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  1. So, two more mental health diagnosis...oi. #OCPD and #BPD. Add tae those #MDD (recurrent), #Dysthymia, and #PTSD. Then add Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, and Suicidal Ideation! #IAmVeryBroken #MentalHealth #Depression. #Suicide

  2. Nope. The arrows go right thru and then I get sucked in, after which I freak oot. Mah monsters scream intae mah ears that I donnae deserve this person and I must protect them frae meh. In response I will sabotage what'er emotions arise and fucking RUN. #Love #Relationships #SelfSabotage #IAmVeryBroken #KeepYourDIstance

  3. I think I finally got it thru mah #Psychiatrist heid that my #SuicidalIDeations and extreme #SelfHatred innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent, #Dysthymia #OCPD #PTSD #Neurodivergent #IAmVeryBroken #YouShouldReallyRun

  4. I want a partner. I want tae #date. I suffer frae #SelfHatred so even if there WAS an attraction, I would sabotage it. My monsters do this tae protect the other person. This is the joys of #MDD and #Dysthemia with a lovely dose of crippling #OCPD. #IAmVeryBroken. The saving grace is that with my lack of desirability, none of the above is likely tae happen lol. #Depression #MentalHealth