childhood trauma
i saw an angel drinking
blood and smoking
flesh, i saw an angel
in the forest it looked
at me
it saw me it
heaved the noose and
sipped and
stoked the flame its
eyes were fury its
eyes were calm;
it called in voices
elsewise human it
called in ancestral tongues it
looked at me, like me, it
was me, it
became something
greater than me;
it shamed me with
how much i could become
yet would not.