#queerean — Public Fediverse posts

👋 hi everyone, happy new year’s! ik that i rly haven’t been present on here so if i take long to respond i’m so sorry 😞 i’ve just haven’t had enough spoons. i’ve been doing better w/my depression but the fatigue & pain lvls are thru the roof 💀 it always seems like when one is doing better the other crashes down…which ofc eventually brings the other down. it’s almost like they can only coexist when they’re both low & i’m running on empty.

i’m trying my best rn & could rly use support in regards to my survival fund 🥺 i’ve had some spoons smtimes but it happens so sporadically and the pain lvl nvr seems to go down. i mean ffs the bruxism is so bad rn that it rips thru an otc mouthguard within’ a week (even the ones that r supposed to be v durable i.e. the athletic ones) & even tho they’re wayyyyyy cheaper than the prescription ones, that shit adds up. but no decent dentist ever accepts medicaid so it’s been y e a r s since my last visit & shits not good 😭 i’ve also realized yesterday that the pain on my tongue whenever i get stressed (lmao aka like 98% of the time), i bite my tongue (& smtimes the insides of my cheeks) in my sleep which w/my damaged teeth like mine its like having mini daggers & so i end u w/mini—but rly painful (+annoying)—slices on my tongue 🙃

anywho—if u have the means to donate gfm &/or cashapp ($jazzafraz) &/or help boost my gfm, it’d rly help. there’s no small amount bc it all adds up in end & every boost counts! so if u could take a sec to help, i’d be extremely grateful ♡

#DisabilityMastodon #Disability #NEISvoid #DisabilityCrowdfund #MutualAidRequest #VoidGives #disabled ##disabledsupport #disabilitymstdn #mutualaid #MutualAidMonday #crowdfunding #chronicillness #ChronicPain #fibromyalgia #survivor #ptsd #chronicfatigue #bpd #DPDR #depression #recovery #eatingdisorder #ADHD #queer #queerean #treatmentresistant #chronicallyill #bdd #donate #borderline #neurodivergent #traumarecovery #traumahealing #traumasurvivor

👋 hi everyone, happy new year’s! ik that i rly haven’t been present on here so if i take long to respond i’m so sorry 😞 i’ve just haven’t had enough spoons. i’ve been doing better w/my depression but the fatigue & pain lvls are thru the roof 💀 it always seems like when one is doing better the other crashes down…which ofc eventually brings the other down. it’s almost like they can only coexist when they’re both low & i’m running on empty.

i’m trying my best rn & could rly use support in regards to my survival fund 🥺 i’ve had some spoons smtimes but it happens so sporadically and the pain lvl nvr seems to go down. i mean ffs the bruxism is so bad rn that it rips thru an otc mouthguard within’ a week (even the ones that r supposed to be v durable i.e. the athletic ones) & even tho they’re wayyyyyy cheaper than the prescription ones, that shit adds up. but no decent dentist ever accepts medicaid so it’s been y e a r s since my last visit & shits not good 😭 i’ve also realized yesterday that the pain on my tongue whenever i get stressed (lmao aka like 98% of the time), i bite my tongue (& smtimes the insides of my cheeks) in my sleep which w/my damaged teeth like mine its like having mini daggers & so i end u w/mini—but rly painful (+annoying)—slices on my tongue 🙃

anywho—if u have the means to donate gfm &/or cashapp ($jazzafraz) &/or help boost my gfm, it’d rly help. there’s no small amount bc it all adds up in end & every boost counts! so if u could take a sec to help, i’d be extremely grateful ♡

#DisabilityMastodon #Disability #NEISvoid #DisabilityCrowdfund #MutualAidRequest #VoidGives #disabled ##disabledsupport #disabilitymstdn #mutualaid #MutualAidMonday #crowdfunding #chronicillness #ChronicPain #fibromyalgia #survivor #ptsd #chronicfatigue #bpd #DPDR #depression #recovery #eatingdisorder #ADHD #queer #queerean #treatmentresistant #chronicallyill #bdd #donate #borderline #neurodivergent #traumarecovery #traumahealing #traumasurvivor

👋 hi everyone, happy new year’s! ik that i rly haven’t been present on here so if i take long to respond i’m so sorry 😞 i’ve just haven’t had enough spoons. i’ve been doing better w/my depression but the fatigue & pain lvls are thru the roof 💀 it always seems like when one is doing better the other crashes down…which ofc eventually brings the other down. it’s almost like they can only coexist when they’re both low & i’m running on empty.

i’m trying my best rn & could rly use support in regards to my survival fund 🥺 i’ve had some spoons smtimes but it happens so sporadically and the pain lvl nvr seems to go down. i mean ffs the bruxism is so bad rn that it rips thru an otc mouthguard within’ a week (even the ones that r supposed to be v durable i.e. the athletic ones) & even tho they’re wayyyyyy cheaper than the prescription ones, that shit adds up. but no decent dentist ever accepts medicaid so it’s been y e a r s since my last visit & shits not good 😭 i’ve also realized yesterday that the pain on my tongue whenever i get stressed (lmao aka like 98% of the time), i bite my tongue (& smtimes the insides of my cheeks) in my sleep which w/my damaged teeth like mine its like having mini daggers & so i end u w/mini—but rly painful (+annoying)—slices on my tongue 🙃

anywho—if u have the means to donate gfm &/or cashapp ($jazzafraz) &/or help boost my gfm, it’d rly help. there’s no small amount bc it all adds up in end & every boost counts! so if u could take a sec to help, i’d be extremely grateful ♡

#DisabilityMastodon #Disability #NEISvoid #DisabilityCrowdfund #MutualAidRequest #VoidGives #disabled ##disabledsupport #disabilitymstdn #mutualaid #MutualAidMonday #crowdfunding #chronicillness #ChronicPain #fibromyalgia #survivor #ptsd #chronicfatigue #bpd #DPDR #depression #recovery #eatingdisorder #ADHD #queer #queerean #treatmentresistant #chronicallyill #bdd #donate #borderline #neurodivergent #traumarecovery #traumahealing #traumasurvivor

hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:

so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:

you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:

i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃

i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz

#disabledqueer #disabled #QTBIPOC #bipoc #nyc #queerean #queer #neurodivergent

hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:

so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:

you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:

i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃

i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz

#disabledqueer #disabled #QTBIPOC #bipoc #nyc #queerean #queer #neurodivergent

hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:

so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:

you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:

i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃

i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz

#disabledqueer #disabled #QTBIPOC #bipoc #nyc #queerean #queer #neurodivergent

hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:

so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:

you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:

i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃

i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz

#disabledqueer #disabled #QTBIPOC #bipoc #nyc #queerean #queer #neurodivergent

hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:

so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:

you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:

i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃

i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz

#disabledqueer #disabled #QTBIPOC #bipoc #nyc #queerean #queer #neurodivergent