#depressed — Public Fediverse posts

Just had my first coding interview in a long time. The challenge was to implement a JSON parser without using a language's native functionality.

I struggled for an hour and came away feeling like I completely bombed. The company initially reached out to *me* and I feel like I let them and myself down.

The overwhelming feeling of imposter syndrome is killing me right now. I just want to crawl under a blanket and not come out for the rest of the day.

#depressed

Just had my first coding interview in a long time. The challenge was to implement a JSON parser without using a language's native functionality.

I struggled for an hour and came away feeling like I completely bombed. The company initially reached out to *me* and I feel like I let them and myself down.

The overwhelming feeling of imposter syndrome is killing me right now. I just want to crawl under a blanket and not come out for the rest of the day.

#depressed

I’m so #depressed
Everyone I know is struggling. I used to be able to help.
I’m struggling now too.
Everything is piling up and I just don’t know how to keep going.
I don’t have any hope for the future.

#mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #suicide #homelessness #hunger #nobillionaires

I’m so #depressed
Everyone I know is struggling. I used to be able to help.
I’m struggling now too.
Everything is piling up and I just don’t know how to keep going.
I don’t have any hope for the future.

#mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #suicide #homelessness #hunger #nobillionaires

@pteryx -- Thank you for handling that for me. I'm super #depressed and didn't want to find out if this was trolling. Thank you for being polite.

@herrold == Thank you for not trolling.

@pteryx -- Thank you for handling that for me. I'm super #depressed and didn't want to find out if this was trolling. Thank you for being polite.

@herrold == Thank you for not trolling.

So many moral injuries and injustices have abound around me this past week, and Mother's Day, and just everything all together, has really made me super #Depressed and I can't help ruminating and crying about it, because it's all I can do.

Self-distraction is not working. Do I dare dive into a heavy psychedelic trip in my mental state? There's no such thing as a bad trip.

#MentalHealth #mentalillness #moralinjury #depression #anxiety #rumination #cPTSD #actuallyautistic #psychedelics

So many moral injuries and injustices have abound around me this past week, and Mother's Day, and just everything all together, has really made me super #Depressed and I can't help ruminating and crying about it, because it's all I can do.

Self-distraction is not working. Do I dare dive into a heavy psychedelic trip in my mental state? There's no such thing as a bad trip.

#MentalHealth #mentalillness #moralinjury #depression #anxiety #rumination #cPTSD #actuallyautistic #psychedelics

Feeling like utter shite. Completely burnt out after 2 weeks with the kids, with my parents staying over for a few nights and with C being right on the edge. Had to drive my daughter for hours over multiple days because of a big performance and final rehearsals. I’m #depressed and completely drained. I’ve decided to have a no-demands self-care day. C doesn’t seem very supportive but I know what I need and will do my best not to feel guilty about it and park pressing tasks.
#mentalhealth

Feeling like utter shite. Completely burnt out after 2 weeks with the kids, with my parents staying over for a few nights and with C being right on the edge. Had to drive my daughter for hours over multiple days because of a big performance and final rehearsals. I’m #depressed and completely drained. I’ve decided to have a no-demands self-care day. C doesn’t seem very supportive but I know what I need and will do my best not to feel guilty about it and park pressing tasks.
#mentalhealth

if you are #depressed #depression maybe a first good step would be to delete all #music with #evil and #negative #lyrics
like the sound of #3doorsdown but those lyrics can not subscribe
"Drug I take gonna wake my fear right now I’m passing away onto the better life I’m passing away onto the better" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmBB2vStNR4

(it's actually one of the milder examples... #prodigy is singing about #suicide and yes the #singer is now dead, #suicide)

if you are #depressed #depression maybe a first good step would be to delete all #music with #evil and #negative #lyrics
like the sound of #3doorsdown but those lyrics can not subscribe
"Drug I take gonna wake my fear right now I’m passing away onto the better life I’m passing away onto the better" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmBB2vStNR4

(it's actually one of the milder examples... #prodigy is singing about #suicide and yes the #singer is now dead, #suicide)

my #energy is very low to cope with everyday life.
never be #ashamed of your #condition.
you don't have to be "more", you are enough by the fact that you live.
it's hard, it's not fair, but in life itself there is #hope.
sometimes hope is silent, sometimes it's so silent that you don't even recognize it.
but hope will always be there, just like you.
and that's enough.
you are #enough

#depression #depressionen #stuck #depressed #depressive #DepressionAwareness #depressing
#lonely #loneliness

my #energy is very low to cope with everyday life.
never be #ashamed of your #condition.
you don't have to be "more", you are enough by the fact that you live.
it's hard, it's not fair, but in life itself there is #hope.
sometimes hope is silent, sometimes it's so silent that you don't even recognize it.
but hope will always be there, just like you.
and that's enough.
you are #enough

#depression #depressionen #stuck #depressed #depressive #DepressionAwareness #depressing
#lonely #loneliness

1/ Feeling #depressed and #anxious again. I had a late night at A and E with our baby on Tuesday and didn’t get to sleep until 3am. Had a busy, productive day of housework yesterday and then crashed at 7pm. Wasn’t feeling it as soon as the alarm went off this morning. Got the kids up, did the school run, grabbed my stuff to head into town to work but decided to try and nap in the van before starting. Just lay there trying to tell myself that it was ok to rest. My brain was having none of it.

1/ Feeling #depressed and #anxious again. I had a late night at A and E with our baby on Tuesday and didn’t get to sleep until 3am. Had a busy, productive day of housework yesterday and then crashed at 7pm. Wasn’t feeling it as soon as the alarm went off this morning. Got the kids up, did the school run, grabbed my stuff to head into town to work but decided to try and nap in the van before starting. Just lay there trying to tell myself that it was ok to rest. My brain was having none of it.

all the global #health systems are facing the same problems worldwide. the hole #system is #broken and its going to #crash slowly. dont feel ashamed for your #mentalhealth .

of course, we all face individual challenges, but there is a massive shared issue: #fear of the #future, lack of safety, and the overwhelming pressure of the entire system. we are just humans; it is natural to feel #depressed right now. it would actually be concerning if everyone felt great during such turbulent times.

all the global #health systems are facing the same problems worldwide. the hole #system is #broken and its going to #crash slowly. dont feel ashamed for your #mentalhealth .

of course, we all face individual challenges, but there is a massive shared issue: #fear of the #future, lack of safety, and the overwhelming pressure of the entire system. we are just humans; it is natural to feel #depressed right now. it would actually be concerning if everyone felt great during such turbulent times.

Well I'm now jobless again. I contacted a local organization that helps out people with various ailments and disabilities; I'm finally at that point. Hopefully they can find me a job I can actually do. Even if the pay sucks (which it no doubt will) it'll be something.
#job #work #disability #stressed #depressed #alone #lonely

Well I'm now jobless again. I contacted a local organization that helps out people with various ailments and disabilities; I'm finally at that point. Hopefully they can find me a job I can actually do. Even if the pay sucks (which it no doubt will) it'll be something.
#job #work #disability #stressed #depressed #alone #lonely

I know it's critically important and paramount to discuss the current events and be aware of them.

That said, can I get some #followrecommendations for positive and uplifting, light-hearted feeds? I'm feeling outrageously #depressed and on edge right now

#positivity #hopefulnews #hopefulvibes #help

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#meme #memes #shitpost #sign #post #depressed #capitalism #money #anxiety #isolation

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#meme #memes #shitpost #sign #post #depressed #capitalism #money #anxiety #isolation

Would ya maties still rule me