#iamverybroken — Public Fediverse posts

Ken fit is a wee fucking blast? Haeing both #OCPD AND #BPD. This means I ahmno worthy of yer attention or love, and even if I was, ye'd drive meh fair batshit. #MentalHealth #PersonalityDisorders #IAmVeryBroken #AvoidAtAllCost

Ken fit is a wee fucking blast? Haeing both #OCPD AND #BPD. This means I ahmno worthy of yer attention or love, and even if I was, ye'd drive meh fair batshit. #MentalHealth #PersonalityDisorders #IAmVeryBroken #AvoidAtAllCost

So, two more mental health diagnosis...oi. #OCPD and #BPD. Add tae those #MDD (recurrent), #Dysthymia, and #PTSD. Then add Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, and Suicidal Ideation! #IAmVeryBroken #MentalHealth #Depression. #Suicide

So, two more mental health diagnosis...oi. #OCPD and #BPD. Add tae those #MDD (recurrent), #Dysthymia, and #PTSD. Then add Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, and Suicidal Ideation! #IAmVeryBroken #MentalHealth #Depression. #Suicide

Fucking #PhysicalTherapy taedae. #Injury #BrokenBones #IAmVeryBroken

Fucking #PhysicalTherapy taedae. #Injury #BrokenBones #IAmVeryBroken

Nope. The arrows go right thru and then I get sucked in, after which I freak oot. Mah monsters scream intae mah ears that I donnae deserve this person and I must protect them frae meh. In response I will sabotage what'er emotions arise and fucking RUN. #Love #Relationships #SelfSabotage #IAmVeryBroken #KeepYourDIstance

Nope. The arrows go right thru and then I get sucked in, after which I freak oot. Mah monsters scream intae mah ears that I donnae deserve this person and I must protect them frae meh. In response I will sabotage what'er emotions arise and fucking RUN. #Love #Relationships #SelfSabotage #IAmVeryBroken #KeepYourDIstance

#MentalHealthAwarenessMonth #Neurodiversity #MentalHealth ; #Semicolon #IAmVeryBroken

#MentalHealthAwarenessMonth #Neurodiversity #MentalHealth ; #Semicolon #IAmVeryBroken

My Pantosmia hae been relentless fur the past few day. #Phantosmia #OlfactoryHallucinations #Neurodivergent #MentalHealth #IAmVeryBroken

My Pantosmia hae been relentless fur the past few day. #Phantosmia #OlfactoryHallucinations #Neurodivergent #MentalHealth #IAmVeryBroken

Just a wee ring I bought fur mahsel. Nothing astonishing, just trying in tiny ways tae be attractive, or at least part of meh. The whole is simply too tragic tae polish up. #jewelry #baubles #me #ICryOften #IAmVeryBroken

Just a wee ring I bought fur mahsel. Nothing astonishing, just trying in tiny ways tae be attractive, or at least part of meh. The whole is simply too tragic tae polish up. #jewelry #baubles #me #ICryOften #IAmVeryBroken

I've never known #joy or lasting #happiness. What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me #emo or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia, #PTSD, #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations, #SevereSelfLoathig. #IAmVeryBroken #YouCanNotHelp

I've never known #joy or lasting #happiness. What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me #emo or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia, #PTSD, #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations, #SevereSelfLoathig. #IAmVeryBroken #YouCanNotHelp

I think I finally got it thru mah #Psychiatrist heid that my #SuicidalIDeations and extreme #SelfHatred innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent, #Dysthymia #OCPD #PTSD #Neurodivergent #IAmVeryBroken #YouShouldReallyRun

I think I finally got it thru mah #Psychiatrist heid that my #SuicidalIDeations and extreme #SelfHatred innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent, #Dysthymia #OCPD #PTSD #Neurodivergent #IAmVeryBroken #YouShouldReallyRun

I am #Genderfluid. Every time I say that i ahm #Trans, or wear something with those colours, I a gripped with #ImposterSyndrome. Maybe I just shudnae. #IAmVeryBroken

I am #Genderfluid. Every time I say that i ahm #Trans, or wear something with those colours, I a gripped with #ImposterSyndrome. Maybe I just shudnae. #IAmVeryBroken

FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a'lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dyshymia #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #LetMeGo

FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a'lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dyshymia #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #LetMeGo

Ach, 988 might be a thing taenite. #IAmVeryBroken #SuicidalIdeations #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Dysthymia

Ach, 988 might be a thing taenite. #IAmVeryBroken #SuicidalIdeations #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Dysthymia

#MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SuicidalIdeations #OCPD #Dysthymia #SevereSelfLoathing #IAmVeryBroken

#MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SuicidalIdeations #OCPD #Dysthymia #SevereSelfLoathing #IAmVeryBroken

#MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SuicidalIdeations #OCPD #Dysthymia #SevereSelfLoathing #IAmVeryBroken

#MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SuicidalIdeations #OCPD #Dysthymia #SevereSelfLoathing #IAmVeryBroken

#MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SuicidalIdeations #OCPD #Dysthymia #SevereSelfLoathing #IAmVeryBroken

I want a partner. I want tae #date. I suffer frae #SelfHatred so even if there WAS an attraction, I would sabotage it. My monsters do this tae protect the other person. This is the joys of #MDD and #Dysthemia with a lovely dose of crippling #OCPD. #IAmVeryBroken. The saving grace is that with my lack of desirability, none of the above is likely tae happen lol. #Depression #MentalHealth

I want a partner. I want tae #date. I suffer frae #SelfHatred so even if there WAS an attraction, I would sabotage it. My monsters do this tae protect the other person. This is the joys of #MDD and #Dysthemia with a lovely dose of crippling #OCPD. #IAmVeryBroken. The saving grace is that with my lack of desirability, none of the above is likely tae happen lol. #Depression #MentalHealth

I think that one of the most profound things that I've experienced with #SocialMedia is that I can now be #catfished by men and women of the entire #GlobalCommunity. #IAmVeryBroken #UglyAF

I think that one of the most profound things that I've experienced with #SocialMedia is that I can now be #catfished by men and women of the entire #GlobalCommunity. #IAmVeryBroken #UglyAF

Artwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCD #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken

Artwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCD #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken

#MentalHealthAwareness #Semicolon #Rolex #Me #IAmVeryBroken

#mentalhealth #MentalHealthMatters #MentalHealthAwareness #Neurodivergent #IAmVeryBroken #MyBrainIsBroken

This is me, keep yer distance. Art by Shawn Coss #MentalHealthAwareness #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia #OCD #SuicidalThoughts #IAmVeryBroken

This is me, keep yer distance. Art by Shawn Coss #MentalHealthAwareness #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia #OCD #SuicidalThoughts #IAmVeryBroken

Did I mention that I also suffer frae Phantosmia, otherwise callit "Olfactory Hallucinations"? And the hits keep a' comin. #IAmVeryBroken #MyBrainIsVeryBroken

I really loathe where I live. Being #queer, #Genderfluid, #Polyamorous, and #Travesti dosnae work here AT ALL. Being a #foreigner and nae attractive also isnae good. Mastodon was a good experiment but I doubt I will stay much longer. Sometimes #depressed people just burn it all doon socially. #IAmVeryBroken All artwork by Shawn Coss

I really loathe where I live. Being #queer, #Genderfluid, #Polyamorous, and #Travesti dosnae work here AT ALL. Being a #foreigner and nae attractive also isnae good. Mastodon was a good experiment but I doubt I will stay much longer. Sometimes #depressed people just burn it all doon socially. #IAmVeryBroken All artwork by Shawn Coss

Absolutely neutral mood tae moderate suicidal thoughts. in approximately 2 minutes. NAE TRIGGER, it just happens that way sometime. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #988

I fucking hate #Victoza. #justsayin. #diabetes #type2diabetic #IAmVeryBroken

I fucking hate #Victoza. #justsayin. #diabetes #type2diabetic #IAmVeryBroken

I fucking hate #Victoza. #justsayin. #diabetes #type2diabetic #IAmVeryBroken

I fucking hate #Victoza. #justsayin. #diabetes #type2diabetic #IAmVeryBroken

Oh lovely. If i didnae hae enough wrang wi' me, I also hae #Phantosmia #IAmVeryBroken

#mentalhealth #depression #Dysthymia #SuidicalIdeations #MajorDepressiveDisorder #IAmVeryBroken

Yep #depression #suicidal #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken Art by Shawn Coss