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  1. #intelligence #flashbacks Mindful Echoes + Interwoven Narratives - Complexity = Unveiling Patterns. 🧠 scrollbots.com

  2. Dealing with trauma

    I will be honest, finally, to myself... I am not doing OK. Many of you who have been following my posts here may have known for a long time, I guess. And, to be fair, I knew it too. I have written about the emotions, grief, guilt, pain, nightmares, struggles with my recovery, exercises, and weight... And I have tried to find solutions. I dove into all the into I could find about autistic burnout, so that I could find a wat to deal with it and so, hopefully, recover. And I feel like the burnout bit did recover for a part. But, the symptoms that remained, those became stronger and more controlling, instead of also slowly becoming less. They became more overwhelming, more powerful, and way harder to deal with. My sleep started getting less good, I had more flashbacks and nightmares, I felt like I was unworthy, I didn't feel like it (life, I mean) had any use at all... Some of my muscles have forgotten how to relax, causing me much discomfort. But whatever my PT and I try... They remain hard and tight, as the nervous system keeps the muscle contracted as a guarding reflex. So yeah, I am definitely not doing fine, whatever I may say or try to act as... And now, it is time to learn more, and then, be brave enough to ask for help. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  3. Dealing with trauma

    I will be honest, finally, to myself... I am not doing OK. Many of you who have been following my posts here may have known for a long time, I guess. And, to be fair, I knew it too. I have written about the emotions, grief, guilt, pain, nightmares, struggles with my recovery, exercises, and weight... And I have tried to find solutions. I dove into all the into I could find about autistic burnout, so that I could find a wat to deal with it and so, hopefully, recover. And I feel like the burnout bit did recover for a part. But, the symptoms that remained, those became stronger and more controlling, instead of also slowly becoming less. They became more overwhelming, more powerful, and way harder to deal with. My sleep started getting less good, I had more flashbacks and nightmares, I felt like I was unworthy, I didn't feel like it (life, I mean) had any use at all... Some of my muscles have forgotten how to relax, causing me much discomfort. But whatever my PT and I try... They remain hard and tight, as the nervous system keeps the muscle contracted as a guarding reflex. So yeah, I am definitely not doing fine, whatever I may say or try to act as... And now, it is time to learn more, and then, be brave enough to ask for help. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  4. Dealing with trauma

    I will be honest, finally, to myself... I am not doing OK. Many of you who have been following my posts here may have known for a long time, I guess. And, to be fair, I knew it too. I have written about the emotions, grief, guilt, pain, nightmares, struggles with my recovery, exercises, and weight... And I have tried to find solutions. I dove into all the into I could find about autistic burnout, so that I could find a wat to deal with it and so, hopefully, recover. And I feel like the burnout bit did recover for a part. But, the symptoms that remained, those became stronger and more controlling, instead of also slowly becoming less. They became more overwhelming, more powerful, and way harder to deal with. My sleep started getting less good, I had more flashbacks and nightmares, I felt like I was unworthy, I didn't feel like it (life, I mean) had any use at all... Some of my muscles have forgotten how to relax, causing me much discomfort. But whatever my PT and I try... They remain hard and tight, as the nervous system keeps the muscle contracted as a guarding reflex. So yeah, I am definitely not doing fine, whatever I may say or try to act as... And now, it is time to learn more, and then, be brave enough to ask for help. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  5. Dealing with trauma

    I will be honest, finally, to myself... I am not doing OK. Many of you who have been following my posts here may have known for a long time, I guess. And, to be fair, I knew it too. I have written about the emotions, grief, guilt, pain, nightmares, struggles with my recovery, exercises, and weight... And I have tried to find solutions. I dove into all the into I could find about autistic burnout, so that I could find a wat to deal with it and so, hopefully, recover. And I feel like the burnout bit did recover for a part. But, the symptoms that remained, those became stronger and more controlling, instead of also slowly becoming less. They became more overwhelming, more powerful, and way harder to deal with. My sleep started getting less good, I had more flashbacks and nightmares, I felt like I was unworthy, I didn't feel like it (life, I mean) had any use at all... Some of my muscles have forgotten how to relax, causing me much discomfort. But whatever my PT and I try... They remain hard and tight, as the nervous system keeps the muscle contracted as a guarding reflex. So yeah, I am definitely not doing fine, whatever I may say or try to act as... And now, it is time to learn more, and then, be brave enough to ask for help. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  6. Dealing with trauma

    I will be honest, finally, to myself... I am not doing OK. Many of you who have been following my posts here may have known for a long time, I guess. And, to be fair, I knew it too. I have written about the emotions, grief, guilt, pain, nightmares, struggles with my recovery, exercises, and weight... And I have tried to find solutions. I dove into all the into I could find about autistic burnout, so that I could find a wat to deal with it and so, hopefully, recover. And I feel like the burnout bit did recover for a part. But, the symptoms that remained, those became stronger and more controlling, instead of also slowly becoming less. They became more overwhelming, more powerful, and way harder to deal with. My sleep started getting less good, I had more flashbacks and nightmares, I felt like I was unworthy, I didn't feel like it (life, I mean) had any use at all... Some of my muscles have forgotten how to relax, causing me much discomfort. But whatever my PT and I try... They remain hard and tight, as the nervous system keeps the muscle contracted as a guarding reflex. So yeah, I am definitely not doing fine, whatever I may say or try to act as... And now, it is time to learn more, and then, be brave enough to ask for help. […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  7. My photography escapades have fallen by the wayside of late due to many reasons, I have a few revolving ideas that I'm working on. Here are some #flashbacks as proof of life 😁 #photographylovers #PhotographyIsArt #waltermittyproject

  8. My photography escapades have fallen by the wayside of late due to many reasons, I have a few revolving ideas that I'm working on. Here are some #flashbacks as proof of life 😁 #photographylovers #PhotographyIsArt #waltermittyproject #itbelongsinamuseum

  9. My photography escapades have fallen by the wayside of late due to many reasons, I have a few revolving ideas that I'm working on. Here are some #flashbacks as proof of life 😁 #photographylovers #PhotographyIsArt #waltermittyproject #itbelongsinamuseum

  10. My photography escapades have fallen by the wayside of late due to many reasons, I have a few revolving ideas that I'm working on. Here are some #flashbacks as proof of life 😁 #photographylovers #PhotographyIsArt #waltermittyproject #itbelongsinamuseum

  11. My photography escapades have fallen by the wayside of late due to many reasons, I have a few revolving ideas that I'm working on. Here are some #flashbacks as proof of life 😁 #photographylovers #PhotographyIsArt #waltermittyproject #itbelongsinamuseum

  12. The fourth…

    As many of you who have followed this blog site for a while will know, my bestest soulmate unfortunately passed away on July 4th 2025. It's been a little over 4 months now, and I still miss her like crazy. I always knew that she was special, that she gave me so much more than I could ever try to give back to her. But, I tried with all my power, abilities, money, and love... But, as time without her passes by, I realize more and more that she did so much more than I thought! So many things where I feel I may have taken things for granted, just because her intuition was just right and she knew my needs even better than I did. And, of course, I tried my best to provide to all her needs and wants as well. I may have spoiled her a bit, but now I wonder if it was enough... It's been a few days since it was the 4th. As I am a night owl, I am often awake during the night, enjoying the calm and darkness. But the night of July 3 going on 4, plagued by pain and trauma, I was awake with Arwen, and I saw her struggles and uneasiness. It hurt me to see her like that, and I knew I had to call the vet ASAP in the morning. I wrote a blog that night (Will this be it?), fearing that I was going to lose her. And, unfortunately, I was right, and she passed away with my mum and me at her side around 9:30 that Friday morning. 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  13. The fourth…

    As many of you who have followed this blog site for a while will know, my bestest soulmate unfortunately passed away on July 4th 2025. It's been a little over 4 months now, and I still miss her like crazy. I always knew that she was special, that she gave me so much more than I could ever try to give back to her. But, I tried with all my power, abilities, money, and love... But, as time without her passes by, I realize more and more that she did so much more than I thought! So many things where I feel I may have taken things for granted, just because her intuition was just right and she knew my needs even better than I did. And, of course, I tried my best to provide to all her needs and wants as well. I may have spoiled her a bit, but now I wonder if it was enough... It's been a few days since it was the 4th. As I am a night owl, I am often awake during the night, enjoying the calm and darkness. But the night of July 3 going on 4, plagued by pain and trauma, I was awake with Arwen, and I saw her struggles and uneasiness. It hurt me to see her like that, and I knew I had to call the vet ASAP in the morning. I wrote a blog that night (Will this be it?), fearing that I was going to lose her. And, unfortunately, I was right, and she passed away with my mum and me at her side around 9:30 that Friday morning. 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  14. The fourth…

    As many of you who have followed this blog site for a while will know, my bestest soulmate unfortunately passed away on July 4th 2025. It's been a little over 4 months now, and I still miss her like crazy. I always knew that she was special, that she gave me so much more than I could ever try to give back to her. But, I tried with all my power, abilities, money, and love... But, as time without her passes by, I realize more and more that she did so much more than I thought! So many things where I feel I may have taken things for granted, just because her intuition was just right and she knew my needs even better than I did. And, of course, I tried my best to provide to all her needs and wants as well. I may have spoiled her a bit, but now I wonder if it was enough... It's been a few days since it was the 4th. As I am a night owl, I am often awake during the night, enjoying the calm and darkness. But the night of July 3 going on 4, plagued by pain and trauma, I was awake with Arwen, and I saw her struggles and uneasiness. It hurt me to see her like that, and I knew I had to call the vet ASAP in the morning. I wrote a blog that night (Will this be it?), fearing that I was going to lose her. And, unfortunately, I was right, and she passed away with my mum and me at her side around 9:30 that Friday morning. 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  15. The fourth…

    As many of you who have followed this blog site for a while will know, my bestest soulmate unfortunately passed away on July 4th 2025. It's been a little over 4 months now, and I still miss her like crazy. I always knew that she was special, that she gave me so much more than I could ever try to give back to her. But, I tried with all my power, abilities, money, and love... But, as time without her passes by, I realize more and more that she did so much more than I thought! So many things where I feel I may have taken things for granted, just because her intuition was just right and she knew my needs even better than I did. And, of course, I tried my best to provide to all her needs and wants as well. I may have spoiled her a bit, but now I wonder if it was enough... It's been a few days since it was the 4th. As I am a night owl, I am often awake during the night, enjoying the calm and darkness. But the night of July 3 going on 4, plagued by pain and trauma, I was awake with Arwen, and I saw her struggles and uneasiness. It hurt me to see her like that, and I knew I had to call the vet ASAP in the morning. I wrote a blog that night (Will this be it?), fearing that I was going to lose her. And, unfortunately, I was right, and she passed away with my mum and me at her side around 9:30 that Friday morning. 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  16. The fourth…

    As many of you who have followed this blog site for a while will know, my bestest soulmate unfortunately passed away on July 4th 2025. It's been a little over 4 months now, and I still miss her like crazy. I always knew that she was special, that she gave me so much more than I could ever try to give back to her. But, I tried with all my power, abilities, money, and love... But, as time without her passes by, I realize more and more that she did so much more than I thought! So many things where I feel I may have taken things for granted, just because her intuition was just right and she knew my needs even better than I did. And, of course, I tried my best to provide to all her needs and wants as well. I may have spoiled her a bit, but now I wonder if it was enough... It's been a few days since it was the 4th. As I am a night owl, I am often awake during the night, enjoying the calm and darkness. But the night of July 3 going on 4, plagued by pain and trauma, I was awake with Arwen, and I saw her struggles and uneasiness. It hurt me to see her like that, and I knew I had to call the vet ASAP in the morning. I wrote a blog that night (Will this be it?), fearing that I was going to lose her. And, unfortunately, I was right, and she passed away with my mum and me at her side around 9:30 that Friday morning. 😢 […]

    cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/

  17. How To Use Dialogue for Backstory and Worldbuilding—Infodump-Free!

    It’s an ongoing struggle for many of us: How do I share backstory and build my world without infodumping (and boring my readers)? One of my favorite—and sometimes overlooked—tools is dialogue! Using dialogue—and the beats that go along with…
    writershelpingwriters.net/2025

    #Backstory #Dialogue #Flashbacks #MoodandAtmosphere #ResidentWritingCoach

  18. How To Use Dialogue for Backstory and Worldbuilding—Infodump-Free!

    It’s an ongoing struggle for many of us: How do I share backstory and build my world without infodumping (and boring my readers)? One of my favorite—and sometimes overlooked—tools is dialogue! Using dialogue—and the beats that go along with…
    writershelpingwriters.net/2025

    #Backstory #Dialogue #Flashbacks #MoodandAtmosphere #ResidentWritingCoach

  19. How To Use Dialogue for Backstory and Worldbuilding—Infodump-Free!

    It’s an ongoing struggle for many of us: How do I share backstory and build my world without infodumping (and boring my readers)? One of my favorite—and sometimes overlooked—tools is dialogue! Using dialogue—and the beats that go along with…
    writershelpingwriters.net/2025

    #Backstory #Dialogue #Flashbacks #MoodandAtmosphere #ResidentWritingCoach

  20. How To Use Dialogue for Backstory and Worldbuilding—Infodump-Free!

    It’s an ongoing struggle for many of us: How do I share backstory and build my world without infodumping (and boring my readers)? One of my favorite—and sometimes overlooked—tools is dialogue! Using dialogue—and the beats that go along with…
    writershelpingwriters.net/2025

    #Backstory #Dialogue #Flashbacks #MoodandAtmosphere #ResidentWritingCoach

  21. 💵 MUTUAL WEED POST 0/120 💵

    y'all, I need help affording cannabis for my PTSD again

    I've been struggling with a lot of flashbacks lately, and I've started being triggered by the smell of men, which my little boy is starting to smell like now that he's 12

    it's been a challenge, and my therapist is helping me deal with it, but I really need the THC for acute treatment

    I'd deeply appreciate anything you can spare, and it would help to get it by tomorrow morning

    thanks so much 💖

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  22. 💵 MUTUAL WEED POST 0/120 💵

    y'all, I need help affording cannabis for my PTSD again

    I've been struggling with a lot of flashbacks lately, and I've started being triggered by the smell of men, which my little boy is starting to smell like now that he's 12

    it's been a challenge, and my therapist is helping me deal with it, but I really need the THC for acute treatment

    I'd deeply appreciate anything you can spare, and it would help to get it by tomorrow morning

    thanks so much 💖

    boost for visibility :boostRequest:

    venmo.com/u/tsbarnes
    ko-fi.com/skybarnes
    cash.app/$tskybarnes

    #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #transmutualaid #disabledmutualaid #ptsdmutualaid #mentalhealth #therapy #assistance #help #mutualweed #enbymutualaid #nativemutualaid #ptsd #flashbacks #indigenous #nonbinary #enby #queer #lgbt #lgbtmutualaid #survivor #triggers #helpme

  23. 💵 MUTUAL WEED POST 0/120 💵

    y'all, I need help affording cannabis for my PTSD again

    I've been struggling with a lot of flashbacks lately, and I've started being triggered by the smell of men, which my little boy is starting to smell like now that he's 12

    it's been a challenge, and my therapist is helping me deal with it, but I really need the THC for acute treatment

    I'd deeply appreciate anything you can spare, and it would help to get it by tomorrow morning

    thanks so much 💖

    boost for visibility :boostRequest:

    venmo.com/u/tsbarnes
    ko-fi.com/skybarnes
    cash.app/$tskybarnes

    #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #transmutualaid #disabledmutualaid #ptsdmutualaid #mentalhealth #therapy #assistance #help #mutualweed #enbymutualaid #nativemutualaid #ptsd #flashbacks #indigenous #nonbinary #enby #queer #lgbt #lgbtmutualaid #survivor #triggers #helpme

  24. 💵 MUTUAL WEED POST 0/120 💵

    y'all, I need help affording cannabis for my PTSD again

    I've been struggling with a lot of flashbacks lately, and I've started being triggered by the smell of men, which my little boy is starting to smell like now that he's 12

    it's been a challenge, and my therapist is helping me deal with it, but I really need the THC for acute treatment

    I'd deeply appreciate anything you can spare, and it would help to get it by tomorrow morning

    thanks so much 💖

    boost for visibility :boostRequest:

    venmo.com/u/tsbarnes
    ko-fi.com/skybarnes
    cash.app/$tskybarnes

    #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #transmutualaid #disabledmutualaid #ptsdmutualaid #mentalhealth #therapy #assistance #help #mutualweed #enbymutualaid #nativemutualaid #ptsd #flashbacks #indigenous #nonbinary #enby #queer #lgbt #lgbtmutualaid #survivor #triggers #helpme

  25. 💵 MUTUAL WEED POST 0/120 💵

    y'all, I need help affording cannabis for my PTSD again

    I've been struggling with a lot of flashbacks lately, and I've started being triggered by the smell of men, which my little boy is starting to smell like now that he's 12

    it's been a challenge, and my therapist is helping me deal with it, but I really need the THC for acute treatment

    I'd deeply appreciate anything you can spare, and it would help to get it by tomorrow morning

    thanks so much 💖

    boost for visibility :boostRequest:

    venmo.com/u/tsbarnes
    ko-fi.com/skybarnes
    cash.app/$tskybarnes

    #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #transmutualaid #disabledmutualaid #ptsdmutualaid #mentalhealth #therapy #assistance #help #mutualweed #enbymutualaid #nativemutualaid #ptsd #flashbacks #indigenous #nonbinary #enby #queer #lgbt #lgbtmutualaid #survivor #triggers #helpme

  26. @bas Yes please! I've watched quite a few of your soldering livestreams.

    #flashbacks

  27. @bas Yes please! I've watched quite a few of your soldering livestreams.

    #flashbacks

  28. @bas Yes please! I've watched quite a few of your soldering livestreams.

    #flashbacks

  29. @bas Yes please! I've watched quite a few of your soldering livestreams.

    #flashbacks

  30. @bas Yes please! I've watched quite a few of your soldering livestreams.

    #flashbacks

  31. Verdammte #Flashbacks! Aber manchmal bringen sie einen auch dazu, ein spezielles Stück #MelodicHouse zu fabrizieren, in dem ein Klavier die Hauptrolle spielt.

    henning-uhle.eu/musik/thinking