#queerean — Public Fediverse posts

hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:

so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:

you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:

i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃

i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz

#disabledqueer #disabled #QTBIPOC #bipoc #nyc #queerean #queer #neurodivergent