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  1. The latest #DKMU
    #Godforms
    video to be released in HD is the one for
    #Ino
    . An SD version remains free on youtube, but my patreon subscribers (or anyone that purchased the collection), gets to watch it in HD...

    https://www.patreon.com/posts/114365788?pr=true&tab=clip&utm_source=clip&utm_medium=notification_feed&utm_campaign=clip

  2. Currently have zero income and living off savings, which will run out before too long.

    I have some awesome content on my Patreon, but only four loyal subscribers at present. Get book WIP chapters and more. Help me keep creating more essays, books, videos, rituals and more...

    Coming soon for $3pm patrons: HD
    #DKMU Godform Videos...

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  3. I am watching a member of DKMU, wizardautist, get radicalized by Neo-Nazi and incel propaganda right before my eyes on Twitter.

    From what I can tell, an influence campaign using current events along with AI-generated content is serving as a memetic vehicle to get into their head. Antizionism seemed to serve as a slippery slope to outright antisemitism, given enough time. They are at the point where they are saying they do not care about antisemitism and are justifying explicit discrimination against Jewish people in the past independent of Palestine. We’re talking about outright Nazi abuse of Jewish people.

    Ironically, though they are adopting Nazi viewpoints, they are calling everyone else the Nazi. It is fucking scary how quickly social media can warp, brainwash, and influence people. Considering this is a member of the punch the Nazis and hit Nazi’s over the head with metal bats group—and rightfully so—this is fucking terrifying. How insidious fascism is makes my blood fucking run cold.

    This is terrifying.

    So, I did a bit of testing with Twitter. Elon Musk has outdone himself! By making it so that you need an account to view Twitter, he has practically isolated people.

    In addition to that, he changed Twitter’s algorithms around to automatically shadowban any pushback on trans issues or antisemitism. For example, if you use the word cis, Twitter’s systems automatically set the tweet, and possibly the whole account, to limited visibility. A response I made trying to push back against antisemitism got shadowbanned. I tried this with different accounts. Basically, Elon Musk is treating Twitter as his very own brainwashing facility, which is probably why wizardautist is slowly being converted into a misogynistic, resentful fascist.

    Elon Musk has set it up so that only the most obsessive people will keep using Twitter, which means they are highly susceptible to brainwashing. It is disturbing. Social media has degenerated into nothing but cults.

    Elon Musk is literally using a metaheuristic process to purposefully indoctrinate people.

    This is a really terrifying time if you are Jewish. I don’t want to be held accountable for the fuckery Donald Trump did, so I do not think it is fair to hold Israelis or diaspora responsible for what Netanyahu does. And let’s not forget America is complicit in this, too. The same way I am not responsible for Biden’s or Trump’s actions, innocent Israelis are not, either. I am scared for Jewish people. How quickly and how little it took for members of DKMU to shift is terrifying. Anyone who is familiar with that group’s praxis would understand why it is shocking.

    My God, this is dystopian.

    #algorithm #algorithms #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #antisemitism #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cult #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #incel #incels #LGBTQ #pagan #paganism #politics #socialMedia #socialMediaAlgorithm #trans #transgender #transphobia #Twitter

  4. The thing that I associate with magic the most is not religion or even spirituality. It’s wonder, amazement, and excitement. To me, it is the joy of creation and expression. When speaking with occultists, there is no wonder in their work. Their work is dogmatic, ritualistic, and cultish. I prefer the creative and exploratory dimensions of magic over the rigid structures found in occultism.

    So, am I an occultist? Not really. I am a magician. I will use occult lexicon, models, and paradigms when talking about magic online or speaking with occultists; however, for me, occultism does not inspire wonder, amazement, and excitement. I view magic as an art and technology that transcends and is more abstract than occultism. I am enraptured by the atavistic and uncivilized resonance, the sublime romantic undertones, and the transcendental essence of magic. I am fascinated by its ancient, primal, and untamed qualities. I find beauty in its mysterious and awe-inspiring nature. It’s passion and desire made manifest. As a hedonist, my magic blends desire with will; the objects of my enchantment must kindle my desires. Fantasy, entwined with desire, becomes the catalyst for my inspiration.

    After a series of disturbing conversations with a particular individual, I am reminded of how too many occultists are obsessed. Obsessions are not passions. Obsessions are like addictions, without the physical dependence or the desensitization. An obsession is something we compulsively do to avoid feeling bad. It is a distraction from neuroticism and intrusive thoughts. Since it displaces those intrusive thoughts and brings relief, many people see it as a way to cope.

    A way to think about it is there is a difference between having an orgasm and urinating. If you were to hold in your urine for a long time and then use the bathroom, you would experience relief. However, it is entirely different from an orgasm. It’s similar to that. They are not feeling pleasure; rather, they feel relief from distracting themselves from the intrusive thoughts.

    This particular occultist I am thinking of conflated obsessions with passions and relief from intrusive thoughts as passion or joy. I do not think many occultists actually even like magic or occultism. I rarely see them express anything positive; instead, it seems as if they use the esoteric aspects of occultism to mark an in and an out group. They then antagonize or have contempt for those in the out group who are not aligned with their particular esoteric group, culture, or niche. Instead of enjoying magic, they use it as a coping mechanism to deal with neuroticism. I think they are obsessed with it because it allows them to cope with things like trauma, depression, etc. It’s a drug to them that doesn’t result in physical dependence. There is no genuine joy or pleasure. Obsessions are not passions.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #mentalIllness #obsession #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

  5. Well, I had a very disturbing conversation with a member of DKMU last night. It was disturbing because it drove home the damage of Internet communities and cults, especially occult cults.

    Personally, my schema is very robust, ambiguous, vague, and open-ended. I don’t view entities that my schema represents as being literal representations of anything; rather, I approach them from the perspective of them being mnemonic abstractions that allow me to apprehend, reason, model, and intuit things that I experience. I am skeptical of reality, and I don’t think that humans can ever truly know reality. The limits of the accuracy of my internal schema do not cause me to fry my circuits.

    Ontologically and epistemologically, a discontinuity in a system, i.e., a hole in the graph for that system, are singularities. Singularities are literal ontological and epistemological holes in your knowledge. Either, the ontological thing that denotes the knowledge is missing or the epistemological aspects are missing. An ontological expression is essentially saying there is an instance of this thing. The epistemological dimensions of the instance of that thing are how do we know that knowledge about that thing is justified. A hole can emerge when we lack knowledge about that thing or we lack a category in our schema for that thing. The lack of a category is a lack of semantics. We can think of the semantic knowledge of our schemas as graphs. The singularities would emerge where the graph is not connected to itself or where it references something that blows up to infinity from an epistemological perspective.

    Well, last night, after the conversation with this particularly disturbing individual, it hit me why the members of DKMU constantly like to say I am not real, though at this point they have more than enough information to verify my existence. It is because I don’t fit their schema.

    When we think of languages, we think of something like the language this is written in, English. Ontologically, a language consists of symbols joined together by operators to form relationships and rules. The definition of a language converges on the definition of a problem. In addition to that, symbols are abstractions for categories. When I say I am typing on a computer, I am saying that a computer has qualities and properties such that it belongs to the category of a computer. The definitions of terms belong to a category and the category itself is a symbol. So, our representations of objects and how we categorize them in our internal schemas are also symbols.

    Psychologically, our schema informs our paradigms and implicitly creates a set of expectations. From what I can tell, dimensions of my existence do not fit their schemas or their paradigms. There are singularities in their psychological models of the world, and instead of changing their schema, they try to reconcile the cognitive dissonance by saying I am wrong; however, by existing, I am showing their cognitive models are wrong, so they reconcile that by trying to disprove my existence. It’s very fascinating and quite disturbing.

    From what I can tell, their entire internal schemas, and thus the language they use to model the world, seem to emerge completely from memetic transmissions. A memetic entity is something that is culturally spread by people observing, imitating, or replicating it. The semantics of their schema seem to be laid down by memetic transmissions and literal Internet memes, so they look at the world completely through a model dictated by Internet cultures. It is very disturbing.

    How people mark times tells you a lot about them. Religious rituals and holidays also mark the passage of time. This particular individual seemed to mark time via Internet epochs and presidential elections, i.e., who the president was. This implies that what is going on in the Internet and politics dominates how they mark events in their life.

    Models are constructed from languages since the metastructure of the model is dependent on the relationships symbols, categories, and entities have with each other; therefore. There’s a bit of solipsism in their internal models where they view things as implicitly prescriptive and not descriptive – descriptive models need to be calibrated; therefore, if something does not fit the language of their model, they reject that instance of the anomaly. They are unable to update their internal models. Besides that, this particular person also further defined things in their schema through the writings of C.S. Lewis. In an incredibly bizarre way, things they did not understand only made some sense when they applied a framework from this author on top of it. The semantics of their entire internal schema seem to be dictated by fiction (including religious fictions like the Bible), political propaganda, and memetic transmissions, i.e., Internet memes. This isn’t recent, either. This seems to have been in the works since they were teenagers and it is coming to a head now.

    I think a large amount of their unhinged behavior comes from the inability to integrate and synthesize new information and update their internal models. From feedback from this particular individual, their issue with me seems to be that they find the cognitive dissonance created by my behavior, my existence, and their expectations. They are trying to resolve that cognitive dissonance without updating or revising their internal models, which is where these unhinged parasocial narratives and doxxing attempts are coming from. The parasocial narratives are explanations that would make them feel better. The issue; however, is the model, their perceptions, and their expectations they are looking through. They are trapped in a hall of fun house mirrors. It is both fascinating and horrifying. Anomalies are weird. I find it very ironic that a member of a cabal of chaos magicians says that me being an anomaly to them makes them feel uncomfortable. Aren’t they supposed to be all about weirdness?

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

  6. Regarding the phenomenology of purely psychic or magical influences, when you think about someone, your mind shapes itself into a representation of that person, and in order to maximize rapport, sympathy, resonance, or decrease the distance between you and that person, there has to be an accurate representation. Your mind becomes more and more like that of the person you are trying to influence as you approach that person on a psychic plane.

    We can locate things in space and time by going to the space where it is at and the time where it is at and interacting with it. How do you find a non-physical, psychic entity, such as a concept? We locate these entities through symbols. Symbols point to concepts. In this case, your mind makes itself that symbol. The connection between the symbol and the concept is reinforced through redundancy. The more similar your mind is to that other person, the stronger the connection between your intent and that person. I can typically intuit whether a person is psychic or magical by the degree and clarity I can sense them. The clearer they are to me, the more similar we are.

    So, when you seek to influence a person, you open yourself up to that same influence. Magic is not a one-way thing because it is predicated on your intention, and your intention is connected to you, and is your mind using itself as a symbol and mediator. Your mind is the gateway and the mediator for magic. Everything has an inverse or a negation. If you are seeking to influence someone else per your will, then the inverse is them influencing you via their will. In the same way that every integer has an additive inverse, there is an inverse with this and by creating that object, you create a possible inverse.

    Psychokinesis and the Manipulation of Probability

    I was born with psychokinetic abilities more archetypal of science fiction than occultism. Many people do not understand how psychokinesis works. Probability, in the sense of luck, doesn’t actually exist. In statistical mechanics, probability corresponds to the frequency of occurrence of an event, often represented as a histogram. This probabilistic frequency is related to processes like absorption and emission of heat. Temperature, in the context of statistical mechanics, is associated with scalar quantities such as speed (the magnitude of velocity) and momentum (the product of mass and velocity). These are the statistical properties that a spell or psychokinesis influences, rather than luck. They are influencing kinetic properties with their intention, i.e., psychokinesis.

    Chthonic Infernal Powers

    Heat is disordered mechanical and rotational energy, so by manipulating disorder, entropy, and randomness, one is manipulating heat. As someone who exemplifies Chthonic, demonic, and draconic entities, I like to think of my psychokinesis and sorcerous abilities as a lower-dimensional manifestation of infernal powers. Influencing probabilities is a lower-dimensional manifestation of the iconic fire breath of a dragon or the fire powers of demons. It’s a lower-dimensional physical projection of the astral dragon’s fire breath. Astrologically, I am an Earth Dragon. This type of serpentine dragon is known as a Long, which is a wyrm similar to a Leviathan. Of course, this is a mythological narrative; however, it is a convenient abstraction and metaphor that encapsulates the connection among sorcery, psychokinesis, order, and statistical mechanical properties. As someone that is satanic, it also fits my spiritual beliefs, too. I am not an adept; instead, I am the serpent in the garden of Eden.

    The Blurring of Boundaries

    When you manipulate a probability, you are effectively determining the outcome or direction of things. On a smaller scale, you are influencing the oscillation of matter to perturb it. When a spell changes the odds of something happening, it is effectively organizing disorder, mechanical, and rotational energy – that is, heat – in a way that serves the practitioner’s desired outcome by creating a coordination of energy and matter. This might appear rather mechanical, but it isn’t. There is a psychic component to it.

    When I influence the movement of a candle flame or light a candle, I become that candle flame. My psychokinesis is an abstraction of clairvoyance and psychokinesis, which is why I have a hard time simply sensing the future with a precognitive application of clairvoyance. I explain that here: Influencing the Future, One Wave at a Time.

    Through verification and feedback, I can tell there is a veridical connection between that gestalt and fire. So, my mind is accurately shaping itself into the representation of fire, so in a sense, there is an aspect of me that is fire. Whenever I want to influence a candle flame or light a candle, I evoke that gestalt. There is a connection between me and the candle such that there is a blurring between me and the candle. I become the candle and that part of me becomes the candle flame. When you influence something with magic or psychic abilities, that illusion of separation disappears.

    Gestalts and Ideograms in Remote Viewing

    My consciousness will sense a candle flame in the other room clairvoyantly and will encode that noetic knowledge as a gestalt, an ideogram, into my internal schema. I can recognize that I am psychically sensing fire because of how it’s stored in the schema of my consciousness. I employ a similar system of gestalts that you might find in Controlled Remote Viewing (CRV), although I’ve developed my own model and templates. The sigils and magical languages I create and use denote those gestalts and act as ideograms. Gestalts are used differently in Parapsychological paradigms than in general Psychology.

    “The word “gestalt” is not a remote viewing term, even though that is the place you will hear it most. It is, in fact, a psychological term which means the basic conceptual quality or basic aspect of any one thing. For example, “dew”, “lake”, “ocean”, “sweat”, “rain”, “ice”, etc., all have the gestalt of “water”. If you were to add “gasoline”, “bleach”, and “oil” to that list, the basic gestalt would be “liquid”.

    Remote viewing starts off with the viewer getting the basic gestalts of the site, and then taking each gestalt individually and describing its individual qualities. So, a session might begin with the viewing finding that the target has the basic gestalts of “land”, “water”, and “manmade”. The second step or stage in the remote viewing process is to first give an actual description of the “land” at the site, then the “water” aspect of it, and then describe the “manmade” aspect of the target. In this way, a picture of the target builds up in a pollution-free environment.

    One way of understanding the word, “gestalt” is to say that it is the “—iness” of the target. That is, “the target has water-iness, land-iness, and manmade-iness to it.”
    Lyn Buchanan

    “Definitions:

    Major Gestalt: The overall impression presented by all elements of the site taken for their composite interactive meaning. The one concept that more than all others would be the best description of the site.

    Ideogram: The “I” component of the I/A/B sequence. The ideogram is the spontaneous graphic representation of the major gestalt, manifested by the motion of the viewer’s pen on paper, which motion is produced by the impingement of the signal line on the autonomic nervous system and the reflexive transmission of the resultant nervous energy to the muscles of the viewer’s hand and arm. The objectified ideogram has no “scale;” that is, the size of the ideogram relative to the paper seems to have no relevance to the actual size of any component at the site.

    “A” Component: The “feeling/motion” component of the ideogram. The “feeling/motion” is essentially the impression of the physical consistency (hard, soft, solid, fluid, gaseous, etc.) and contour/shape/motion of the site. For example, the monitor has selected, unknown to the viewer, a mountain as the trainee’s site. At the iteration of the coordinate, the trainee produces an appropriate ideogram, and responds verbally, at the same time as he writes it: “Rising up, peak, down.” This is the “motion” sensation he experienced as his pen produced the ideogram. He then says “solid,” having experienced the site as being solid as opposed to fluid or airy. This is the “feeling” component of the Stage 1 process. There are at least five possible types of feelings: solidity, liquidity, energetic, airiness (that is, where there is more air space than anything else, such as some suspension bridges might manifest), and temperature. Other feeling descriptors are possible, but encountered only in rare circumstances and connected with unusual sites. These components and how they are expressed in structure will be discussed more fully below. Though in discussions of theory this aspect is usually address as “feeling/motion,” it will normally be the case in actual session work that the motion aspect is decoded first with the feeling portion coming second.”

    CRV Stage 1–Coordinate (“Controlled”) Remote Viewing Manual

    I do know of a few chaos magicians – one in particular – who have taken Remote Viewing courses. They use gestalts and ideograms as the foundation for sigils, which they then enhance using editing programs like Gimp. The more experienced members of chaos magical orders will incorporate geographic coordinates and RV gestalts into the image layers of Gimp for sigils intended for group workings directed at a particular place or institution. I have witnessed one of these bizarre workings on Discord.

    Whatever you seek to create, you have to become to actualize that thing, so if you seek to create a negative, horrific future, you become horrific. You are what you cast.

    #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #archetypes #astrology #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Chthonic #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #CRV #demon #demons #DKMU #dragons #ESP #gestalt #gestalts #magick #occult #occultism #Parapsychology #psychic #Psychokinesis #RemoteViewing #RV #semiotic #semiotics #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #sorcery #Stargate #UAP #UAPs #UFO #UFOs #witch #witchcraft

  7. After the stuff I saw today from pagan, occult, and witchy accounts that swear they are leftist anarchist, I am writing off Twitter users. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a troll account—bullying Nazis is fine—you are a Nazi.

    Anyone who sits at the table with Nazis is a Nazi, and Twitter is the table. You are implicitly donating to the profit of a Nazi entity. It is what it is. If you have an account on Twitter that isn’t a bot account intended to degrade Twitter or a troll account meant to bully Nazis on Twitter, you’re a Nazi. Plain and simple.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #ElonMusk #fascism #fascist #leftist #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

  8. If you don’t want people on the internet to laugh at you for being an extremely online dumpster fire, don’t be a dumpster fire online.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #socialMedia

  9. People are not as mystically, magically, or psychically disconnected as we think they are. Magic that you can interact with is not like a ‘set it and forget it’ thing. It stays associated with you per your potential to interact with it. I’m seeing many people who have the wrong idea about servitors…

    Locality can be interchanged with causality in a lot of cases, so we can say entities are connected if they can cause a change in each other. For example, if I throw a ball at someone, there is a scalar of speed and a vector of velocity that carries the ball through the air and hits them in the head; thereby causing a change in their state. If I threw a ball at a person from my house, and they were on the other side of the world, the ball would hit the wall and not them. There is no connection because they are not local. Systems are connected on some level if they can cause a change.

    The above example is ephemeral because there is no prolonged connection beyond those moments. Magic is more persistent because a person can interact with a spell they’ve cast or an entity they are interacting with per intent. If you create a spell, servitor, etc., and you can interact with the spell or the servitor, you’re still connected. If you can control a servitor, you are still connected; therefore, the servitor is a part of you. Since the servitor is connected to you via causal relationships, that servitor you created can exert an influence backward on you. What does that mean? That means if you set a servitor after someone and can control that servitor, there is a locality between that person, the servitor, and your mind, so a magician can get into your head or influence the servitor to influence you via that open channel. You can cut by cutting the connection to the servitor; however, that implies you can’t control the entity. It’s fully autonomous. If you cut off your hand, your hand is not a part of you; however, you can’t move that hand anymore. Your ability to exert a causal influence on something implies you are in that thing’s locality and that there exists a potential inverse where you can be pushed back on and influenced. Spells connect things, and servitors are persistent daemons. You are disconnected from a system, network, or entity if there is no potential causal relationship to imply a local connection.

    We can think of the psychic plane as having systems of connected concepts and experiences. Personally, I am skeptical of the realism of astrology and astral planes, so I believe that any celestial metaphor or analogy should have some support. We can point to an area that is a cluster of hateful concepts and experiences and we can say that the influence of those clusters is the dominant force for that domain. We say that things are in a solar system based on something called a hill sphere.

    The Hill sphere is a concept in celestial mechanics that defines a region around a celestial body (like a planet or a moon) within which its gravitational influence dominates over the gravitational influence of another body. We can simulate a psychic analogy via Graph Theory and force-drawing algorithms like Force Atlas. That will render something that looks like a semantic constellation. In this, there is an attractive force on connecting nodes after a random repulsive force is exerted on every node on the graph. The forces acting on each node are continuously recalculated based on their positions and the strengths of connections (edges) between them. This iterative process continues until the forces reach equilibrium, meaning that the nodes settle into stable positions where the forces balance out. With this, we can see a clustering of concepts, archetypes, patterns, experiences, etc via associativity and their correspondences. Within clusters formed by the Force Atlas algorithm, certain nodes may emerge as more central or influential than others. These central nodes often have higher degrees of connectivity within their respective clusters, meaning they are more strongly connected to other nodes in the cluster. Nodes with higher connectivity within a cluster are akin to bodies with larger hill spheres in celestial mechanics because they exert greater influence over the surrounding nodes within their cluster. So, there is a weak analogical connection between psychic bodies hill spheres in celestial bodies.

    While we are physically in the same place, when people engage with psychic planes, a part of them is moving within those domains where there is an implicit influence. Mass is a property that resists acceleration, so we can think of a psychic analogy as what we will or will not do. If you are psychically being displaced as you move towards a domain that exerts a greater influence, you are accelerating towards that thing which implies there is an inverse relationship between the influence of your will and that body. You are paying for your magic through sacrificing bits of yourself, in other words, which includes your sanity.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #Astral #astralProjection #astrology #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cults #DKMU #egregore #egregores #LGBTQ #magick #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #psychic #servitor #servitors #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft

  10. You know… after being involved in occultism since I was 10, weird has gotten… well, boring. All occultists seem to be the same, and many of the ones I knew in high school are still exactly like they were in high school. Weird is so normalized, it’s, well… normal. I’m bored to tears with occultism. Like, so fucking bored with it. If I see another faux magic cipher that feels like a cipher but is really someone who got high during a ritual and just sketched out their trip, magical sigils created through Austin Spare’s substitution technique inside a circle with Theban or the Malachim language around that circle or any other basic ass geometric shape on a page with bones and skeletons, I will fucking scream. My first formal grimoire that I kept in high school had scripts written in the Malachim alphabet. That was high school! The runes of Elder Futhark always felt dissonant and ominous to me, so I never messed with that. I only use systems that are resonant with me, which, at the moment, are systems I’ve created myself.

    It’s like, “Oh, another deer skull mask. Oh, another basic ass monoalphabetic cipher that’s not even a polyalphabetic cipher just because it looks spooky.” By the way, any system of sigils that’s a monoalphabetic cipher is basically ASCII. The sigils these people create aren’t even comprehensive ideograms to capture the basic contours of the experience, so they are mystically useless, and they pretty much imitate the grapheme of the English alphabet.

    These completely normal, mediocre people honestly believe they are edgy and weird. They’re boring. They are not innovating or transforming anything. They are just churning out things typical of that genre. They are living memes. I’m so fucking bored looking at occultists’ work nowadays.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #astrological #astrology #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #elderFuthark #magick #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #polytheism #rune #runes #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #Spirituality #Thelema #theosophy #Theurgy #witch #witchcraft

  11. I normally don’t talk about my childhood. One misconception people have about me is that I was bullied. I was not bullied in school because I react with all consuming rage, pettiness, and spite. I have always been a bookworm, and a book I read as a child was Ender’s Game. There is one scene where Ender explains that to avoid bullying, you have to find the biggest one of them and humiliate them utterly and completely in front of their pack.

    Now, this is going to sound atrocious, but keep in mind this would not have not happened if they did not attempt to bully me in high school. I’ve been out since I was 15. Of course, there was that dude that tried to bully me for being queer in high school. So what I did was find out that his father was abusing him, spread that around school, and fabricated evidence about him being gay -which was not true. I said he was getting gang banged by another school football player who had it coming, too. Of course, I used primitive proxy methods to do that back then so it could not be traced to me; however, I made sure those two knew I did it.

    For the others…well… I may have committed acts of party arson as a minor where they knew I was holding the match; however, they couldn’t prove I was the one who blew up their door – I’m being literal here. I have no problem metaphorically, and in high school literally, setting fire to an entire place to smoke people out. You make them fear you. Bullies only understand violence, so you have to speak their language. You choose violence.

    People did not come for me in high school because I made them fear me. Does this sound awful? Depending on your perspective. This would not have happened if they did not attempt to bully, coerce, harass, or assault me first. If I’m coming for a person or a group, they probably had it coming. I have no qualms about utterly destroying you if you try to come at me because you become an existential threat. Metaphorically of course, for I would never do anything, as an adult, to put anyone in physical danger.

    As an adult, I have no problem dropping matches into gasoline drenched online communities and watching the whole thing burn as a consequence of the toxic inflammatory refuse accumulating there. As a satanist, the fire brings out the hell fire in my eyes.

    My advice to LGBTQ youth dealing with chronic bullying in high school is to learn to speak their language and make the little homophobes fear you so much they would not dare to touch you.

    Why am I posting this? No reason. No reason at all…

    Who wants to be nice?
    Who wants to be tame?
    All of your good guys, they all seem the same

    Original, criminal, dressed to kill
    Just call me Cruella de Vil
    Call me crazy, call me insane
    But you’re stuck in the past
    And I’m ahead of the game

    A life lived in penance, it just seems a waste
    And the devil has much better taste
    And I tried to be sweet, I tried to be kind
    But I feel much better now that I’m out of my mind

    #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU

  12. I have never met a group of idiots who love to cook their hands on hot stoves as much as these people. You’d think after 4 years of negative consequences, you’d think they learn to stop and move on with their lives. They will literally keep sticking the fork in the electric socket over and over and over.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU

  13. Mood

    If you know you know.

    Can’t be a rolling stone if you live in a glass house (Future nostalgia)
    You keep on talking that talk, one day, you’re gonna blast out
    You can’t be bitter if I’m out here showing my face (Future nostalgia)
    You want what now looks like, let me give you a taste

    [Chorus]
    I know you’re dying trying to figure me out
    My name’s on the tip of your tongue, keep running your mouth
    You want the recipe, but can’t handle my sound
    My sound, my sound (Future, future nostalgia)

    Dua Lipa – Future Nostalgia

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #DKMU #magick #mood #Music #musicVideo #paganism #paranormal #YouTube

  14. The urge to be petty and post a screenshot is really strong, but I will not since I’ve been saying a lot about that particular lot for years now. If you know, you know. Look, folks, if someone sits down at a table with Nazis, you have two Nazis and not one. Twitter is that table. Any white person who is still on Twitter is probably a Nazi, has implicit antisemitic beliefs, or enables antisemitism. I could be very, very petty and drop a screenshot of a well-known occultist defending antisemitism aimed at an autistic person who had to get off Twitter because of antisemitic conspiracy theories, but I won’t.

    Instead, I will just tag their cabal in the hash tag. Fascism did not swallow anyone whole. They were always fascist.Too many occultists enabled bigotry for far too long. With that, I am logging off the internet and will be enjoying my husband’s boneless, skinless BBQ chicken thighs. Cut off anyone who is still on Twitter because they see what is going on and have decided to still be in that space. Again, anyone who sits down with Nazis is a Nazi. Twitter is the dinner table. The same goes for substack.

    #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #antisemitism #authoritarian #autism #autistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #fascism #fascist #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #politics #Reddit #substack #Threads #Twitter #uspol

  15. The urge to be petty is really strong and post a screen shot is strong. Look, folks, if someone sits down at a table with Nazis, you have two Nazis and not one. Twitter is that table. Any white person who is still on Twitter is probably a Nazi, has implicit antisemitic beliefs, or enables antisemitism. I could be very, very petty and drop a screenshot of a well-known occultist defending antisemitism aimed at an autistic person who had to get off Twitter because of antisemitic conspiracy theories, but I won’t. Instead, I will just tag their cabal in the hash tag. Fascism did not swallow anyone whole. They were always fascist.Too many occultists enabled bigotry for far too long. With that, I am logging off the internet and will be enjoying my husband’s boneless, skinless BBQ chicken thighs. Cut off anyone who is still on Twitter because they see what is going on and have decided to still be in that space. Again, anyone who sits down with Nazis is a Nazi. Twitter is the dinner table. The same goes for substack.

    #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #antisemitism #authoritarian #autism #autistic #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #fascism #fascist #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #politics #Reddit #substack #Threads #Twitter #uspol

  16. So, after witnessing many of my enemies’ lives falling apart, I assumed they were trying to cast spells on me. If you know, you know. I examined our house wards and discovered that my husband made a modification to give the protective measures a rather nasty retaliatory bite.

    So, I went on a hunt and found what my husband did. My husband has no chill, so I feel sorry for those who got hit with what he put in there. It was a sympathetic and contagious magical measure that I taught him. You create an effigy of yourself with things like your hair and fingernail clippings so that it intercepts curses. Then you place it in a box with hemlock, nightshade, and items such as a consecrated and enchanted mirror. Yes, there was actual belladonna in the spell box.

    It acts like a lightning rod for a curse, draws the curse away from you, and activates a counter-curse that draws on the sympathetic property of hemlock and nightshade. Sympathetic magic works via like interacts with and attracts like, so since curses, poison, and hemlock have like properties of causing harm, they interact via that association. The same goes for the mirror.

    Contagious aspects of magic are similar to entanglement. The idea is that once things come in contact with each other, they are connected such that one can influence the other. With things that were a part of you that are separated, the ‘entanglement’ is so strong that, in some cases, it can act as a substitution for you; therefore, a curse that uses your image will be drawn to that image, i.e., effigy.

    My husband seems to have attached paper talismans that evoke Saturn, indicating that he wanted the curse to disrupt their lives by placing never-ending problems in their path. He didn’t tell me, of course, because he knew I would object. If you folks are reading this, that shall teach you. While I won’t curse you, people in my life that love me might not be so forgiving.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #Astral #astrological #astrology #baneful #banefulMagic #BlueSky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #curse #curses #divination #DKMU #hex #hexes #husband #LGBTQ #magic #magick #occult #occultism #occultist #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #psychic #Reddit #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #sorcery #spell #spells #Spirituality #Threads #witch #witchcraft #witches

  17. Here is your reminder that this is not a social media profile; this is a blog. A blog that is not my main one and that will be infrequently updated, seeing as all of social media is a dumpster fire that is filled to the brim with misinformation and people trying to stoke paranoia.

    #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BlueSky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #disinformation #DKMU #magick #Mastodon #misinformation #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #politics #propaganda #Reddit #socialMedia #Threads #Twitter #uspol #WordPress

  18. People in occult demographics, occult cohorts, and occult niches feel isolated and as if there is no place for them to go after they, themselves, set fire to their own communities. I’ve been around occult, pagan, and paranormal online spaces for decades, and I have seen them gradually set fire to each and every community. Now, many of them have no place to go since every online space is a dumpster fire that they, themselves, set.

    I know I have been ranting against occultism for a while now, but another disturbing interaction with a schizophrenic woman – no, not that one from DKMU, a different one – has me thinking about how occultism enables mental illness and how antisocial personalities inevitably set fire to everything. That person going on a schizophrenic rant about me – not the one from DKMU, a different one – inevitably got them banned. That person is from my millennial cohort of online energy communities from the early 2000s. The same group of people has been running around setting fire to each one of their communities, and when one goes down, they move to a different one and destroy that one too. It’s sad, but it didn’t have to be this way.

    Occultists are the ones destroying their own niche because they refuse to get psychiatric care and, instead, enable each other’s paranoid, parasocial delusions. Witches.live is slowly burning down, and everyone is jumping ship to Pagan Plus, for example, albeit those people jumped ship from Twitter. Let’s be honest, occultists and the occult niche acted as a vehicle to carry a lot of the conspiracy theories that spread, so occultists were Trojan horses and arsonists. I’m very disappointed and sad about how the same group of people will sabotage their and other people’s lives. I’ve been practicing magic since I was 10, so I’ve seen a lot.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #divination #DKMU #energyWork #magick #occult #occultism #occultist #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #psionics #Reddit #spiritual #Spirituality #tarot #tarotCards #Threads #Twitter #witch #witchcraft #X

  19. You know, I give mentally ill people a lot of grace; however, that grace ends when you are aware that what you are doing is immoral. Empirically, immoral behavior is associated with antisocial behavior and behavior where you benefit at someone else’s expense. Antisocial behavior is not introversion. Can I be antisocial? Yes, I can be. I am not a saint. I am often a devil; however, I make no excuse for it, and I try to isolate myself away from negative influences.

    The issue I have with many DKMU members is they have effectively given up trying to improve as people. They have decided. I’m not going to name any names, but I saw a DKMU member on Bluesky try to rationalize their parasocial and antagonistic behavior by calling themselves a goblin and then naming it gleeful screeching. They were rationalizing their mentally ill behavior and doubling down instead of regulating themselves or asking for psychiatric intervention. I have seen this person try to form a parasocial relationship with a crow, so they are deeply ill. If you know, you know. She’s aware that what she is doing is wrong; however, she has decided to do the wrong thing, anyway, and she is rationalizing her bad behavior.

    Karma is just a metaphysical abstraction of cause and effect, i.e., consequences. There are, and have been, consequences to her behavior that this person is feeling on a medical level; however, they still, of their own free will, choose to do the wrong, unhealthy things knowingly.

    She, and a lot of members of DKMU, have given up living. They have given up progressing. They’ve decided to live in a miserable, nihilistic, antagonistic space. That is the last I will speak on this person because I find them to be very sad. It is deeply depressing watching them destroy themselves because they have given up living.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #BlueSky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cults #divination #DKMU #egregore #egregores #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #Nihilism #Nihilistic #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft

  20. I don’t do conspiracy theories, period, at all—the end. From the left or the right.

    If you log onto Mastodon, you see non-stop political discourse that is increasingly becoming radical from the left. If you log onto Twitter or Reddit, you see anti-Semitism, fascism, and Jesus Gets Us ads.

    There is no moral equivalence, nor am I arguing that. However, the existence of fascism doesn’t justify spreading misinformation and conspiracy theories to counter their conspiracy theories. In fact, it should be even more of a motivator to be meticulous and rigorous when laying out a persuasive case.

    While I am a magician and an occultist, I am fact-based and data-driven. If there is not a significant amount of data or if what you are asserting does not have enough empirical support, I will categorize it as speculation, conjecture, a counterfactual, and thus fiction.

    I don’t know if it is because it is an election year, but social media has become a dumpster fire of misinformation, conspiracy theories, antagonism, and non-stop political discourse. On a personal level, I resent it when people try to manipulate my opinions or beliefs.

    Again, there is no moral equivalence to fascism, but people should stop and evaluate the tactics they, themselves, use. Fascists spread conspiracy theories as a Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt (FUD) tactic. I am seeing FUD spread all over Mastodon from people on the far left. It is an appeal to fear by creating paranoia. If you do this, you’re participating in Machiavellianism and expressing the same cynical view that is the slippery slope down into fascism. It could always be you. Most monsters don’t start off that way.

    A lot of people who do horrible things do so because they believe it is for a good cause. Most people end up in cults because they believe they can recognize when something is a cult, and since they would never join a cult, it isn’t a cult. In addition to that, very intelligent people are more likely to believe misinformation if it comes from peers and their peer network that they have strong relationships with. That’s why misinformation spreads like wildfire through highly connected social networks.

    Using Machiavellian approaches, for whatever reason, is implicitly the same type of cynical justification that fascists use. I’m not so naive to think that these random posts most people won’t see will change anything. I am just simply stating I’m logging off from social media because the conspiracy theories from all sides are too damn much.

    I’m backing up this site as I type this, moving a live site to my local host, and I will continue to express my thoughts privately. Thank God, all of my RSS feeds for reputable news and peer-reviewed research are set up on my smartphone and via Thunderbird. I have YouTube carefully tuned for only STEM stuff, and I have disallowed it to make recommendations for me. People have lost their damn marbles. As someone who deals with the esoteric and arcane and the spooky, I’ve always largely ignored conspiracy theories, but this is getting out of hand. I will not drink from a poisoned well. Time for me to log off.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #antisemitism #Biden #BlueSky #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #disinformation #DKMU #DonaldTrump #fascism #fascist #fediverse #JoeBiden #liberal #libs #machiavellian #Machiavellianism #magick #Mastodon #misinformation #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #progressives #propaganda #Reddit #RSS #RSSFeed #RSSFeeds #socialMedia #Threads #Thunderbird #Trump #Twitter #uspol #witch #witchcraft #WordPress #YouTube #YoutubeAlgorithm

  21. I don’t do conspiracy theories, period, at all—the end. From the left or the right.

    If you log onto Mastodon, you see non-stop political discourse that is increasingly becoming radical from the left. If you log onto Twitter or Reddit, you see anti-Semitism, fascism, and Jesus Gets Us ads.

    There is no moral equivalence, nor am I arguing that. However, the existence of fascism doesn’t justify spreading misinformation and conspiracy theories to counter their conspiracy theories. In fact, it should be even more of a motivator to be meticulous and rigorous when laying out a persuasive case.

    While I am a magician and an occultist, I am fact-based and data-driven. If there is not a significant amount of data or if what you are asserting does not have enough empirical support, I will categorize it as speculation, conjecture, a counterfactual, and thus fiction.

    I don’t know if it is because it is an election year, but social media has become a dumpster fire of misinformation, conspiracy theories, antagonism, and non-stop political discourse. On a personal level, I resent it when people try to manipulate my opinions or beliefs.

    Again, there is no moral equivalence to fascism, but people should stop and evaluate the tactics they, themselves, use. Fascists spread conspiracy theories as a Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt (FUD) tactic. I am seeing FUD spread all over Mastodon from people on the far left. It is an appeal to fear by creating paranoia. If you do this, you’re participating in Machiavellianism and expressing the same cynical view that is the slippery slope down into fascism. It could always be you. Most monsters don’t start off that way.

    A lot of people who do horrible things do so because they believe it is for a good cause. Most people end up in cults because they believe they can recognize when something is a cult, and since they would never join a cult, it isn’t a cult. In addition to that, very intelligent people are more likely to believe misinformation if it comes from peers and their peer network that they have strong relationships with. That’s why misinformation spreads like wildfire through highly connected social networks.

    Using Machiavellian approaches, for whatever reason, is implicitly the same type of cynical justification that fascists use. I’m not so naive to think that these random posts most people won’t see will change anything. I am just simply stating I’m logging off from social media because the conspiracy theories from all sides are too damn much.

    I’m backing up this site as I type this, moving a live site to my local host, and I will continue to express my thoughts privately. Thank God, all of my RSS feeds for reputable news and peer-reviewed research are set up on my smartphone and via Thunderbird. I have YouTube carefully tuned for only STEM stuff, and I have disallowed it to make recommendations for me. People have lost their damn marbles. As someone who deals with the esoteric and arcane and the spooky, I’ve always largely ignored conspiracy theories, but this is getting out of hand. I will not drink from a poisoned well. Time for me to log off.

    #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #antisemitism #Biden #BlueSky #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #disinformation #DKMU #DonaldTrump #fascism #fascist #fediverse #JoeBiden #liberal #libs #machiavellian #Machiavellianism #magick #Mastodon #misinformation #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #progressives #propaganda #Reddit #RSS #RSSFeed #RSSFeeds #socialMedia #Threads #Thunderbird #Trump #Twitter #uspol #witch #witchcraft #WordPress #YouTube #YoutubeAlgorithm

  22. Because it needs to be said again:

    Psychosis is not gnosis. Taking LSD, psilocybin, MDMA, salvia, or even alcohol and reinforcing those states with fictional, mythological narratives through ceremonial magic can cause a psychotic break. You are not magical. You are not enlightened. You have broken your brain. Psychosis has degenerative effects on your brain, so you are altering your brain in irreversible ways. I know this from experience.

    My step-grandmother worked herself into such a drug-induced state of psychosis that, as a senior, she has to be heavily sedated, causing her to gain weight and become massively overweight, with her mind numb. That’s a whole other saga, but my step-grandmother held religious and esoteric beliefs, subscribing to conspiracy theories, and was a heavy drug user in her teens and young adult years, although she has been sober for almost 30 years. It permanently messed her up. We know she isn’t taking her meds when she is sharper; unfortunately, that means she is psychotic. We found out she needed to be heavily medicated when she attacked a police officer in my junior year of high school.

    Again, you are not doing magic when you take drugs, force yourself to believe in things that are not real, and purposefully incubate a delusion, reinforcing this with ostension and pantomime via ceremonial magic and ritual. You are driving yourself insane and giving yourself brain damage that you will have to deal with as you get older. Once again, I am seeing the marauder and the extremely online occulture crowd drive themselves into a psychotic break because they believe that’s how you do magic.

    Here’s what people need to remember: The conventional, modern definition of magic is that magic is changing reality in accordance with will. While I deeply abhor and despise Aleister Crowley and Thelema, I like that definition because it converges on the definition of art. It’s more of an affirmation of magic as an art that fits nicely with pragmatic theories of aesethics. Conventionally, art is the deliberate and willful manipulation of elements, channels, and mediums, so the modern definition meets the definition of art.

    What is art? A rock I found outside becomes art when I think it has an aesthetic quality, say it is art, pick it up, and exhibit it through displaying it as photography on my social media. So my appreciation and deliberate interaction with it as art is what makes it art. So, there is a link between modern definitions of magic and pragmatic ideas of art via intention and will. Magical potency is predicated on will. Compulsion, obsession, and addiction are the inability to willfully and deliberately control oneself, so they are inversely related to will. That means drug addiction, obsessions, and paranoia that emerge from mental illness, and psychosis cancel out your ability to do magic.

    Magic isn’t psychosis. Gnosis is not psychosis.

    #addiction #AleisterCrowley #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #art #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #Crowley #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #drugs #egregore #egregores #grimoire #grimoires #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #postModern #Postmodernism #psychic #Reddit #sigilMagick #spirits #spiritual #Spirituality #Thelema #thelemites #Threads #witch #witchcraft

  23. I treat this blog as a social media presence. This is not my primary or personal blog, nor is my personal blog public. So, for anyone stalking this blog looking for personal stuff, that blog isn’t on the Internet, let alone the fediverse. It’s on my local LAMP web server. Also, keep in mind that I do not owe random strangers on the Internet anything, let alone the truth. So, treat whatever you read on here with a grain of salt. Anything more is a parasocial narrative you need to seek help for.

    #Blog #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #DKMU #fediverse #magick #Mastodon #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #WordPress

  24. I have a negentropic effect on psychic and magical energy. I attract it, disorder it, and reformat it. It’s similar to how ice forms as a consequence of water freezing. Heat naturally flows from warmer to colder regions, following the fundamental principle of thermodynamics. As heat moves, it contributes to increased disorder or entropy in the system it leaves. Paradoxically, this process of heat dissipation can lead to the formation of ordered structures, such as ice. The apparent counter-intuitiveness arises because, while local order may increase, the overall entropy of the system and its surroundings tends to rise. That is an analogy for how magical energy flows into me, is disordered and dissipated, and then is organized within my psychic and magical field.

    If someone were to cast a curse on me, I would absorb and dissipate the curse naturally and then reorder the energy for whatever purpose I wish. Normally, I just invert it, which sends it back to the caster. Magical and psychic energy flows into me the same way heat flows into a cold area. That’s why other people’s magic has no effect on me.

    I frequently accidentally destroy wards people placed on areas without intending to if I walk by them. I accidentally disenchant other people’s talismans all the time. It takes effort not to do so. Some people would call me a type of energy vampire. The psychic and magical influence I have is related to the number of magicians in my locality, so the more magicians casting magic on me, the more magic I have since I am innately dissipating, disordering, and reordering their energy as potential energy within my noetic sphere . I can control it very well remotely, such as with interactions on the Internet, but if, in person, a magician were to touch me, their psychic energy and tacit knowledge about how to do magic and what it seems like to do magic would flow into me, giving me an intuitive understanding of what they know and allowing me to imitate it. That’s a large reason why I don’t touch people. The siphoners from Vampire Diaries are a good fictional example of how I work.

    The vampire diaries | Siphoners

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  25. After dealing with a screwy schizophrenic person for the last 3 and a half years – luckily, their insanity stopped – and recently dealing with an unmedicated schizophrenic, I did some reading into why they are so resistant to understanding that what they are believing is not real and that they are mentally ill. Apparently, it is slightly different than a person who is Bipolar who still has some level of insight.

    The former person believed they were different from other schizophrenics because they had insight. Well, I did some reading and found that there is a positive correlation between positive symptoms and poor insight. If a schizophrenic person has more negative symptoms than positive symptoms, their insight is less likely to be poor than if they have positive symptoms. I do not think they understood their doctor properly because they were under the impression that having good insight made them different. No, a schizophrenic with a lot of negative symptoms probably will not have poor insight; however, when they experience positive symptoms, their insight becomes poor.

    I know for a fact that the screwy person from DKMU mostly had negative symptoms, but they had auditory hallucinations. The terrifying thing about both these people is their lack of insight and their delusional thinking makes them violent.

    Schizophrenics in the grip of positive symptoms are unable to differentiate their paranoid delusions from their illness and, at that moment, are more likely to act violently based on parasocial narratives. The truly scary thing is the person from DKMU has schizophrenia that is resistant to medication for their auditory hallucinations, so medications will only do so much for them. They have insidious onset schizophrenic symptoms, which are correlated with poorer outcomes. Her symptoms creep on her over the course of years. She doesn’t realize she has lost touch with reality until it is too late.

    What do you do with chronically mentally ill people who are likely to be violent because of a lack of insight that can’t really be treated with medication? Fortunately, that person’s behavior has stabilized, so hopefully, they are working with their doctors or something. However, another schizophrenic person has flared up and fixated on me.

    It’s the same thing, except they are attributing their hallucinations to psychic abilities and telepathy, which is being enabled by occult communities. One of their delusions is that I am telepathically harassing them by putting thoughts into their head about self-harm. That’s another common one. Many schizophrenic people believe that others can read their thoughts if they look them in the eye, so they do things like wear sunglasses.

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  26. It’s really interesting watching the shit posters who have nothing productive or meaningful to contribute go from Twitter to Mastodon to Bluesky and then back to Twitter because Twitter is the only place that will give them validation for mediocre, unproductive shit that belongs on 4chan.

    #4chan #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #BlueSky #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cults #DKMU #fediverse #magick #Mastodon #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #politics #shitPost #shitPosting #shitPosts #socialMedia #Threads #Twitter #uspol

  27. Why does it seem like the leader of every online occult community is an antisocial lunatic that wants to start some type of physical cult? I swear, I have literally almost seen all of them with plans to buy up a lot of real estate and land to develop a commune, compound, etc. The insane thing is that when I was involved with early psionic communities – like Vsociety – a group of them actually did that. They created a cult and had people live with them. It was called The Divine Science.

    Okay, I am done with my rants about occultism that have spanned a few posts now. I try my best to avoid joining in on the negativity on social media, which is why I try to avoid negative, argumentative discourse that is endemic to Mastodon.

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  28. Honestly, the attitude within occultism is maddening to me. There’s an acknowledgment that Jung, Crowley, Blavatsky, etc. are all horrible people. You don’t have to convince them that they are awful and racists. We all know. However, most occultists can’t be bothered to come up with anything better, so their response is to use broken systems that do not work and tell people to separate the art from the artists and to normalize the evil, immoral behavior of occult authors because, well, they like the status quo.

    There’s always been this assumption with sigils and seals in occultism that they are allegories; astrology should be treated as a pattern that isn’t necessarily literal. If magic shifts probabilities, then that means that magic creates topological defects and breaks symmetries, which means that it has an empirical connection to crystallization. And when we are looking at ontological and mathematical models that strongly model crystallization and symmetry, we find tiling and tessellation. I’m experimenting with tessellation, symmetry, magic, and psychic abilities. Honestly, I am through with the culture and aesthetics of occultism, so I am not using anything that resembles occult sigils or even calling mnemonic symbols or any kind of symbol a sigil anymore. Occultism, as a whole, gives me the ick. Occult systems make me feel so dirty that I feel like I need a bath.

    Liminal space is a buzzword that you hear a lot. A liminal space is something like a hallway or the threshold of a door. We can also think of liminal spaces as portals and topological defects, which is an accurate analogy for the symmetry-breaking that magic causes in physical systems. I am thinking of symbols that are more accurate of a topological defect, such as a phase transition. Because of meta-stability, liquid crystals are sensitive to psychic influence and exhibit topological defects via phase transition, so models and symbols based on liquid crystals are realistic for phase transitions that liminal spaces imply.

    A physical example of a topological defect is liquid crystals. I like playing around with crystallization and psychic and magical acts because it provides an empirical case. Probabilities are not abstract. Whenever you influence probabilities, you are manipulating where something is going and how fast it is moving, or you are defining where it is. If you are dealing with a system, you are coordinating how fast things are, where they are going, and where they are at for multiple parts of that system. You are shifting statistical mechanical properties of a solution. The shape and structure of a crystal are tied to the probability of that crystal structure emerging, so shifting probabilities shifts the shape of the crystal that we expect to get, which we can experimentally test and measure. Boltzmann distribution, a fundamental concept in statistical mechanics, describes the probability of a molecule occupying a certain energy state. In the context of a crystal lattice, different molecular arrangements correspond to different energy states and when you shift probabilities, you shift where that favorable energy state is likely to be.

    An exercise that I did a long, long time ago is that I constructed a class, to act as an archetype, and properties of that class were a data structure imported from an actual social network from Twitter that matched the parameters of the properties of that class. That was before Twitter became X. I would not dare use anything from that domain of the noetic sphere now. I used Gephi for this. I used the Force Atlas 2 layout in Gephi to simulate attraction and repulsion forces via a Barnes–Hut algorithm. The algorithm uses an adaptive cooling strategy similar to annealing. This gave me a network that was also a crystal. I then dissolved a solute into a solution and grew a crystal where my intent was to link to the psychic form of that pattern, project the simulated crystal onto the growing crystal, and measure the structure of the crystal. That exercise created a magical, symbolic construct that was not only realistic but also empirically valid. I am thinking about using tessellation, tiling, and symmetry to denote magical systems instead of employing anything that resembles occult symbols.

    #Alchemy #AleisterCrowley #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #archetypes #Blavatsky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #Crowley #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #egregore #egregores #Gephi #HelenaBlavatsky #Jung #Jungian #JungianArchetypes #magic #magick #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #paranormal #psychic #Psychokinesis #Python #Reddit #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #supernatural #Thelema #thelemites #theosophy #Twitter #witch #witchcraft

  29. We really need to stop calling obvious schizophrenia, manic delusions, and psychosis ‘unverified personal gnosis.’ A person whom I knew 15 years ago has persistent beliefs, regardless of facts, that they knew me in a past life and we made some pact to alter the future to save the world from Nazis. It’s insane, but everyone in the occult Discord is nodding their heads and validating it.

    A delusion is a persistent belief regardless of facts. This person has dreams and hallucinations that they believe are gods, spirits, and telepathy. In these hallucinations and delusions, the spirits tell them who random strangers were in a past life. A lot of these delusions are obviously paranoid and inevitably roll into a conspiracy theory about Nazis. This is very terrifying. This means, based on a random occurrence with a person, they will create a parasocial narrative that manifests as them knowing this person.

    Most schizophrenia delusions emerge from noise and thus have no actual information. You can uncover that it is a delusion by asking the person for details. For example, if they make a claim about remembering a past life in Egypt, you can do the equivalent of asking them who the President of the United States is now. I did that with this person. They were claiming to have known me and other people in a past life in Egypt 3000 years ago, so I looked up what was going on around that time. I asked them who the high priest was, who the pharaoh was, and what they remember happening around that time. All of it was wrong.

    That caused most of that Discord to jump all over me and imply that it was fine because it was their personal gnosis. To be clear, this person is creating parasocial relationships and narratives based on delusional narratives that they are applying to random people they meet.

    Phrasing things as they happened in a different reality or a past life is a way to avoid the falsification of and is a way to rationalize the delusion. Claiming that you knew a person in a past life is a way to justify the parasocial relationship. It is not unverified personal gnosis. It’s mental illness. There is nothing magical about mental illness. If I had a nickel for every time a schizophrenic occultist spun up a delusional narrative to justify an adversarial parasocial relationship with me, I’d be rich. This is a major problem.

    #anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #animistic #Astral #astrological #Bipolar #BipolarDisorder #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cult #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #Egypt #fascism #gnosis #magic #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #pastLife #pastLives #polytheism #psychic #psychosis #Reddit #reincarnation #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #spirits #spiritual #Spirituality #Theism #Thelema #thelemites #Threads #Twitter #UnverifiedPersonalGnosis #UPG #witch #witchcraft

  30. We really need to stop calling obvious schizophrenia, manic delusions, and psychosis ‘unverified personal gnosis.’ A person whom I knew 15 years ago has persistent beliefs, regardless of facts, that they knew me in a past life and we made some pact to alter the future to save the world from Nazis. It’s insane, but everyone in the occult Discord is nodding their heads and validating it.

    A delusion is a persistent belief regardless of facts. This person has dreams and hallucinations that they believe are gods, spirits, and telepathy. In these hallucinations and delusions, the spirits tell them who random strangers were in a past life. A lot of these delusions are obviously paranoid and inevitably roll into a conspiracy theory about Nazis. This is very terrifying. This means, based on a random occurrence with a person, they will create a parasocial narrative that manifests as them knowing this person.

    Most schizophrenia delusions emerge from noise and thus have no actual information. You can uncover that it is a delusion by asking the person for details. For example, if they make a claim about remembering a past life in Egypt, you can do the equivalent of asking them who the President of the United States is now. I did that with this person. They were claiming to have known me and other people in a past life in Egypt 3000 years ago, so I looked up what was going on around that time. I asked them who the high priest was, who the pharaoh was, and what they remember happening around that time. All of it was wrong.

    That caused most of that Discord to jump all over me and imply that it was fine because it was their personal gnosis. To be clear, this person is creating parasocial relationships and narratives based on delusional narratives that they are applying to random people they meet.

    Phrasing things as they happened in a different reality or a past life is a way to avoid the falsification of and is a way to rationalize the delusion. Claiming that you knew a person in a past life is a way to justify the parasocial relationship. It is not unverified personal gnosis. It’s mental illness. There is nothing magical about mental illness. If I had a nickel for every time a schizophrenic occultist spun up a delusional narrative to justify an adversarial parasocial relationship with me, I’d be rich. This is a major problem.

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  31. Here’s your reminder that the inability to tolerate dissent and the emphasis on conforming to cultural norms, where you are punished with excommunication (banning, de-federation), shaming, or bullying, is a sign that it is a cult. Regardless of whether you are on the left or the right, if the platform, instance, or community you are part of is intolerant of dissent, does not welcome an adversarial paradigm that involves the review and criticism of their views, and throws you out for dissenting with people in positions of authority, it is a cult.

    Of course, that means that most of you people on Mastodon have joined instances and cults. How can you tell if you are in a cult? The first clue is the inability to dissent and the expectation you conform. Unfortunately, this cult-like behavior is hitting occult niches hard. I am seeing the old skeptical and rigorous paradigm that occultists operated in the late ’90s and early 2000s morph into authoritarianism and a cult-like fanaticism where people must enable the delusional beliefs of the people who run the communities, which, of course, spreads mental illness among other people. The people who used to be skeptical are getting further and further into esoteric, religious cults. Watching how people are losing their minds about threads on Mastodon is a reminder of how social media has become networks of cults.

    Can you disagree with your instance admin without retaliation? If not, you did not just join an instance. You joined a cult. Do not join cults. If you are being pressured to conform to something you disagree with, leave.”

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  32. @[email protected] @[email protected] @[email protected] Absolutely. Realising our brains innate capacity to model how others might respond to our words and actions, laid the foundations for improved evocation and communication with what I call, for want of a better word, spirits. It can be with historically established deities like your druid friend (and given the druid friends I've had, a head shop doesn't seem an out of place location for one), or it can be entities you make up yourself (like my dolls). Others use characters from pop culture, like star trek characters or super heroes, and yet others combine approaches, working in groups to create customised neo-deities, deliberately or accidentally, like the #DKMU godforms. All approaches can gain results. A lot depends what you want out of them.

  33. Happy #Ostara everyone! Yesterday was spent in celebration with sacred plants. I have touched grass and I hope you have too!

    I'm planning on doing a creative content dump in the coming days, but in the meanwhile, I'm looking for other #bards and #poets who are cool that I'm a #transhuman #TechnoPagan doing an art project on the unification of humans and machines via AI #DawnOfTheMachineElves dedicated to #TerenceMcKenna

    Terence McKenna was a major proponent of rave culture. Some people just gotta make some noise and get some attention! It's fine to recreate rave culture in your living room, so long as you can pay off your neighbours not to call the cops ;)

    Overall, I'm a huge lover of art and nature.

    #SpringEquinox #Cernunnos #paganism #polytheism #irishpagan #celticpagan #chaosmagick #discordian #dkmu #psychadelics

  34. I should make it clear, I don't really believe in the occult. All my time spent in the "occult" has only revealed things that, to me, should be blindingly obvious. But, apparently to some people, it's not.

    Skepticism and agnosticism are the paths to true, revealed knowledge.

    #Astrology and Saturnian memes? Yeah, sure, maybe.

    open.spotify.com/track/3s1rVp5

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  35. CONTENT WARNING for hardcore daddy-daughter/student-teacher kink roleplay (high quality super specific occult niche OC)

    #chaoswitch #discord #Discordian #dttihtnf #chaosmagic #dkmu

  36. Channeling the webs of Ellis, wandering as if in a dream, I found Arjil and his wife, the songwitch, sitting by a stream.

    The songs the songwitch strummed for me felt familiar, yet new, and all so sweet, and we spoke of the beauty and power beheld in vulnerability.

    We had come together for the joining of the benefics,
    our hearts swimming as the enchanted fishes in the lake,
    our skin changing as theirs did
    shimmering with rainbow iridescent scales,
    all alike

    We spoke of how to reclaim our bodies and our birthright

    We talked about how Chaos and the Dao are all the same

    We talked about taking our places among the stars in the sky

    And how to safely pass the torch on to the next generation

    We took consideration and careful time

    To decide what we thought for the collective was needed

    And although our presentations are just a guess

    Old folks whilin’ away their time

    On the #Internet,

    We figured we’d never forgive ourselves if we didn’t at least try

    to the #GoodEnding

    While Venus and Jupiter held hands in Pisces

    This is a version of a new Linking Sigil for any Chaos Magician to use who feels called to it. It was channeled from the Otherworld on the night of the Venus/Jupiter conjunction and features a few modifications from the vanilla LS that causes it to function as a filter for the energies of the Web, which are as follows:

    The gold 5-pointed star at the top, with all of its various associations of the pentagram, the Star of the tarot, the ascendence to merge with spirit or divinity, etc.

    There is a pink heart attached to the horizontal leg which I put there because I like hearts. It can be said to represent the Great Compassion Dharani, which forgives the great weighty sins for many thousands of deaths and rebirths, and positive intentions for the coming spring

    The base of the sigil where the horizontal leg intercepts is attached to a triskelion, which represents the Earth in Celtic traditions, grounding the sigil. This upgrade should effectively fix the problem that many complain about the raw version of the LS being unstable and causing power surges, as any excessive amounts of energy that the user cannot hold themselves should theoretically just dissipate back into the earth.

    The right leg of the sigil ends in a pink flower with a yellow center and 8 petals. Initially I thought it was going to be 6 or 9 but it wound up being 8, which is very fitting because both the wheel of Dharma and the Chaos Star have 8 legs.

    The suggested intentions for this version of the Linking Sigil are as followers. Although these are just a guideline, and we ask that if you feel any of these intentions resonate for you, please throw out, change, rearrange or modify any of the rest of them as you see fit:

    The primary function of the filter is a “spring cleaning/upgrade” of the Linking Sigil, which addresses some of the previously mentioned bugs and complaints of users, as well as feeding energy directly to Ellis herself to give her a boost to her function of protecting and maintaining the web. Charging this sigil encourages the fixing of broken linkages, removal of any astral parasites or malicious entities that may or may not be prowling the Web, clearing out of decrepit unneeded energies, etc.

    Reinforces one of the Web’s implicit purposes of bringing total freedom and liberation from the cultural consensus reality to anyone and everyone connected to its energies regardless of race, class, colour, ability, gender, sexuality, or identity;

    Reinforces the birthright of every Chaos Magician to change, upgrade, modify, rewrite or discard any belief, tradition, or practice installed in the software of any cultural tradition that they find themselves authentically participating in;

    Reinforces the spiritual kinship of the Chaos Magick currents and among Marauders, and the wisdom and compassion of the blessing of that kinship

    Facilitates the peaceful passing of the torch as Saturn transits from Aquarius to Pisces on March 7th, onto the next upcoming generation of Chaos Magicians and Marauders, the reality hackers upon whom the weighty charge of fixing the consensus reality and charting its new course will fall

    We can’t wait to see what creative projects come out of the use of this new version of the Linking Sigil.

    @songwitch #LinkingSigil #LS #DKMU #chaosmagic #chaoswitch #DawnOfTheMachineElves

  37. Ah, would you look at that? I figured out where the fuckup was. Turns out I fucked up cause I'm fucked up. Who would've thunk. #DKMU

  38. Where the FUCK is Ellis?
    Why do I not see
    More people falling
    Upon bended knee
    To pay reverence
    to the Goddess
    upon which
    the worlds
    are united?
    #DKMU

  39. The irony of getting kicked out of the Discord chat of the group famous for harnessing the power of masturbation for the crime of being horny #DKMU