#sondercomplains — Public Fediverse posts
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Well. A stranger on the internet calling my situation with my dad “white people problems” brought on a new type of pain for me. Do I have to say ABUSE for you to understand? Or is it only abuse if he hits me or worse? Are you one of those who make fun of emotional abuse normally? I checked his profile, man’s in his 40’s bullying someone 12 years younger than him while also posting hypocritical things. Wow. I really hate us humans sometimes.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #vent #tw-abuse -
Well. A stranger on the internet calling my situation with my dad “white people problems” brought on a new type of pain for me. Do I have to say ABUSE for you to understand? Or is it only abuse if he hits me or worse? Are you one of those who make fun of emotional abuse normally? I checked his profile, man’s in his 40’s bullying someone 12 years younger than him while also posting hypocritical things. Wow. I really hate us humans sometimes.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #vent #tw-abuse -
Well. A stranger on the internet calling my situation with my dad “white people problems” brought on a new type of pain for me. Do I have to say ABUSE for you to understand? Or is it only abuse if he hits me or worse? Are you one of those who make fun of emotional abuse normally? I checked his profile, man’s in his 40’s bullying someone 12 years younger than him while also posting hypocritical things. Wow. I really hate us humans sometimes.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #vent #tw-abuse -
CW: Doctors, needles, gross bodily fluids
As a disabled person I’m so tired of visiting doctors/etc. so much. I don’t even go to them as much as some folks but I feel drained just thinking about it. I don’t have a fear of the setting or needles. Still I do get anxious even when it’s with someone that I’ve seen several times. Anyway. I have to go to get looked at because I still have bronchitis symptoms. (Bloody mucus being coughed up, real fun /s) I don’t care for that or for driving to go get prescriptions afterward.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #Spoonie #health #chronic-illness #symptoms #sick #illness -
CW: Doctors, needles, gross bodily fluids
As a disabled person I’m so tired of visiting doctors/etc. so much. I don’t even go to them as much as some folks but I feel drained just thinking about it. I don’t have a fear of the setting or needles. Still I do get anxious even when it’s with someone that I’ve seen several times. Anyway. I have to go to get looked at because I still have bronchitis symptoms. (Bloody mucus being coughed up, real fun /s) I don’t care for that or for driving to go get prescriptions afterward.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #Spoonie #health #chronic-illness #symptoms #sick #illness -
CW: Doctors, needles, gross bodily fluids
As a disabled person I’m so tired of visiting doctors/etc. so much. I don’t even go to them as much as some folks but I feel drained just thinking about it. I don’t have a fear of the setting or needles. Still I do get anxious even when it’s with someone that I’ve seen several times. Anyway. I have to go to get looked at because I still have bronchitis symptoms. (Bloody mucus being coughed up, real fun /s) I don’t care for that or for driving to go get prescriptions afterward.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #Spoonie #health #chronic-illness #symptoms #sick #illness -
A Canadian should marry me so I can get tf out to here when I have the means. Just kidding! Mostly…
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CW: Drinking mention
I miss trick or treating. 😩 Growing up really does suck, huh? I’ll always love Halloween a lot but that huge aspect of it ended for me a while ago. I’ve never been to a Halloween party that wasn’t put on for kids at school. Idk if I’d be comfy with adult parties anyway since people seem so determined to get wasted.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #Halloween #childhood #nostalgia #growing-up #trick-or-treat -
My mom wanted us to get groceries earlier today for her. I was already worried about it because I wasn’t very awake yet. I began getting more and more anxious while driving because I obviously didn’t want to get into an accident. When we actually got to the store I stayed in the car and tried to not have a panic attack. By the time Wren got back out with the food I was somewhat more awake so driving home was a little easier. My stepdad pulled me aside later and was asking if I’m okay & how I should let them help me. He was saying that the attacks are going to get worse as I get older if I don’t get help for them. I really do want therapy again but I’ve been putting it off for various reasons. I miss my therapist that I had for several years. I hope that she’s doing okay. I was supposed to get an autism assessment done where she works but by the time I was called about an appointment I had just moved to a new state. Part of me doesn’t want the assessment now because people will always treat someone who’s diagnosed with autism poorly. Not to mention that Trump is not helping with the ableism with the dumb things he’s said lately about being on the spectrum.
#Ramblings #Sonder-complains #anxiety-disorder #panic-attacks #autistic #ableism #neurodivergent #no-spoons