to wear my gender, especially in situations where it’s important for new people to see who I am. But as Jen realized at the end of the episode, I know that people appreciate my inner self, and that always shines through. 

Hulking Out

I’m currently re-watching She-Hulk: Attorney At Law. I originally watched it when it was released in 2022, one year before my egg cracked. This time through, I’m getting a lot more out of it. Jennifer Walters’ story is about more than just a lawyer who transforms into a big green superhero—it’s a thoughtfully written transition allegory. 

Throughout the story, Jen goes through a lot of the same psychological challenges that I have as I’ve transitioned, and the seventh episode of the first season really drives that point home. She has made her way out to a ranch owned by Emil Blonsky (the Abomination) to check on him. His ranch is a wellness retreat for super-enabled people, two of whom damage her car while “working out their issues.”

While she’s waiting for a tow truck, she wanders around, desperately trying to get a cell signal to see if she has received a message from a man, Josh, who ghosted her after three dates, and she stumbles into a group therapy session, where one of the participants was part of a group who tried to mug her to steal her DNA. Naturally, she hulks out and throws him around a bit before the others convince her to join the session and work on her anger issues—as well as her dating issues. Throughout the session, she remains in Hulk form. 

The reason Josh affects her so much is because he was the first person who seemed to appreciate her as just Jen, without even mentioning She-Hulk. The group finally convinces her to delete Josh’s number because they think she’s a pretty great person inside, without her Hulk exterior. She transforms back into Jen, and feels accepted. 

As soon as she transformed, the thought came to me: I do that. I wear my gender presentation as a shield. Or rather, I still do that. My male persona was an ill-fitting shield against a world that I was convinced would not accept the real me. 

Then I realized, we all do that. We all wear our gender as a shield. And do you know who does it the most? Strictly binary cisgender men. Any crack in their manly armor is seen as an unforgivable weakness, a chance for other men to pounce on them and hurl feminizing insults at them. 

I’m becoming more and more comfortable with my nonbinary nature, but I still feel protected when I wear makeup, affirming clothes, and especially when I wear a wig to cover my strongest source of dysphoria (although even that is reducing as it grows out). When people don’t really know me, that superficial layer helps them see that I’m just one of the girls. But I’m very aware that once people get to know me, they see who I am no matter how I’m dressed…for the most part, but that’s another article. 

I’m very thankful that I understand the mutability of gender, and how tenuous the human binary concept really is. But most of the world still has a lot of trouble grasping that. So I’ll continue to wear my gender, especially in situations where it’s important for new people to see who I am. But as Jen realized at the end of the episode, I know that people appreciate my inner self, and that always shines through. 

I need to move to PEI to get FFS.

Any idea about how to do this?

Is social government help enough? U folks have food banks there?

I can't really function anymore. My mental health is fucked. I'm suicidal every fuckin day.

I can't find a job like this anyways...

I'm really open for every shit. I'm even okay with sex work or whatever the fuck. I just want to get rid of my dysphoria I can't really keep going anymore.

#PEI #Canada #Canadian #AskFediCanada #AskFedi #AskFediverse #Mastodon #AskMastodon #trans #lgbt #queer #transgender #transsexual #FFS #transphobia #MutualAid #help #LocationMaxxing #SexWork #Dysphoria #GenderDyshoria #SexDysphoria

I need to move to PEI to get FFS.

Any idea about how to do this?

Is social government help enough? U folks have food banks there?

I can't really function anymore. My mental health is fucked. I'm suicidal every fuckin day.

I can't find a job like this anyways...

I'm really open for every shit. I'm even okay with sex work or whatever the fuck. I just want to get rid of my dysphoria I can't really keep going anymore.

#PEI #Canada #Canadian #AskFediCanada #AskFedi #AskFediverse #Mastodon #AskMastodon #trans #lgbt #queer #transgender #transsexual #FFS #transphobia #MutualAid #help #LocationMaxxing #SexWork #Dysphoria #GenderDyshoria #SexDysphoria

I need to move to PEI to get FFS.

Any idea about how to do this?

Is social government help enough? U folks have food banks there?

I can't really function anymore. My mental health is fucked. I'm suicidal every fuckin day.

I can't find a job like this anyways...

I'm really open for every shit. I'm even okay with sex work or whatever the fuck. I just want to get rid of my dysphoria I can't really keep going anymore.

#PEI #Canada #Canadian #AskFediCanada #AskFedi #AskFediverse #Mastodon #AskMastodon #trans #lgbt #queer #transgender #transsexual #FFS #transphobia #MutualAid #help #LocationMaxxing #SexWork #Dysphoria #GenderDyshoria #SexDysphoria

Queensland hospital settles dispute with psychiatrist Dr Jillian Spencer over gender care

A psychiatrist who was suspended from the Queensland Children’s Hospital three years ago for criticising the facility’s gender…
#Australia #AU #Austrlia #childrenshealthqueensland #DrJillianSpencer #dysphoria #gender #qhs #QLD #Queensland #queenslandchildrenshospital
https://www.europesays.com/australia/52570/

Dysphoria, a play in one act

"You should do this."

"Why?"

"Because you are a man, of course!"

"I've got a counterproposal."

"Oh?"

"Yes. You should shut up."

"Oh yeah? And why is this?"

"Because you are a jerk, of course."

[Curtain]

#dysphoria #jerks #gender

Dysphoria, a play in one act

"You should do this."

"Why?"

"Because you are a man, of course!"

"I've got a counterproposal."

"Oh?"

"Yes. You should shut up."

"Oh yeah? And why is this?"

"Because you are a jerk, of course."

[Curtain]

#dysphoria #jerks #gender

Dysphoria, a play in one act

"You should do this."

"Why?"

"Because you are a man, of course!"

"I've got a counterproposal."

"Oh?"

"Yes. You should shut up."

"Oh yeah? And why is this?"

"Because you are a jerk, of course."

[Curtain]

#dysphoria #jerks #gender

Dysphoria, a play in one act

"You should do this."

"Why?"

"Because you are a man, of course!"

"I've got a counterproposal."

"Oh?"

"Yes. You should shut up."

"Oh yeah? And why is this?"

"Because you are a jerk, of course."

[Curtain]

#dysphoria #jerks #gender

Gremlins have been biting my ovaries all day and I don't much care for it.

As a trans man who's been on testosterone for 19 years, this pain should not be occurring.

#dysphoria

Gremlins have been biting my ovaries all day and I don't much care for it.

As a trans man who's been on testosterone for 19 years, this pain should not be occurring.

#dysphoria

Gremlins have been biting my ovaries all day and I don't much care for it.

As a trans man who's been on testosterone for 19 years, this pain should not be occurring.

#dysphoria

It is wild what dysphoria can do to you.

For years, I refused to wear shorts outside no matter how hot it was, just because I felt terrible about my body. Today, I will go out in shorts for the first time in ages, and I still feel nervous about it even though I know most people will now view me as a dude.

I am still fat, and still me. But now I am determined to let go of those restrictions I held onto for so long just because dysphoria made me feel so bad all the time.

#dysphoria #trans #enby

It is wild what dysphoria can do to you.

For years, I refused to wear shorts outside no matter how hot it was, just because I felt terrible about my body. Today, I will go out in shorts for the first time in ages, and I still feel nervous about it even though I know most people will now view me as a dude.

I am still fat, and still me. But now I am determined to let go of those restrictions I held onto for so long just because dysphoria made me feel so bad all the time.

#dysphoria #trans #enby

It is wild what dysphoria can do to you.

For years, I refused to wear shorts outside no matter how hot it was, just because I felt terrible about my body. Today, I will go out in shorts for the first time in ages, and I still feel nervous about it even though I know most people will now view me as a dude.

I am still fat, and still me. But now I am determined to let go of those restrictions I held onto for so long just because dysphoria made me feel so bad all the time.

#dysphoria #trans #enby

It is wild what dysphoria can do to you.

For years, I refused to wear shorts outside no matter how hot it was, just because I felt terrible about my body. Today, I will go out in shorts for the first time in ages, and I still feel nervous about it even though I know most people will now view me as a dude.

I am still fat, and still me. But now I am determined to let go of those restrictions I held onto for so long just because dysphoria made me feel so bad all the time.

#dysphoria #trans #enby

Is there music that alleviates your dysphoria?

https://piefed.blahaj.zone/c/mtf/p/829848/is-there-music-that-alleviates-your-dysphoria

Is there music that alleviates your dysphoria?

https://piefed.blahaj.zone/c/mtf/p/829848/is-there-music-that-alleviates-your-dysphoria

Is there music that alleviates your dysphoria?

https://piefed.blahaj.zone/c/mtf/p/829848/is-there-music-that-alleviates-your-dysphoria

Is there music that alleviates your dysphoria?

https://piefed.blahaj.zone/c/mtf/p/829848/is-there-music-that-alleviates-your-dysphoria

Is there music that alleviates your dysphoria?

https://piefed.blahaj.zone/c/mtf/p/829848/is-there-music-that-alleviates-your-dysphoria

[Venting, neutral] Finally got referred

AMAB 37 Sweden

After an arduous back and forth between my local clinic, four different physicians, one tax funded psychiatrist and one private counsellor, I finally met a doctor at my local clinic who simply listened. I felt no need whatsoever to defend myself or to explain myself to death, as these things otherwise usually go in this country’s health care system. They told me that the depression and anxiety disorders that I had been diagnosed with a few years back can display similar symptoms to gender dysphoria. Also, the traditional treatments for depression and anxiety - therapy and medication - had not yielded the desired effects, which they deemd to be yet another indication that referring me to a gender identity clinic would be “worth it”. Gee thanks… -_-

I felt both happy and empty on the inside, at the same time. It was like a huge weight fell off of me, but I had never imagined that somebody would every take my desire to be able to love myself seriously, so I was in some sort of shock, I guess.

All in all, the referral is away, and now I’m waiting to hear from the specialist clinic.

Cheers (with coffee).

Ich mochte schon immer übergroße Kleidung. Vor allem Pullis. Die haben so einen Kuschel-Vibe.
Jahrelang dachte ich, dass ich einfach nur den Skater-Stil aus den 90ern mag. Dann hab ich meine Gender-Dysphorie entdeckt und bemerkt, dass ich übergroße Kleidung mag, weil sie meinen Körper verdeckt.
In meinem Dysphoria-Pulli bin ich formlos, kann alles sein und mich darin verstecken wie in einem Schildkrötenpanzer
Außerdem ist er kuschelig.
#transgender #dysphoria

Ich mag Spiegel nicht. Klar schau ich regelmäßig in einen rein. Muss ja. Körperpflege ist wichtig.
Immer wenn ich mein Spiegelbild sehe, sehe ich nicht mich. Also ich sehe schon die Person die ich bin, aber es fühlt sich irgendwie falsch an. Wie im Charaktermenü von Fallout3.
Ja, das bin ich, aber eben nur dieser Fleischanzug den ich durch die Gegend steuere. Ein Gesicht das mich an einen ungeliebten Vorfahren erinnert und ein Bart der einen Teil verdeckt.
Aber nicht ich.
#transgender #dysphoria

Mother Earth herself reels with dysphoria as her true self is stripped away and smothered by the petrosexoracial regime's teleological violence. We will live in constant contradiction until we collectively adopt an ecological mindset. #dysphoria #dysphoriamundi #socialecology #ecology

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