📗 "War Diary" by Ingeborg Bachmann, edited by Hans Höller, translated from German into English by Mike Mitchell
This is a non-fiction book with maybe a bit of a misleading title. It consists of three parts. The first is a war diary, the second is a collection of letters and the third is an afterword.
The diary is written by Ingeborg Bachmann, who lived on to become a famous Austrian author. I'd never heard of her before, which I'll have to remedy by reading some of her fiction soon. This part of the book is super interesting, written when the author was around 18 years old. It chronicles some of the last few days of WW2 in Austria and some of the period after the British army has arrived. Bachmann's parents were Nazis, but she herself was mostly trying to avoid their influence and other drastic responsibilities forced upon her. I think the way she reflects on the adults around her, despite being raised in these circumstances, is fascinating. I'm quite sad this diary part was only about 30 pages!
The second part consists of letters written by Jack Hamesh, a Jewish man who had fled from Austria to England in the 1930s, and who was now a British officer there. He fell head over heels for Bachmann. After leaving the area he kept in touch with her until 1947.
These letters are mind-boggling. They're sweet, but also odd. What's up with this man? It's somewhat questionable to fall in love with a teenager in a country that you're occupying, but okay. Let's overlook it. He's Jewish and is often very upset and bitter about the Holocaust (understandably), but then he also frequently inquires about Bachmann's (Nazi!) father and reminisces about how warm and pleasant he found her home and her family. He could get an award for tolerating cognitive dissonance within himself.
Not only that, Hamesh moves to Palestine (aka now Israel) and eventually retires from the army. His letters are simultaneously very affectionate and very hateful. In 1946 he writes:
"And how much happier I would be to be with you today, to hear your dear voice again, to share your worries and at the same time to defy these times with a laugh. For we understood each other at a time when none of the rest could free themselves from people's hatred for each other."
I found that sentiment to be very warm. Then, just a little while later, he writes about his new environment:
"There’s oil here, the Suez Canal, the way to India, Jerusalem, Christ was born here, the Jews used to live here, for centuries now the Arabs have been vegetating here, living a wretched life you would hardly believe possible.”
I guess he didn't free himself from all of his 'hatred for each other' after all.
Then in 1947, in his last letter, right before the Nakba:
“The living standard of the Arabs has risen a hundredfold and it is a lie when people say the Jews have made them landless. Not one Arab has had to leave this land.”
These are no longer love letters. It's just Zionist ramblings. And then we get to the afterword, which is almost fully dedicated to analyzing the diary and letters with regards to Bachmann's future novels. Interesting, but I feel a little crowded by the elephant in the room. The afterword ends with the disappearance of Jack Hamesh. Nobody knows why where he went, what he went on to do, it's a big mystery.
But wait, no, there's a second afterword for the new edition! They found out about him! It turns out he lived out his life in Israel, married, got kids, did some random jobs. Wow, amazing to have finally found this information! The end!
This uncritical afterword truly soured it for me. Jack's position as a former soldier, his Zionist ideas and the data on where he was during certain years, aren't painting a pleasant picture of him. It's unfair to speculate, so I won't, but even just from his own words, he wasn't a kind person (to put it lightly). I came out of this book thinking Ingeborg Bachmann dodged a bullet by choosing not to build a future with him.
I feel like by combining the diary with the letters and the mysterious disappearance information, the book tried to push the idea of a romantic tale too much. The way the two connected right after the war, especially intellectually, sounded very touching. But it's certainly no material for a cute fairytale. Acknowledging all of the disturbing context would've made this text more valuable in my opinion.
Anyway, the diary is well worth the read. The letters might be interesting to some for getting a view into one person's mind in very unique circumstances. The book as a whole, eh, I don't know. Give it a chance if it's interesting to you, with its downsides in mind.
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