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  1. I believe I just experienced the other end of must be what I have been calling a Mirror Moment. There are many types. This one as in...

    I find a mirror every day and say (observe/do/be) what I need, until I believe it 🪞

    #YesAnd

    Understanding when I see part of my heart and soul and mind in someone I love. This moment with, a friend and former lover. I understand that in those moments when I am whole, it's usually enough to observe, without saying.

    #SelfHypnosis
    #imagination
    #SelfAwareness

  2. I believe I just experienced the other end of must be what I have been calling a Mirror Moment. There are many types. This one as in...

    I find a mirror every day and say (observe/do/be) what I need, until I believe it 🪞

    #YesAnd

    Understanding when I see part of my heart and soul and mind in someone I love. This moment with, a friend and former lover. I understand that in those moments when I am whole, it's usually enough to observe, without saying.

    #SelfHypnosis
    #imagination
    #SelfAwareness

  3. CW: old memories of the plural sort; self-hypnosis & music rambles

    I read about self-hypnosis when I was a kid. Probably like 8 years old, in an encyclopedia. I also had an early interest in psychology, which was piqued by my mom's aversion to it in med school and then in her religious practices when she got weird about stuff with me. I remember reading about things like subliminal messaging, and wondering which ones actually worked and how.

    Religiously, hypnosis and self-hypnosis were banned. But I didn't see anything wrong with the idea of trying to learn something by listening to it while I slept. That felt different, somehow.

    I look back at the memories I wrapped up in Suzanne Vega's music, which I listened to on so many nights as I fell asleep as a teen. Not just the song Luka, which I didn't even realize my connection to until several years after choosing the names Lucas & Luke in 2015.

    But also my Observer found solace in Tom's Diner, which was how I originally found connection to her music. And I eventually lost my discomfort with my Observer through listening to this song.

    My heartbreak was later bound by the song Calypso - knowing I had to lose my first love to save myself from circumstances. Promising myself I could someday have everything.

    I have no idea how any of this works, I just know I've always been determined to survive until I figured something better out. And that I've finally figured out that my compulsive repetition has had a purpose, to help me find my own history.

    Listening to her songs now often brings me closer to myself. Makes me happy that I could take bits and pieces of things I'd heard at that age, and create safety for myself and lock away the most magical inner parts of me, until I could reach safety.

    I keep having these moments where I remember the feeling of pondering what words I'd unlock myself with, if I could figure out self-hypnosis. I must have been about 15 years old. Thinking I could lock away the pain until I was allowed to feel it and have control over my existence.

    I did it. And now when memories surface, I experience the pain as joy. Joy at how I protected myself from moments of pure horror.

    Joy that I created Lucas from Luka, and didn't know it in the front of my mind. Joy that I recognized Luqa as who Luka has survived to become, and gave myself this freedom to explore, even before I gave myself this name. Joy that I have creation and art and beauty inside of me in this moment. Joy that I understand where my now is leading me for my future. Joy that creating myself will allow me to be more than a reaction to horror, that I had been Becoming. Joy that I know that I will find my flow with the calling I feel in my soul, when I have myself ready to answer that call.

    I wonder if I have anything I actually need a keyword to unlock with. 🤔

    I know I tried various things like wrapping parts of me into music over the years, but I can't remember any of them now - except for pouring my pain into the recognition I felt in the rhythm of this particular music, and a few other specific songs by Eurythmics and The Cure, and a few others. I wonder if I could recreate that mixtape I built, and reconnect to that version of myself as a Time Traveler.

    I guess I can ask myself several interesting questions next time I feel the flow of writing that way. I haven't explored my music memories much beyond finding Luqa, because I want no interruptions to this discovery, and I know I'm almost to a protected space for that.
    ✍️🍄

    I wonder if I should tell people who wonder how the fuq I can isolate so deeply from current events that I'm in the equivalent of an inpatient program of recovery and therapy. Except I'm the one protecting myself from the outside world, until I can find the right inner balance to coexist with what everyone else is calling reality, again. But its reality that I'm trying to recover from. So I'll let my therapist help me figure that out. And reality is mine to create, until We decide that healing has happened.

    Waiting is.
    #nomad #magic #plurality #TimeTravel #SelfHypnosis #imagination #therapy #recovery

  4. My grandkid asked about my rock when we were in video chat a few days ago. 🥰🪨

    I'm thinking it's gonna need replacing soon, because I keep dropping it out the door of Kaya's Truck on accident. It's got a few chips in it now.

    That's ok, though. In the end, its just a rock I like to play Make Believe with, and I'll be happy to carefully select a new rock to play with when the time comes. And it's still smooth enough to play with, no jagged spots.

    When there's a specific thing I'm trying to keep my focus on for the day or a few days, I have been able to use the rock to bring that perspective forward from within myself.

    Part of me sees this as a magical ritual, part of me wonders why the psychology of it never worked for me before last month. And the whole of me is believes fully in my own magic - and that this ritual we indulge in is vital for our mind magic to work the most effectively. 🪄
    #BelieverRock
    #SelfCare #SelfCareSunday #SelfHypnosis #SelfCreation

  5. My grandkid asked about my rock when we were in video chat a few days ago. 🥰🪨

    I'm thinking it's gonna need replacing soon, because I keep dropping it out the door of Kaya's Truck on accident. It's got a few chips in it now.

    That's ok, though. In the end, its just a rock I like to play Make Believe with, and I'll be happy to carefully select a new rock to play with when the time comes. And it's still smooth enough to play with, no jagged spots.

    When there's a specific thing I'm trying to keep my focus on for the day or a few days, I have been able to use the rock to bring that perspective forward from within myself.

    Part of me sees this as a magical ritual, part of me wonders why the psychology of it never worked for me before last month. And the whole of me is believes fully in my own magic - and that this ritual we indulge in is vital for our mind magic to work the most effectively. 🪄
    #BelieverRock
    #SelfCare #SelfCareSunday #SelfHypnosis #SelfCreation

  6. Health and Happiness with Hypnosis Day.

    #hypnosis #selfhypnosis#hypnotherapy #hypnotist Today is 25th July and this day is celebrated as Health and Happiness with Hypnosis Day. Through hypnosis people are relieved from their pain and suffering. The misconceptions people have about hypnosis are removed. Hypnosis is such a process through which our stress is reduced.

    itsmostamazingindia.wordpress.

  7. Is today the day you get into feminization hypnosis? Expect to be taken places you never thought you would. You will do things for me you never imagined. You will release the slut within. Are you ready? #erotichypnosis #selfhypnosis
    patreon.com/fionadobson/posts?

  8. qbi.uq.edu.au/article/2024/05/…
    This actually makes sense as #PTSD is about the lack of social support after a traumatic event A) someone on the #spectrum is much more likely to feel alone in general and therefore will feel like they are suffering alone and B ) the average person will not understand why something a person on spectrum found traumatic is traumatic and therefore dismiss and diminish it, often belittling them for being a wimp. I've found a few triggers here and there but never viewed myself as having PTSD, however looking back on my days prior to college I can see how many of my reactions to stress were hyperfragile. I would just cripple at stresses that were nothing to the average person.
    There are serious breakthroughs in the treatment of PTSD with #MDMA , which allows the brain to feel positive emotions on the level of a normal person, #ketamine , which allows the mind to dissociate the emotions from the trauma to help them reframe it in a much less emotionally crippling way and #Psilocybin mushrooms which causes the brain to become hyper-plastic, a person with PTSD has hyper-crystalline memory at the level of an elderly person which makes it hard to change the way one thinks.
    I never used MDMA or ketamine but I have used #shrooms 3-4 times in my life and look back that is around the time my life and confidence began to improve. Mind you at the time a LOT of changes were happening including my use of #self-hypnosis , so I can't say for certain if the shrooms helped or not. Luckily its impossible to become addicted to shrooms because they are so overwhelming you want quite a break between them except for maybe #microdosing .
    However I would love now to try MDMA and ketamine therapy with a trained #psychologist and see if some of my other issues such as long term #depression which drives my #ADHD which I unknowingly use as a tool to distract myself from depression. Ketamine probably will not be nearly as useful for me as MDMA as I have in fact, possibly because of my #autism, been able to emotionally disconnect from bad memories and reframe them, but I'd be willing to try with qualified therapist if they believe it might help.
    That said, John Oliver has recently done an episode showing that due to the severe shortage of licensed therapists, and the way drug/insurance companies fund things, only the rich or upper middle class may have access to these treatments while the poor who have some of the most trauma that often keeps them poor, will be left without this kind of treatment. This will lead many to self-medicate illegally which in the case of MDMA and ketamine can lead to addictions if not dosed properly, and without the therapist engaging in talk therapy, will only give a fraction of the possible benefits.
  9. CW: Self-Hypnotizing Dragon

    It seems that Jaffer's character, Thirsha, was trying to take a selfie and managed to get herself hypnotized, by herself.

    Art done live at twitch.tv/ra_zim by Wicked Whiskers!

    Allurewing is JafferRoshak

    #furry #furryart #dragon #female #wickedwhiskers #zgfart #2023 #hypnosis #selfhypnosis #foureyes #horn #tongueout #mindcontrol #phone #phonescreen #selfie #cellphone #whitescales #greenscales #hypnoeyes #hypnotize #thirshaJaffer #allurewing

  10. CW: Lewd

    I own this drone.

    It will be waiting for me to come home and fill it with my cum.

    It is caged and cock locked.

    Video credit: not needed, I own this equipment

    #drone #hypnosis #bald #robot #droid #lewd #kink #kinky #hypno #dom #sub #bdsmgay #gay #ownership #bdsm #selfhypnosis #android #cyborg #asfr #gayasfr #sexrobot #fetish #robotfetish

  11. CW: Lewd

    I own this drone.

    It will be waiting for me to come home and fill it with my cum.

    It is caged and cock locked.

    Video credit: not needed, I own this equipment

    #drone #hypnosis #bald #robot #droid #lewd #kink #kinky #hypno #dom #sub #bdsmgay #gay #ownership #bdsm #selfhypnosis #android #cyborg #asfr #gayasfr #sexrobot #fetish #robotfetish

  12. CW: Lewd

    I own this drone.

    It will be waiting for me to come home and fill it with my cum.

    It is caged and cock locked.

    Video credit: not needed, I own this equipment

    #drone #hypnosis #bald #robot #droid #lewd #kink #kinky #hypno #dom #sub #bdsmgay #gay #ownership #bdsm #selfhypnosis #android #cyborg #asfr #gayasfr #sexrobot #fetish #robotfetish