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朋友说她最近dissociation的状况挺严重的。。。然后她的gp怀疑是early psychosis担心她会自杀。。。sigh。。。。
但是昨天我们还一起玩，感觉大家都好像是境遇性开心。invisible disability确实就是看不见的。
讲真每天晚上经过一整天后，vyvanse的药效下去了，晚上就是到点悲伤我也感觉很没辙。。。。这种grieving也不是我自己能够控制的心情，确实是mood disorder，和抗抑郁药的关系都不知道有没有相关，因为感觉真正在“抗抑郁”功能的其实应该是vyvanse，哎。。。
总不能一天24小时都吃stimulant，实属是好难，好想再去看看psychiatrist。
#神经病学人的精神病日记 -
朋友说她最近dissociation的状况挺严重的。。。然后她的gp怀疑是early psychosis担心她会自杀。。。sigh。。。。
但是昨天我们还一起玩，感觉大家都好像是境遇性开心。invisible disability确实就是看不见的。
讲真每天晚上经过一整天后，vyvanse的药效下去了，晚上就是到点悲伤我也感觉很没辙。。。。这种grieving也不是我自己能够控制的心情，确实是mood disorder，和抗抑郁药的关系都不知道有没有相关，因为感觉真正在“抗抑郁”功能的其实应该是vyvanse，哎。。。
总不能一天24小时都吃stimulant，实属是好难，好想再去看看psychiatrist。
#神经病学人的精神病日记 -
一度觉得自己真的很像bipolar→最近这么怀疑的原因是，本人是真的失眠……。。。。按照我妈这种严重adhd障碍导致三十岁之后每夜每夜睡不着觉的遗传，我觉得我是越来越显现了，一度开始怀疑和思考自己是不是轻躁狂……？
就这么一边狐疑着（一边开始翻dsm5tr），一边仔细思考究竟bipolar和adhd的分界线究竟在哪、然后自我检验……然后一夜就这么过去了:neocat_facepalm:
前天晚上也睡得很少然后早起，昨天是一整晚完全没睡，到了早上还起来该洗漱的洗漱，思考今天要干嘛……然后才勉强睡了两小时→又起来了。
很无语，而且今天没有吃vyvanse，没有吃兴奋剂的情况下也不觉得困还是没有启动力之类的（也就今天没吃），sigh，为什么不睡觉也不会困，令人费解。。。。
正在思考觉得需要让新的老头医生再把我refer去给psychiatrist一下:blobcatcomfthink:
我究竟有没有共患bipolar……？
#神经病学人的精神病日记 -
一度觉得自己真的很像bipolar→最近这么怀疑的原因是，本人是真的失眠……。。。。按照我妈这种严重adhd障碍导致三十岁之后每夜每夜睡不着觉的遗传，我觉得我是越来越显现了，一度开始怀疑和思考自己是不是轻躁狂……？
就这么一边狐疑着（一边开始翻dsm5tr），一边仔细思考究竟bipolar和adhd的分界线究竟在哪、然后自我检验……然后一夜就这么过去了:neocat_facepalm:
前天晚上也睡得很少然后早起，昨天是一整晚完全没睡，到了早上还起来该洗漱的洗漱，思考今天要干嘛……然后才勉强睡了两小时→又起来了。
很无语，而且今天没有吃vyvanse，没有吃兴奋剂的情况下也不觉得困还是没有启动力之类的（也就今天没吃），sigh，为什么不睡觉也不会困，令人费解。。。。
正在思考觉得需要让新的老头医生再把我refer去给psychiatrist一下:blobcatcomfthink:
我究竟有没有共患bipolar……？
#神经病学人的精神病日记 -
This is an amazing concept....
Open Sourced "3D Printed" Pharmaceuticals
Build your own pill printing machine. Feed it an open sourced "recipe" / medical chemical compound instruction. Add some base ingredients. And make your own medicine.
This is an exceedingly solarpunk idea and could be a core aspect of a post-scarcity world as it relates to healthcare.
They have information about abortion medication (Misoprostol), ADHD medication (Vyvance), and more.
There are obvious issues - especially around quality control, safety, effectiveness, and application. And the makers address this - but wow. Just wow.
I very specifically have not verified any of this. But I'm incredibly interested in diving in and learning about it and its feasibility.
The anarchist collective behind this venture, Four Thieves Vinegar Collective (@4thievesvinegar), spoke at this last DefCon 32. See @mixael's talk here (via Peertube): https://kolektiva.media/w/uvD1wWTRoh7HEto8zeSswr
Here is a @404mediaco article by @jasonkoebler : https://www.404media.co/right-to-repair-for-your-body-the-rise-of-diy-pirated-medicine/
Here is their main website: https://fourthievesvinegar.org
Here is are the open sourced instructions (along with parts list - both purchased and off the shelf along with 3D printed parts): https://github.com/FourThievesVinegar/solderless-microlab
Definitely something to follow and learn more about. I'm excited and hope this is effective and grows.
(HT @aeischeid for highlighting the article and HT my dear friend for telling me about it after going to their DefCon talk!)
#solarPunk #postScarcity #healthcare #abortion #abortionAccess #ADHD
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This is an amazing concept....
Open Sourced "3D Printed" Pharmaceuticals
Build your own pill printing machine. Feed it an open sourced "recipe" / medical chemical compound instruction. Add some base ingredients. And make your own medicine.
This is an exceedingly solarpunk idea and could be a core aspect of a post-scarcity world as it relates to healthcare.
They have information about abortion medication (Misoprostol), ADHD medication (Vyvance), and more.
There are obvious issues - especially around quality control, safety, effectiveness, and application. And the makers address this - but wow. Just wow.
I very specifically have not verified any of this. But I'm incredibly interested in diving in and learning about it and its feasibility.
The anarchist collective behind this venture, Four Thieves Vinegar Collective (@4thievesvinegar), spoke at this last DefCon 32. See @mixael's talk here (via Peertube): https://kolektiva.media/w/uvD1wWTRoh7HEto8zeSswr
Here is a @404mediaco article by @jasonkoebler : https://www.404media.co/right-to-repair-for-your-body-the-rise-of-diy-pirated-medicine/
Here is their main website: https://fourthievesvinegar.org
Here is are the open sourced instructions (along with parts list - both purchased and off the shelf along with 3D printed parts): https://github.com/FourThievesVinegar/solderless-microlab
Definitely something to follow and learn more about. I'm excited and hope this is effective and grows.
(HT @aeischeid for highlighting the article and HT my dear friend for telling me about it after going to their DefCon talk!)
#solarPunk #postScarcity #healthcare #abortion #abortionAccess #ADHD
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我服了，今天第一回吃哌甲酯，早上10点准时吃了哌甲酯10mg（biphentin/利他林/专注达），然后现在下午三点，我感觉镇静和困意已经到了高峰。。。浑身感觉软绵绵没啥力气，，，可以专注在一件事情上，但是问题是脑子真的slow down到动不了脑筋了。。。。
“哌甲酯是一种常见的兴奋剂类物，药理是阻断去甲肾上腺素和多巴胺的回收。它所能产生的效果包括增加并维持警惕性、抵抗疲劳与提升注意力。”——我无语，对我来说我现在困得不能自已（记录下来这些文字的同时感觉困得字都快不会打了……），这兴奋剂真的对我没有任何兴奋作用，我开车都快睡着了，，，然后简直是制造疲劳并没有抵抗疲劳。。。 :AngeryCat:
和vyvanse相比，感觉专注达对我来说就是一种很好睡的安眠药……如果vyvanse只是镇静的话，那么专注达真的已经是sleeping pills的效果了。。。。 :blobsweats:
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CW: Weightloss, body image
It has now been a month since I started on wegovy and something that’s been a bit of a *moment* is realising my diet may not be an intrinsic part of who I am.
It’s easy to assume after 40 years of being in a bigger body that it must be your fault somehow.
Society certainly likes to not so much insinuate this as shout it loudly, in your face, at every opportunity.
Other people are not fat. It must be because you’re lazy. You lack the willpower.How I assumed weight loss medications worked was to punish you if you didn’t stick to a low fat, low carb, low fun existence.
Eat a crumb of cake? Diarrhoea.
Have yourself some full fat yoghurt? Vomiting for you!But my experience has (thankfully) been none of that. Yes, I’ve had / am having stomach issues. But not because of my diet per se or because I’m being punished for what I’m eating.
The meds slow my digestive system right down to the point where by the time food comes to the *exit*, every nutrient and every drop of water has been absorbed instead of flying through my body barely touching the sides. This is a good thing, mostly. Except for the exiting part, or lack thereof.Aside from learning how much fibre to add without shitting myself, I mostly eat what I want. Seriously.
But snacking is almost nonexistent. I don’t really think about food between meals. When I do snack I find it so much easier to eat a smaller amount from a bag of crisps and leave the rest. “Food noise” has *drastically* decreased. The difference is genuinely mind blowing.I dropped my breakfast of porridge this morning. What did I have instead?
An apple and a handful of macadamia nuts.
Who even am I?The meds are not magic. I haven’t suddenly discovered what nutrition is or the ability to stop shoving McDonald’s in my face. My brain chemicals are just becoming more balanced so I make healthier choices without thinking. The last part is important.
I’m not saying I couldn’t have done that before. I could have.
But it’s like getting glasses or starting adhd meds (so I’m told).
You suddenly see the leaves on the trees. The vyvanse makes the world go quiet and it’s easier to think straight.It’s like finding out you are the only one who has an invisible hippo named Gerald who screams at you 24/7.
You ask yourself - is this how it is for everyone else this whole time? Does nobody else have a Gerald??
Something that hit me hard when I got my autism diagnosis at 39 was if you’ve spent your entire life thinking that the world is just LOUD and if you’re the one who gets overwhelmed then it must be your fault. Be better.
Maybe this medication turns off Gerald and I find out I’ve still been living on hard mode this whole time.
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CW: Weightloss, body image
It has now been a month since I started on wegovy and something that’s been a bit of a *moment* is realising my diet may not be an intrinsic part of who I am.
It’s easy to assume after 40 years of being in a bigger body that it must be your fault somehow.
Society certainly likes to not so much insinuate this as shout it loudly, in your face, at every opportunity.
Other people are not fat. It must be because you’re lazy. You lack the willpower.How I assumed weight loss medications worked was to punish you if you didn’t stick to a low fat, low carb, low fun existence.
Eat a crumb of cake? Diarrhoea.
Have yourself some full fat yoghurt? Vomiting for you!But my experience has (thankfully) been none of that. Yes, I’ve had / am having stomach issues. But not because of my diet per se or because I’m being punished for what I’m eating.
The meds slow my digestive system right down to the point where by the time food comes to the *exit*, every nutrient and every drop of water has been absorbed instead of flying through my body barely touching the sides. This is a good thing, mostly. Except for the exiting part, or lack thereof.Aside from learning how much fibre to add without shitting myself, I mostly eat what I want. Seriously.
But snacking is almost nonexistent. I don’t really think about food between meals. When I do snack I find it so much easier to eat a smaller amount from a bag of crisps and leave the rest. “Food noise” has *drastically* decreased. The difference is genuinely mind blowing.I dropped my breakfast of porridge this morning. What did I have instead?
An apple and a handful of macadamia nuts.
Who even am I?The meds are not magic. I haven’t suddenly discovered what nutrition is or the ability to stop shoving McDonald’s in my face. My brain chemicals are just becoming more balanced so I make healthier choices without thinking. The last part is important.
I’m not saying I couldn’t have done that before. I could have.
But it’s like getting glasses or starting adhd meds (so I’m told).
You suddenly see the leaves on the trees. The vyvanse makes the world go quiet and it’s easier to think straight.It’s like finding out you are the only one who has an invisible hippo named Gerald who screams at you 24/7.
You ask yourself - is this how it is for everyone else this whole time? Does nobody else have a Gerald??
Something that hit me hard when I got my autism diagnosis at 39 was if you’ve spent your entire life thinking that the world is just LOUD and if you’re the one who gets overwhelmed then it must be your fault. Be better.
Maybe this medication turns off Gerald and I find out I’ve still been living on hard mode this whole time.
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CW: Weightloss, body image
It has now been a month since I started on wegovy and something that’s been a bit of a *moment* is realising my diet may not be an intrinsic part of who I am.
It’s easy to assume after 40 years of being in a bigger body that it must be your fault somehow.
Society certainly likes to not so much insinuate this as shout it loudly, in your face, at every opportunity.
Other people are not fat. It must be because you’re lazy. You lack the willpower.How I assumed weight loss medications worked was to punish you if you didn’t stick to a low fat, low carb, low fun existence.
Eat a crumb of cake? Diarrhoea.
Have yourself some full fat yoghurt? Vomiting for you!But my experience has (thankfully) been none of that. Yes, I’ve had / am having stomach issues. But not because of my diet per se or because I’m being punished for what I’m eating.
The meds slow my digestive system right down to the point where by the time food comes to the *exit*, every nutrient and every drop of water has been absorbed instead of flying through my body barely touching the sides. This is a good thing, mostly. Except for the exiting part, or lack thereof.Aside from learning how much fibre to add without shitting myself, I mostly eat what I want. Seriously.
But snacking is almost nonexistent. I don’t really think about food between meals. When I do snack I find it so much easier to eat a smaller amount from a bag of crisps and leave the rest. “Food noise” has *drastically* decreased. The difference is genuinely mind blowing.I dropped my breakfast of porridge this morning. What did I have instead?
An apple and a handful of macadamia nuts.
Who even am I?The meds are not magic. I haven’t suddenly discovered what nutrition is or the ability to stop shoving McDonald’s in my face. My brain chemicals are just becoming more balanced so I make healthier choices without thinking. The last part is important.
I’m not saying I couldn’t have done that before. I could have.
But it’s like getting glasses or starting adhd meds (so I’m told).
You suddenly see the leaves on the trees. The vyvanse makes the world go quiet and it’s easier to think straight.It’s like finding out you are the only one who has an invisible hippo named Gerald who screams at you 24/7.
You ask yourself - is this how it is for everyone else this whole time? Does nobody else have a Gerald??
Something that hit me hard when I got my autism diagnosis at 39 was if you’ve spent your entire life thinking that the world is just LOUD and if you’re the one who gets overwhelmed then it must be your fault. Be better.
Maybe this medication turns off Gerald and I find out I’ve still been living on hard mode this whole time.
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CW: Weightloss, body image
It has now been a month since I started on wegovy and something that’s been a bit of a *moment* is realising my diet may not be an intrinsic part of who I am.
It’s easy to assume after 40 years of being in a bigger body that it must be your fault somehow.
Society certainly likes to not so much insinuate this as shout it loudly, in your face, at every opportunity.
Other people are not fat. It must be because you’re lazy. You lack the willpower.How I assumed weight loss medications worked was to punish you if you didn’t stick to a low fat, low carb, low fun existence.
Eat a crumb of cake? Diarrhoea.
Have yourself some full fat yoghurt? Vomiting for you!But my experience has (thankfully) been none of that. Yes, I’ve had / am having stomach issues. But not because of my diet per se or because I’m being punished for what I’m eating.
The meds slow my digestive system right down to the point where by the time food comes to the *exit*, every nutrient and every drop of water has been absorbed instead of flying through my body barely touching the sides. This is a good thing, mostly. Except for the exiting part, or lack thereof.Aside from learning how much fibre to add without shitting myself, I mostly eat what I want. Seriously.
But snacking is almost nonexistent. I don’t really think about food between meals. When I do snack I find it so much easier to eat a smaller amount from a bag of crisps and leave the rest. “Food noise” has *drastically* decreased. The difference is genuinely mind blowing.I dropped my breakfast of porridge this morning. What did I have instead?
An apple and a handful of macadamia nuts.
Who even am I?The meds are not magic. I haven’t suddenly discovered what nutrition is or the ability to stop shoving McDonald’s in my face. My brain chemicals are just becoming more balanced so I make healthier choices without thinking. The last part is important.
I’m not saying I couldn’t have done that before. I could have.
But it’s like getting glasses or starting adhd meds (so I’m told).
You suddenly see the leaves on the trees. The vyvanse makes the world go quiet and it’s easier to think straight.It’s like finding out you are the only one who has an invisible hippo named Gerald who screams at you 24/7.
You ask yourself - is this how it is for everyone else this whole time? Does nobody else have a Gerald??
Something that hit me hard when I got my autism diagnosis at 39 was if you’ve spent your entire life thinking that the world is just LOUD and if you’re the one who gets overwhelmed then it must be your fault. Be better.
Maybe this medication turns off Gerald and I find out I’ve still been living on hard mode this whole time.
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CW: Weightloss, body image
It has now been a month since I started on wegovy and something that’s been a bit of a *moment* is realising my diet may not be an intrinsic part of who I am.
It’s easy to assume after 40 years of being in a bigger body that it must be your fault somehow.
Society certainly likes to not so much insinuate this as shout it loudly, in your face, at every opportunity.
Other people are not fat. It must be because you’re lazy. You lack the willpower.How I assumed weight loss medications worked was to punish you if you didn’t stick to a low fat, low carb, low fun existence.
Eat a crumb of cake? Diarrhoea.
Have yourself some full fat yoghurt? Vomiting for you!But my experience has (thankfully) been none of that. Yes, I’ve had / am having stomach issues. But not because of my diet per se or because I’m being punished for what I’m eating.
The meds slow my digestive system right down to the point where by the time food comes to the *exit*, every nutrient and every drop of water has been absorbed instead of flying through my body barely touching the sides. This is a good thing, mostly. Except for the exiting part, or lack thereof.Aside from learning how much fibre to add without shitting myself, I mostly eat what I want. Seriously.
But snacking is almost nonexistent. I don’t really think about food between meals. When I do snack I find it so much easier to eat a smaller amount from a bag of crisps and leave the rest. “Food noise” has *drastically* decreased. The difference is genuinely mind blowing.I dropped my breakfast of porridge this morning. What did I have instead?
An apple and a handful of macadamia nuts.
Who even am I?The meds are not magic. I haven’t suddenly discovered what nutrition is or the ability to stop shoving McDonald’s in my face. My brain chemicals are just becoming more balanced so I make healthier choices without thinking. The last part is important.
I’m not saying I couldn’t have done that before. I could have.
But it’s like getting glasses or starting adhd meds (so I’m told).
You suddenly see the leaves on the trees. The vyvanse makes the world go quiet and it’s easier to think straight.It’s like finding out you are the only one who has an invisible hippo named Gerald who screams at you 24/7.
You ask yourself - is this how it is for everyone else this whole time? Does nobody else have a Gerald??
Something that hit me hard when I got my autism diagnosis at 39 was if you’ve spent your entire life thinking that the world is just LOUD and if you’re the one who gets overwhelmed then it must be your fault. Be better.
Maybe this medication turns off Gerald and I find out I’ve still been living on hard mode this whole time.
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🇬🇧 Today I went to donate blood for the first time! 🩸That also means I received an answer to most of my questions about donating blood while genderqueer, on HRT and ADHD medication in Germany.
- Gender, Sex, HRT
Women can donate four, men can donate six times a year over here. Since I officially carry the 'third gender' of my country and I've been on HRT for several years, they didn't initially know what to do with me.
They expressed sympathies with me on how aged and outdated their systems and protocols were – most of them were still on Windows XP or older and the software only featured 'male' and 'female' options.
They came to the conclusion that due to my long-term hormone replacement therapy, I was nowadays closer to 'biologically female' than 'biologically male', and that they'd keep me in their systems as female.
[This was somewhat funny to me. I can only imagine what a transphobe would think about the idea of medical personnel determining me as biologically female.]
Hormones were also no issue whatsoever, and the doctor told me that my 'transsexuality' that I initially put into 'pre-existing conditions' is not a medical condition but just a facet of life and therefore should not be listed there.
- ADHD medication
Taking Lisdexamfetamine (Elvanse/Vyvanse) was not an issue whatsoever. They're mostly looking out for blood-altering medication such as blood thinners, and illegal drugs.
They're trying to minimise risks, and people who take illegal drugs are way more likely to use unsanitary syringes or even unknowingly consume unknown or dangerous substances that may linger in the blood due to consuming laced drugs.
Same thing with sex: since 2023, they don't ask for sexuality anymore. Instead, I was allowed to have 'up to and including 2' sexual partners within the past four months, or 'up to 1' sexual partner with who I practised anal. No questions about sexual orientation appeared.
Hope this helps someone!
#Lisdexamfetamine #BloodDonation #DonateBlood #DonatingBlood #Medicine #Health #ADHD #Trans #HRT #Transgender #Queer #Germany