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The latest #DKMU
#Godforms
video to be released in HD is the one for #Ino
. An SD version remains free on youtube, but my patreon subscribers (or anyone that purchased the collection), gets to watch it in HD...

https://www.patreon.com/posts/114365788?pr=true&tab=clip&utm_source=clip&utm_medium=notification_feed&utm_campaign=clip

The latest #DKMU
#Godforms
video to be released in HD is the one for #Ino
. An SD version remains free on youtube, but my patreon subscribers (or anyone that purchased the collection), gets to watch it in HD...

https://www.patreon.com/posts/114365788?pr=true&tab=clip&utm_source=clip&utm_medium=notification_feed&utm_campaign=clip

The latest #DKMU
#Godforms
video to be released in HD is the one for #Ino
. An SD version remains free on youtube, but my patreon subscribers (or anyone that purchased the collection), gets to watch it in HD...

https://www.patreon.com/posts/114365788?pr=true&tab=clip&utm_source=clip&utm_medium=notification_feed&utm_campaign=clip

The latest #DKMU
#Godforms
video to be released in HD is the one for #Ino
. An SD version remains free on youtube, but my patreon subscribers (or anyone that purchased the collection), gets to watch it in HD...

https://www.patreon.com/posts/114365788?pr=true&tab=clip&utm_source=clip&utm_medium=notification_feed&utm_campaign=clip

An SD version of this video has been on YT for a while. You can now pay to watch the HD version on my Patreon. Second of the #DKMU #DKMUGodforms
#DoomBringer #Doombringer663

#ChaosMagic #Evocation

https://www.patreon.com/posts/doombringer-663-114365026?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

An SD version of this video has been on YT for a while. You can now pay to watch the HD version on my Patreon. Second of the #DKMU #DKMUGodforms
#DoomBringer #Doombringer663

#ChaosMagic #Evocation

https://www.patreon.com/posts/doombringer-663-114365026?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

An SD version of this video has been on YT for a while. You can now pay to watch the HD version on my Patreon. Second of the #DKMU #DKMUGodforms
#DoomBringer #Doombringer663

#ChaosMagic #Evocation

https://www.patreon.com/posts/doombringer-663-114365026?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

An SD version of this video has been on YT for a while. You can now pay to watch the HD version on my Patreon. Second of the #DKMU #DKMUGodforms
#DoomBringer #Doombringer663

#ChaosMagic #Evocation

https://www.patreon.com/posts/doombringer-663-114365026?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

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I have some awesome content on my Patreon, but only four loyal subscribers at present. Get book WIP chapters and more. Help me keep creating more essays, books, videos, rituals and more...

Coming soon for $3pm patrons: HD #DKMU Godform Videos...

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Currently have zero income and living off savings, which will run out before too long.

I have some awesome content on my Patreon, but only four loyal subscribers at present. Get book WIP chapters and more. Help me keep creating more essays, books, videos, rituals and more...

Coming soon for $3pm patrons: HD #DKMU Godform Videos...

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Currently have zero income and living off savings, which will run out before too long.

I have some awesome content on my Patreon, but only four loyal subscribers at present. Get book WIP chapters and more. Help me keep creating more essays, books, videos, rituals and more...

Coming soon for $3pm patrons: HD #DKMU Godform Videos...

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Currently have zero income and living off savings, which will run out before too long.

I have some awesome content on my Patreon, but only four loyal subscribers at present. Get book WIP chapters and more. Help me keep creating more essays, books, videos, rituals and more...

Coming soon for $3pm patrons: HD #DKMU Godform Videos...

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I am watching a member of DKMU, wizardautist, get radicalized by Neo-Nazi and incel propaganda right before my eyes on Twitter.

From what I can tell, an influence campaign using current events along with AI-generated content is serving as a memetic vehicle to get into their head. Antizionism seemed to serve as a slippery slope to outright antisemitism, given enough time. They are at the point where they are saying they do not care about antisemitism and are justifying explicit discrimination against Jewish people in the past independent of Palestine. We’re talking about outright Nazi abuse of Jewish people.

Ironically, though they are adopting Nazi viewpoints, they are calling everyone else the Nazi. It is fucking scary how quickly social media can warp, brainwash, and influence people. Considering this is a member of the punch the Nazis and hit Nazi’s over the head with metal bats group—and rightfully so—this is fucking terrifying. How insidious fascism is makes my blood fucking run cold.

This is terrifying.

So, I did a bit of testing with Twitter. Elon Musk has outdone himself! By making it so that you need an account to view Twitter, he has practically isolated people.

In addition to that, he changed Twitter’s algorithms around to automatically shadowban any pushback on trans issues or antisemitism. For example, if you use the word cis, Twitter’s systems automatically set the tweet, and possibly the whole account, to limited visibility. A response I made trying to push back against antisemitism got shadowbanned. I tried this with different accounts. Basically, Elon Musk is treating Twitter as his very own brainwashing facility, which is probably why wizardautist is slowly being converted into a misogynistic, resentful fascist.

Elon Musk has set it up so that only the most obsessive people will keep using Twitter, which means they are highly susceptible to brainwashing. It is disturbing. Social media has degenerated into nothing but cults.

Elon Musk is literally using a metaheuristic process to purposefully indoctrinate people.

This is a really terrifying time if you are Jewish. I don’t want to be held accountable for the fuckery Donald Trump did, so I do not think it is fair to hold Israelis or diaspora responsible for what Netanyahu does. And let’s not forget America is complicit in this, too. The same way I am not responsible for Biden’s or Trump’s actions, innocent Israelis are not, either. I am scared for Jewish people. How quickly and how little it took for members of DKMU to shift is terrifying. Anyone who is familiar with that group’s praxis would understand why it is shocking.

My God, this is dystopian.

#algorithm #algorithms #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #antisemitism #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cult #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #incel #incels #LGBTQ #pagan #paganism #politics #socialMedia #socialMediaAlgorithm #trans #transgender #transphobia #Twitter

I am watching a member of DKMU, wizardautist, get radicalized by Neo-Nazi and incel propaganda right before my eyes on Twitter.

From what I can tell, an influence campaign using current events along with AI-generated content is serving as a memetic vehicle to get into their head. Antizionism seemed to serve as a slippery slope to outright antisemitism, given enough time. They are at the point where they are saying they do not care about antisemitism and are justifying explicit discrimination against Jewish people in the past independent of Palestine. We’re talking about outright Nazi abuse of Jewish people.

Ironically, though they are adopting Nazi viewpoints, they are calling everyone else the Nazi. It is fucking scary how quickly social media can warp, brainwash, and influence people. Considering this is a member of the punch the Nazis and hit Nazi’s over the head with metal bats group—and rightfully so—this is fucking terrifying. How insidious fascism is makes my blood fucking run cold.

This is terrifying.

So, I did a bit of testing with Twitter. Elon Musk has outdone himself! By making it so that you need an account to view Twitter, he has practically isolated people.

In addition to that, he changed Twitter’s algorithms around to automatically shadowban any pushback on trans issues or antisemitism. For example, if you use the word cis, Twitter’s systems automatically set the tweet, and possibly the whole account, to limited visibility. A response I made trying to push back against antisemitism got shadowbanned. I tried this with different accounts. Basically, Elon Musk is treating Twitter as his very own brainwashing facility, which is probably why wizardautist is slowly being converted into a misogynistic, resentful fascist.

Elon Musk has set it up so that only the most obsessive people will keep using Twitter, which means they are highly susceptible to brainwashing. It is disturbing. Social media has degenerated into nothing but cults.

Elon Musk is literally using a metaheuristic process to purposefully indoctrinate people.

This is a really terrifying time if you are Jewish. I don’t want to be held accountable for the fuckery Donald Trump did, so I do not think it is fair to hold Israelis or diaspora responsible for what Netanyahu does. And let’s not forget America is complicit in this, too. The same way I am not responsible for Biden’s or Trump’s actions, innocent Israelis are not, either. I am scared for Jewish people. How quickly and how little it took for members of DKMU to shift is terrifying. Anyone who is familiar with that group’s praxis would understand why it is shocking.

My God, this is dystopian.

#algorithm #algorithms #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #antisemitism #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cult #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #incel #incels #LGBTQ #pagan #paganism #politics #socialMedia #socialMediaAlgorithm #trans #transgender #transphobia #Twitter

I am watching a member of DKMU, wizardautist, get radicalized by Neo-Nazi and incel propaganda right before my eyes on Twitter.

From what I can tell, an influence campaign using current events along with AI-generated content is serving as a memetic vehicle to get into their head. Antizionism seemed to serve as a slippery slope to outright antisemitism, given enough time. They are at the point where they are saying they do not care about antisemitism and are justifying explicit discrimination against Jewish people in the past independent of Palestine. We’re talking about outright Nazi abuse of Jewish people.

Ironically, though they are adopting Nazi viewpoints, they are calling everyone else the Nazi. It is fucking scary how quickly social media can warp, brainwash, and influence people. Considering this is a member of the punch the Nazis and hit Nazi’s over the head with metal bats group—and rightfully so—this is fucking terrifying. How insidious fascism is makes my blood fucking run cold.

This is terrifying.

So, I did a bit of testing with Twitter. Elon Musk has outdone himself! By making it so that you need an account to view Twitter, he has practically isolated people.

In addition to that, he changed Twitter’s algorithms around to automatically shadowban any pushback on trans issues or antisemitism. For example, if you use the word cis, Twitter’s systems automatically set the tweet, and possibly the whole account, to limited visibility. A response I made trying to push back against antisemitism got shadowbanned. I tried this with different accounts. Basically, Elon Musk is treating Twitter as his very own brainwashing facility, which is probably why wizardautist is slowly being converted into a misogynistic, resentful fascist.

Elon Musk has set it up so that only the most obsessive people will keep using Twitter, which means they are highly susceptible to brainwashing. It is disturbing. Social media has degenerated into nothing but cults.

Elon Musk is literally using a metaheuristic process to purposefully indoctrinate people.

This is a really terrifying time if you are Jewish. I don’t want to be held accountable for the fuckery Donald Trump did, so I do not think it is fair to hold Israelis or diaspora responsible for what Netanyahu does. And let’s not forget America is complicit in this, too. The same way I am not responsible for Biden’s or Trump’s actions, innocent Israelis are not, either. I am scared for Jewish people. How quickly and how little it took for members of DKMU to shift is terrifying. Anyone who is familiar with that group’s praxis would understand why it is shocking.

My God, this is dystopian.

#algorithm #algorithms #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #antisemitism #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cult #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #incel #incels #LGBTQ #pagan #paganism #politics #socialMedia #socialMediaAlgorithm #trans #transgender #transphobia #Twitter

The thing that I associate with magic the most is not religion or even spirituality. It’s wonder, amazement, and excitement. To me, it is the joy of creation and expression. When speaking with occultists, there is no wonder in their work. Their work is dogmatic, ritualistic, and cultish. I prefer the creative and exploratory dimensions of magic over the rigid structures found in occultism.

So, am I an occultist? Not really. I am a magician. I will use occult lexicon, models, and paradigms when talking about magic online or speaking with occultists; however, for me, occultism does not inspire wonder, amazement, and excitement. I view magic as an art and technology that transcends and is more abstract than occultism. I am enraptured by the atavistic and uncivilized resonance, the sublime romantic undertones, and the transcendental essence of magic. I am fascinated by its ancient, primal, and untamed qualities. I find beauty in its mysterious and awe-inspiring nature. It’s passion and desire made manifest. As a hedonist, my magic blends desire with will; the objects of my enchantment must kindle my desires. Fantasy, entwined with desire, becomes the catalyst for my inspiration.

After a series of disturbing conversations with a particular individual, I am reminded of how too many occultists are obsessed. Obsessions are not passions. Obsessions are like addictions, without the physical dependence or the desensitization. An obsession is something we compulsively do to avoid feeling bad. It is a distraction from neuroticism and intrusive thoughts. Since it displaces those intrusive thoughts and brings relief, many people see it as a way to cope.

A way to think about it is there is a difference between having an orgasm and urinating. If you were to hold in your urine for a long time and then use the bathroom, you would experience relief. However, it is entirely different from an orgasm. It’s similar to that. They are not feeling pleasure; rather, they feel relief from distracting themselves from the intrusive thoughts.

This particular occultist I am thinking of conflated obsessions with passions and relief from intrusive thoughts as passion or joy. I do not think many occultists actually even like magic or occultism. I rarely see them express anything positive; instead, it seems as if they use the esoteric aspects of occultism to mark an in and an out group. They then antagonize or have contempt for those in the out group who are not aligned with their particular esoteric group, culture, or niche. Instead of enjoying magic, they use it as a coping mechanism to deal with neuroticism. I think they are obsessed with it because it allows them to cope with things like trauma, depression, etc. It’s a drug to them that doesn’t result in physical dependence. There is no genuine joy or pleasure. Obsessions are not passions.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #mentalIllness #obsession #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

The thing that I associate with magic the most is not religion or even spirituality. It’s wonder, amazement, and excitement. To me, it is the joy of creation and expression. When speaking with occultists, there is no wonder in their work. Their work is dogmatic, ritualistic, and cultish. I prefer the creative and exploratory dimensions of magic over the rigid structures found in occultism.

So, am I an occultist? Not really. I am a magician. I will use occult lexicon, models, and paradigms when talking about magic online or speaking with occultists; however, for me, occultism does not inspire wonder, amazement, and excitement. I view magic as an art and technology that transcends and is more abstract than occultism. I am enraptured by the atavistic and uncivilized resonance, the sublime romantic undertones, and the transcendental essence of magic. I am fascinated by its ancient, primal, and untamed qualities. I find beauty in its mysterious and awe-inspiring nature. It’s passion and desire made manifest. As a hedonist, my magic blends desire with will; the objects of my enchantment must kindle my desires. Fantasy, entwined with desire, becomes the catalyst for my inspiration.

After a series of disturbing conversations with a particular individual, I am reminded of how too many occultists are obsessed. Obsessions are not passions. Obsessions are like addictions, without the physical dependence or the desensitization. An obsession is something we compulsively do to avoid feeling bad. It is a distraction from neuroticism and intrusive thoughts. Since it displaces those intrusive thoughts and brings relief, many people see it as a way to cope.

A way to think about it is there is a difference between having an orgasm and urinating. If you were to hold in your urine for a long time and then use the bathroom, you would experience relief. However, it is entirely different from an orgasm. It’s similar to that. They are not feeling pleasure; rather, they feel relief from distracting themselves from the intrusive thoughts.

This particular occultist I am thinking of conflated obsessions with passions and relief from intrusive thoughts as passion or joy. I do not think many occultists actually even like magic or occultism. I rarely see them express anything positive; instead, it seems as if they use the esoteric aspects of occultism to mark an in and an out group. They then antagonize or have contempt for those in the out group who are not aligned with their particular esoteric group, culture, or niche. Instead of enjoying magic, they use it as a coping mechanism to deal with neuroticism. I think they are obsessed with it because it allows them to cope with things like trauma, depression, etc. It’s a drug to them that doesn’t result in physical dependence. There is no genuine joy or pleasure. Obsessions are not passions.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #mentalIllness #obsession #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

The thing that I associate with magic the most is not religion or even spirituality. It’s wonder, amazement, and excitement. To me, it is the joy of creation and expression. When speaking with occultists, there is no wonder in their work. Their work is dogmatic, ritualistic, and cultish. I prefer the creative and exploratory dimensions of magic over the rigid structures found in occultism.

So, am I an occultist? Not really. I am a magician. I will use occult lexicon, models, and paradigms when talking about magic online or speaking with occultists; however, for me, occultism does not inspire wonder, amazement, and excitement. I view magic as an art and technology that transcends and is more abstract than occultism. I am enraptured by the atavistic and uncivilized resonance, the sublime romantic undertones, and the transcendental essence of magic. I am fascinated by its ancient, primal, and untamed qualities. I find beauty in its mysterious and awe-inspiring nature. It’s passion and desire made manifest. As a hedonist, my magic blends desire with will; the objects of my enchantment must kindle my desires. Fantasy, entwined with desire, becomes the catalyst for my inspiration.

After a series of disturbing conversations with a particular individual, I am reminded of how too many occultists are obsessed. Obsessions are not passions. Obsessions are like addictions, without the physical dependence or the desensitization. An obsession is something we compulsively do to avoid feeling bad. It is a distraction from neuroticism and intrusive thoughts. Since it displaces those intrusive thoughts and brings relief, many people see it as a way to cope.

A way to think about it is there is a difference between having an orgasm and urinating. If you were to hold in your urine for a long time and then use the bathroom, you would experience relief. However, it is entirely different from an orgasm. It’s similar to that. They are not feeling pleasure; rather, they feel relief from distracting themselves from the intrusive thoughts.

This particular occultist I am thinking of conflated obsessions with passions and relief from intrusive thoughts as passion or joy. I do not think many occultists actually even like magic or occultism. I rarely see them express anything positive; instead, it seems as if they use the esoteric aspects of occultism to mark an in and an out group. They then antagonize or have contempt for those in the out group who are not aligned with their particular esoteric group, culture, or niche. Instead of enjoying magic, they use it as a coping mechanism to deal with neuroticism. I think they are obsessed with it because it allows them to cope with things like trauma, depression, etc. It’s a drug to them that doesn’t result in physical dependence. There is no genuine joy or pleasure. Obsessions are not passions.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #mentalIllness #obsession #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

Well, I had a very disturbing conversation with a member of DKMU last night. It was disturbing because it drove home the damage of Internet communities and cults, especially occult cults.

Personally, my schema is very robust, ambiguous, vague, and open-ended. I don’t view entities that my schema represents as being literal representations of anything; rather, I approach them from the perspective of them being mnemonic abstractions that allow me to apprehend, reason, model, and intuit things that I experience. I am skeptical of reality, and I don’t think that humans can ever truly know reality. The limits of the accuracy of my internal schema do not cause me to fry my circuits.

Ontologically and epistemologically, a discontinuity in a system, i.e., a hole in the graph for that system, are singularities. Singularities are literal ontological and epistemological holes in your knowledge. Either, the ontological thing that denotes the knowledge is missing or the epistemological aspects are missing. An ontological expression is essentially saying there is an instance of this thing. The epistemological dimensions of the instance of that thing are how do we know that knowledge about that thing is justified. A hole can emerge when we lack knowledge about that thing or we lack a category in our schema for that thing. The lack of a category is a lack of semantics. We can think of the semantic knowledge of our schemas as graphs. The singularities would emerge where the graph is not connected to itself or where it references something that blows up to infinity from an epistemological perspective.

Well, last night, after the conversation with this particularly disturbing individual, it hit me why the members of DKMU constantly like to say I am not real, though at this point they have more than enough information to verify my existence. It is because I don’t fit their schema.

When we think of languages, we think of something like the language this is written in, English. Ontologically, a language consists of symbols joined together by operators to form relationships and rules. The definition of a language converges on the definition of a problem. In addition to that, symbols are abstractions for categories. When I say I am typing on a computer, I am saying that a computer has qualities and properties such that it belongs to the category of a computer. The definitions of terms belong to a category and the category itself is a symbol. So, our representations of objects and how we categorize them in our internal schemas are also symbols.

Psychologically, our schema informs our paradigms and implicitly creates a set of expectations. From what I can tell, dimensions of my existence do not fit their schemas or their paradigms. There are singularities in their psychological models of the world, and instead of changing their schema, they try to reconcile the cognitive dissonance by saying I am wrong; however, by existing, I am showing their cognitive models are wrong, so they reconcile that by trying to disprove my existence. It’s very fascinating and quite disturbing.

From what I can tell, their entire internal schemas, and thus the language they use to model the world, seem to emerge completely from memetic transmissions. A memetic entity is something that is culturally spread by people observing, imitating, or replicating it. The semantics of their schema seem to be laid down by memetic transmissions and literal Internet memes, so they look at the world completely through a model dictated by Internet cultures. It is very disturbing.

How people mark times tells you a lot about them. Religious rituals and holidays also mark the passage of time. This particular individual seemed to mark time via Internet epochs and presidential elections, i.e., who the president was. This implies that what is going on in the Internet and politics dominates how they mark events in their life.

Models are constructed from languages since the metastructure of the model is dependent on the relationships symbols, categories, and entities have with each other; therefore. There’s a bit of solipsism in their internal models where they view things as implicitly prescriptive and not descriptive – descriptive models need to be calibrated; therefore, if something does not fit the language of their model, they reject that instance of the anomaly. They are unable to update their internal models. Besides that, this particular person also further defined things in their schema through the writings of C.S. Lewis. In an incredibly bizarre way, things they did not understand only made some sense when they applied a framework from this author on top of it. The semantics of their entire internal schema seem to be dictated by fiction (including religious fictions like the Bible), political propaganda, and memetic transmissions, i.e., Internet memes. This isn’t recent, either. This seems to have been in the works since they were teenagers and it is coming to a head now.

I think a large amount of their unhinged behavior comes from the inability to integrate and synthesize new information and update their internal models. From feedback from this particular individual, their issue with me seems to be that they find the cognitive dissonance created by my behavior, my existence, and their expectations. They are trying to resolve that cognitive dissonance without updating or revising their internal models, which is where these unhinged parasocial narratives and doxxing attempts are coming from. The parasocial narratives are explanations that would make them feel better. The issue; however, is the model, their perceptions, and their expectations they are looking through. They are trapped in a hall of fun house mirrors. It is both fascinating and horrifying. Anomalies are weird. I find it very ironic that a member of a cabal of chaos magicians says that me being an anomaly to them makes them feel uncomfortable. Aren’t they supposed to be all about weirdness?

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

Well, I had a very disturbing conversation with a member of DKMU last night. It was disturbing because it drove home the damage of Internet communities and cults, especially occult cults.

Personally, my schema is very robust, ambiguous, vague, and open-ended. I don’t view entities that my schema represents as being literal representations of anything; rather, I approach them from the perspective of them being mnemonic abstractions that allow me to apprehend, reason, model, and intuit things that I experience. I am skeptical of reality, and I don’t think that humans can ever truly know reality. The limits of the accuracy of my internal schema do not cause me to fry my circuits.

Ontologically and epistemologically, a discontinuity in a system, i.e., a hole in the graph for that system, are singularities. Singularities are literal ontological and epistemological holes in your knowledge. Either, the ontological thing that denotes the knowledge is missing or the epistemological aspects are missing. An ontological expression is essentially saying there is an instance of this thing. The epistemological dimensions of the instance of that thing are how do we know that knowledge about that thing is justified. A hole can emerge when we lack knowledge about that thing or we lack a category in our schema for that thing. The lack of a category is a lack of semantics. We can think of the semantic knowledge of our schemas as graphs. The singularities would emerge where the graph is not connected to itself or where it references something that blows up to infinity from an epistemological perspective.

Well, last night, after the conversation with this particularly disturbing individual, it hit me why the members of DKMU constantly like to say I am not real, though at this point they have more than enough information to verify my existence. It is because I don’t fit their schema.

When we think of languages, we think of something like the language this is written in, English. Ontologically, a language consists of symbols joined together by operators to form relationships and rules. The definition of a language converges on the definition of a problem. In addition to that, symbols are abstractions for categories. When I say I am typing on a computer, I am saying that a computer has qualities and properties such that it belongs to the category of a computer. The definitions of terms belong to a category and the category itself is a symbol. So, our representations of objects and how we categorize them in our internal schemas are also symbols.

Psychologically, our schema informs our paradigms and implicitly creates a set of expectations. From what I can tell, dimensions of my existence do not fit their schemas or their paradigms. There are singularities in their psychological models of the world, and instead of changing their schema, they try to reconcile the cognitive dissonance by saying I am wrong; however, by existing, I am showing their cognitive models are wrong, so they reconcile that by trying to disprove my existence. It’s very fascinating and quite disturbing.

From what I can tell, their entire internal schemas, and thus the language they use to model the world, seem to emerge completely from memetic transmissions. A memetic entity is something that is culturally spread by people observing, imitating, or replicating it. The semantics of their schema seem to be laid down by memetic transmissions and literal Internet memes, so they look at the world completely through a model dictated by Internet cultures. It is very disturbing.

How people mark times tells you a lot about them. Religious rituals and holidays also mark the passage of time. This particular individual seemed to mark time via Internet epochs and presidential elections, i.e., who the president was. This implies that what is going on in the Internet and politics dominates how they mark events in their life.

Models are constructed from languages since the metastructure of the model is dependent on the relationships symbols, categories, and entities have with each other; therefore. There’s a bit of solipsism in their internal models where they view things as implicitly prescriptive and not descriptive – descriptive models need to be calibrated; therefore, if something does not fit the language of their model, they reject that instance of the anomaly. They are unable to update their internal models. Besides that, this particular person also further defined things in their schema through the writings of C.S. Lewis. In an incredibly bizarre way, things they did not understand only made some sense when they applied a framework from this author on top of it. The semantics of their entire internal schema seem to be dictated by fiction (including religious fictions like the Bible), political propaganda, and memetic transmissions, i.e., Internet memes. This isn’t recent, either. This seems to have been in the works since they were teenagers and it is coming to a head now.

I think a large amount of their unhinged behavior comes from the inability to integrate and synthesize new information and update their internal models. From feedback from this particular individual, their issue with me seems to be that they find the cognitive dissonance created by my behavior, my existence, and their expectations. They are trying to resolve that cognitive dissonance without updating or revising their internal models, which is where these unhinged parasocial narratives and doxxing attempts are coming from. The parasocial narratives are explanations that would make them feel better. The issue; however, is the model, their perceptions, and their expectations they are looking through. They are trapped in a hall of fun house mirrors. It is both fascinating and horrifying. Anomalies are weird. I find it very ironic that a member of a cabal of chaos magicians says that me being an anomaly to them makes them feel uncomfortable. Aren’t they supposed to be all about weirdness?

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

Well, I had a very disturbing conversation with a member of DKMU last night. It was disturbing because it drove home the damage of Internet communities and cults, especially occult cults.

Personally, my schema is very robust, ambiguous, vague, and open-ended. I don’t view entities that my schema represents as being literal representations of anything; rather, I approach them from the perspective of them being mnemonic abstractions that allow me to apprehend, reason, model, and intuit things that I experience. I am skeptical of reality, and I don’t think that humans can ever truly know reality. The limits of the accuracy of my internal schema do not cause me to fry my circuits.

Ontologically and epistemologically, a discontinuity in a system, i.e., a hole in the graph for that system, are singularities. Singularities are literal ontological and epistemological holes in your knowledge. Either, the ontological thing that denotes the knowledge is missing or the epistemological aspects are missing. An ontological expression is essentially saying there is an instance of this thing. The epistemological dimensions of the instance of that thing are how do we know that knowledge about that thing is justified. A hole can emerge when we lack knowledge about that thing or we lack a category in our schema for that thing. The lack of a category is a lack of semantics. We can think of the semantic knowledge of our schemas as graphs. The singularities would emerge where the graph is not connected to itself or where it references something that blows up to infinity from an epistemological perspective.

Well, last night, after the conversation with this particularly disturbing individual, it hit me why the members of DKMU constantly like to say I am not real, though at this point they have more than enough information to verify my existence. It is because I don’t fit their schema.

When we think of languages, we think of something like the language this is written in, English. Ontologically, a language consists of symbols joined together by operators to form relationships and rules. The definition of a language converges on the definition of a problem. In addition to that, symbols are abstractions for categories. When I say I am typing on a computer, I am saying that a computer has qualities and properties such that it belongs to the category of a computer. The definitions of terms belong to a category and the category itself is a symbol. So, our representations of objects and how we categorize them in our internal schemas are also symbols.

Psychologically, our schema informs our paradigms and implicitly creates a set of expectations. From what I can tell, dimensions of my existence do not fit their schemas or their paradigms. There are singularities in their psychological models of the world, and instead of changing their schema, they try to reconcile the cognitive dissonance by saying I am wrong; however, by existing, I am showing their cognitive models are wrong, so they reconcile that by trying to disprove my existence. It’s very fascinating and quite disturbing.

From what I can tell, their entire internal schemas, and thus the language they use to model the world, seem to emerge completely from memetic transmissions. A memetic entity is something that is culturally spread by people observing, imitating, or replicating it. The semantics of their schema seem to be laid down by memetic transmissions and literal Internet memes, so they look at the world completely through a model dictated by Internet cultures. It is very disturbing.

How people mark times tells you a lot about them. Religious rituals and holidays also mark the passage of time. This particular individual seemed to mark time via Internet epochs and presidential elections, i.e., who the president was. This implies that what is going on in the Internet and politics dominates how they mark events in their life.

Models are constructed from languages since the metastructure of the model is dependent on the relationships symbols, categories, and entities have with each other; therefore. There’s a bit of solipsism in their internal models where they view things as implicitly prescriptive and not descriptive – descriptive models need to be calibrated; therefore, if something does not fit the language of their model, they reject that instance of the anomaly. They are unable to update their internal models. Besides that, this particular person also further defined things in their schema through the writings of C.S. Lewis. In an incredibly bizarre way, things they did not understand only made some sense when they applied a framework from this author on top of it. The semantics of their entire internal schema seem to be dictated by fiction (including religious fictions like the Bible), political propaganda, and memetic transmissions, i.e., Internet memes. This isn’t recent, either. This seems to have been in the works since they were teenagers and it is coming to a head now.

I think a large amount of their unhinged behavior comes from the inability to integrate and synthesize new information and update their internal models. From feedback from this particular individual, their issue with me seems to be that they find the cognitive dissonance created by my behavior, my existence, and their expectations. They are trying to resolve that cognitive dissonance without updating or revising their internal models, which is where these unhinged parasocial narratives and doxxing attempts are coming from. The parasocial narratives are explanations that would make them feel better. The issue; however, is the model, their perceptions, and their expectations they are looking through. They are trapped in a hall of fun house mirrors. It is both fascinating and horrifying. Anomalies are weird. I find it very ironic that a member of a cabal of chaos magicians says that me being an anomaly to them makes them feel uncomfortable. Aren’t they supposed to be all about weirdness?

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

I have no clue why many occultists are still on Twitter. I am convinced they are addicted to that platform.
Elon Musk plans to charge new X users to enable posting

#DKMU #ElonMusk #magick #news #occult #OccultTwitter #pagan #paganism #TechCrunch #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

I have no clue why many occultists are still on Twitter. I am convinced they are addicted to that platform.
Elon Musk plans to charge new X users to enable posting

#DKMU #ElonMusk #magick #news #occult #OccultTwitter #pagan #paganism #TechCrunch #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

I have no clue why many occultists are still on Twitter. I am convinced they are addicted to that platform.
Elon Musk plans to charge new X users to enable posting

#DKMU #ElonMusk #magick #news #occult #OccultTwitter #pagan #paganism #TechCrunch #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

Regarding the phenomenology of purely psychic or magical influences, when you think about someone, your mind shapes itself into a representation of that person, and in order to maximize rapport, sympathy, resonance, or decrease the distance between you and that person, there has to be an accurate representation. Your mind becomes more and more like that of the person you are trying to influence as you approach that person on a psychic plane.

We can locate things in space and time by going to the space where it is at and the time where it is at and interacting with it. How do you find a non-physical, psychic entity, such as a concept? We locate these entities through symbols. Symbols point to concepts. In this case, your mind makes itself that symbol. The connection between the symbol and the concept is reinforced through redundancy. The more similar your mind is to that other person, the stronger the connection between your intent and that person. I can typically intuit whether a person is psychic or magical by the degree and clarity I can sense them. The clearer they are to me, the more similar we are.

So, when you seek to influence a person, you open yourself up to that same influence. Magic is not a one-way thing because it is predicated on your intention, and your intention is connected to you, and is your mind using itself as a symbol and mediator. Your mind is the gateway and the mediator for magic. Everything has an inverse or a negation. If you are seeking to influence someone else per your will, then the inverse is them influencing you via their will. In the same way that every integer has an additive inverse, there is an inverse with this and by creating that object, you create a possible inverse.

Psychokinesis and the Manipulation of Probability

I was born with psychokinetic abilities more archetypal of science fiction than occultism. Many people do not understand how psychokinesis works. Probability, in the sense of luck, doesn’t actually exist. In statistical mechanics, probability corresponds to the frequency of occurrence of an event, often represented as a histogram. This probabilistic frequency is related to processes like absorption and emission of heat. Temperature, in the context of statistical mechanics, is associated with scalar quantities such as speed (the magnitude of velocity) and momentum (the product of mass and velocity). These are the statistical properties that a spell or psychokinesis influences, rather than luck. They are influencing kinetic properties with their intention, i.e., psychokinesis.

Chthonic Infernal Powers

Heat is disordered mechanical and rotational energy, so by manipulating disorder, entropy, and randomness, one is manipulating heat. As someone who exemplifies Chthonic, demonic, and draconic entities, I like to think of my psychokinesis and sorcerous abilities as a lower-dimensional manifestation of infernal powers. Influencing probabilities is a lower-dimensional manifestation of the iconic fire breath of a dragon or the fire powers of demons. It’s a lower-dimensional physical projection of the astral dragon’s fire breath. Astrologically, I am an Earth Dragon. This type of serpentine dragon is known as a Long, which is a wyrm similar to a Leviathan. Of course, this is a mythological narrative; however, it is a convenient abstraction and metaphor that encapsulates the connection among sorcery, psychokinesis, order, and statistical mechanical properties. As someone that is satanic, it also fits my spiritual beliefs, too. I am not an adept; instead, I am the serpent in the garden of Eden.

The Blurring of Boundaries

When you manipulate a probability, you are effectively determining the outcome or direction of things. On a smaller scale, you are influencing the oscillation of matter to perturb it. When a spell changes the odds of something happening, it is effectively organizing disorder, mechanical, and rotational energy – that is, heat – in a way that serves the practitioner’s desired outcome by creating a coordination of energy and matter. This might appear rather mechanical, but it isn’t. There is a psychic component to it.

When I influence the movement of a candle flame or light a candle, I become that candle flame. My psychokinesis is an abstraction of clairvoyance and psychokinesis, which is why I have a hard time simply sensing the future with a precognitive application of clairvoyance. I explain that here: Influencing the Future, One Wave at a Time.

Through verification and feedback, I can tell there is a veridical connection between that gestalt and fire. So, my mind is accurately shaping itself into the representation of fire, so in a sense, there is an aspect of me that is fire. Whenever I want to influence a candle flame or light a candle, I evoke that gestalt. There is a connection between me and the candle such that there is a blurring between me and the candle. I become the candle and that part of me becomes the candle flame. When you influence something with magic or psychic abilities, that illusion of separation disappears.

Gestalts and Ideograms in Remote Viewing

My consciousness will sense a candle flame in the other room clairvoyantly and will encode that noetic knowledge as a gestalt, an ideogram, into my internal schema. I can recognize that I am psychically sensing fire because of how it’s stored in the schema of my consciousness. I employ a similar system of gestalts that you might find in Controlled Remote Viewing (CRV), although I’ve developed my own model and templates. The sigils and magical languages I create and use denote those gestalts and act as ideograms. Gestalts are used differently in Parapsychological paradigms than in general Psychology.

“The word “gestalt” is not a remote viewing term, even though that is the place you will hear it most. It is, in fact, a psychological term which means the basic conceptual quality or basic aspect of any one thing. For example, “dew”, “lake”, “ocean”, “sweat”, “rain”, “ice”, etc., all have the gestalt of “water”. If you were to add “gasoline”, “bleach”, and “oil” to that list, the basic gestalt would be “liquid”.

Remote viewing starts off with the viewer getting the basic gestalts of the site, and then taking each gestalt individually and describing its individual qualities. So, a session might begin with the viewing finding that the target has the basic gestalts of “land”, “water”, and “manmade”. The second step or stage in the remote viewing process is to first give an actual description of the “land” at the site, then the “water” aspect of it, and then describe the “manmade” aspect of the target. In this way, a picture of the target builds up in a pollution-free environment.

One way of understanding the word, “gestalt” is to say that it is the “—iness” of the target. That is, “the target has water-iness, land-iness, and manmade-iness to it.”
—Lyn Buchanan

“Definitions:

Major Gestalt: The overall impression presented by all elements of the site taken for their composite interactive meaning. The one concept that more than all others would be the best description of the site.

Ideogram: The “I” component of the I/A/B sequence. The ideogram is the spontaneous graphic representation of the major gestalt, manifested by the motion of the viewer’s pen on paper, which motion is produced by the impingement of the signal line on the autonomic nervous system and the reflexive transmission of the resultant nervous energy to the muscles of the viewer’s hand and arm. The objectified ideogram has no “scale;” that is, the size of the ideogram relative to the paper seems to have no relevance to the actual size of any component at the site.

“A” Component: The “feeling/motion” component of the ideogram. The “feeling/motion” is essentially the impression of the physical consistency (hard, soft, solid, fluid, gaseous, etc.) and contour/shape/motion of the site. For example, the monitor has selected, unknown to the viewer, a mountain as the trainee’s site. At the iteration of the coordinate, the trainee produces an appropriate ideogram, and responds verbally, at the same time as he writes it: “Rising up, peak, down.” This is the “motion” sensation he experienced as his pen produced the ideogram. He then says “solid,” having experienced the site as being solid as opposed to fluid or airy. This is the “feeling” component of the Stage 1 process. There are at least five possible types of feelings: solidity, liquidity, energetic, airiness (that is, where there is more air space than anything else, such as some suspension bridges might manifest), and temperature. Other feeling descriptors are possible, but encountered only in rare circumstances and connected with unusual sites. These components and how they are expressed in structure will be discussed more fully below. Though in discussions of theory this aspect is usually address as “feeling/motion,” it will normally be the case in actual session work that the motion aspect is decoded first with the feeling portion coming second.”

—CRV Stage 1–Coordinate (“Controlled”) Remote Viewing Manual

I do know of a few chaos magicians – one in particular – who have taken Remote Viewing courses. They use gestalts and ideograms as the foundation for sigils, which they then enhance using editing programs like Gimp. The more experienced members of chaos magical orders will incorporate geographic coordinates and RV gestalts into the image layers of Gimp for sigils intended for group workings directed at a particular place or institution. I have witnessed one of these bizarre workings on Discord.

Whatever you seek to create, you have to become to actualize that thing, so if you seek to create a negative, horrific future, you become horrific. You are what you cast.

#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #archetypes #astrology #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Chthonic #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #CRV #demon #demons #DKMU #dragons #ESP #gestalt #gestalts #magick #occult #occultism #Parapsychology #psychic #Psychokinesis #RemoteViewing #RV #semiotic #semiotics #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #sorcery #Stargate #UAP #UAPs #UFO #UFOs #witch #witchcraft

Regarding the phenomenology of purely psychic or magical influences, when you think about someone, your mind shapes itself into a representation of that person, and in order to maximize rapport, sympathy, resonance, or decrease the distance between you and that person, there has to be an accurate representation. Your mind becomes more and more like that of the person you are trying to influence as you approach that person on a psychic plane.

We can locate things in space and time by going to the space where it is at and the time where it is at and interacting with it. How do you find a non-physical, psychic entity, such as a concept? We locate these entities through symbols. Symbols point to concepts. In this case, your mind makes itself that symbol. The connection between the symbol and the concept is reinforced through redundancy. The more similar your mind is to that other person, the stronger the connection between your intent and that person. I can typically intuit whether a person is psychic or magical by the degree and clarity I can sense them. The clearer they are to me, the more similar we are.

So, when you seek to influence a person, you open yourself up to that same influence. Magic is not a one-way thing because it is predicated on your intention, and your intention is connected to you, and is your mind using itself as a symbol and mediator. Your mind is the gateway and the mediator for magic. Everything has an inverse or a negation. If you are seeking to influence someone else per your will, then the inverse is them influencing you via their will. In the same way that every integer has an additive inverse, there is an inverse with this and by creating that object, you create a possible inverse.

Psychokinesis and the Manipulation of Probability

I was born with psychokinetic abilities more archetypal of science fiction than occultism. Many people do not understand how psychokinesis works. Probability, in the sense of luck, doesn’t actually exist. In statistical mechanics, probability corresponds to the frequency of occurrence of an event, often represented as a histogram. This probabilistic frequency is related to processes like absorption and emission of heat. Temperature, in the context of statistical mechanics, is associated with scalar quantities such as speed (the magnitude of velocity) and momentum (the product of mass and velocity). These are the statistical properties that a spell or psychokinesis influences, rather than luck. They are influencing kinetic properties with their intention, i.e., psychokinesis.

Chthonic Infernal Powers

Heat is disordered mechanical and rotational energy, so by manipulating disorder, entropy, and randomness, one is manipulating heat. As someone who exemplifies Chthonic, demonic, and draconic entities, I like to think of my psychokinesis and sorcerous abilities as a lower-dimensional manifestation of infernal powers. Influencing probabilities is a lower-dimensional manifestation of the iconic fire breath of a dragon or the fire powers of demons. It’s a lower-dimensional physical projection of the astral dragon’s fire breath. Astrologically, I am an Earth Dragon. This type of serpentine dragon is known as a Long, which is a wyrm similar to a Leviathan. Of course, this is a mythological narrative; however, it is a convenient abstraction and metaphor that encapsulates the connection among sorcery, psychokinesis, order, and statistical mechanical properties. As someone that is satanic, it also fits my spiritual beliefs, too. I am not an adept; instead, I am the serpent in the garden of Eden.

The Blurring of Boundaries

When you manipulate a probability, you are effectively determining the outcome or direction of things. On a smaller scale, you are influencing the oscillation of matter to perturb it. When a spell changes the odds of something happening, it is effectively organizing disorder, mechanical, and rotational energy – that is, heat – in a way that serves the practitioner’s desired outcome by creating a coordination of energy and matter. This might appear rather mechanical, but it isn’t. There is a psychic component to it.

When I influence the movement of a candle flame or light a candle, I become that candle flame. My psychokinesis is an abstraction of clairvoyance and psychokinesis, which is why I have a hard time simply sensing the future with a precognitive application of clairvoyance. I explain that here: Influencing the Future, One Wave at a Time.

Through verification and feedback, I can tell there is a veridical connection between that gestalt and fire. So, my mind is accurately shaping itself into the representation of fire, so in a sense, there is an aspect of me that is fire. Whenever I want to influence a candle flame or light a candle, I evoke that gestalt. There is a connection between me and the candle such that there is a blurring between me and the candle. I become the candle and that part of me becomes the candle flame. When you influence something with magic or psychic abilities, that illusion of separation disappears.

Gestalts and Ideograms in Remote Viewing

My consciousness will sense a candle flame in the other room clairvoyantly and will encode that noetic knowledge as a gestalt, an ideogram, into my internal schema. I can recognize that I am psychically sensing fire because of how it’s stored in the schema of my consciousness. I employ a similar system of gestalts that you might find in Controlled Remote Viewing (CRV), although I’ve developed my own model and templates. The sigils and magical languages I create and use denote those gestalts and act as ideograms. Gestalts are used differently in Parapsychological paradigms than in general Psychology.

“The word “gestalt” is not a remote viewing term, even though that is the place you will hear it most. It is, in fact, a psychological term which means the basic conceptual quality or basic aspect of any one thing. For example, “dew”, “lake”, “ocean”, “sweat”, “rain”, “ice”, etc., all have the gestalt of “water”. If you were to add “gasoline”, “bleach”, and “oil” to that list, the basic gestalt would be “liquid”.

Remote viewing starts off with the viewer getting the basic gestalts of the site, and then taking each gestalt individually and describing its individual qualities. So, a session might begin with the viewing finding that the target has the basic gestalts of “land”, “water”, and “manmade”. The second step or stage in the remote viewing process is to first give an actual description of the “land” at the site, then the “water” aspect of it, and then describe the “manmade” aspect of the target. In this way, a picture of the target builds up in a pollution-free environment.

One way of understanding the word, “gestalt” is to say that it is the “—iness” of the target. That is, “the target has water-iness, land-iness, and manmade-iness to it.”
—Lyn Buchanan

“Definitions:

Major Gestalt: The overall impression presented by all elements of the site taken for their composite interactive meaning. The one concept that more than all others would be the best description of the site.

Ideogram: The “I” component of the I/A/B sequence. The ideogram is the spontaneous graphic representation of the major gestalt, manifested by the motion of the viewer’s pen on paper, which motion is produced by the impingement of the signal line on the autonomic nervous system and the reflexive transmission of the resultant nervous energy to the muscles of the viewer’s hand and arm. The objectified ideogram has no “scale;” that is, the size of the ideogram relative to the paper seems to have no relevance to the actual size of any component at the site.

“A” Component: The “feeling/motion” component of the ideogram. The “feeling/motion” is essentially the impression of the physical consistency (hard, soft, solid, fluid, gaseous, etc.) and contour/shape/motion of the site. For example, the monitor has selected, unknown to the viewer, a mountain as the trainee’s site. At the iteration of the coordinate, the trainee produces an appropriate ideogram, and responds verbally, at the same time as he writes it: “Rising up, peak, down.” This is the “motion” sensation he experienced as his pen produced the ideogram. He then says “solid,” having experienced the site as being solid as opposed to fluid or airy. This is the “feeling” component of the Stage 1 process. There are at least five possible types of feelings: solidity, liquidity, energetic, airiness (that is, where there is more air space than anything else, such as some suspension bridges might manifest), and temperature. Other feeling descriptors are possible, but encountered only in rare circumstances and connected with unusual sites. These components and how they are expressed in structure will be discussed more fully below. Though in discussions of theory this aspect is usually address as “feeling/motion,” it will normally be the case in actual session work that the motion aspect is decoded first with the feeling portion coming second.”

—CRV Stage 1–Coordinate (“Controlled”) Remote Viewing Manual

I do know of a few chaos magicians – one in particular – who have taken Remote Viewing courses. They use gestalts and ideograms as the foundation for sigils, which they then enhance using editing programs like Gimp. The more experienced members of chaos magical orders will incorporate geographic coordinates and RV gestalts into the image layers of Gimp for sigils intended for group workings directed at a particular place or institution. I have witnessed one of these bizarre workings on Discord.

Whatever you seek to create, you have to become to actualize that thing, so if you seek to create a negative, horrific future, you become horrific. You are what you cast.

#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #archetypes #astrology #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Chthonic #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #CRV #demon #demons #DKMU #dragons #ESP #gestalt #gestalts #magick #occult #occultism #Parapsychology #psychic #Psychokinesis #RemoteViewing #RV #semiotic #semiotics #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #sorcery #Stargate #UAP #UAPs #UFO #UFOs #witch #witchcraft

Regarding the phenomenology of purely psychic or magical influences, when you think about someone, your mind shapes itself into a representation of that person, and in order to maximize rapport, sympathy, resonance, or decrease the distance between you and that person, there has to be an accurate representation. Your mind becomes more and more like that of the person you are trying to influence as you approach that person on a psychic plane.

We can locate things in space and time by going to the space where it is at and the time where it is at and interacting with it. How do you find a non-physical, psychic entity, such as a concept? We locate these entities through symbols. Symbols point to concepts. In this case, your mind makes itself that symbol. The connection between the symbol and the concept is reinforced through redundancy. The more similar your mind is to that other person, the stronger the connection between your intent and that person. I can typically intuit whether a person is psychic or magical by the degree and clarity I can sense them. The clearer they are to me, the more similar we are.

So, when you seek to influence a person, you open yourself up to that same influence. Magic is not a one-way thing because it is predicated on your intention, and your intention is connected to you, and is your mind using itself as a symbol and mediator. Your mind is the gateway and the mediator for magic. Everything has an inverse or a negation. If you are seeking to influence someone else per your will, then the inverse is them influencing you via their will. In the same way that every integer has an additive inverse, there is an inverse with this and by creating that object, you create a possible inverse.

Psychokinesis and the Manipulation of Probability

I was born with psychokinetic abilities more archetypal of science fiction than occultism. Many people do not understand how psychokinesis works. Probability, in the sense of luck, doesn’t actually exist. In statistical mechanics, probability corresponds to the frequency of occurrence of an event, often represented as a histogram. This probabilistic frequency is related to processes like absorption and emission of heat. Temperature, in the context of statistical mechanics, is associated with scalar quantities such as speed (the magnitude of velocity) and momentum (the product of mass and velocity). These are the statistical properties that a spell or psychokinesis influences, rather than luck. They are influencing kinetic properties with their intention, i.e., psychokinesis.

Chthonic Infernal Powers

Heat is disordered mechanical and rotational energy, so by manipulating disorder, entropy, and randomness, one is manipulating heat. As someone who exemplifies Chthonic, demonic, and draconic entities, I like to think of my psychokinesis and sorcerous abilities as a lower-dimensional manifestation of infernal powers. Influencing probabilities is a lower-dimensional manifestation of the iconic fire breath of a dragon or the fire powers of demons. It’s a lower-dimensional physical projection of the astral dragon’s fire breath. Astrologically, I am an Earth Dragon. This type of serpentine dragon is known as a Long, which is a wyrm similar to a Leviathan. Of course, this is a mythological narrative; however, it is a convenient abstraction and metaphor that encapsulates the connection among sorcery, psychokinesis, order, and statistical mechanical properties. As someone that is satanic, it also fits my spiritual beliefs, too. I am not an adept; instead, I am the serpent in the garden of Eden.

The Blurring of Boundaries

When you manipulate a probability, you are effectively determining the outcome or direction of things. On a smaller scale, you are influencing the oscillation of matter to perturb it. When a spell changes the odds of something happening, it is effectively organizing disorder, mechanical, and rotational energy – that is, heat – in a way that serves the practitioner’s desired outcome by creating a coordination of energy and matter. This might appear rather mechanical, but it isn’t. There is a psychic component to it.

When I influence the movement of a candle flame or light a candle, I become that candle flame. My psychokinesis is an abstraction of clairvoyance and psychokinesis, which is why I have a hard time simply sensing the future with a precognitive application of clairvoyance. I explain that here: Influencing the Future, One Wave at a Time.

Through verification and feedback, I can tell there is a veridical connection between that gestalt and fire. So, my mind is accurately shaping itself into the representation of fire, so in a sense, there is an aspect of me that is fire. Whenever I want to influence a candle flame or light a candle, I evoke that gestalt. There is a connection between me and the candle such that there is a blurring between me and the candle. I become the candle and that part of me becomes the candle flame. When you influence something with magic or psychic abilities, that illusion of separation disappears.

Gestalts and Ideograms in Remote Viewing

My consciousness will sense a candle flame in the other room clairvoyantly and will encode that noetic knowledge as a gestalt, an ideogram, into my internal schema. I can recognize that I am psychically sensing fire because of how it’s stored in the schema of my consciousness. I employ a similar system of gestalts that you might find in Controlled Remote Viewing (CRV), although I’ve developed my own model and templates. The sigils and magical languages I create and use denote those gestalts and act as ideograms. Gestalts are used differently in Parapsychological paradigms than in general Psychology.

“The word “gestalt” is not a remote viewing term, even though that is the place you will hear it most. It is, in fact, a psychological term which means the basic conceptual quality or basic aspect of any one thing. For example, “dew”, “lake”, “ocean”, “sweat”, “rain”, “ice”, etc., all have the gestalt of “water”. If you were to add “gasoline”, “bleach”, and “oil” to that list, the basic gestalt would be “liquid”.

Remote viewing starts off with the viewer getting the basic gestalts of the site, and then taking each gestalt individually and describing its individual qualities. So, a session might begin with the viewing finding that the target has the basic gestalts of “land”, “water”, and “manmade”. The second step or stage in the remote viewing process is to first give an actual description of the “land” at the site, then the “water” aspect of it, and then describe the “manmade” aspect of the target. In this way, a picture of the target builds up in a pollution-free environment.

One way of understanding the word, “gestalt” is to say that it is the “—iness” of the target. That is, “the target has water-iness, land-iness, and manmade-iness to it.”
—Lyn Buchanan

“Definitions:

Major Gestalt: The overall impression presented by all elements of the site taken for their composite interactive meaning. The one concept that more than all others would be the best description of the site.

Ideogram: The “I” component of the I/A/B sequence. The ideogram is the spontaneous graphic representation of the major gestalt, manifested by the motion of the viewer’s pen on paper, which motion is produced by the impingement of the signal line on the autonomic nervous system and the reflexive transmission of the resultant nervous energy to the muscles of the viewer’s hand and arm. The objectified ideogram has no “scale;” that is, the size of the ideogram relative to the paper seems to have no relevance to the actual size of any component at the site.

“A” Component: The “feeling/motion” component of the ideogram. The “feeling/motion” is essentially the impression of the physical consistency (hard, soft, solid, fluid, gaseous, etc.) and contour/shape/motion of the site. For example, the monitor has selected, unknown to the viewer, a mountain as the trainee’s site. At the iteration of the coordinate, the trainee produces an appropriate ideogram, and responds verbally, at the same time as he writes it: “Rising up, peak, down.” This is the “motion” sensation he experienced as his pen produced the ideogram. He then says “solid,” having experienced the site as being solid as opposed to fluid or airy. This is the “feeling” component of the Stage 1 process. There are at least five possible types of feelings: solidity, liquidity, energetic, airiness (that is, where there is more air space than anything else, such as some suspension bridges might manifest), and temperature. Other feeling descriptors are possible, but encountered only in rare circumstances and connected with unusual sites. These components and how they are expressed in structure will be discussed more fully below. Though in discussions of theory this aspect is usually address as “feeling/motion,” it will normally be the case in actual session work that the motion aspect is decoded first with the feeling portion coming second.”

—CRV Stage 1–Coordinate (“Controlled”) Remote Viewing Manual

I do know of a few chaos magicians – one in particular – who have taken Remote Viewing courses. They use gestalts and ideograms as the foundation for sigils, which they then enhance using editing programs like Gimp. The more experienced members of chaos magical orders will incorporate geographic coordinates and RV gestalts into the image layers of Gimp for sigils intended for group workings directed at a particular place or institution. I have witnessed one of these bizarre workings on Discord.

Whatever you seek to create, you have to become to actualize that thing, so if you seek to create a negative, horrific future, you become horrific. You are what you cast.

#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #archetypes #astrology #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Chthonic #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #CRV #demon #demons #DKMU #dragons #ESP #gestalt #gestalts #magick #occult #occultism #Parapsychology #psychic #Psychokinesis #RemoteViewing #RV #semiotic #semiotics #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #sorcery #Stargate #UAP #UAPs #UFO #UFOs #witch #witchcraft

Watching the bizarre mental gymnastics occultists do to avoid and cope with shame makes me happy I was born without the capability to feel it — I am a psychopath. They take so many drugs, join so many cults, and flood their brains with so many fucked-up memes and memetic entities all to avoid feeling the shame that they internalized from Christianity. It is as if they are trying to replace themselves with a perverse simulacrum of themselves. I’m beginning to think that the social media usage of most occultists, if not most people, is all about belonging, avoiding shame, and pursuing external validation and recognition for esteem.

One of the reasons why I was not as traumatized by Christianity is that Christianity is literally fundamentally based on shame as a consequence of knowledge and knowledge of good and evil, essentially. I can’t feel shame, so it just never stuck. They do not realize it; however, psilocybin and MDMA are actually good for treating sexual shame and altering maladaptive schemas, so their drug abuse is them trying to escape shame.

I’m not saying everyone who uses drugs feels shame. I am saying that particular demographic is probably abusing, and not properly using, drugs to avoid shame. Scrolling through the BlueSky accounts of queer Satanists screams overcompensation and them so desperately trying to overcome shame.

Since I cannot feel it, I cannot empathize with it. It must be an awful feeling for them to consistently, and obsessively, act like they do. They obsessively are trying to overcompensate such that their social media profiles become more and more deviant. There is nothing wrong with deviance or perversion; however, when it becomes maladaptive and harmful to others, it is a problem. They are reaching those maladaptive and abusive benchmarks that make their deviance pathological. For example, many of them enjoy inflicting it on others, to intentionally distress people instead of simply existing and expressing themselves. That is an abusive type of behavior called spite. Deviance and perversion are only an issue if it hurts you or others.

If the idea of a psychopath being ‘moral’ seems counterintuitive, as a psychopath, I admire power and control. I abhor weakness. Having a weak will is being weak, so discipline is something I admire. Indulging every dark impulse for the sake of it is weakness to me, so even though prosocial behavior is not in my nature, I temper my dark impulses because I admire strength. It’s a manifestation of my ambition. I think the idea that you have to shame people into being good is a very problematic Christian cultural artifact.

Shame is an emotion that people feel when they violate cultural norms. Since I don’t care if I violate cultural norms, though I care about the tangible consequences, I don’t feel shame. It’s why you’ll never find me in a place that imposes strict community guidelines, and why I’m insufferable in community settings. I don’t care if I break the rules if there are no consequences. I do feel a form of guilt; however, if I violate my standards. It’s different from what most people feel, though. Shame is rooted in culture. It’s a reaction to how we’re perceived. Since inconsequential judgments are irrelevant to me, I feel no shame. I view consequences within the context of power dynamics, so you can counter negative consequences with power.

#addiction #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BlueSky #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Christian #Christianity #DKMU #drugs #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #religion #satan #Satanism #Satanist

Watching the bizarre mental gymnastics occultists do to avoid and cope with shame makes me happy I was born without the capability to feel it — I am a psychopath. They take so many drugs, join so many cults, and flood their brains with so many fucked-up memes and memetic entities all to avoid feeling the shame that they internalized from Christianity. It is as if they are trying to replace themselves with a perverse simulacrum of themselves. I’m beginning to think that the social media usage of most occultists, if not most people, is all about belonging, avoiding shame, and pursuing external validation and recognition for esteem.

One of the reasons why I was not as traumatized by Christianity is that Christianity is literally fundamentally based on shame as a consequence of knowledge and knowledge of good and evil, essentially. I can’t feel shame, so it just never stuck. They do not realize it; however, psilocybin and MDMA are actually good for treating sexual shame and altering maladaptive schemas, so their drug abuse is them trying to escape shame.

I’m not saying everyone who uses drugs feels shame. I am saying that particular demographic is probably abusing, and not properly using, drugs to avoid shame. Scrolling through the BlueSky accounts of queer Satanists screams overcompensation and them so desperately trying to overcome shame.

Since I cannot feel it, I cannot empathize with it. It must be an awful feeling for them to consistently, and obsessively, act like they do. They obsessively are trying to overcompensate such that their social media profiles become more and more deviant. There is nothing wrong with deviance or perversion; however, when it becomes maladaptive and harmful to others, it is a problem. They are reaching those maladaptive and abusive benchmarks that make their deviance pathological. For example, many of them enjoy inflicting it on others, to intentionally distress people instead of simply existing and expressing themselves. That is an abusive type of behavior called spite. Deviance and perversion are only an issue if it hurts you or others.

If the idea of a psychopath being ‘moral’ seems counterintuitive, as a psychopath, I admire power and control. I abhor weakness. Having a weak will is being weak, so discipline is something I admire. Indulging every dark impulse for the sake of it is weakness to me, so even though prosocial behavior is not in my nature, I temper my dark impulses because I admire strength. It’s a manifestation of my ambition. I think the idea that you have to shame people into being good is a very problematic Christian cultural artifact.

Shame is an emotion that people feel when they violate cultural norms. Since I don’t care if I violate cultural norms, though I care about the tangible consequences, I don’t feel shame. It’s why you’ll never find me in a place that imposes strict community guidelines, and why I’m insufferable in community settings. I don’t care if I break the rules if there are no consequences. I do feel a form of guilt; however, if I violate my standards. It’s different from what most people feel, though. Shame is rooted in culture. It’s a reaction to how we’re perceived. Since inconsequential judgments are irrelevant to me, I feel no shame. I view consequences within the context of power dynamics, so you can counter negative consequences with power.

#addiction #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BlueSky #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Christian #Christianity #DKMU #drugs #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #religion #satan #Satanism #Satanist

I will never understand what goes through these insane chaos magician’s minds to track me down. No, this isn’t about DKMU. An entirely new occultist, whom I have never spoken to in my life, just tracked me down. It was for the sole purpose of trying to start an argument about reality being subjective as a rebuttal to their ignorance about magic squares. Of all the possible things they could be doing – like practicing the magic they like to lecture people about – they spend their time tracking down and arguing with strangers. Insane. Just insane!

That person has a Medium account, so I took a look. All I’m going to say is, like most extremely online chaotes, they run a very fucked up Discord, and they are recycling things from their Discord onto their Medium. Discord is like hell. I deleted my real Discord a long time ago, because I realized only the mentally ill, Nazis, sexual predators, Russian agents, or FBI agents use it. No sane person uses Discord.

They are also a paranoid nut case, too — similar to that schizophrenic woman from DKMU. I read an insane post in this person’s Medium. This person was freaking out and thinking about going to court because a person knew their first name. Not their whole name, just their first name. Apparently, they spun this into elaborate paranoid delusions. The insane thing is that they believe it is normal for a trans person to be paranoid to the degree they were. I have episodes of paranoia.

What keeps me from spinning off is my husband telling me I am being insane. For some odd reason, many of these mentally ill paranoid chaotes, Discordians, and anarchists believe reality checks are gaslighting, so they are paranoid about people who are calling their insane behavior insane, because it is. They can’t stop themselves from believing the delusions and lies their brain created, so they have no insight into the parasocial shenanigans that they end up entangled in. It’s disturbing how dangerous these people are.

Paranoia is not normal, neither is anxiety. These are mental health problems that disrupt one’s ability to function; however, unfortunately, mental illness is normalized in occult spaces, so other insane people reinforce these delusions, which just creates a mass delusion and escalates situations. If it were just one person, it wouldn’t be an issue. But it’s a large amount of the whole cohort and demographic of chaos magicians who are mentally ill, where their mental illness causes them to antagonize and form parasocial relationships with random people. They need to stay far away from magic and possibly be institutionalized because they are obviously unwell. I am being serious. They are actual dangers to people online, depending on how bad their paranoid parasocial delusions go. Since they enable, reinforce, and worsen each other’s delusions, their mental health issues are so normalized that they believe their behavior is perfectly fine and not dangerous.

I take antipsychotics. I like my antipsychotics, and I like living with a man who will tell me I am being insane; that way, my brain isn’t consumed with insanity. I couldn’t imagine how they could love living in a paranoid nightmare. I know for a fact that many anarchist chaotes are unmedicated and severely mentally ill; however, those spaces encourage antipsychiatry. One good thing about DKMU — I say with a mouthful of vomit — is that they do not tolerate antipsychiatry bullshit. They are an anomaly, though. A lot of these spaces actively encourage people to not take their meds.

These people are exhausting with their ontological preaching. It’s always the same. They will have a purely nihilistic or subjective view about reality—or the lack of reality—where they will feel threatened by any metaphysical standard at all. They will be so triggered that they will info-dump their entire manifesto, and I do mean they actually have a manifesto. To be clear, I am not talking about DKMU, because DKMU, to be frank, is a rather tame subset of this demographic.

At a certain point, they will exhaust people. It seems like they are so triggered by other people believing different things. People will tolerate it only for so much before you’ve exhausted their patience to the point where they will no longer tolerate the frustration. I think we are at that point where many of these chaotes have completely tapped out their goodwill, so they are looking for other spaces. Places that emphasize cultures of autonomy and consent won’t consent to that abuse, so I have no clue why they think Mastodon is the place to be. You’ll just get blocked if not called out. That’s probably why the amount of chaotes are sparse here. Mastodon is filled with anarchists and nihilists, but the number of chaos magicians is rather sparse when compared to Twitter, BlueSky, and Discord.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Discord #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #rant #rants #socialMedia #witch #witchcraft

I will never understand what goes through these insane chaos magician’s minds to track me down. No, this isn’t about DKMU. An entirely new occultist, whom I have never spoken to in my life, just tracked me down. It was for the sole purpose of trying to start an argument about reality being subjective as a rebuttal to their ignorance about magic squares. Of all the possible things they could be doing – like practicing the magic they like to lecture people about – they spend their time tracking down and arguing with strangers. Insane. Just insane!

That person has a Medium account, so I took a look. All I’m going to say is, like most extremely online chaotes, they run a very fucked up Discord, and they are recycling things from their Discord onto their Medium. Discord is like hell. I deleted my real Discord a long time ago, because I realized only the mentally ill, Nazis, sexual predators, Russian agents, or FBI agents use it. No sane person uses Discord.

They are also a paranoid nut case, too — similar to that schizophrenic woman from DKMU. I read an insane post in this person’s Medium. This person was freaking out and thinking about going to court because a person knew their first name. Not their whole name, just their first name. Apparently, they spun this into elaborate paranoid delusions. The insane thing is that they believe it is normal for a trans person to be paranoid to the degree they were. I have episodes of paranoia.

What keeps me from spinning off is my husband telling me I am being insane. For some odd reason, many of these mentally ill paranoid chaotes, Discordians, and anarchists believe reality checks are gaslighting, so they are paranoid about people who are calling their insane behavior insane, because it is. They can’t stop themselves from believing the delusions and lies their brain created, so they have no insight into the parasocial shenanigans that they end up entangled in. It’s disturbing how dangerous these people are.

Paranoia is not normal, neither is anxiety. These are mental health problems that disrupt one’s ability to function; however, unfortunately, mental illness is normalized in occult spaces, so other insane people reinforce these delusions, which just creates a mass delusion and escalates situations. If it were just one person, it wouldn’t be an issue. But it’s a large amount of the whole cohort and demographic of chaos magicians who are mentally ill, where their mental illness causes them to antagonize and form parasocial relationships with random people. They need to stay far away from magic and possibly be institutionalized because they are obviously unwell. I am being serious. They are actual dangers to people online, depending on how bad their paranoid parasocial delusions go. Since they enable, reinforce, and worsen each other’s delusions, their mental health issues are so normalized that they believe their behavior is perfectly fine and not dangerous.

I take antipsychotics. I like my antipsychotics, and I like living with a man who will tell me I am being insane; that way, my brain isn’t consumed with insanity. I couldn’t imagine how they could love living in a paranoid nightmare. I know for a fact that many anarchist chaotes are unmedicated and severely mentally ill; however, those spaces encourage antipsychiatry. One good thing about DKMU — I say with a mouthful of vomit — is that they do not tolerate antipsychiatry bullshit. They are an anomaly, though. A lot of these spaces actively encourage people to not take their meds.

These people are exhausting with their ontological preaching. It’s always the same. They will have a purely nihilistic or subjective view about reality—or the lack of reality—where they will feel threatened by any metaphysical standard at all. They will be so triggered that they will info-dump their entire manifesto, and I do mean they actually have a manifesto. To be clear, I am not talking about DKMU, because DKMU, to be frank, is a rather tame subset of this demographic.

At a certain point, they will exhaust people. It seems like they are so triggered by other people believing different things. People will tolerate it only for so much before you’ve exhausted their patience to the point where they will no longer tolerate the frustration. I think we are at that point where many of these chaotes have completely tapped out their goodwill, so they are looking for other spaces. Places that emphasize cultures of autonomy and consent won’t consent to that abuse, so I have no clue why they think Mastodon is the place to be. You’ll just get blocked if not called out. That’s probably why the amount of chaotes are sparse here. Mastodon is filled with anarchists and nihilists, but the number of chaos magicians is rather sparse when compared to Twitter, BlueSky, and Discord.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Discord #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #rant #rants #socialMedia #witch #witchcraft

Whenever you feel like you need to apologize for something, there’s a certain level of humbleness, embarrassment, and even shame. I am watching a person apologize for what is on their social media profile, which is to acknowledge a level of embarrassment and shame. Most people would be mortified by this and stop.

Not this person! I am watching this person present the things that they were embarrassed about, again! That is common with this particular person. For some reason, they can’t stop themselves from doing really dumb things or saying really dumb things that they are embarrassed about later. They will have enough self-awareness to know that it is wrong, but they are so compulsive they have to keep burning their hands on a stove.

In my experience, accessibility is the enemy. You can’t say dumb things online if you can’t get online. There are these little cages for your electronics, phones, and such. This particular skeleton of a fish will constantly embarrass themselves, have enough self-awareness to know they did something stupid, and then do it again. Over and over. It’s mildly disturbing yet fascinating to watch. They have these really self-destructive cyclical patterns that I could literally set my watch to. I have actually done so.

If you have a compulsive personality like this, just delete all your social media, because what will end up happening is the accessibility will have you apologizing to your employer for a regrettable take…

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU

Whenever you feel like you need to apologize for something, there’s a certain level of humbleness, embarrassment, and even shame. I am watching a person apologize for what is on their social media profile, which is to acknowledge a level of embarrassment and shame. Most people would be mortified by this and stop.

Not this person! I am watching this person present the things that they were embarrassed about, again! That is common with this particular person. For some reason, they can’t stop themselves from doing really dumb things or saying really dumb things that they are embarrassed about later. They will have enough self-awareness to know that it is wrong, but they are so compulsive they have to keep burning their hands on a stove.

In my experience, accessibility is the enemy. You can’t say dumb things online if you can’t get online. There are these little cages for your electronics, phones, and such. This particular skeleton of a fish will constantly embarrass themselves, have enough self-awareness to know they did something stupid, and then do it again. Over and over. It’s mildly disturbing yet fascinating to watch. They have these really self-destructive cyclical patterns that I could literally set my watch to. I have actually done so.

If you have a compulsive personality like this, just delete all your social media, because what will end up happening is the accessibility will have you apologizing to your employer for a regrettable take…

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU

I just read an occult blog post written by some occult boomer that was inspired by an insufferable, schizophrenic Gen Xer that has me shaking my head. It’s the typical boomer “kids nowadays” rant against millennials. Keep in mind, us millennials are approaching 40. I’m in my late 30s. Considering who inspired this particular piece and what people in that circle have called me recently, it seems rather targeted. Honestly, the entire piece seemed to be older occultists lamenting that public occult conversations on the Internet are random and chaotic, where people can express themselves in a variety of disrespectful ways if they so choose, for whatever reason. You know, because people have this thing called free will. People do not owe you anything, especially on Twitter, of all places. This constant pining for the 90s is getting on my nerves.

I am being vague because I know this person who inspired that post does things for validation, and I am not giving it to them. I hate, hate, hate being told what to do. I don’t like rules. I never have. I never will. That’s why I am entirely disinterested in occult groups, occult communities, and even like 99% of occult media and books. At this point in my life, I get more inspiration from the genre of magical realism. If you expect me to conform to your expectations, you will be very disappointed. I don’t care to belong to occult groups. I don’t care to be in occult spaces. I don’t care for their rules or etiquette. I don’t owe anyone anything, and I certainly don’t need to justify myself or present myself for anyone’s approval. I will behave how I please, and anyone who is offended does not have to interact with me. Call me a dipshit. Call me by whatever name suits you; though, that doesn’t mean I will answer to it unless it pleases me.

I am way too old to be seeking validation from belonging to an esoteric group. Honestly, in my opinion, 20 years is more than enough time for a person to go their own way and create their own magic. I’m honestly too old to care. Maybe when I was younger, I would have cared more, but occultism has largely lost my respect and earned my disdain. I’m not going to try to fit into a group and culture I have nothing but contempt for. I write blog posts to avoid engaging in cyclical, redundant, banal, insipid arguments on social media. While I will sometimes troll, I do not seriously argue on the Internet. As I said, I am too old for that.

See, here’s the thing about magic: Magic is art. Art is magic. An object doesn’t have a quality of art; instead, art elicits that from the subjective experience of the person who interacts with the art. When you understand that art is magic, magic is art, and art and magic arise from your subjective experience and how you interact and appreciate aesthetic qualities of something, you realize you don’t need validation from other occultists since all you need is to have appreciation for your own work. You don’t need random occultists, well-published occult authors, occult groups, esoteric orders, etc., to validate you. I certainly don’t. If you want objective feedback, you can use the scientific method. If you don’t care, and it is all about the subjective experience, subjective experiences are reflexive. It’s you perceiving that experience, so it is validated by you having that experience. You do not need someone else to verify and validate your experience.

The thing that has always rubbed me the wrong way about occultists is that they will push their culture and create an illusion. They will try to make you believe that to progress you have to be recognized in some shape, way, or form by people who are part of that culture and you have to use their cultural beliefs, norms, artifacts, and even political ideaology. It creates this cult mindset that I have always found to be completely intolerable.

People obsessed with power dynamics and constantly having their power and influence affirmed through a cultural system don’t actually have that power. Any magician obsessed with clout is powerless. Will power goes hand in hand with discipline and the ability to abstain, so a magician who has to obsessively engage in social media discourse is demonstrating their lack of will power. And, if magic is predicated on will, and they don’t have enough will to refrain from compulsive social media usage on Twitter, do they really have magical power at all?

These occult social media influencers and occult authors should not be trusted. And, I don’t trust them. I don’t seriously interact with any occult culture at all, anymore, besides when I troll from time to time. Everything I do, for the most part, is either from scratch or involves replicating parapsychology experiments. I have no interest in reliving my teenage years; I’ve already gone through a lot of this nonsense as a teenager myself. It’s really disturbing that some of these people are in their 50s or 60s but still act like they’re 17.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #witch #witchcraft

I just read an occult blog post written by some occult boomer that was inspired by an insufferable, schizophrenic Gen Xer that has me shaking my head. It’s the typical boomer “kids nowadays” rant against millennials. Keep in mind, us millennials are approaching 40. I’m in my late 30s. Considering who inspired this particular piece and what people in that circle have called me recently, it seems rather targeted. Honestly, the entire piece seemed to be older occultists lamenting that public occult conversations on the Internet are random and chaotic, where people can express themselves in a variety of disrespectful ways if they so choose, for whatever reason. You know, because people have this thing called free will. People do not owe you anything, especially on Twitter, of all places. This constant pining for the 90s is getting on my nerves.

I am being vague because I know this person who inspired that post does things for validation, and I am not giving it to them. I hate, hate, hate being told what to do. I don’t like rules. I never have. I never will. That’s why I am entirely disinterested in occult groups, occult communities, and even like 99% of occult media and books. At this point in my life, I get more inspiration from the genre of magical realism. If you expect me to conform to your expectations, you will be very disappointed. I don’t care to belong to occult groups. I don’t care to be in occult spaces. I don’t care for their rules or etiquette. I don’t owe anyone anything, and I certainly don’t need to justify myself or present myself for anyone’s approval. I will behave how I please, and anyone who is offended does not have to interact with me. Call me a dipshit. Call me by whatever name suits you; though, that doesn’t mean I will answer to it unless it pleases me.

I am way too old to be seeking validation from belonging to an esoteric group. Honestly, in my opinion, 20 years is more than enough time for a person to go their own way and create their own magic. I’m honestly too old to care. Maybe when I was younger, I would have cared more, but occultism has largely lost my respect and earned my disdain. I’m not going to try to fit into a group and culture I have nothing but contempt for. I write blog posts to avoid engaging in cyclical, redundant, banal, insipid arguments on social media. While I will sometimes troll, I do not seriously argue on the Internet. As I said, I am too old for that.

See, here’s the thing about magic: Magic is art. Art is magic. An object doesn’t have a quality of art; instead, art elicits that from the subjective experience of the person who interacts with the art. When you understand that art is magic, magic is art, and art and magic arise from your subjective experience and how you interact and appreciate aesthetic qualities of something, you realize you don’t need validation from other occultists since all you need is to have appreciation for your own work. You don’t need random occultists, well-published occult authors, occult groups, esoteric orders, etc., to validate you. I certainly don’t. If you want objective feedback, you can use the scientific method. If you don’t care, and it is all about the subjective experience, subjective experiences are reflexive. It’s you perceiving that experience, so it is validated by you having that experience. You do not need someone else to verify and validate your experience.

The thing that has always rubbed me the wrong way about occultists is that they will push their culture and create an illusion. They will try to make you believe that to progress you have to be recognized in some shape, way, or form by people who are part of that culture and you have to use their cultural beliefs, norms, artifacts, and even political ideaology. It creates this cult mindset that I have always found to be completely intolerable.

People obsessed with power dynamics and constantly having their power and influence affirmed through a cultural system don’t actually have that power. Any magician obsessed with clout is powerless. Will power goes hand in hand with discipline and the ability to abstain, so a magician who has to obsessively engage in social media discourse is demonstrating their lack of will power. And, if magic is predicated on will, and they don’t have enough will to refrain from compulsive social media usage on Twitter, do they really have magical power at all?

These occult social media influencers and occult authors should not be trusted. And, I don’t trust them. I don’t seriously interact with any occult culture at all, anymore, besides when I troll from time to time. Everything I do, for the most part, is either from scratch or involves replicating parapsychology experiments. I have no interest in reliving my teenage years; I’ve already gone through a lot of this nonsense as a teenager myself. It’s really disturbing that some of these people are in their 50s or 60s but still act like they’re 17.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #witch #witchcraft

Considering how much my Black, queer experience is distorted by white, cisgendered, heterosexual people on both sides of the political spectrum, I’ve decided to ignore anything that isn’t a primary source. The case that comes to mind is members of #DKMU attempting to erase my Black and queer identity with a four-year misinformation campaign against me. DKMU is filled with fascists and bigots.

What that means is if you are not a queer or Black person that is telling me about your experience and you are a cisgendered heterosexual—especially a white person—telling me about an experience you cannot have, I am going to disregard it and probably think of you as a bigot.

Because why are you speaking for people like me instead of facilitating and amplifying my original words, my original experience, from my own mouth—or fingers? Muted group theory is not advocacy. It’s bigotry. If you’re white, heterosexual, and cisgendered and you are producing the bulk of the discourse, you are not advocating for people like me. You’re suppressing and oppressing us.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #blackMastodon #blackfedi #blackfediverse #DKMU #fascism #fascist #fediverse #gay #homophobia #lgbt #LGBTQ #liberal #liberals #Mastodon #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #political #politics #progressives #queer #racism #Reddit #socialMedia #Threads #trans #transgender #Twitter #uspol #witch #witchcraft

Considering how much my Black, queer experience is distorted by white, cisgendered, heterosexual people on both sides of the political spectrum, I’ve decided to ignore anything that isn’t a primary source. The case that comes to mind is members of #DKMU attempting to erase my Black and queer identity with a four-year misinformation campaign against me. DKMU is filled with fascists and bigots.

What that means is if you are not a queer or Black person that is telling me about your experience and you are a cisgendered heterosexual—especially a white person—telling me about an experience you cannot have, I am going to disregard it and probably think of you as a bigot.

Because why are you speaking for people like me instead of facilitating and amplifying my original words, my original experience, from my own mouth—or fingers? Muted group theory is not advocacy. It’s bigotry. If you’re white, heterosexual, and cisgendered and you are producing the bulk of the discourse, you are not advocating for people like me. You’re suppressing and oppressing us.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #blackMastodon #blackfedi #blackfediverse #DKMU #fascism #fascist #fediverse #gay #homophobia #lgbt #LGBTQ #liberal #liberals #Mastodon #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #political #politics #progressives #queer #racism #Reddit #socialMedia #Threads #trans #transgender #Twitter #uspol #witch #witchcraft

So me:
I N S A T I A B L E

#DKMU #kitsune #magicalRealism #mood #paranormal #supernatural #YouTube

So me:
I N S A T I A B L E

#DKMU #kitsune #magicalRealism #mood #paranormal #supernatural #YouTube

Don’t mind me, I’m just tossing all occult lexicon into the fire. Going forward, I will be practicing magic without occultism or any occult lexicon. Considering there are better metaphysical terms than many occult terms, occult lexemes are only useful out of convention and from a cultural perspective to share experiences and coordinate with others. However, since occultists are so batshit insane, I want nothing to do with them. Into the fire goes their lexicon.

The thing many people are unaware of is that first-order logic is more elegant and metaphysically precise than superfluous occult lexemes. The same goes for pure mathematics. Additionally, both logic and math are symbolic languages, much like many elements of occultism. Going forward, I am going to rely on different schemas and use first-order logic to formalize metaphysical magical arguments and analyze the logical structure of sets of magical expressions.

It’s cults, cults, and more cults, and the memetic code of occult lexicons has virulently evolved to reinforce cult ideologies and group cohesion. Nope. This is where I get the fuck off this train.

The mnemonic attributes of prototypical constructs within whatever schemas I construct will have a very tenuous connection, if any connection at all, to occult motifs and themes. The convergence of the definitions of magic and art suggests that magic can be seen as an extension of art. Consequently, there exists an infinite variety of artistic expressions that sufficiently embody magical qualities. I’m not playing around with these harmful cultural artifacts anymore, especially when they are frequently associated with extremely hateful beliefs, drug addiction, cults, and mental illness. Obviously, those images are closely intertwined with the worst aspects of human experience.

My husband keeps having visions of me starting a book series while sitting in a sun room, so he subtly nudges me in that direction. Perhaps this is where it starts.

Cleanse it all with fire!

#Animism #animistic #art #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cult #cults #DKMU #magicalRealism #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #witch #witchcraft #writing

Don’t mind me, I’m just tossing all occult lexicon into the fire. Going forward, I will be practicing magic without occultism or any occult lexicon. Considering there are better metaphysical terms than many occult terms, occult lexemes are only useful out of convention and from a cultural perspective to share experiences and coordinate with others. However, since occultists are so batshit insane, I want nothing to do with them. Into the fire goes their lexicon.

The thing many people are unaware of is that first-order logic is more elegant and metaphysically precise than superfluous occult lexemes. The same goes for pure mathematics. Additionally, both logic and math are symbolic languages, much like many elements of occultism. Going forward, I am going to rely on different schemas and use first-order logic to formalize metaphysical magical arguments and analyze the logical structure of sets of magical expressions.

It’s cults, cults, and more cults, and the memetic code of occult lexicons has virulently evolved to reinforce cult ideologies and group cohesion. Nope. This is where I get the fuck off this train.

The mnemonic attributes of prototypical constructs within whatever schemas I construct will have a very tenuous connection, if any connection at all, to occult motifs and themes. The convergence of the definitions of magic and art suggests that magic can be seen as an extension of art. Consequently, there exists an infinite variety of artistic expressions that sufficiently embody magical qualities. I’m not playing around with these harmful cultural artifacts anymore, especially when they are frequently associated with extremely hateful beliefs, drug addiction, cults, and mental illness. Obviously, those images are closely intertwined with the worst aspects of human experience.

My husband keeps having visions of me starting a book series while sitting in a sun room, so he subtly nudges me in that direction. Perhaps this is where it starts.

Cleanse it all with fire!

#Animism #animistic #art #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cult #cults #DKMU #magicalRealism #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #witch #witchcraft #writing

After the stuff I saw today from pagan, occult, and witchy accounts that swear they are leftist anarchist, I am writing off Twitter users. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a troll account—bullying Nazis is fine—you are a Nazi.

Anyone who sits at the table with Nazis is a Nazi, and Twitter is the table. You are implicitly donating to the profit of a Nazi entity. It is what it is. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a bot account intended to degrade Twitter or a troll account meant to bully Nazis on Twitter, you’re a Nazi. Plain and simple.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #leftist #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

After the stuff I saw today from pagan, occult, and witchy accounts that swear they are leftist anarchist, I am writing off Twitter users. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a troll account—bullying Nazis is fine—you are a Nazi.

Anyone who sits at the table with Nazis is a Nazi, and Twitter is the table. You are implicitly donating to the profit of a Nazi entity. It is what it is. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a bot account intended to degrade Twitter or a troll account meant to bully Nazis on Twitter, you’re a Nazi. Plain and simple.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #leftist #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

After the stuff I saw today from pagan, occult, and witchy accounts that swear they are leftist anarchist, I am writing off Twitter users. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a troll account—bullying Nazis is fine—you are a Nazi.

Anyone who sits at the table with Nazis is a Nazi, and Twitter is the table. You are implicitly donating to the profit of a Nazi entity. It is what it is. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a bot account intended to degrade Twitter or a troll account meant to bully Nazis on Twitter, you’re a Nazi. Plain and simple.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #leftist #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

This is going to be my last post on this group because the situation is just beyond idiotic. In my 26 years of practicing magic, I have never, ever, ever met a group as persistently and chronically dumb, idiotic, extremely online, and utterly insane as #DKMU. I literally can’t wrap my mind around how their members are able to function. At all.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #egregore #egregores #linkingsigil #LS #magick #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft

This is going to be my last post on this group because the situation is just beyond idiotic. In my 26 years of practicing magic, I have never, ever, ever met a group as persistently and chronically dumb, idiotic, extremely online, and utterly insane as #DKMU. I literally can’t wrap my mind around how their members are able to function. At all.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #egregore #egregores #linkingsigil #LS #magick #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft

One thing my husband and family members will tell you about me is that I do what I want, or you can’t make me do what I don’t want to do. When my mind is made up, I am impossible to persuade or even coerce. While I am mischievous, whimsical, and capricious, I am a very willful creature. If I do something immoral or unethical, I am aware that I am doing it, have calculated the risk-to-payoff ratio, and have deliberately decided on it.

I couldn’t imagine having the self-awareness to know that what I am doing is insane or that what I believe in or am hearing through a hallucination isn’t real, yet not have the willpower to stop compulsively and obsessively acting on those intrusive thoughts. People like that fascinate me in a very morbid way. So, it is not in my interest to dissuade them when they keep putting their hands on the hot stove. They know they will burn their hand, but they are completely incapable of stopping themselves.

#DKMU

One thing my husband and family members will tell you about me is that I do what I want, or you can’t make me do what I don’t want to do. When my mind is made up, I am impossible to persuade or even coerce. While I am mischievous, whimsical, and capricious, I am a very willful creature. If I do something immoral or unethical, I am aware that I am doing it, have calculated the risk-to-payoff ratio, and have deliberately decided on it.

I couldn’t imagine having the self-awareness to know that what I am doing is insane or that what I believe in or am hearing through a hallucination isn’t real, yet not have the willpower to stop compulsively and obsessively acting on those intrusive thoughts. People like that fascinate me in a very morbid way. So, it is not in my interest to dissuade them when they keep putting their hands on the hot stove. They know they will burn their hand, but they are completely incapable of stopping themselves.

#DKMU

How insidious these influence campaigns are in pagan, politically charged spaces on social media is disturbing. It’s like slowly boiling a frog. The insane thing is that white cis-het pagan men who are left-leaning are being beguiled and swung further and further to the right by pretty women giving them attention. It’s so stereotypical and emblematic of a honey pot that I can’t believe its efficacy. I associate pretty things, whether it be flowers, snakes, men, women, or myself, with venom personally. I think the aposematic coloration of highly venomous snakes is so pretty. They are deadly yet beautiful.

My husband won’t allow me to keep pets that require live prey because he does not want to deal with crickets or mice getting loose. He also refuses to handle gut-loading insects. A bearded dragon is out of the question as well. I find nurturing something for the sole purpose of feeding it to another creature fascinating. In any case, reptiles are not an option in our house. But, I digress. So, if something smells sweet, I am looking for the poison.

Flattery gets you nowhere with me. I am hyper-aware of mirroring and will often turn it around on the individual by weaving what I know about them into a narrative so they end up mirroring themselves. I mirror them mirroring me to gain information about them. Picking up on what a person likes and does not like and reflecting it back at them is a way to create a false sense of rapport. If I just met a person, and it feels like there is an instant rapport, I examine why very closely. Nine times out of ten, whoever it is, is using a mirroring tactic as a form of psychological manipulation. It can be as mundane as trying to sell me something or more nefarious. Growing up with parents like mine, you learn all the tricks.

Closeted, homophobic gay men fall for the honeypot, too. The one that comes to mind is that idiot that vandalized pride merchandise. He was an infamous dick sucker… It’s pathetic, yet it’s effective. Disturbing. The sexier the man or woman is to me, the less I trust them. The nicer they are, the more I am looking for flaws in the mask, the smell of poison, and inconsistencies in the performance. Though, I am desensitized to conventional notions of sexuality…

Edit:
Since these #DKMU folks want to be nasty, I am not even going to hide who the simp is. The simp is Arjil.

It just got even better. It is actually a honeypot because the woman whose replies he is in every day, all day, has gradually turned up the temperature and asked if anyone minded their Russian tweets. I am going to be honest, that pathetic cis-gendered heterosexual man – Arjil, has made me even more proud to be unapologetically queer. These pathetic people have the audacity to come for me. This is so so so sad.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #husband #LGBTQ #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #politics #propaganda #Twitter #uspol

How insidious these influence campaigns are in pagan, politically charged spaces on social media is disturbing. It’s like slowly boiling a frog. The insane thing is that white cis-het pagan men who are left-leaning are being beguiled and swung further and further to the right by pretty women giving them attention. It’s so stereotypical and emblematic of a honey pot that I can’t believe its efficacy. I associate pretty things, whether it be flowers, snakes, men, women, or myself, with venom personally. I think the aposematic coloration of highly venomous snakes is so pretty. They are deadly yet beautiful.

My husband won’t allow me to keep pets that require live prey because he does not want to deal with crickets or mice getting loose. He also refuses to handle gut-loading insects. A bearded dragon is out of the question as well. I find nurturing something for the sole purpose of feeding it to another creature fascinating. In any case, reptiles are not an option in our house. But, I digress. So, if something smells sweet, I am looking for the poison.

Flattery gets you nowhere with me. I am hyper-aware of mirroring and will often turn it around on the individual by weaving what I know about them into a narrative so they end up mirroring themselves. I mirror them mirroring me to gain information about them. Picking up on what a person likes and does not like and reflecting it back at them is a way to create a false sense of rapport. If I just met a person, and it feels like there is an instant rapport, I examine why very closely. Nine times out of ten, whoever it is, is using a mirroring tactic as a form of psychological manipulation. It can be as mundane as trying to sell me something or more nefarious. Growing up with parents like mine, you learn all the tricks.

Closeted, homophobic gay men fall for the honeypot, too. The one that comes to mind is that idiot that vandalized pride merchandise. He was an infamous dick sucker… It’s pathetic, yet it’s effective. Disturbing. The sexier the man or woman is to me, the less I trust them. The nicer they are, the more I am looking for flaws in the mask, the smell of poison, and inconsistencies in the performance. Though, I am desensitized to conventional notions of sexuality…

Edit:
Since these #DKMU folks want to be nasty, I am not even going to hide who the simp is. The simp is Arjil.

It just got even better. It is actually a honeypot because the woman whose replies he is in every day, all day, has gradually turned up the temperature and asked if anyone minded their Russian tweets. I am going to be honest, that pathetic cis-gendered heterosexual man – Arjil, has made me even more proud to be unapologetically queer. These pathetic people have the audacity to come for me. This is so so so sad.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #husband #LGBTQ #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #politics #propaganda #Twitter #uspol

If you know, you know, but there is a certain group of chaos magicians that have been following me around for the last 4 years. I have no clue what these people’s end game is. I truly can’t wrap my mind around what it is that they are trying to prove. On a personal level, I don’t care, but the futility and insanity of the situation is very bemusing to me. From what I can tell, they are infuriated that I was mean to them, and they are caught in this weird obsessive cycle of trying to retaliate. I’m mean to everyone. I’m a mean person.

Queen of Mean

That’s the nature of the Internet as a whole, anyway.

Don’t get me wrong, I am somewhat highly entertained by the situation and, in some ways, am provoking them. However, I can’t wrap my mind around how insane you must be to have this degree of a parasocial relationship with someone just because they insulted your cult. I am being very literal here.

In my 26 years of practicing magic, I have never ever met as insane, unhinged, and moronic a group as DKMU. They seem to take online slights too seriously, form a parasocial relationship with random people, and then become enmeshed in an obsessive cycle of retaliation that, as of now, is still ongoing 4 years later, though, there is no valid path of retaliation. What started this you ask? I yelled at one of their moderators who followed me unsolicited and trolled their Discord. Bunch of fucking lunatics that group.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BlueSky #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cults #Discord #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #socialMedia #witch #witchcraft

If you know, you know, but there is a certain group of chaos magicians that have been following me around for the last 4 years. I have no clue what these people’s end game is. I truly can’t wrap my mind around what it is that they are trying to prove. On a personal level, I don’t care, but the futility and insanity of the situation is very bemusing to me. From what I can tell, they are infuriated that I was mean to them, and they are caught in this weird obsessive cycle of trying to retaliate. I’m mean to everyone. I’m a mean person.

Queen of Mean

That’s the nature of the Internet as a whole, anyway.

Don’t get me wrong, I am somewhat highly entertained by the situation and, in some ways, am provoking them. However, I can’t wrap my mind around how insane you must be to have this degree of a parasocial relationship with someone just because they insulted your cult. I am being very literal here.

In my 26 years of practicing magic, I have never ever met as insane, unhinged, and moronic a group as DKMU. They seem to take online slights too seriously, form a parasocial relationship with random people, and then become enmeshed in an obsessive cycle of retaliation that, as of now, is still ongoing 4 years later, though, there is no valid path of retaliation. What started this you ask? I yelled at one of their moderators who followed me unsolicited and trolled their Discord. Bunch of fucking lunatics that group.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BlueSky #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cults #Discord #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #socialMedia #witch #witchcraft

If you don’t want people on the internet to laugh at you for being an extremely online dumpster fire, don’t be a dumpster fire online.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #socialMedia

If you don’t want people on the internet to laugh at you for being an extremely online dumpster fire, don’t be a dumpster fire online.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #socialMedia

If you don’t want people on the internet to laugh at you for being an extremely online dumpster fire, don’t be a dumpster fire online.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #socialMedia

I find it fascinating how occultists are drawn to psychopaths like me. While I’m not particularly malevolent or violent, I’ve garnered a fan club of over 16 years.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft

I find it fascinating how occultists are drawn to psychopaths like me. While I’m not particularly malevolent or violent, I’ve garnered a fan club of over 16 years.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft

You can infer people’s psychological issues by the recreational drugs they use that bring relief. For example, Psilocybin, DMT, and MDMA are really good at treating issues with sexual shame, CPTSD, and PTSD. Therefore, an occultist who says microdosing Psilocybin helps them probably has underlying issues of sexual shame, CPTSD, PTSD, or esteem issues. The mystical experience occultists have while doing DMT is them tacitly seeking to alter their maladaptive schemata of self.

My neurology does not tolerate pharmaceutical substances well; therefore, those substances would induce dysphoria and extreme rage in me. My doctors said that my brain’s normal mode operates at roughly the same speed as someone who is on a stimulant, which is part of the reason why I am prescribed sedatives. I do not have ADHD, so I am perfectly aware of all of my thoughts and lucid; however, being in a physiological state of arousal manifests as rage, and when combined with my psychopathy and sadistic personality type, that would be bad for everyone. So when it comes to mysticism, I learn to speak different languages to change my schemata and gestalt perception, albeit I do it for pragmatic magical reasons. Having a rigid schema is counterproductive to magic.

This is just an amusing observation about the little group of occultists who constantly follow me around. Recently, they again doxxed me, though everyone already knows who I am, so it is an exercise in futility. I do not care, which is why it is puzzling why they keep doing that…

Combining the drugs they do with their expectation I’d be ashamed of my behavior, you can conclude their issue with me is projection. From a purely pharmacological perspective, I believe we should explore what we classify as illicit drug use as avenues of psychiatric treatment. So, I am not judging them for using drugs, though I believe their drug use goes into drug abuse. I’m just finding the projection very entertaining.

The same goes for second-hand embarrassment. People feel second-hand embarrassment when they see someone do something shameless that they would never have the courage to do, so you can infer a lot about a person by what they feel second-hand embarrassment about. If you combine that with their need to antagonize the person they feel second-hand embarrassment for, you can infer envy.

I find it counterproductive for these people, who probably have CPTSD or PTSD, to attack me and other people online constantly, rather than actually getting help.

Child maltreatment negatively affects the formation of internal schemata of self and other during development, leading to negative adaptations in self-concept and social cognition. Clinical reports suggest the efficacy of psychedelics in treating the psychopathological sequelae of child maltreatment. Altering maladaptive schemata of self and other implicated in negative self-concept and impaired social cognition may be a central mechanism for reducing posttraumatic stress symptoms.

Using Psychedelics With Therapeutic Intent Is Associated With Lower Shame and Complex Trauma Symptoms in Adults With Histories of Child Maltreatment

#addiction #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #CPTSD #depression #DKMU #DMT #drugs #magick #MDMA #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #mystical #mysticism #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #Psilocybin #psychedelics #Psychiatry #PTSD #shame #shrooms #socialMedia #sorcery #spiritual #Spirituality #trauma #Twitter

You can infer people’s psychological issues by the recreational drugs they use that bring relief. For example, Psilocybin, DMT, and MDMA are really good at treating issues with sexual shame, CPTSD, and PTSD. Therefore, an occultist who says microdosing Psilocybin helps them probably has underlying issues of sexual shame, CPTSD, PTSD, or esteem issues. The mystical experience occultists have while doing DMT is them tacitly seeking to alter their maladaptive schemata of self.

My neurology does not tolerate pharmaceutical substances well; therefore, those substances would induce dysphoria and extreme rage in me. My doctors said that my brain’s normal mode operates at roughly the same speed as someone who is on a stimulant, which is part of the reason why I am prescribed sedatives. I do not have ADHD, so I am perfectly aware of all of my thoughts and lucid; however, being in a physiological state of arousal manifests as rage, and when combined with my psychopathy and sadistic personality type, that would be bad for everyone. So when it comes to mysticism, I learn to speak different languages to change my schemata and gestalt perception, albeit I do it for pragmatic magical reasons. Having a rigid schema is counterproductive to magic.

This is just an amusing observation about the little group of occultists who constantly follow me around. Recently, they again doxxed me, though everyone already knows who I am, so it is an exercise in futility. I do not care, which is why it is puzzling why they keep doing that…

Combining the drugs they do with their expectation I’d be ashamed of my behavior, you can conclude their issue with me is projection. From a purely pharmacological perspective, I believe we should explore what we classify as illicit drug use as avenues of psychiatric treatment. So, I am not judging them for using drugs, though I believe their drug use goes into drug abuse. I’m just finding the projection very entertaining.

The same goes for second-hand embarrassment. People feel second-hand embarrassment when they see someone do something shameless that they would never have the courage to do, so you can infer a lot about a person by what they feel second-hand embarrassment about. If you combine that with their need to antagonize the person they feel second-hand embarrassment for, you can infer envy.

I find it counterproductive for these people, who probably have CPTSD or PTSD, to attack me and other people online constantly, rather than actually getting help.

Child maltreatment negatively affects the formation of internal schemata of self and other during development, leading to negative adaptations in self-concept and social cognition. Clinical reports suggest the efficacy of psychedelics in treating the psychopathological sequelae of child maltreatment. Altering maladaptive schemata of self and other implicated in negative self-concept and impaired social cognition may be a central mechanism for reducing posttraumatic stress symptoms.

Using Psychedelics With Therapeutic Intent Is Associated With Lower Shame and Complex Trauma Symptoms in Adults With Histories of Child Maltreatment

#addiction #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #CPTSD #depression #DKMU #DMT #drugs #magick #MDMA #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #mystical #mysticism #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #Psilocybin #psychedelics #Psychiatry #PTSD #shame #shrooms #socialMedia #sorcery #spiritual #Spirituality #trauma #Twitter

If you still use Twitter, you’re a loser. That’s all.

#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #Twitter