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jazz/효원이 (she/her) @[email protected] · 2022-11-20 · 15:36 UTC

👋 i’m a 28yo disabled queerean woman trying to crowdfund for my survival fund bc of increases in essential bills, decreases in benefits (😪), & bc in the midst of all this i still can’t work in my current state of health.

you see 7yrs ago i had 2 near-fatal attempts, a month apart, that resulted in a 3-day coma, 2 traumatic involuntary stays & 6mo later i was sexually assaulted. all of which resulted in ptsd which combined w/my chronic pain, adhd, eating disorder, & severe treatment-resistant depression made going to my undergrad classes nearly impossible. i ended up going from a scholarship-winning, 4.0 gpa student to a student who was academically dismissed bc she couldn’t even leave her apt or read a few pages of schoolwork. luckily with some hard work on treatment & explaining my circumstances with my college, i was able to reenroll for the fall semester right before the pandemic started 💀 anyways, that & issues w/medicaid that caused major setbacks in treatment & recovery progress.

since then, i’ve been trying real hard to get my health/wellbeing back to a state where i am recovered, manage my chronic health issues & can study again to pursue my degrees.
 PLS donate &/or boost to help me raise $$$ for my survival fund ♡ no amount is too small & i wouldn’t be begging like this if i didn’t need to 😔   cashapp: $jazzafraz https://gofund.me/069deda8  #disabledcrowdfund #crowdfunding #disabledqueer #disabledlife #disabled #crowdfundingcampaign #MutualAidRequest #mutualaid #disabilitycrowdfund #mentalillness #bpd #depression #adhd #ADHDwomen #bi #QTBIPOC #bipoc #lgbtqia #fibromyalgia #mecfs #ChronicPain #chronicillness #chronicallyill #chronicfatigue #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #eatingdisorder #BDD #ED #DPDR #disability #crowdfund #MajorDepressiveDisorder #ptsd #cptsd #invisibledisabilities #invisibledisability #invisibleillness #queercrowdfund #donate #neisvoid #VoidGives #disabilitycommunity #DisabilityMastodon #disabilitytwitter #DisabilitySupport #disabilitymstdn #disabledlife #disabledcommunity #disabilitychat #disabledtwitter

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jazz/효원이 (she/her) @[email protected] · 2022-11-15 · 23:56 UTC

hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214:

so i was working on my #introduction post when i got a text & when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this & trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the #twittermigration :bd224:

you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb & ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder & harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes & i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from & peers, i found friends & chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad:

i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) & i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant #depression (i get #ECT & meds to help), #ptsd , #bdd , #bpd , #DPDR , #adhd , & an #eatingdisorder . i also have #fibromyalgia and possibly #ME/CFS (have to see another round of pain & fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love #astrology & #astromemes . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking & baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle & create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry & doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃

i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho & you can check it out here:
https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz

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jazz/효원이 (she/her) @[email protected] · 2022-11-15 · 03:23 UTC

crowdfunding for my survival fund bc of increases in essential bills, decreases in benefits (😪), & bc in the midst of all this i still can’t work in my current state of health.  PLS donate &/or boost to help me raise $$$ for my survival fund ♡  paypal: jasminshere cashapp: $jazzafraz https://gofund.me/069deda8!
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Lena with the Very Good Toots @[email protected] · 2022-11-09 · 02:45 UTC