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  1. The Prison of Me

    I have become who I do not wish to be.
    Upon waking this morning I could not find me.
    Instead a stranger had taken up residence
    beneath machine gun towers on a razor wire fence.

    Somehow while I slept a prisoner I became,
    captured naked  and exposed, a number for my name.
    The cumulative refuse of years like a disease
    had suddenly overwhelmed my inner faculties.

    The circles I ran in turned around again,
    enclosing me in my own hoary skin.
    In what putrid lab had this creature taken shape
    who now inhabited a body with no escape?

    But I must confess that these bars were of my own making.
    My subtle declination left me ripe for the taking.
    And so in this prison I will forever be
    until I learn to love the me that most frightens me.

    August 26, 2014

    #darkFantasy #emotionalHealing #fantasyArt #fearAndLonging #Identity #imprisonment #innerStruggle #introspection #Love #mentalLandscape #poeticIllustration #POETICAORAREContemplativePoetryPrayers #psychologicalArt #selfAcceptance #selfAlienation #SelfDiscovery #shadowSelf #spiritualStruggle #surrealism #Transformation #visualPoetry #weirdArt #Writing
  2. Riddle:

    My whole life had conditioned me
    To hide my deep duplicity,
    And I’m a man of many faults.
    So I procured rare chemical salts
    And mixed them with a red solution.
    Now, to reverse my devolution
    I must restock my workshop shelves
    Or lose both my conflicted selves.

    Who am I? (Or, who are we?)

    #riddlepoems #poetry #smallpoems #poetrycommunity #literature #gothic #horror #classic #darkside #innerdemons #innerstruggle

  3. "My Secret to Success"

    I think I can—that’s all that counts.
    As long as I pour every ounce
    Of being into my blind belief
    Despite reality, the chief
    Concern is not how competent
    I am or even my intent,
    But rather whether I’ve thrown out
    Every last shred of reasonable doubt.

    #mastoprompt #doubt #poetry #smallpoems #poetrycommunity #psychology #faith #skill #professional #falsehope #americandream #innerstruggle #irony #satire

  4. "My True Self"

    Throughout my normal childhood
    A silhouette in shadows stood
    Beside me as I walked along
    The narrow path. It was wrong,
    They said, to talk to strangers, so
    I acted like I didn’t know.
    For forty years, that forced rejection
    Blinded me to my own reflection.

    #mastoprompt #sillouette

    #poetry #poet #poetrycommunity #innerself #darkside #innerstruggle #poetictruth #beherenow #dreams #hopes #fears #symbolism #irony

  5. "My Main Problem"

    I need protection from the eyes
    Of evil wizards and their spies,
    Plus I’ve got demons to expel.
    And so I’m mixing up a spell
    To bind and banish them before
    They gain the threshold of my door,
    But it’s unlikely they’ll relent…
    I’m missing a Key Ingredient.

    #Mastoprompt #threshold

    #poetry #smallpoems
    #poetrycommunity #magic #superstition #wizard #demon #innerstruggle #psychology #symbolism #irony