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this song smells like a cd fresh off its case from the 90's even tho I was born in 2002, lol
i have yet to meet a fellow gen z who listens to music like these.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTFrCbQGyvM
#techno #experimental #trance #breakbeat #music #mastodonmusic
What my mind kinda sounded like in late 2019 around December, prior to becoming a bear. I was only 17 back then.
Both reality and fiction sort of combined together and nothing really made sense anymore. Whatever I was thinking beyond suicide surely felt like a "promise of release", a "better life" beyond life itself.
It'd hurt for sure to let go of this mortal body, but it's all in the brain. After all, the brain, in its basic form, would like to survive
I only came back to my senses when I played Fallout 3, NV, and 4. I still owe my life to them. The radio sort of helped me rebuild the boundary between reality and fiction.
Had it not been for those games, I don't know where I'd be. That's prolly why listening to this music made my stomach turn when I heard this in 2023...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uLEZYLkGRU
#music #suicide #depression #bear #furry #drone #surrealist #noise #soundcollage #experimental #mastodon
I almost always wondered what's it like to be famous on something, like maybe on this platform, but when I think deep about it, it kinda sounds like a nightmare every action you take or words you write/speak will be scrutinized by a bunch of people you don't even know.
I think wanting fame & recognition is very much a human trait. It's very hard to get rid of, and I've been a bear for 6 years. I'm thinking it's because I'm surrounded by people who chase and/or desire to keep those things.
It prolly looks good to have a ton of people engaging with your content but at some point you start getting held up to some kind of "arbitrary standard" once you reach a certain fame, like you can't do or say certain stuffs anymore.
Another stream with mic on was success. Few people actually checked out what's up, lol
I'm pretty sleepy right now but I remember last year somebody on chat told me I really do sound like a bear. I only had compressor on obs and pulseaudio's echo-cancel module as filter, and no voice changers.
Idk I I'm tired. Can barely keep my eyes open rn... Nope, nvm. I'm still alive... for now
I was sort of "reliving" stuff I've completely forgotten in my mind, but can still be triggered with just the right kind of sound.
It was not a fun "oh i discovered i like bears so it's my fursona now." Nah. My old self who was alone and in a really dark place literally and mentally, picked a bear, me, to keep this body alive after he's long gone from this world. He prolly thought bears can tank anything so yeah.
I had no friends. My parents can't be relied on for emotional support and financing the "fix" for my mental troubles.
I'm prolly just making stuff up at this point. I don't really remember much of what happened on those darkest days of my life. I honestly don't. There's like a big fucking crater, a big hole, gap in my memory. I Just remember playing Fallout 3, NV, and 4, then I just remember I came out of that place as a bear. A really fucking angry bear
This song is so good to listen to. Something I heard while I was on commute.
I've put it on repeat for like 5 times now. Idk. It's really chill but not too chill. It's just right, like maybe a coffee in the morning (even though coffee doesn't work on me, lol)
#jazz #instrumental #bossanova #instrumentalmusic #lounge #music #bigband #mastodon #mastodonmusic
This place always fascinated me when I first saw this as a 10 year old, like I feel I belong in that place...
RE: https://aus.social/@dgar/117419459189803422
Yes I like watching Markiplier play FNAF at 144p 😂 😭
I mean it's what our internet speed can only do 10 years ago so yeah. A 3 gig file takes like 45 mins to an hour to finish *sigh*
4K/2160p is for rich people who can afford to buy caviar on the regular so forget about it.
#markiplier #horror #youtube #fnaf #fivenightsatfreddys #mastodon #gaming
I remember being so angry at the whole world that time. I was so angry even the sore throat that was about to develop into a cold that time suddenly went away, lol. I could've seriously mauled somebody, had it not for my intimidating presence...
I was also sleep deprived cos there were no such thing as friends so I worked like I was 5 people at once. I did all the group projects myself and I didn't care if I'll burn myself out doing school shit. I wanted to graduate high school no matter what it took. Even my sanity, life, or whatever.
I can't turn into that anymore cos I've gone through my own "anger management training" 6 years ago. I just don't have the energy in me anymore to be angry.
I'm so scared of being angry. I don't want the angry bear from early 2020 come back.
RE: https://mstdn.social/@rysiek/117406282249539426
I stopped using SimpleX cos I had nobody to talk to. Besides I'm not even "good" at DM's, lol.
I thought receiving DM's from randoms were a fun idea but eh. I was an idiot a year and a half ago so nah.
I keep hearing about Deltachat and Cwtch though... but I'm done with DM stuff in general. Signal, Discord, Matrix, Telegram, etc., all that shit. I'm done with all that, permanently.
It's just not good with my mental health honestly. I feel like it's my fault for making a person I'm talking to feel bored or idk... disappointed so uhh yeah.
#simplex #deltachat #cwtch #signal #discord #matrix #telegram #freesoftware #opensource #mastodon
RE: https://mastodon.online/@bug_gwen/117411430701750259
that's sum rule34 material the way i imagine it, lol
also this was 2019. That's like... idk, 61,896 hours ago.
RE: https://techhub.social/@HilliTech/117406810734636221
I've never used Spotify my whole life. idk I prefer somebody playing random tunes for me. It adds intrigue and makes me wanna take note of the song playing on the speakers, so I'll stick to radio/internet radio like Arctic Outpost Radio for my daily tunes, thanks :)
Eli Lilly and vs. Novo Nordisk A/S: Which Healthcare Stock Is a Better Buy in 2026?
The race for dominance in weight-loss and diabetes treatments has reached a fever pitch. Investors choosing between Eli…
#NewsBeep #News #Healthcare #AU #Australia #Health
https://www.newsbeep.com/au/924133/
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"Datakeskukset siirretään sähköjonon hännille"
Eli Suomen sähköverkon eniten tarvitsemien, energian hintaa tasaavien sähkövarastoratkaisujen edelle. Edes "häntä" ei enää tarkoita mitään.
No, oman kotitalouden sähkövarasto toki menee ihan sen ykköstason liittymän sisälle.
https://yle.fi/a/74-20248277
Pohjois-Karjalan hyvinvointialueen eli ″Siun soten″ aluevaltuusto teki eilen torstaina isoja päätöksiä, joista kertoo maakuntalehti Karjalainen mm.:
″Vilkkain keskustelu syntyi hyvinvointialueen strategiasta vuosille 2027–2030. Vasemmistoliiton aluevaltuutettu Jussi Hermajan mukaan strategiassa on iso puute.
– Siinä ei oteta huomioon suurinta kriisiä, jonka keskellä olemme. Se on ilmastonmuutos.
Hermaja teki vastaesityksen, jossa hän vaati ilmastotavoitteiden lisäämistä strategiaan. Esitys herätti vilkasta keskustelua.
Muun muassa perussuomalaisten Asseri Kinnunen ei kannattanut lisäystä.
– Suomen päästöt ovat mitättömät, joten ratkaisut löytyvät muualta. Olemme tehneet osuutemme. Keskitytään perusasioihin, hän sanoi.
Asiasta äänestettiin, ja esitys sai taakseen yhdeksän valtuutettua.
Aluevaltuusto hyväksyi strategian esityksen mukaisesti.″
+ + + +
Tuossa sitaatin lopussa voisi olla selvemmätkin sanamuodot, mutta luen niin, että aluevaltuutettu Hermajan muutos- tai vastaesitys sai taakseen yhdeksän valtuutettua viidestäkymmenestäyhdeksästä, ja aluevaltuusto siis hyväksyi aluehallituksen alkuperäisen esityksen.
Mutta tuollainen persuilu? Johtuuko se eniten todellisuudenkieltämisestä, vastuunpakoilusta, ahnurituholaisuudesta vai tyhmyydestä?
#Ilmastokatastrofi #Ilmastonmuutos #Ilmasto #Politiikka #Suomi #PohjoisKarjala #SiunSote
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🚗 Rely on Eli! @eli Rudebusch Repair LLC
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Republicans' SNAP changes land in crunch time for midterms (Eli Okun/Politico)
https://www.politico.com/news/2026/10/10/snap-changes-republicans-midterms-01115721
http://www.memeorandum.com/261010/p48#a261010p48
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"Eli vielä en sano, että Trumpin hallinto toimii kuin Ku Klux Klan. Mutta näen vaaran ja tiedän, että Trumpin vastustajien joukossa yritetään mahdollisimman aktiivisesti myös varautua tähän."
#DonaldTrump #Yhdysvallat #politiikka #demokratia
www.kauppalehti.fi/uutiset/a/62...
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"Eli vielä en sano, että Trumpin hallinto toimii kuin Ku Klux Klan. Mutta näen vaaran ja tiedän, että Trumpin vastustajien joukossa yritetään mahdollisimman aktiivisesti myös varautua tähän."
#DonaldTrump #Yhdysvallat #politiikka #demokratia
https://www.kauppalehti.fi/uutiset/a/62432cef-cfb6-4821-909b-976dbcda58fd
https://www.europesays.com/ee/293485/ ELi võlakoorem paisub. Pentus-Rosimannus: kuidas see tagasi makstakse, on liiga kaua lahtine #BreakingNews #BreakingNews #EE #Eesti #EestiKeel #Estonia #Estonian #Euroopa #EuroopaKontrollikoda #EuroopaLiiduEelarve #FeaturedNews #FeaturedNews #Headlines #KeitPentusRosimannus #LatestNews #LatestNews #Maailm #News #PopulaarseimadLood #TopStories #TopStories #ÜldisedUudised #Uudised #ViimasedUudised #võlakoorem #World #WorldNews #WorldNews
https://www.europesays.com/unitedstates/25926/ Hospitals irate after Eli Lilly follows through on 340B ultimatum #FederalPolicy #Policy
General Medicine, an online storefront for medical care founded by PillPack founders TJ Parker and Elliot Cohen, raised a $120M Series B led by a16z (Heather Landi/Fierce Healthcare)
https://www.fiercehealthcare.com/health-tech/general-medicine-banks-120m-backed-a16z-eli-lilly-and-mercy-health
http://www.techmeme.com/261011/p1#a261011p1
Kadehdin niitä, joilla aina riittää älyllistä ja henkistä kapasiteettia tarttua iltaisin vaikeaan #kirja'an, #elokuva'an tai mikseipä #musiikki'inkin. Itsellä turhan usein jää lohtulukemiseen, -katsottavaan ja -kuunneltavaan eli johonkin tuttuun, turvalliseen ja useaan kertaan koettuun. Maailma on tarpeeksi pelottava ja kurja muutenkin. #MiehenElämää #kateus
Sources detail Mark Zuckerberg's decision to launch Muse despite safety concerns, after seeing that AI startup Instinct's similar agent product gained traction (Eli Tan/New York Times)
https://www.nytimes.com/2026/10/09/technology/inside-mark-zuckerbergs-decision-to-pull-the-trigger-on-metas-ai-agent.html
http://www.techmeme.com/261009/p9#a261009p9
”Nyt on #lokakuu, ja minusta näkee sen”. Oli tarkoitus vanhan #some-tavan mukaisesti jakaa Syksyn sävel heti kuun alussa, mutta niin ne unehtuvat, hyvätkin tavat. Sitten tänä aamuna iski #näköhäiriökohtaus eli välkkyvä #siksak, mahdollinen särytön #migreeni, joka minua vaivaa harvakseltaan (ei välttis joka vuosikaan) mutta joka saattaa ihmisen aina tolaltaan. #MiehenElämää #JuiceLeskinen #musiikki
"Google haki maaliskuun lopussa Muhoksen kunnalta maisematyölupaa, jossa se pyysi luvan aloittaa laajat maa- ja pohjarakennustyöt Pyhänsivun alueella, jonne datakeskuksen on tarkoitus nousta.
Hakemuksen käsitteli Airaksinen. Hän pyysi asiaan näkemystä myös LVV:ltä. Sieltä vastattiin, ettei lupaa voi myöntää, koska ympäristövaikutusten arviointi eli yva-menettely on kesken. Arvioinnin on tarkoitus ehkäistä haittoja ympäristölle.
Airaksinen sanoo keskustelleensa Googlen ja hankkeen pääsuunnittelijan kanssa maisematyöluvasta monta kuukautta. Airaksinen ei suostunut antamaan maisematyölupaa.
”Sitten ne hoksasivat sen 109-pykälän.”
Googlen ja hankkeen pääsuunnittelijan lakimiehet ilmoittivat, että alueella aloitetaan valmistelevat työt rakentamislain pykälän 109 perusteella" (TIlaajille)
