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#anxious — Public Fediverse posts

Live and recent posts from across the Fediverse tagged #anxious, aggregated by home.social.

  1. CW: Unhealthy relationship with my father

    So of course my dad wants me to come visit for four days for Father’s Day. He wanted me to tell him by this week and he’s called me twice today. I just can’t deal with him right now. I feel kind of sick and scared when I think about going back. I want to but not to see him. I hate that I’m 30 and he still controls me with guilt and money basically. I do things he wants just so he’ll stop pushing it. I hate all of it.


    #Ramblings #vent #venting #parents #family #trauma #anxious #parent
  2. You can get a horse to do all sorts of amazing things in an arena, but that only gets you so far.

    Today I took Twiggy and Eva out to see the world.
    We saw cars and sheep and working dogs, we even saw a truck. The thing that brought them both undone? Cows.

    Twiggy was a bit stressed about them but we should be able to overcome that quickly.

    Poor Eva. There is a lot of work in front of us to cross that bridge. Hence no video of her.

    #Horse #Mare #Anxious #Cows #BabysDayOut #HorsesOfMastodon

  3. Want to listen to blues music?

    Angry → Paranoid by Black Sabbath
    Sad → Blue by Yung Kai
    Flirty → STRATEGY by TWICE
    Dizzy → Waited All Your Life by Greta Van Fleet
    Anxious → Nobody Wants to Die by Rival Sons

    #Blues #Music #MoodPlaylist #BlackSabbath #TWICE #GretaVanFleet #RivalSons #YungKai #Anxious #Angry #Sad #Flirty #Dizzy #Rock #KPop #MusicLovers #Vibes #Listening

  4. I used to think I was #introverted.

    Socializing and public exhausts me, and I eventually get #overstimulated and #anxious and just need to leave, and find some peace alone.

    However I think I am actually an #extrovert and socializing exhausts me due to having to constantly fight my #tourettes related tics, which almost never stop, and I have to focus and put effort into fighting, so I don't seem like a total manic.

    So I need a break after a while.

    #mentalhealth #writing #selfcare #rant #hello

  5. I used to think I was #introverted.

    Socializing and public exhausts me, and I eventually get #overstimulated and #anxious and just need to leave, and find some peace alone.

    However I think I am actually an #extrovert and socializing exhausts me due to having to constantly fight my #tourettes related tics, which almost never stop, and I have to focus and put effort into fighting, so I don't seem like a total manic.

    So I need a break after a while.

    #mentalhealth #writing #selfcare #rant #hello

  6. I used to think I was #introverted.

    Socializing and public exhausts me, and I eventually get #overstimulated and #anxious and just need to leave, and find some peace alone.

    However I think I am actually an #extrovert and socializing exhausts me due to having to constantly fight my #tourettes related tics, which almost never stop, and I have to focus and put effort into fighting, so I don't seem like a total manic.

    So I need a break after a while.

    #mentalhealth #writing #selfcare #rant #hello

  7. I used to think I was #introverted.

    Socializing and public exhausts me, and I eventually get #overstimulated and #anxious and just need to leave, and find some peace alone.

    However I think I am actually an #extrovert and socializing exhausts me due to having to constantly fight my #tourettes related tics, which almost never stop, and I have to focus and put effort into fighting, so I don't seem like a total manic.

    So I need a break after a while.

    #mentalhealth #writing #selfcare #rant #hello

  8. I used to think I was #introverted.

    Socializing and public exhausts me, and I eventually get #overstimulated and #anxious and just need to leave, and find some peace alone.

    However I think I am actually an #extrovert and socializing exhausts me due to having to constantly fight my #tourettes related tics, which almost never stop, and I have to focus and put effort into fighting, so I don't seem like a total manic.

    So I need a break after a while.

    #mentalhealth #writing #selfcare #rant #hello

  9. Join us March 13th through May 8th and learn how to sustainably engage in #activism in the face of all there is to be #angry, #sad, and #anxious about in the world right now. The fight for #justice and #freedom is not new. Sign up for #SURJ #BayArea #StudyAndAction bit.ly/StudyAndAction and we will see you out there in the streets.