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  1. CW: Unhealthy relationship with my father

    So of course my dad wants me to come visit for four days for Father’s Day. He wanted me to tell him by this week and he’s called me twice today. I just can’t deal with him right now. I feel kind of sick and scared when I think about going back. I want to but not to see him. I hate that I’m 30 and he still controls me with guilt and money basically. I do things he wants just so he’ll stop pushing it. I hate all of it.


    #Ramblings #vent #venting #parents #family #trauma #anxious #parent
  2. CW: Unhealthy relationship with my father

    So of course my dad wants me to come visit for four days for Father’s Day. He wanted me to tell him by this week and he’s called me twice today. I just can’t deal with him right now. I feel kind of sick and scared when I think about going back. I want to but not to see him. I hate that I’m 30 and he still controls me with guilt and money basically. I do things he wants just so he’ll stop pushing it. I hate all of it.


    #Ramblings #vent #venting #parents #family #trauma #anxious #parent
  3. CW: Unhealthy relationship with my father

    So of course my dad wants me to come visit for four days for Father’s Day. He wanted me to tell him by this week and he’s called me twice today. I just can’t deal with him right now. I feel kind of sick and scared when I think about going back. I want to but not to see him. I hate that I’m 30 and he still controls me with guilt and money basically. I do things he wants just so he’ll stop pushing it. I hate all of it.


    #Ramblings #vent #venting #parents #family #trauma #anxious #parent
  4. CW: Unhealthy relationship with my father

    So of course my dad wants me to come visit for four days for Father’s Day. He wanted me to tell him by this week and he’s called me twice today. I just can’t deal with him right now. I feel kind of sick and scared when I think about going back. I want to but not to see him. I hate that I’m 30 and he still controls me with guilt and money basically. I do things he wants just so he’ll stop pushing it. I hate all of it.


    #Ramblings #vent #venting #parents #family #trauma #anxious #parent
  5. You can get a horse to do all sorts of amazing things in an arena, but that only gets you so far.

    Today I took Twiggy and Eva out to see the world.
    We saw cars and sheep and working dogs, we even saw a truck. The thing that brought them both undone? Cows.

    Twiggy was a bit stressed about them but we should be able to overcome that quickly.

    Poor Eva. There is a lot of work in front of us to cross that bridge. Hence no video of her.

    #Horse #Mare #Anxious #Cows #BabysDayOut #HorsesOfMastodon

  6. You can get a horse to do all sorts of amazing things in an arena, but that only gets you so far.

    Today I took Twiggy and Eva out to see the world.
    We saw cars and sheep and working dogs, we even saw a truck. The thing that brought them both undone? Cows.

    Twiggy was a bit stressed about them but we should be able to overcome that quickly.

    Poor Eva. There is a lot of work in front of us to cross that bridge. Hence no video of her.

    #Horse #Mare #Anxious #Cows #BabysDayOut #HorsesOfMastodon

  7. You can get a horse to do all sorts of amazing things in an arena, but that only gets you so far.

    Today I took Twiggy and Eva out to see the world.
    We saw cars and sheep and working dogs, we even saw a truck. The thing that brought them both undone? Cows.

    Twiggy was a bit stressed about them but we should be able to overcome that quickly.

    Poor Eva. There is a lot of work in front of us to cross that bridge. Hence no video of her.

    #Horse #Mare #Anxious #Cows #BabysDayOut #HorsesOfMastodon

  8. You can get a horse to do all sorts of amazing things in an arena, but that only gets you so far.

    Today I took Twiggy and Eva out to see the world.
    We saw cars and sheep and working dogs, we even saw a truck. The thing that brought them both undone? Cows.

    Twiggy was a bit stressed about them but we should be able to overcome that quickly.

    Poor Eva. There is a lot of work in front of us to cross that bridge. Hence no video of her.

    #Horse #Mare #Anxious #Cows #BabysDayOut #HorsesOfMastodon

  9. You can get a horse to do all sorts of amazing things in an arena, but that only gets you so far.

    Today I took Twiggy and Eva out to see the world.
    We saw cars and sheep and working dogs, we even saw a truck. The thing that brought them both undone? Cows.

    Twiggy was a bit stressed about them but we should be able to overcome that quickly.

    Poor Eva. There is a lot of work in front of us to cross that bridge. Hence no video of her.

    #Horse #Mare #Anxious #Cows #BabysDayOut #HorsesOfMastodon

  10. A little update about the law situation I posted about a few weeks ago.

    It turns out my name is on the deed. I'm hopefully going to hear from an attorney this week! I'm so nervous and excited about this. I AM entitled to half of what my parents sell this property for. I will fight for this. I have a good attorney on my side who will fight for me.

    I'll update y'all more after I get a call back from my attorney.

    #USlaw #law #nocontact #anxious #realestatelaw

  11. 1/ Feeling #depressed and #anxious again. I had a late night at A and E with our baby on Tuesday and didn’t get to sleep until 3am. Had a busy, productive day of housework yesterday and then crashed at 7pm. Wasn’t feeling it as soon as the alarm went off this morning. Got the kids up, did the school run, grabbed my stuff to head into town to work but decided to try and nap in the van before starting. Just lay there trying to tell myself that it was ok to rest. My brain was having none of it.

  12. “I haven’t felt truly engaged with my #work for much of my 20 plus year career. There have been patches where it’s been interesting and I’ve been getting up in the morning feeling motivated, but for the great majority of it I’ve either been ‘meh’ or #depressed (sometimes suicidally so), hyper #anxious and thoroughly miserable. My variable #mentalhealth is another (yet intertwined) story.”

    I wrote some more about this:

    open.substack.com/pub/threeofu

  13. It has been a busy day. I normally talk to my mom on Saturdays but I didn’t manage to catch her. Who knows if she can still figure out voicemail. She moved to assisted living on Thursday so wouldn’t always be in her room, especially at meal times.

    I’m feeling a bit sad + anxious for my mom who’s likely confused with her new living arrangements.

    Fuck dementia!

    Hoping to visit her once the weather warms up. I told her last weekend I’d come see her in March or April.

    #Sad #Anxious #Dementia

  14. #anxious : greatly concerned or solicitous, esp. respecting something future or unknown

    - French: anxieux

    - German: beunruhigt, nervös, ängstlich

    - Italian: ansioso

    - Portuguese: ansioso

    - Spanish: ansioso

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    Word of The Hour's Annual Survey @ wordofthehour.org/r/form

  15. Want to listen to blues music?

    Angry → Paranoid by Black Sabbath
    Sad → Blue by Yung Kai
    Flirty → STRATEGY by TWICE
    Dizzy → Waited All Your Life by Greta Van Fleet
    Anxious → Nobody Wants to Die by Rival Sons

    #Blues #Music #MoodPlaylist #BlackSabbath #TWICE #GretaVanFleet #RivalSons #YungKai #Anxious #Angry #Sad #Flirty #Dizzy #Rock #KPop #MusicLovers #Vibes #Listening

  16. Join us March 13th through May 8th and learn how to sustainably engage in #activism in the face of all there is to be #angry, #sad, and #anxious about in the world right now. The fight for #justice and #freedom is not new. Sign up for #SURJ #BayArea #StudyAndAction bit.ly/StudyAndAction and we will see you out there in the streets.