#suicidalideations — Public Fediverse posts

Very bad night. I really want to die. #majordepressivedisorder #bpd #Suicide #suicidalideations #fuckingtired

One drawback of having #OCPD and #BPD is that I tend to disengage quite abruptly. It takes VERY little for me tae be convinced that I am irrelevant... Because the monsters what own me scream intae my ears that I am. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrant #Dysthymia #suicidalideations

So under normal circumstances this wud be a #Sicide night. I cannae dae that because of a promise I made, so in spite I destroyed something good that cud possibly happen tae me. I f**king hate this but it improves the odds of me being right. I donnae ken whae I am posting this, none of ye fucking ken me. I really dae hate bein meh. #MajorDepressiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #SuicidalIdeations

I just go awa quietly. Trust meh when I say that ye'll get o'er it quicker than ye think...minutes later. #ImVeryBroken #Dysthymia #SuicidalIdeations

I've never known #joy or lasting #happiness. What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me #emo or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia, #PTSD, #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations, #SevereSelfLoathig. #IAmVeryBroken #YouCanNotHelp

I think I finally got it thru mah #Psychiatrist heid that my #SuicidalIDeations and extreme #SelfHatred innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent, #Dysthymia #OCPD #PTSD #Neurodivergent #IAmVeryBroken #YouShouldReallyRun

FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a'lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dyshymia #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #LetMeGo

Ach, 988 might be a thing taenite. #IAmVeryBroken #SuicidalIdeations #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Dysthymia

#MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SuicidalIdeations #OCPD #Dysthymia #SevereSelfLoathing #IAmVeryBroken

Artwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCD #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken

Absolutely neutral mood tae moderate suicidal thoughts. in approximately 2 minutes. NAE TRIGGER, it just happens that way sometime. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #988