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27.71€ out of 400€ (average monthly expenses) donated since May 10th, thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart, for helping save my life. :heartSparkleTrans:
I'm at a position where I need to ask for donations again... instead of making a whole new post I copied the text from my last one, since what I wrote before explains my situation, roughly.
but now that I kinda read through what I wrote before, (I can't fully read it, thinking about how bad my situation is makes me spiral out...) it doesn't fully explain how bad my situation is right now... I really need to try to write more, but I can only do it if I'm basically having a panic episode... fuck my brain, jesus....
past post:
it's march 29 and I'm completely broke. (currently: now it's May 10th and I have like... not even 10€, I don't even want to open my bank app and check..... I'm too afraid..) less than 2€ on my bank account, and some cents on my wallet, that's it.
my mom rarely makes meals and eats out all the time, I can't afford to do that, I need to buy my own groceries. I'm so tired of being alive, everything takes so much effort...a brief summary of why I'm asking for help: I'm living with constant extreme anxiety and depression, and am living in a bad household environment, being forced to have to move back into my mom's house, after living with my (now ex) girlfriend for 5+ years, not being able to work because of mental issues is becoming unbearable for me... my mom and dad (who are divorced since I was 4) do not give me any money whatsoever, I have to rely on my grandma and great aunt to give me money when they can... I calculated my expenses in the past, food+meds basically, and occasionally stuff like gas tanks or laundry detergent (because my mom uses anything to start fights around here... I have to buy my own food and gas and do my laundry, cause if she's the one doing it, she uses it against me when being verbally abusive...) and it's "only" around 400€ a month, give or take (I wish I could work and have my own money... there's nothing I wish more in my life... but it feels impossible, I get so anxious and nauseous from all the pressure... and I'm 29, I'm a failure, I know, but I need help from whoever can help me, please...)
if you can donate any amount whatsoever, it would help me greatly and change my life for the best.
thank you for reading the post, and if you can't afford to donate, please boost it 🫶💛
(I can also provide my IBAN in DMs/your preferred method, or other ways that might be the only way to do it for you, in case you prefer that or don't have PayPal.
I include this because people have asked before 🫶)#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2026
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27.71€ out of 400€ (average monthly expenses) donated since May 10th, thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart, for helping save my life. :heartSparkleTrans:
I'm at a position where I need to ask for donations again... instead of making a whole new post I copied the text from my last one, since what I wrote before explains my situation, roughly.
but now that I kinda read through what I wrote before, (I can't fully read it, thinking about how bad my situation is makes me spiral out...) it doesn't fully explain how bad my situation is right now... I really need to try to write more, but I can only do it if I'm basically having a panic episode... fuck my brain, jesus....
past post:
it's march 29 and I'm completely broke. (currently: now it's May 10th and I have like... not even 10€, I don't even want to open my bank app and check..... I'm too afraid..) less than 2€ on my bank account, and some cents on my wallet, that's it.
my mom rarely makes meals and eats out all the time, I can't afford to do that, I need to buy my own groceries. I'm so tired of being alive, everything takes so much effort...a brief summary of why I'm asking for help: I'm living with constant extreme anxiety and depression, and am living in a bad household environment, being forced to have to move back into my mom's house, after living with my (now ex) girlfriend for 5+ years, not being able to work because of mental issues is becoming unbearable for me... my mom and dad (who are divorced since I was 4) do not give me any money whatsoever, I have to rely on my grandma and great aunt to give me money when they can... I calculated my expenses in the past, food+meds basically, and occasionally stuff like gas tanks or laundry detergent (because my mom uses anything to start fights around here... I have to buy my own food and gas and do my laundry, cause if she's the one doing it, she uses it against me when being verbally abusive...) and it's "only" around 400€ a month, give or take (I wish I could work and have my own money... there's nothing I wish more in my life... but it feels impossible, I get so anxious and nauseous from all the pressure... and I'm 29, I'm a failure, I know, but I need help from whoever can help me, please...)
if you can donate any amount whatsoever, it would help me greatly and change my life for the best.
thank you for reading the post, and if you can't afford to donate, please boost it 🫶💛
(I can also provide my IBAN in DMs/your preferred method, or other ways that might be the only way to do it for you, in case you prefer that or don't have PayPal.
I include this because people have asked before 🫶)#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2026
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0€ out of 400€ (average monthly expenses) donated since May 10th, thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart, for helping save my life. :heartSparkleTrans:
I'm at a position where I need to ask for donations again... instead of making a whole new post I copied the text from my last one, since what I wrote before explains my situation, roughly.
but now that I kinda read through what I wrote before, (I can't fully read it, thinking about how bad my situation is makes me spiral out...) it doesn't fully explain how bad my situation is right now... I really need to try to write more, but I can only do it if I'm basically having a panic episode... fuck my brain, jesus....
past post:
it's march 29 and I'm completely broke. (currently: now it's May 10th and I have like... not even 10€, I don't even want to open my bank app and check..... I'm too afraid..) less than 2€ on my bank account, and some cents on my wallet, that's it.
my mom rarely makes meals and eats out all the time, I can't afford to do that, I need to buy my own groceries. I'm so tired of being alive, everything takes so much effort...a brief summary of why I'm asking for help: I'm living with constant extreme anxiety and depression, and am living in a bad household environment, being forced to have to move back into my mom's house, after living with my (now ex) girlfriend for 5+ years, not being able to work because of mental issues is becoming unbearable for me... my mom and dad (who are divorced since I was 4) do not give me any money whatsoever, I have to rely on my grandma and great aunt to give me money when they can... I calculated my expenses in the past, food+meds basically, and occasionally stuff like gas tanks or laundry detergent (because my mom uses anything to start fights around here... I have to buy my own food and gas and do my laundry, cause if she's the one doing it, she uses it against me when being verbally abusive...) and it's "only" around 400€ a month, give or take (I wish I could work and have my own money... there's nothing I wish more in my life... but it feels impossible, I get so anxious and nauseous from all the pressure... and I'm 29, I'm a failure, I know, but I need help from whoever can help me, please...)
if you can donate any amount whatsoever, it would help me greatly and change my life for the best.
thank you for reading the post, and if you can't afford to donate, please boost it 🫶💛
(I can also provide my IBAN in DMs/your preferred method, or other ways that might be the only way to do it for you, in case you prefer that or don't have PayPal.
I include this because people have asked before 🫶)#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2026
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okay so I've asked for #MutualAid before, but this is an actually extremely dire and scary situation. if my mom doesn't have 400€ by the end of the day (? there's some meeting scheduled already? out of nowhere???) we are going to lose our home. our 3 bedroom, 2 story, 1 storage attic home. our home was made almost 20 years ago and grew immensely in value, due to it's incredibly good place for touristic activities.... the house was built on credit, she's still paying 400€ for the debt, and there is ONE AND A HALF MONTHS of missing payments, and the executives are HUNGRY to get the house because it's so much more incredibly valued than it was before. they're saying "the entire process is automatic" and using shit bullshit excuses to try to steal our home. now the excuse is because of an 11€ late payment that hasn't been made for over a year. what the fuck is this.
I'm please asking for anyone to help. this is an extremely scary and important situation. there's 5 people living in this house. my mom, her partner, my brother, my sister, and me.
what the fuck would all of us do?
our life would end.my mom is saying things like "now I feel like I understand people who take their lifes out of nowhere" and it shocks me to hear her say this.
my 70 year old grandmother who has basically no saved money is trying to send all money she can to my mom right now.
please, please someone help us. this is basically life or death.
you can send the money to my PayPal and I can instantly transfer it to my mom's bank account.
if you have no other option, I can also provide my IBAN in DMs, for a bank transfer.
#UrgentMutualAid #MutualAidRequest #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #Crowdfund #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #HelpFolksLive2026
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EDIT: I made a new post, since it seems like just editing this one is not being good at all:
https://twoot.site/@yellow/116547344566705366
0€ out of 400€ (average monthly expenses) donated since May 6th, thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart, for helping save my life. :heartSparkleTrans:
I'm at a position where I need to ask for donations again... instead of making a new post I'm editing this one, since what I wrote before explains my situation, roughly.
edit: I kinda read through what I wrote before (I can't fully read it, thinking about how bad my situation is makes me spiral out...) and it doesn't fully explain how bad my situation is right now... I really need to try to write more, but I can only do it if I'm basically having a panic episode... fuck my brain, jesus....
past post:
it's march 29 and I'm completely broke. (current edit: now it's May 6th and I have like... not even 10€, I don't even want to open my bank app and check..... I'm too afraid..) less than 2€ on my bank account, and some cents on my wallet, that's it.
my mom rarely makes meals and eats out all the time, I can't afford to do that, I need to buy my own groceries. I'm so tired of being alive, everything takes so much effort...a brief summary of why I'm asking for help: I'm living with constant extreme anxiety and depression, and am living in a bad household environment, being forced to have to move back into my mom's house, after living with my (now ex) girlfriend for 5+ years, not being able to work because of mental issues is becoming unbearable for me... my mom and dad (who are divorced since I was 4) do not give me any money whatsoever, I have to rely on my grandma and great aunt to give me money when they can... I calculated my expenses in the past, food+meds basically, and occasionally stuff like gas tanks or laundry detergent (because my mom uses anything to start fights around here... I have to buy my own food and gas and do my laundry, cause if she's the one doing it, she uses it against me when being verbally abusive...) and it's "only" around 400€ a month, give or take (I wish I could work and have my own money... there's nothing I wish more in my life... but it feels impossible, I get so anxious and nauseous from all the pressure... and I'm 29, I'm a failure, I know, but I need help from whoever can help me, please...)
if you can donate any amount whatsoever, it would help me greatly and change my life for the best.
thank you for reading the post, and if you can't afford to donate, please boost it 🫶💛
(I can also provide my bank IBAN in DMs, if you prefer that or don't have PayPal, I include this because people have asked before 🫶)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2026
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EDIT: I made a new post, since it seems like just editing this one is not being good at all:
https://twoot.site/@yellow/116547344566705366
0€ out of 400€ (average monthly expenses) donated since May 6th, thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart, for helping save my life. :heartSparkleTrans:
I'm at a position where I need to ask for donations again... instead of making a new post I'm editing this one, since what I wrote before explains my situation, roughly.
edit: I kinda read through what I wrote before (I can't fully read it, thinking about how bad my situation is makes me spiral out...) and it doesn't fully explain how bad my situation is right now... I really need to try to write more, but I can only do it if I'm basically having a panic episode... fuck my brain, jesus....
past post:
it's march 29 and I'm completely broke. (current edit: now it's May 6th and I have like... not even 10€, I don't even want to open my bank app and check..... I'm too afraid..) less than 2€ on my bank account, and some cents on my wallet, that's it.
my mom rarely makes meals and eats out all the time, I can't afford to do that, I need to buy my own groceries. I'm so tired of being alive, everything takes so much effort...a brief summary of why I'm asking for help: I'm living with constant extreme anxiety and depression, and am living in a bad household environment, being forced to have to move back into my mom's house, after living with my (now ex) girlfriend for 5+ years, not being able to work because of mental issues is becoming unbearable for me... my mom and dad (who are divorced since I was 4) do not give me any money whatsoever, I have to rely on my grandma and great aunt to give me money when they can... I calculated my expenses in the past, food+meds basically, and occasionally stuff like gas tanks or laundry detergent (because my mom uses anything to start fights around here... I have to buy my own food and gas and do my laundry, cause if she's the one doing it, she uses it against me when being verbally abusive...) and it's "only" around 400€ a month, give or take (I wish I could work and have my own money... there's nothing I wish more in my life... but it feels impossible, I get so anxious and nauseous from all the pressure... and I'm 29, I'm a failure, I know, but I need help from whoever can help me, please...)
if you can donate any amount whatsoever, it would help me greatly and change my life for the best.
thank you for reading the post, and if you can't afford to donate, please boost it 🫶💛
(I can also provide my bank IBAN in DMs, if you prefer that or don't have PayPal, I include this because people have asked before 🫶)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2026
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0€ out of 400€ (average monthly expenses) donated since May 6th, thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart, for helping save my life. :heartSparkleTrans:
I'm at a position where I need to ask for donations again... instead of making a new post I'm editing this one, since what I wrote before explains my situation, roughly.
edit: I kinda read through what I wrote before (I can't fully read it, thinking about how bad my situation is makes me spiral out...) and it doesn't fully explain how bad my situation is right now... I really need to try to write more, but I can only do it if I'm basically having a panic episode... fuck my brain, jesus....
past post:
it's march 29 and I'm completely broke. (current edit: now it's May 6th and I have like... not even 10€, I don't even want to open my bank app and check..... I'm too afraid..) less than 2€ on my bank account, and some cents on my wallet, that's it.
my mom rarely makes meals and eats out all the time, I can't afford to do that, I need to buy my own groceries. I'm so tired of being alive, everything takes so much effort...a brief summary of why I'm asking for help: I'm living with constant extreme anxiety and depression, and am living in a bad household environment, being forced to have to move back into my mom's house, after living with my (now ex) girlfriend for 5+ years, not being able to work because of mental issues is becoming unbearable for me... my mom and dad (who are divorced since I was 4) do not give me any money whatsoever, I have to rely on my grandma and great aunt to give me money when they can... I calculated my expenses in the past, food+meds basically, and occasionally stuff like gas tanks or laundry detergent (because my mom uses anything to start fights around here... I have to buy my own food and gas and do my laundry, cause if she's the one doing it, she uses it against me when being verbally abusive...) and it's "only" around 400€ a month, give or take (I wish I could work and have my own money... there's nothing I wish more in my life... but it feels impossible, I get so anxious and nauseous from all the pressure... and I'm 29, I'm a failure, I know, but I need help from whoever can help me, please...)
if you can donate any amount whatsoever, it would help me greatly and change my life for the best.
thank you for reading the post, and if you can't afford to donate, please boost it 🫶💛
(I can also provide my bank IBAN in DMs, if you prefer that or don't have PayPal, I include this because people have asked before 🫶)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2026
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(check the post this is a reply to for more context about my living situation)
I'm literally out of any money at all once again... I needed to go to the pharmacy to get meds and just realized it now, since things were going well for a while.... sigh..... I can only hope my grandma can borrow me some money 👏
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpFolksLive2026
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(check the post this is a reply to for more context about my living situation)
I'm literally out of any money at all once again... I needed to go to the pharmacy to get meds and just realized it now, since things were going well for a while.... sigh..... I can only hope my grandma can borrow me some money 👏
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpFolksLive2026
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(check the post this is a reply to for more context about my living situation)
I'm literally out of any money at all once again... I needed to go to the pharmacy to get meds and just realized it now, since things were going well for a while.... sigh..... I can only hope my grandma can borrow me some money 👏
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpFolksLive2026
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38.55€/400€ for estimated expenses for 30 days.
5 March: times are really rough again... I really need money, I have literally none... my mom has been very confrontational about all food I eat in this home, but I haven't been able to buy stuff for myself.... I just wish I could work. I could be normal... but this is the life I got... and I'll keep fighting how I can... I made the text below originally in january 23, but everything still applies, and right now I'm literally out of any money again...
I'm posting this again for clarity and hopefully more visibility. please boost. 🫶I'm in an extremely dire situation right now, and my life is at at all time low, and I unfortunately need to ask for help. please boost this post if you see it. please.
to start, for context, I'm from Portugal, but not from the mainland. I'm from the Azores, I live in 1 out of 9 islands in this tourist attraction hellhole in the middle of the Atlantic ocean.
I lived for 3-4 months on mainland Portugal, and they were the happiest times of my entire life.
but then I got broken up with, through text messages. my best friend, the only person I had that supported me 100% for almost 6 years, disappeared from my life, and I had to move back to my abusive mom's house, after not living with parents for over 8 years of my life.my mom is extremely mentally abusive to me. I don't want to go into further details because it's very traumatic to even think about it for me. it's like she's 2 different people. you can check the post this is a reply to for more stuff on how she makes me feel.
I'm unemployed, I've basically always been. all the jobs I tried (3 of them) I had to quit, because it fills me with a terror, a dread, a terrible feeling I can't even explain. I'm constantly extremely afraid of getting scolded for any mistake I might make, and then not be able to stop myself from breaking down crying.
I turned 29 years old not even a month ago, and I can't work. I still didn't start HRT because bureaucracy and bs. I live in a place full of extremely close minded people. I feel miserable. I need to buy and make my own food a lot of the time, and I can't even freaking do it.
my only income is through Prolific, which is an extremely unstable way of getting an income. (I can get lucky and get 100€ in one month, but I can also get under 5€ in one month)
on top of all that, I suffer a lot from a lot of depression and anxiety every single day, to a point where I cannot bring myself to do something that should be simple, like having a normal sleep schedule, or being able to shower when I should, etc.
those are the only things I have diagnosed and take medication for. I heavily suspect that I have some form of ADHD, and I'm certainly above the average on the autism spectrum, but all my tries to get any diagnosis of that were met with replies like my psychiatrist instantly looking up at me, and saying "you don't have autism for sure, and I really think ADHD is very very unlikely for you".
I'm asking for any donation you can make whatsoever, as even something like 5€ make a huge difference in my life, and is the difference from being able to buy something to eat in a day I'd really need it, or not.
my ultimate goal is to save up money to get the hell out of here. or at least enough to have my own apartment or something, but even here, the housing crisis is awful. and the problem with trying to save money is that I can never end up saving anything in the long run... I NEVER SPEND MONEY ON UNNECESSARY STUFF, and I always end up running out of money completely and having to go into any savings I try to have.
if I had at least ~400€ a month (way less than minimum wage) I'd be able to live way more comfortably, and probably be able to save some money, so that's my goal for now. every month I need to spend around 100€ on medication, 200€, but probably more, on food alone, 5€ for phone provider, and probably way more than 100€ on other groceries and stuff I need to buy sometimes. I even have to buy stuff like my own water, or milk, or clothes detergent for me to be able to wash my own clothes separately, because of how abusive my mom can be and use everything she does for you against you.
again, if you want more details of how bad my situation is, you can check the post this is a reply to.
PayPal is unfortunately the only online thing I can receive money through, but if you prefer, I can share my IBAN on DMs for a bank transfer. (or MBWAY, if you're somehow from portugal)
https://paypal.me/justyellow7thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, for even reading and/or boosting this post, if that's all you can do.
@FediAid @[email protected] @[email protected]
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpFolksLive2026
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38.55€/400€ for estimated expenses for 30 days.
5 March: times are really rough again... I really need money, I have literally none... my mom has been very confrontational about all food I eat in this home, but I haven't been able to buy stuff for myself.... I just wish I could work. I could be normal... but this is the life I got... and I'll keep fighting how I can... I made the text below originally in january 23, but everything still applies, and right now I'm literally out of any money again...
I'm posting this again for clarity and hopefully more visibility. please boost. 🫶I'm in an extremely dire situation right now, and my life is at at all time low, and I unfortunately need to ask for help. please boost this post if you see it. please.
to start, for context, I'm from Portugal, but not from the mainland. I'm from the Azores, I live in 1 out of 9 islands in this tourist attraction hellhole in the middle of the Atlantic ocean.
I lived for 3-4 months on mainland Portugal, and they were the happiest times of my entire life.
but then I got broken up with, through text messages. my best friend, the only person I had that supported me 100% for almost 6 years, disappeared from my life, and I had to move back to my abusive mom's house, after not living with parents for over 8 years of my life.my mom is extremely mentally abusive to me. I don't want to go into further details because it's very traumatic to even think about it for me. it's like she's 2 different people. you can check the post this is a reply to for more stuff on how she makes me feel.
I'm unemployed, I've basically always been. all the jobs I tried (3 of them) I had to quit, because it fills me with a terror, a dread, a terrible feeling I can't even explain. I'm constantly extremely afraid of getting scolded for any mistake I might make, and then not be able to stop myself from breaking down crying.
I turned 29 years old not even a month ago, and I can't work. I still didn't start HRT because bureaucracy and bs. I live in a place full of extremely close minded people. I feel miserable. I need to buy and make my own food a lot of the time, and I can't even freaking do it.
my only income is through Prolific, which is an extremely unstable way of getting an income. (I can get lucky and get 100€ in one month, but I can also get under 5€ in one month)
on top of all that, I suffer a lot from a lot of depression and anxiety every single day, to a point where I cannot bring myself to do something that should be simple, like having a normal sleep schedule, or being able to shower when I should, etc.
those are the only things I have diagnosed and take medication for. I heavily suspect that I have some form of ADHD, and I'm certainly above the average on the autism spectrum, but all my tries to get any diagnosis of that were met with replies like my psychiatrist instantly looking up at me, and saying "you don't have autism for sure, and I really think ADHD is very very unlikely for you".
I'm asking for any donation you can make whatsoever, as even something like 5€ make a huge difference in my life, and is the difference from being able to buy something to eat in a day I'd really need it, or not.
my ultimate goal is to save up money to get the hell out of here. or at least enough to have my own apartment or something, but even here, the housing crisis is awful. and the problem with trying to save money is that I can never end up saving anything in the long run... I NEVER SPEND MONEY ON UNNECESSARY STUFF, and I always end up running out of money completely and having to go into any savings I try to have.
if I had at least ~400€ a month (way less than minimum wage) I'd be able to live way more comfortably, and probably be able to save some money, so that's my goal for now. every month I need to spend around 100€ on medication, 200€, but probably more, on food alone, 5€ for phone provider, and probably way more than 100€ on other groceries and stuff I need to buy sometimes. I even have to buy stuff like my own water, or milk, or clothes detergent for me to be able to wash my own clothes separately, because of how abusive my mom can be and use everything she does for you against you.
again, if you want more details of how bad my situation is, you can check the post this is a reply to.
PayPal is unfortunately the only online thing I can receive money through, but if you prefer, I can share my IBAN on DMs for a bank transfer. (or MBWAY, if you're somehow from portugal)
https://paypal.me/justyellow7thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, for even reading and/or boosting this post, if that's all you can do.
@FediAid @[email protected] @[email protected]
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38.55€/400€ for estimated expenses for 30 days.
5 March: times are really rough again... I really need money, I have literally none... my mom has been very confrontational about all food I eat in this home, but I haven't been able to buy stuff for myself.... I just wish I could work. I could be normal... but this is the life I got... and I'll keep fighting how I can... I made the text below originally in january 23, but everything still applies, and right now I'm literally out of any money again...
I'm posting this again for clarity and hopefully more visibility. please boost. 🫶I'm in an extremely dire situation right now, and my life is at at all time low, and I unfortunately need to ask for help. please boost this post if you see it. please.
to start, for context, I'm from Portugal, but not from the mainland. I'm from the Azores, I live in 1 out of 9 islands in this tourist attraction hellhole in the middle of the Atlantic ocean.
I lived for 3-4 months on mainland Portugal, and they were the happiest times of my entire life.
but then I got broken up with, through text messages. my best friend, the only person I had that supported me 100% for almost 6 years, disappeared from my life, and I had to move back to my abusive mom's house, after not living with parents for over 8 years of my life.my mom is extremely mentally abusive to me. I don't want to go into further details because it's very traumatic to even think about it for me. it's like she's 2 different people. you can check the post this is a reply to for more stuff on how she makes me feel.
I'm unemployed, I've basically always been. all the jobs I tried (3 of them) I had to quit, because it fills me with a terror, a dread, a terrible feeling I can't even explain. I'm constantly extremely afraid of getting scolded for any mistake I might make, and then not be able to stop myself from breaking down crying.
I turned 29 years old not even a month ago, and I can't work. I still didn't start HRT because bureaucracy and bs. I live in a place full of extremely close minded people. I feel miserable. I need to buy and make my own food a lot of the time, and I can't even freaking do it.
my only income is through Prolific, which is an extremely unstable way of getting an income. (I can get lucky and get 100€ in one month, but I can also get under 5€ in one month)
on top of all that, I suffer a lot from a lot of depression and anxiety every single day, to a point where I cannot bring myself to do something that should be simple, like having a normal sleep schedule, or being able to shower when I should, etc.
those are the only things I have diagnosed and take medication for. I heavily suspect that I have some form of ADHD, and I'm certainly above the average on the autism spectrum, but all my tries to get any diagnosis of that were met with replies like my psychiatrist instantly looking up at me, and saying "you don't have autism for sure, and I really think ADHD is very very unlikely for you".
I'm asking for any donation you can make whatsoever, as even something like 5€ make a huge difference in my life, and is the difference from being able to buy something to eat in a day I'd really need it, or not.
my ultimate goal is to save up money to get the hell out of here. or at least enough to have my own apartment or something, but even here, the housing crisis is awful. and the problem with trying to save money is that I can never end up saving anything in the long run... I NEVER SPEND MONEY ON UNNECESSARY STUFF, and I always end up running out of money completely and having to go into any savings I try to have.
if I had at least ~400€ a month (way less than minimum wage) I'd be able to live way more comfortably, and probably be able to save some money, so that's my goal for now. every month I need to spend around 100€ on medication, 200€, but probably more, on food alone, 5€ for phone provider, and probably way more than 100€ on other groceries and stuff I need to buy sometimes. I even have to buy stuff like my own water, or milk, or clothes detergent for me to be able to wash my own clothes separately, because of how abusive my mom can be and use everything she does for you against you.
again, if you want more details of how bad my situation is, you can check the post this is a reply to.
PayPal is unfortunately the only online thing I can receive money through, but if you prefer, I can share my IBAN on DMs for a bank transfer. (or MBWAY, if you're somehow from portugal)
https://paypal.me/justyellow7thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, for even reading and/or boosting this post, if that's all you can do.
@FediAid @[email protected] @[email protected]
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpFolksLive2026
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@FediAid @[email protected] @[email protected]
:heartSparkleTrans: PLEASE BOOST :heartSparkleTrans:
I need money to go to the pharmacy because I just ran out of 2 of my daily meds, and I got a total of 24 cents on my bank account... can someone help me, please? I just need around 20-30€
I haven't been making much money online lately (which is my only income) cause the platform I use is very luck based...
https://paypal.me/justyellow7
(I can also provide my IBAN through direct message, if that's a better option for you)#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpFolksLive2026
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@FediAid @[email protected] @[email protected]
:heartSparkleTrans: PLEASE BOOST :heartSparkleTrans:
I need money to go to the pharmacy because I just ran out of 2 of my daily meds, and I got a total of 24 cents on my bank account... can someone help me, please? I just need around 20-30€
I haven't been making much money online lately (which is my only income) cause the platform I use is very luck based...
https://paypal.me/justyellow7
(I can also provide my IBAN through direct message, if that's a better option for you)#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #UrgentMutualAid #TransMutualAid #TransCrowdfund #QueerMutualAid #QueerCrowdfund #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #DisabledCrowdfund #DisabledMutualAid #Depression #Anxiety #Neurodivergent #Poverty #Help #Boost #BoostPls #PleaseBoost #BoostOK #DisabilityMutualAid #DisabilityCrowdfund #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpFolksLive2026
