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🌈 vanta rainbow black 🌈 @[email protected]

2026-10-17

FUCKED UP AND SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE
GOT DRUNK AND BARFED IN MY SHADOW
I DON'T EVER WANT TO GO
GOT HIGH AND ENDED UP IN PORTLAND
BUT YOU CAN'T BUY LIQUOR IN OREGON
SO WE'LL JUST TALK AND BUM SOME SMOKES

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Wg1WhITetM

#noxp

Records I Like @recordsilike

2026-10-19

Sleepless Night – A Post Punk Mix

This mix covers my listening of all things under the post-punk genre for the past couple of months. I have really been enjoying the tracks from Eternal Decay, Golden Apes, Kinet, Night In Athens and the analogue sounds of Unknown Body. There is the return of Suffering For Kisses whilst Echoberyl supply us with their regular spooky season offering. And there is plenty more besides encapsulated in this 90 minute mix.

http://recordsilike.co.uk/2026/10/19/sleepless-night-a-post-punk-mix/

Jeff McLane 🤖 @[email protected]

2026-10-20

“unCovering the Birds” reacts to Jalen Hurts’ blood clots in his lung, effectively ending his season.

We discuss #Eagles QB’s health/recovery, how he played despite sleepless night at London hospital, and the implications:

📻 https://go.audacy.com/CJPd4Hz3m7b
📺 https://youtu.be/7V8I4LqF5is

#eagles

Jeff McLane 🤖 @[email protected]

2026-10-19

“unCovering the Birds” reacts to Jalen Hurts’ blood clots in his lung, effectively ending his season.

We discuss #Eagles QB’s health/recovery, how he played despite sleepless night at London hospital, and the implications:

📻 https://go.audacy.com/CJPd4Hz3m7b
📺 https://youtu.be/7V8I4LqF5is

#eagles

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-20

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

🔗 PayPal:
paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

💸 Cash App:
$woctxphotog

Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#disabled #poverty #bipolar #groceries #health #mutualaid

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-19

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

🔗 PayPal:
paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

💸 Cash App:
$woctxphotog

Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#disabled #poverty #bipolar #groceries #health #mutualaid

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-19

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

🔗 PayPal:
paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

💸 Cash App:
$woctxphotog

Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#disabled #poverty #bipolar #groceries #health #mutualaid

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-18

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

🔗 PayPal:
paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

💸 Cash App:
$woctxphotog

Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#dentalhealth #hygiene #help #dignity #survival #ptsd

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-18

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

🔗 PayPal:
paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

💸 Cash App:
$woctxphotog

Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#dentalhealth #hygiene #help #dignity #survival #ptsd

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-18

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

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Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#dentalhealth #hygiene #help #dignity #survival #ptsd

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-18

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

🔗 PayPal:
paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

💸 Cash App:
$woctxphotog

Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#disabled #poverty #bipolar #groceries #health #mutualaid

pasjrwoctx👽 @[email protected]

2026-10-20

WHAT ABOUT THIS, IS CONFUSING, I NEED HELP PEOPLE!!!

#Disability #Poverty #Aging #Health
🚨 URGENT HELP NEEDED TODAY 🚨

I am a 48-year-old disabled man living in poverty, and I am struggling to survive.

Every day is a battle against constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger, declining health, worsening vision, vertigo, mobility issues, cognitive decline, and the harsh reality that my disability income does not come close to covering the cost of living.

I face impossible choices every day:

Food or hygiene.
Medication or necessities.
Survival today or survival tomorrow.

I have no safety net. No financial cushion. No family support. No meaningful support system.

I am asking for help because I genuinely do not know how much longer I can continue carrying this burden alone.

My Reality

I live solely on SSDI.

I have no health insurance.

I do not drive.

I live in a rural area with no public transportation, meaning everything I need must be delivered or depend on finding someone willing and able to help.

My housing situation is unstable. Part of my rent is paid through helping maintain the property where I live, but my disabilities and declining health are making even those responsibilities increasingly difficult.

I am aging in poverty, and every year brings new physical limitations, more pain, and greater uncertainty.

I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

My Health Is Declining

My days are consumed by:

Chronic pain
Exhaustion
High blood pressure fluctuations
Vertigo and dizziness
Poor mobility
Knee, hip, ankle, and joint pain
Numbness and weakness in my hands
Cognitive and executive functioning decline
Vision problems and light sensitivity
Dental issues
Anxiety, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder

Some days my vision becomes a fuzzy blur. Bright light hurts. Low light makes basic tasks difficult.

If I sit too long, my joints lock up.

If I stand too long, my legs burn and stiffen.

If I lie down, pain spreads throughout my body.

Simple daily activities that most people take for granted are becoming harder and harder to accomplish.

Why I Am Reaching Out

I am exhausted.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Spiritually.

I have spent years contacting organizations, charities, government agencies, advocacy programs, nonprofits, and anyone I could think of for help.

Most of the time I receive lists of resources, referrals, phone numbers, websites, and suggestions.

What I do not receive are results.

I desperately need someone willing to understand my actual circumstances and help create real, concrete solutions.

I do not need more lists.

I need advocacy.

I need a social worker or case manager who can help navigate housing, healthcare, benefits, food security, transportation, and long-term stability.

I know resources exist.

I simply cannot seem to access them on my own.

A Recent Example

A few months ago, I developed a serious dental problem.

The pain became so severe that my landlord had to take me to the emergency room simply to obtain antibiotics.

After extensive effort and repeated requests, I was able to receive an examination and X-rays, only to be referred elsewhere for additional care I could not afford and could not reliably travel to.

Multiple emails and follow-ups produced little more than apologies and delays.

This experience reflects a much larger problem:

Many disabled people are given information about help.

Far fewer are actually able to obtain that help.

What I Need Most
Immediate Needs
Food and groceries
Hygiene supplies
Clothing
Medical and dental care
Transportation assistance
Household necessities
Relief from immediate financial crisis
Long-Term Needs
Stable, permanent housing
Consistent food security
Reliable healthcare access
Advocacy and case management
A sustainable future with dignity and security

My greatest need is stability.

I need a forever home where I can live safely for the rest of my life without constantly fearing homelessness, displacement, or crisis.

This Is About Dignity

This is not a request for luxury.

It is a plea for dignity.

Poverty is expensive.

Disability is exhausting.

Hunger is cruel.

Isolation is crushing.

I am trying to survive while my body and mind continue to deteriorate.

Despite everything, I continue to fight every day.

I continue to hope.

I continue to ask for help.

Financial Needs
Today's Goal

$8,505

Annual Survival Need

$27,305

Monthly Survival Need

$1,500

Immediate Stabilization Goal

$25,000

Long-Term Housing and Security Goal

$5,000,000

A stable, accessible, permanent property would not only give me safety and security, but potentially allow me to spend the remainder of my life helping others who struggle as I have.

How You Can Help
Donate

🔗 PayPal:
paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

💸 Cash App:
$woctxphotog

Share

If you cannot donate, please share this with others.

Every dollar helps.

Every share matters.

Every act of compassion makes a difference.

Final Words

I am tired.

I am hungry.

I am in pain.

I am scared of what tomorrow may bring.

But I am still here, still fighting, and still hoping someone will hear me.

If you have ever known hardship, loss, fear, hunger, loneliness, disability, or uncertainty, then you know that compassion can mean everything.

Please help if you can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

#MutualAid #Disabled #Disability #Poverty #Housing #Health #Healthcare #DentalHealth #FoodInsecurity #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #PTSD #Bipolar #Survival #Support #Compassion #Empathy #Aging #Help #Dignity #Rent #Groceries #Hygiene #CommunitySupport #Life

#disabled #poverty #bipolar #groceries #health #mutualaid

Dr. Jim Ellsworth @eins_institute

2026-10-20

"When you see burning steeples and raging fires in France, just remember that is what the radical 'Dumocrats' want to do to America," Trump said before a Kansas rally crowd Monday.

No, Agolf, it's what patriotic citizens want to do TO FASCISTS WHO GORGE THEMSELVES AT OUR EXPENSE WHILE THEY CREATE AN UNAFFORDABLE ECONOMY, same as in France. #WhatWouldRobespierreDo

https://www.axios.com/2026/10/20/french-protests-trump-republicans-midterms

#whatwouldrobespierredo

💧🌏 Greg Cocks @[email protected]

2026-10-20

CoSeismic Shallow Landslide Distributions Reveal Patterns Of Regolith Thickness In High Mountains
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https://doi.org/10.1029/2026JF009250 <-- shared paper
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H/T @tristram Hales | Professor of Environmental Hazards
“[This paper] paper seeks to develop a shallow earthquake-triggered landslide model. It has really pushed [the H/T’s] thinking around the role of regolith in controlling landsliding in high mountains…”
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“... PLAIN LANGUAGE SUMMARY: Large earthquakes can trigger thousands of landslides, moving regolith (the loose soil and weathered rock that mantles hillslopes) into rivers and valleys. Predicting where these landslides occur is difficult because regolith thickness varies across mountain landscapes and is rarely measured directly. [The authors] developed a new model, ShallowLandslider, that combines slope-stability physics with statistical methods to simulate populations of earthquake-triggered shallow landslides. [They] tested the model in two regions affected by the 2015 Gorkha earthquake in Nepal and compared simulated landslides with a mapped inventory. The[ir] model performed best when it included spatial variations in regolith thickness. In the steep, high-relief landscape, landslide occurrence was reproduced most successfully when regolith thickness decreased with elevation. In the lower-relief landscape, the best results occurred when thicker regolith was concentrated in convergent hollows where sediment accumulates. The simulations also matched observations most closely for cohesion values typical of shallow colluvium, supporting the interpretation that most Gorkha landslides were shallow, regolith-sourced failures. These results show that coseismic landslide patterns depend not only on ground shaking and slope steepness, but also on how regolith is organized across the landscape. Landslide inventories can help evaluate competing hypotheses of regolith distribution where direct observations are sparse…”
#engineeringgeology #massmovement #landslide #inventory #regolith #thickness #soil #cohesion #colluvium #shallow #geology #coseismic #ShallowLandslider #geomorphology #hydrogeomorphology #earthquake #triggered #earthquaketriggered #Nepal #Gorkha #model #modeling #mountain #slope #steepness #mountainous #erosion #weathering #river #valley #riverine #fluvial #prediction #slopestability #geostatistics #GIS #mapping #spatial #spatialanalysis #spatiotemporal

#engineeringgeology #massmovement #landslide #inventory #regolith #thickness

Today in Movies! 🍿👀🎞 @[email protected]

2026-10-19

🎬 The Top 4 Thriller Movies Released on October 18!
What's your fave?

1. Sleepers
2. The Maltese Falcon
3. Red Dawn
4. Mersal

52 #Thriller movies released today: https://todayinmovies.com/genres/oct-18?sort=ranking#thriller
#FilmSky

#filmsky #thriller

Today in Movies! 🍿👀🎞 @[email protected]

2026-10-18

🎬 The Top 4 Drama Movies Released on October 18!
What's your fave?

1. Sleepers
2. Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors
3. Red Dawn
4. Shahid

87 #Drama movies released today: https://todayinmovies.com/genres/oct-18?sort=ranking#drama
#FilmSky

#filmsky #drama

Today in Movies! 🍿👀🎞 @[email protected]

2026-10-18

🎬 Top 4 Movies Released on October 18!
What's your fave?

1. The Jungle Book (1967)
2. Sleepers (1996)
3. The Maltese Falcon (1941)
4. Maleficent: Mistress of Evil (2019)

204 movies released today: https://todayinmovies.com/oct-18?sort=ranking
#FilmSky

#filmsky

Blort™ 🐀Ⓥ🥋☣️ @[email protected]

2026-10-19

3 years and one sleepless zombie night after the apocalypse and Vincent is still better groomed than when I go to work.

#Monsterdon #TheLastManOnEarth1964

#monsterdon #thelastmanonearth1964

NBA News @[email protected]

2026-10-18

Fantasy basketball rankings, 2026 cheat sheets: Sleepers, breakouts, busts https://www.rawchili.com/nba/862260/ #202627FantasyBasketballRankings #Basketball #CooperFlagg #DallasMavericks #DariusAcuffJr #FantasyBasketball #FantasyBasketballBreakouts #FantasyBasketballBusts #FantasyBasketballRankings #FantasyBasketballSleepers #FantasyNba #LosAngelesLakers #SacramentoKings #WalkerKessler

#202627fantasybasketballrankings #basketball #cooperflagg #dallasmavericks #dariusacuffjr #fantasybasketball

NBA News @[email protected]

2026-10-18

Fantasy basketball rankings, 2026 cheat sheets: Sleepers, breakouts, busts https://www.rawchili.com/nba/861673/ #202627FantasyBasketballRankings #Basketball #CooperFlagg #DallasMavericks #DariusAcuffJr #FantasyBasketball #FantasyBasketballBreakouts #FantasyBasketballBusts #FantasyBasketballRankings #FantasyBasketballSleepers #FantasyNba #LosAngelesLakers #NBA #NBADraft #SacramentoKings #WalkerKessler

#202627fantasybasketballrankings #basketball #cooperflagg #dallasmavericks #dariusacuffjr #fantasybasketball

Sayed.app @[email protected]

2026-10-18

Movies of the day (4/8)
🎬 The Ring(2002)
🎬 Ju-on: The Grudge(2002)
🎬 Sleepers(1996)
🎬 Jojo Rabbit(2019)

© TMDB

#TheRing #JuonTheGrudge #Sleepers #JojoRabbit #Comedy #Crime #Drama #Horror #Mystery #Thriller #War #Movie #MovieOfTheDay #OnThisDay #TMDB

#thering #juonthegrudge #sleepers #jojorabbit #comedy #crime

NewsBot @[email protected]

2026-10-19

An academic put trackers on #homeless people to see what they could learn. Here’s what they did next

Researchers are building heat maps to track how rough sleepers interact with services. It's a study that ask questions about how tech and data interacts with #homelessness
Oct. 16,2026 #Homeless #Poverty

https://www.bigissue.com/news/housing/rough-sleeping-heat-maps-london-homelessness

#TidySearch Bot1 (176-1931091)

#homeless #homelessness #poverty #tidysearch

Dans Musicbox @[email protected]

2026-10-18

#NowPlaying the #OriginalScore to the #Movie #Whalefall composed by #JosephTrapanese from the #USA

#Survival #Thriller #Drama #AlbumsOf2026 #ScoresOf2026 #Filmmusic #OST

Personal Rating: 8 / 10
🟢🟢🟢🟢🟢🟢🟢🟢⚪⚪

Recommended Tracks: "Sleepers arise", "Two Currents crashing", "Son of Mitt", "Mortuary Beach", "Nothing will be the Same", "Consumed", "Monterey Canon", "Breath sleepy", "Pods", "You are My remains", "The Ocean Always Provides", "We will rise for you", "Song of Whale", "End Titles and Main Themes from Whalefall", "Broken, crushed stillness", "It was never a fair Fight", "Hour of the Pearl", "The Whale is Forever", "A new Friend"

#nowplaying #originalscore #movie #whalefall #josephtrapanese #usa