#transjourney — Public Fediverse posts
Live and recent posts from across the Fediverse tagged #transjourney, aggregated by home.social.
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Getting back from New Zealand I have been reflecting on how much has changed since my last overseas trip which helped me have such a more positive experience. #Trans #Transjoy #Tgirl #Transjourney #Translife #Transgendertravel
https://narrativecuriosity.co/a-much-better-travelling-experience/
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I've been meaning to start a manga-style webcomic for years. I got inspired by @[email protected] and many other artists, and like them, I also want to share a little bit of me and my life.
Unfortunately, although I wanted to hand-draw every illustration, I no longer have the time, energy, or ability (or money...) to commit. Hence, I will rely on AI for now. The last time I was serious about drawing and art was 20 years ago! I would like to pick up drawing again, yet my ADHD brain needs to see quick results to stay motivated.
Anyway, like many trans people, I came to a point in my life when I finally cracked my egg, though this happened much later in life for many reasons. Raised Catholic (#recoveringcatholic), in a very misogynistic and patriarchal society, my real self had to hide very deep, so much so that I lost her for many, many years. Unfortunately, I did not have the vocabulary to describe what I was feeling and experiencing throughout my childhood and into adulthood. Yet, I have been in therapy for almost a decade now, which helped me begin to let go of guilt and shame and accept my feelings.
I am an avid anime fan, and for some reason I did not fully comprehend at the time, I especially enjoyed watching gender-bend series, which at one point felt like a guilty pleasure.
It all began when I went to visit my folks during summer break, in a small town where there is not much to do except binge-watch anime the whole time.
This is where it all began...
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A few years down the road...
This was one of the first dresses I ever had the courage to try on instore back in 2022. I remember having one of the biggest hits of euphoria in that dressing room that I just had to buy it. It took me another 4 months or so to work up the courage to wear it.
It's been a few years now, and I have a wardrobe full of cute dresses, but this one still has special meaning for me and is a good reminder of how far I've come.
#trans #transjoy #transition #tgirl #dollsofınstagram #transfem #lgbtqia #lgbtqiafriendly #transjourney #Transisbeautiful #glowup #transglowup #mtf #mtftransgender #transwoman
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It's getting close to my birthday, and I can't help looking back at some old photos. While some may find this triggering and I admit there are definitely those that cause me a bit of pain looking back shows not only my progress on this journey but also the things that don't change, the things that are always going to be part of my identity. #Trans #transgender #Transjourney #transition #transfem #mtf #transglowup #glowup #transexperiences #transjoy #change #identity
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Give yourself a break: the ongoing challenge of showing myself compassion.
I have been stuggling to show myself compassion. Instead, I tend to blame myself when things don't go well and have unreasonable expectations. It's a mindset I need to break by taking some small steps, and part of that is talking about it.
#trans #transition #transjourney #hardtimes #self-esteem #mentalhealth #bekindtoyourself #mtf
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I used to be way too serious...
It used to be an effort to smile for the camera. Most of the time, it just looked fake, so I just had to perfect a cool stare.
Nowadays, it is hard to wipe the smile from my face. My whole mindset is different. Just looking at myself in the mirror sometimes leaves me on a high.
#tgirl #trans #transfem #transgender #transwoman #transjourney #lgbtfriendly #glowup #transisbeautiful #transjoy #mtf #mtftransgender
https://www.instagram.com/p/DPGXxc_EqPk/?igsh=bnBodHVsem5zZmoz -
I started a new insta as I feel like there might be something going on @jeanieb_nc as it is just so stagnant. At least this one doesn't have my ex-wife checking on me or family members who can message me about stories they find insulting because she thinks they have all been amazing. Means I might have a bit more freedom. So help me build some followers and encourage me to keep sharing.
#trans #transisbeautiful #transjourney #socialmedia #transgender #mtf #mtftransgender #transroghts #transexperiences
https://www.instagram.com/curiousjeanieb?igsh=MWppeHpkcDkxejRhdw==
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It's been 3 years since I came out as trans, and it continues to be a challenging journey. The last 12 months especially I have seen some new lows but hopefully it has put me on a more positive trajectory for the future. #Trans #transjourney #Translife #Seperation #transexperience #movingon
https://narrativecuriosity.co/my-transition-journey-the-hardest-year-so-far/
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It's #transawareness week, so I am sharing more of my experiences and discussing some big topics over on YouTube. First, let's talk #genderdysphoria, everything from triggers, and how things change to strategies I use to get through the bad times. #trans #transisbeautyful #Transjourney #transexperiences
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Today marks one year on HRT, and what a wild ride it’s been! 🏳️⚧️
From walking into my PCP’s office expecting to be placed on a long waiting list, to navigating moments of frustration and uncertainty, it’s incredible to think about how far I’ve come. I started this journey thinking it would take months just to get started, but fate had other plans. A last-minute consultation, my therapist’s support, and a gender dysphoria diagnosis all aligned, allowing me to take my first steps toward becoming my true self.
Starting HRT wasn’t without its challenges. Every dosage change brought migraines, and my emotions were all over the place, but it also opened up a part of myself I’d kept hidden. Crying over the smallest things has become more common, but it’s a reminder that I’m feeling everything more deeply, more honestly. My therapist has been my guide, but at the end of the day, I’ve had to walk this path myself—breaking free from gender norms and expectations one step at a time.
Sharing my journey with friends and family has been mostly welcomed, though not without its bumps. Still, those who truly matter have shown me such love and support, and that’s what I hold onto. 🥰
Dysphoria is tough—it’s brutal, really. But HRT has helped me manage it. I’ve had to mourn the female childhood I never got to live, but I’m learning to embrace my inner girl and listen to her needs. This is just the beginning. My body and mind are evolving, and there’s still so much ahead.
Here’s to many more years of becoming who I’ve always been inside, and finally seeing the real me in the mirror. The core of me hasn’t changed—just freed from layers that never belonged. ✨
#TransJourney #HRTAnniversary #LivingMyTruth #QueerAndProud #AuthenticSelf
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Due to circumstances, I am currently compressing a lot of things into one little room and making it feel like my space. It might be a little crowded, but it definitely says a lot about me. #translife #transjourney #identity #life #lego #deskspace
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Due to circumstances, I am currently compressing a lot of things into one little room and making it feel like my space. It might be a little crowded, but it definitely says a lot about me. #translife #transjourney #identity #life #lego #deskspace
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Due to circumstances, I am currently compressing a lot of things into one little room and making it feel like my space. It might be a little crowded, but it definitely says a lot about me. #translife #transjourney #identity #life #lego #deskspace
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Due to circumstances, I am currently compressing a lot of things into one little room and making it feel like my space. It might be a little crowded, but it definitely says a lot about me. #translife #transjourney #identity #life #lego #deskspace
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Exciting news: I finally got my SRS consultation scheduled! 🎉 It's set for December 2025, so it's a bit over a year away, but I’m one step closer to where I want to be. Feeling hopeful and ready for what’s to come. 😊
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(please make sure to begin reading from the first post of this thread)
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Neo's journey in The Matrix is a powerful allegory for the transgender experience, illustrating the transformative power of self-realization, the importance of supportive relationships, and the challenges of facing denial and betrayal. My own journey parallels Neo's in many ways, with the unwavering support of my wife, the guidance of my therapist, the acceptance of my chosen family, and the emotional challenges posed by unsupportive individuals. Together, these experiences highlight the resilience and empowerment that come from embracing one's true identity and finding strength in supportive communities.
Youtube video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGzSGkmV5e8
#TransJourney #MatrixMetaphor #TransAllegory #SupportiveCommunity
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(please make sure to begin reading from the first post of this thread)
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Neo and Myself: The Initial Realization
Just like Neo, who senses something fundamentally wrong in his life, I experienced a deep sense of unease and disconnection from the gender roles assigned to me at birth. This feeling was compounded by societal expectations and traditional upbringing, much like the artificial reality imposed by the Matrix. The realization of being transgender was akin to Neo's awakening from the Matrix, a moment of clarity that set the stage for a transformative journey.
Trinity and My Wife: Unwavering Support and Recognition
In The Matrix, Trinity sees Neo's true potential long before he does. Similarly, my wife recognized my true self well before I fully understood my identity. Her unwavering support and love were crucial, much like Trinity's belief in Neo. My wife belongs to the queer community, and her understanding and acceptance provided a safe space for me to explore my identity. During my most difficult moments, her steadfast presence mirrored Trinity's role in Neo's journey, offering encouragement and affirmation that empowered me to embrace my true self.
Morpheus and My Therapist: Guiding Towards Self-Realization
Morpheus serves as a mentor to Neo, guiding him toward self-realization and encouraging him to "free his mind." My therapist played a similar role in my journey. As an expert with extensive experience with transgender patients and a member of the queer community, she motivated me to break free from traditional gender roles and explore my true identity. Her encouragement and guidance were instrumental in helping me navigate the complexities of my transition, much like Morpheus's role in helping Neo understand and accept his destiny.
The Crew of the Nebuchadnezzar and My Chosen Family: Unconditional Acceptance and Support
The crew of the Nebuchadnezzar, with their immediate and unconditional acceptance of Neo, represents the supportive network that is crucial for transgender individuals. My chosen family provided similar support, offering words of encouragement and recognizing my struggles. Their acceptance and love were pivotal, much like the crew's support for Neo, guiding me through my journey and reinforcing my sense of belonging and identity.
Cypher and My Unsupportive Friend: Denial and Betrayal
Cypher's betrayal in The Matrix represents the antagonistic forces that deny and invalidate one's true identity. My experience with an unsupportive friend closely mirrors this betrayal. Despite pretending to be a true friend, she invalidated my feelings, filled me with self-doubt, and caused emotional distress. Her refusal to accept my identity and preference for maintaining the status quo over my emotional and mental health was akin to Cypher's preference for the comfortable illusion of the Matrix over the harsh reality. This betrayal underscored the challenges of facing invalidation from those who are supposed to be supportive. --continues
#TransJourney #MatrixMetaphor #TransAllegory #SupportiveCommunity
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Unraveling the Matrix: Parallels Between Neo's Journey and My Transgender Experience
(first post of the thread)
I had already seen many videos describing how The Matrix is a reference to the transgender experience. Out of curiosity, I decided to watch the movie again to see how many references I could find, and I was surprised to discover so many. However, it wasn’t until I watched the YouTube video "The Matrix Is Intrinsically Trans," which is an hour and a half long, that I realized I had only scratched the surface. This video delved deeply into the transgender metaphors embedded in the film, providing a thorough analysis that illuminated new insights.
The video explores The Matrix as a profound metaphor for the transgender experience, a perspective confirmed by the Wachowski sisters, who directed the film. The narrative of Neo's journey from a sense of wrongness to self-realization, supported by characters who represent various facets of the transgender journey, offers a compelling allegory. Trinity, Morpheus, and the crew of the Nebuchadnezzar symbolize the supportive roles of allies and mentors, while Cypher represents the antagonistic forces of denial and betrayal. The video delves into these symbolic representations, highlighting how Neo's transformation parallels the struggles and triumphs of transgender individuals.
Parallels Between Neo’s Transgender Experiences and My Own. --continues
#TransJourney #MatrixMetaphor #TransAllegory #SupportiveCommunity
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CW: CW: ideation, anxiety, hope
The past few weeks have been an emotional whirlwind, starting with the shocking news of my layoff right before celebrating my first Mother’s Day as a trans woman with my mom, who was visiting from Mexico. The pain and disbelief were overwhelming, and I found myself spiraling into anxiety and sadness. However, amidst the chaos, there were moments of unexpected joy, like witnessing the Northern Lights for the first time and sharing a heartfelt Mother's Day celebration with my family. These experiences reminded me of the beauty in life, even when faced with adversity.
Celebrating Mother's Day with my mom, despite the recent turmoil, brought a sense of unity and love that I deeply needed. Her acceptance and joy in being part of my first Mother's Day as a trans woman filled my heart with hope. The days that followed were a blend of emotional highs and lows—shopping trips, family dinners, and small adventures that temporarily distracted me from the harsh reality of my job loss. Each moment spent with my mom and family became a precious memory, especially knowing it was her last week with us.
I've been quiet on social media lately, struggling with dark thoughts that have loomed stronger than ever. Saying goodbye to my mom was incredibly hard, and the looming dread of the future still lingers. Yet, reconnecting with friends, sharing experiences, and even finding solace in simple pleasures like binge-watching anime have helped me cope. Writing an extensive journal entry allowed me to process my feelings and find a sense of release. Despite the challenges, I’m holding on to the belief that better days are ahead, and I’m grateful for the love and support that surrounds me.
#EmotionalRollercoaster #FamilyLove #TransJourney #FindingHope #LifeUpsAndDowns
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The picture here is me appreciating my sweet travel size shark/blåhaj🦈 that I named Sharkira💜, they have been with me throughout all of my first year on HRT🎉 and equally so has the partner that was celebrating me and helping me with taking photos and everything💜🐺🫂🔥
#transfem #nonbinary #transgender #transgenderpride #transjoy #queer #LGBT+ #enby #transjourney #HRT #transisbeautiful #blahaj #sharkplushie #mtf #dayoftransvisibility #queerpride
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CW: Dysphoria, bathrooms
Hey everyone!
So, I’m jetting off to Mexico for some dental work. You know, the kind that costs an arm and a leg back home in the U.S. After checking and rechecking my list a zillion times, I finally headed out, thanks to a lift from a great friend. The roads were clear, and even at the airport in the evening, I breezed through security like it was nothing. With time to kill, I popped into the lounge (thanks, Priority Pass!) It wasn't mind-blowing, but hey, it was chill and had loads of cozy seats.
Settling in, I decided to hit the ladies' room before my flight. Just as I was about to enter, I heard a little girl shout, “You’re going the wrong way!” That moment made my heart sink. Because I was traveling and soon to see family who don't yet know the real me, I was dressed in full “boy mode.” Playing it off like I was just mixed up, I followed her point to the men's room. Not a fan of urinals, I stuck to the stall, as usual. Looks like I’ll be in boy mode for the whole trip, plus a bit after I get back, until I find the courage to open up to my mom. And here I am, not even a day in, already feeling boxed in by having to act all “boyish.”
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Feeling pretty and had an amazing day trying to take a picture for my one year HRT celebration post🏳️⚧️😊💜
#transfem #HRT #trans #transgender #transjoy #transition #nonbinary #enby #transisbeautiful #queer #transpride #mtf #transgenderpride #transjourney
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I recently revisited the coming-out conversation, this time with a former manager who played a crucial role in my career during a transformative phase at a big software company. Initially overwhelmed by legacy systems and a sea of faces, my confidence and performance were shaky. The shift came with a restructured team and a new manager, a woman whose leadership turned us into a high-performing unit and, personally, helped me find my stride. She was a beacon during my tenure, but left due to an increasingly toxic executive environment. After I was laid off, we lost touch, only reconnecting recently over lunch.
I seized the moment to come out as transgender. It was a leap into the unknown, but she responded with nothing but support and understanding, transforming our professional bond into a personal one. Her reaction was a beam of light, affirming my journey.
As I am preparing to be headed to Mexico for a dental procedure and a family visit, navigating the delicate balance of my old self in their presence. The prospect of concealing my identity is daunting; even my therapist offered her support should dysphoria become overwhelming. The looming challenge of eventually coming out to my family haunts me, yet the encounter with my former manager has fortified my resolve.
Amidst the chaos of flight changes and packing, a salon visit offered a moment of peace, preparing me for the trip not just physically, but emotionally. It's a small rebellion — hints of my true self peeking through, a prelude to the revelation that awaits.