#ourart — Public Fediverse posts

OH! I drew this the other day and I forgot to post it.

So here it is.

I call it The Passenger because I sort of blanked out and drew this piece while listening to “The Passenger” by Iggy Pop on repeat? So here you go.

-Allēna

OH! I drew this the other day and I forgot to post it.

So here it is.

I call it The Passenger because I sort of blanked out and drew this piece while listening to “The Passenger” by Iggy Pop on repeat? So here you go.

-Allēna

I did this today.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DV4pXz6FQjz/?igsh=ZzM4dTdjYnJoc3R4

I had so much fun.

My hands were covered in red paint for a longggg time afterwards…

-Allēna

I did this today.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DV4pXz6FQjz/?igsh=ZzM4dTdjYnJoc3R4

I had so much fun.

My hands were covered in red paint for a longggg time afterwards…

-Allēna

I think I’m starting to figure out why I’m so reserved/”cold” emotionally.

When I was a teenager, like 13-15, I was a HOPELESS romantic. I would write fully fledged, and ultimately fully produced and orchestrated songs for my crushes and create massive works of art across a variety of mediums that took months, sometimes years, to complete, at an age when most boys couldn’t be arsed to get a girl flowers unless their mothers or sisters prompted them, ESPECIALLY if that girl scared them shitless.

And I was intense about this art. If someone inspired a piece, they’d probably end up knowing. I was intense about EVERYTHING. I was often the teachers’ favorite, I knew the answers to most questions, I HAD done the homework, I had an excellent memory, and I wasn’t afraid to kick anyone’s ass if and when it came time for trivia in almost any subject. I was a pompous dick about it, too 🤣 I was gonna win by a mile and I knew it. I wasn’t the type of person in high school that guys wanted to date. Be friends with, if they were daring, but not date.

The transition from hopeless romantic to cynic came at about age 16-17 after endless rejections and being told to tone myself down over and over. I began to hate my happy, romantic side. After one final diplomatic rejection from the guy I had written “My Island” about and being told to tone myself down one final time, I marched into my long term hairstylist’s office as soon as she was free and told her to cut all my damn hair off and give me the pixie cut I’d desperately wanted since my headmate Castor had cut our hair short like that when he was 10. I buried the rest of my sentimentality with that haircut, too, and started playing my cards close to my chest.

I still wrote huge things for my crushes, but that, too, stopped after I wrote my album The Places We Come Home To in 2018 for my first husband when I was 20.

I hated it so viscerally that it took two years to release a proper follow-up to it, Light on the Final Day, and I had written that record a few months BEFORE most of Places ever occurred to me.

It would take nearly three years after that for us to release any kind of proper follow-up to Light on the Final Day, something broke in me so badly. And it wasn’t even really me that wrote any of it, Metacognition (2023) is Eight’s masterpiece.

And for someone used to writing and recording several records a YEAR, this devastated me.

It’s taken being in several lovely partnerships to get me to uncover a FRACTION of that sentimentality. I still really can’t write happy things without cringing or feeling sick, but I’m getting there. I’m immensely grateful for their patience while I unfuck myself.

-Allēna

I think I’m starting to figure out why I’m so reserved/”cold” emotionally.

When I was a teenager, like 13-15, I was a HOPELESS romantic. I would write fully fledged, and ultimately fully produced and orchestrated songs for my crushes and create massive works of art across a variety of mediums that took months, sometimes years, to complete, at an age when most boys couldn’t be arsed to get a girl flowers unless their mothers or sisters prompted them, ESPECIALLY if that girl scared them shitless.

And I was intense about this art. If someone inspired a piece, they’d probably end up knowing. I was intense about EVERYTHING. I was often the teachers’ favorite, I knew the answers to most questions, I HAD done the homework, I had an excellent memory, and I wasn’t afraid to kick anyone’s ass if and when it came time for trivia in almost any subject. I was a pompous dick about it, too 🤣 I was gonna win by a mile and I knew it. I wasn’t the type of person in high school that guys wanted to date. Be friends with, if they were daring, but not date.

The transition from hopeless romantic to cynic came at about age 16-17 after endless rejections and being told to tone myself down over and over. I began to hate my happy, romantic side. After one final diplomatic rejection from the guy I had written “My Island” about and being told to tone myself down one final time, I marched into my long term hairstylist’s office as soon as she was free and told her to cut all my damn hair off and give me the pixie cut I’d desperately wanted since my headmate Castor had cut our hair short like that when he was 10. I buried the rest of my sentimentality with that haircut, too, and started playing my cards close to my chest.

I still wrote huge things for my crushes, but that, too, stopped after I wrote my album The Places We Come Home To in 2018 for my first husband when I was 20.

I hated it so viscerally that it took two years to release a proper follow-up to it, Light on the Final Day, and I had written that record a few months BEFORE most of Places ever occurred to me.

It would take nearly three years after that for us to release any kind of proper follow-up to Light on the Final Day, something broke in me so badly. And it wasn’t even really me that wrote any of it, Metacognition (2023) is Eight’s masterpiece.

And for someone used to writing and recording several records a YEAR, this devastated me.

It’s taken being in several lovely partnerships to get me to uncover a FRACTION of that sentimentality. I still really can’t write happy things without cringing or feeling sick, but I’m getting there. I’m immensely grateful for their patience while I unfuck myself.

-Allēna

Here are some pieces I’ve made in the past couple of days.

I’ve begun experimenting with bolder colors and less strict realism. I’m very happy with the way these pieces turned out.

I’m calling this first piece The Lighthouse. I don’t exactly know what to make of it, I was running with an idea I had and I thought it looked cool.

Here’s a video of how I made it.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DU9DiPLjqhd

This next painting is called Silvertongue. The lines on the tongue came to me as I was falling asleep.

Here’s a video of the process for this one.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DU89zsrEgq-/

And this one was heavily inspired by Flower Face’s The Shark In Your Water album. I’m developing an obsession with silver foily glitter.

I hope y’all enjoyed these pieces.

-Painter Guy

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I painted this today.

-Sender unknown

I don’t know who the FUCK I am (DID is weird like that)

But APPARENTLY I CAN PAINT/DRAW???

Have these as proof. Lēna is gonna shit a sideways brick when she comes back to front and sees this.

-Sender unknown

As a response to a rash of anonymous hate mail I have received over the past couple days,

I have created a wealth of supplies for The Opps.

The following designs are available on my Redbubble shop in many forms for their hate club.

My haters can purchase hate club supplies here and here.

I might as well turn the fact that these mother fuckers can’t keep my name out of their mouths into laughs and cold, hard cash.

If anyone wonders why I did this, I was bored and unsupervised. Thank you very much and good night.

-Allēna

As a response to a rash of anonymous hate mail I have received over the past couple days,

I have created a wealth of supplies for The Opps.

The following designs are available on my Redbubble shop in many forms for their hate club.

My haters can purchase hate club supplies here and here.

I might as well turn the fact that these mother fuckers can’t keep my name out of their mouths into laughs and cold, hard cash.

If anyone wonders why I did this, I was bored and unsupervised. Thank you very much and good night.

-Allēna

As a response to a rash of anonymous hate mail I have received over the past couple days,

I have created a wealth of supplies for The Opps.

The following designs are available on my Redbubble shop in many forms for their hate club.

My haters can purchase hate club supplies here and here.

I might as well turn the fact that these mother fuckers can’t keep my name out of their mouths into laughs and cold, hard cash.

If anyone wonders why I did this, I was bored and unsupervised. Thank you very much and good night.

-Allēna

Eight made this three years ago, I think.

It’s based off our song “Ten Million Nevers“, which was released in 2017. It gets more and more eerily timely with every passing year.

-Allēna

I made this mixed media piece today.

-Allēna

#mixedmedia #ourart

I pitched an idea for a spring themed multimedia show to a shop and studio here in town in March or April. They say they’ll get back to me next week.

If this goes well, I want to do it again. I think I’m going to put it together regardless, though.

-Allēna

#ourart #ourmusic #ourpoetry

Here’s a dump of some of the art we’ve made recently:

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPjnJ1Uj-Mz/?igsh=c3k2cmk5cjR5eTM3

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPicz1hD7Wa/?igsh=MW10ZXR6OTBhbWlzag==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPe1NKYlXW9/?igsh=MWc5MTExYXdjaTV4Zg==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPO00gBEm88/?igsh=MTNieTNwb3BtMnpvbg==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPOK-kCj6Qy/?igsh=MWpwYnllMHhvcHNidg==

Enjoy 💛🪕🤌🤌🤌

-Lazarus

#DigitalArt #digitalpainting #MixedMedia #OurArt

Here’s a dump of some of the art we’ve made recently:

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPjnJ1Uj-Mz/?igsh=c3k2cmk5cjR5eTM3

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPicz1hD7Wa/?igsh=MW10ZXR6OTBhbWlzag==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPe1NKYlXW9/?igsh=MWc5MTExYXdjaTV4Zg==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPO00gBEm88/?igsh=MTNieTNwb3BtMnpvbg==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPOK-kCj6Qy/?igsh=MWpwYnllMHhvcHNidg==

Enjoy 💛🪕🤌🤌🤌

-Lazarus

#DigitalArt #digitalpainting #MixedMedia #OurArt

Here’s a dump of some of the art we’ve made recently:

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPjnJ1Uj-Mz/?igsh=c3k2cmk5cjR5eTM3

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPicz1hD7Wa/?igsh=MW10ZXR6OTBhbWlzag==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPe1NKYlXW9/?igsh=MWc5MTExYXdjaTV4Zg==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPO00gBEm88/?igsh=MTNieTNwb3BtMnpvbg==

https://www.instagram.com/p/DPOK-kCj6Qy/?igsh=MWpwYnllMHhvcHNidg==

Enjoy 💛🪕🤌🤌🤌

-Lazarus

#DigitalArt #digitalpainting #MixedMedia #OurArt

“the fire watcher’s bomb”, digital mixed media, 8/27/2025

my mother, a self professed pyromaniac, my late father, and I, all loved the band u2. her favorite song (and album) of theirs was, not so coincidentally, in my opinion, called “the unforgettable fire”. was she telling on herself? probably.

our poem “the fire watcher’s bomb” talks about the two generations of pyromaniacs on our mother’s side that came before us, our own struggles with compulsions, and our mother’s projections. this digital mixed media piece contains lines from “the fire watcher’s bomb”.

“the fire watcher’s bomb” appears in our upcoming zine, fear not the brave pain, which drops on october 11. ✨

it’s gonna be fire 🔥

-Allēna

#DigitalArt #ekphrasticArt #mixedMedia #OurArt #ourPoetry #u2

“the fire watcher’s bomb”, digital mixed media, 8/27/2025

my mother, a self professed pyromaniac, my late father, and I, all loved the band u2. her favorite song (and album) of theirs was, not so coincidentally, in my opinion, called “the unforgettable fire”. was she telling on herself? probably.

our poem “the fire watcher’s bomb” talks about the two generations of pyromaniacs on our mother’s side that came before us, our own struggles with compulsions, and our mother’s projections. this digital mixed media piece contains lines from “the fire watcher’s bomb”.

“the fire watcher’s bomb” appears in our upcoming zine, fear not the brave pain, which drops on october 11. ✨

it’s gonna be fire 🔥

-Allēna

#DigitalArt #ekphrasticArt #mixedMedia #OurArt #ourPoetry #u2

Painted this at an art thing at the library today.

I think I also got sun sick, so I am about to go home and pass the fuck outtttt. -Allēna

#OurArt #PaintedRock

Painted this at an art thing at the library today.

I think I also got sun sick, so I am about to go home and pass the fuck outtttt. -Allēna

#OurArt #PaintedRock

Painted this piece yesterday.

It doubles as the icon for a Discord server about feral anarchy I am now co-running with my friend, the wonderfully feral mk (it/its). I’ve been having fun, hehe. Boredom, begone. -Allēna

#abstract #anarchy #digitalart #ferality #neoncolors #OurArt

Painted this piece yesterday.

It doubles as the icon for a Discord server about feral anarchy I am now co-running with my friend, the wonderfully feral mk (it/its). I’ve been having fun, hehe. Boredom, begone. -Allēna

#abstract #anarchy #digitalart #ferality #neoncolors #OurArt

Ooops, I had more spoons than previously thought.. And made a zine.

If you want your own copy of it, it’s over here 💛

If you relate, you have my condolences. This is a sad one.

-Lazarus

#actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #contemplation #isolation #Loneliness #OurArt #ourpoetry #sadness #spilledink #thoughts #trauma #zine

Ooops, I had more spoons than previously thought.. And made a zine.

If you want your own copy of it, it’s over here 💛

If you relate, you have my condolences. This is a sad one.

-Lazarus

#actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #contemplation #isolation #Loneliness #OurArt #ourpoetry #sadness #spilledink #thoughts #trauma #zine

Ooops, I had more spoons than previously thought.. And made a zine.

If you want your own copy of it, it’s over here 💛

If you relate, you have my condolences. This is a sad one.

-Lazarus

#actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #contemplation #isolation #Loneliness #OurArt #ourpoetry #sadness #spilledink #thoughts #trauma #zine

Ooops, I had more spoons than previously thought.. And made a zine.

If you want your own copy of it, it’s over here 💛

If you relate, you have my condolences. This is a sad one.

-Lazarus

#actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #contemplation #isolation #Loneliness #OurArt #ourpoetry #sadness #spilledink #thoughts #trauma #zine

Ooops, I had more spoons than previously thought.. And made a zine.

If you want your own copy of it, it’s over here 💛

If you relate, you have my condolences. This is a sad one.

-Lazarus

#actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #contemplation #isolation #Loneliness #OurArt #ourpoetry #sadness #spilledink #thoughts #trauma #zine

Today on suckerpunching our inner critic.

Your bitch applied for an artist residency to work on shit this summer.

Why?

Why not.

The worst they’ll do is turn me down.

At best? We get a stipend to work on cool shit like this here website and other things and we meet other artists and work with them.

Fuck it. Let’s ride.

The fucking kicker was the bio I wrote:

Ashley Halliwell (they/any) is a 27 year old neurodivergent, disabled, and chronically ill multidisciplinary artist. Their they/them is, in fact, plural, as they discovered in their teens that they were a DID system after surviving a massive stroke in infancy. The stroke cost them roughly an eighth of their brain, most of the use of their left hand, but in return, they got synesthesia, a foul mouth, a near photographic memory, a heaping dose of stubbornness, off the charts pattern recognition and intuition, and the ability to play instruments by ear. On top of that, they deal with AuDHD, CPTSD, an as of yet undiagnosed set of chronic illnesses, and even more genetic mutations. And that was only the second time they almost died.

They often joke that whatever god(s) made them made them sick because if they were abled, they’d be too powerful.

Much of their work is wry, chock full of dark humor, inspired by their life, and as bold and colorful as they are. They’re unafraid to fail their way forward, paint everything in vivid colors, and use the strongest language you’ve ever heard.

They’re a four time published author. They released their first poetry collection The Caesura and the Silence in 2016, followed by their second poetry collection To Dance with a Cyclone in 2019, their first play script Lavender and Scissors in 2020, and their third poetry collection Singing Molten Gold To The Morning in 2021.

They’ve also produced, engineered, released, and recorded 15 albums under the name Candy For Trees, the most recent being 2023’s Hardshell. Pretty impressive for having functional use of only 1.333 hands, right?

When they aren’t sleeping or eating a galaxy’s worth of food, they’re trolling bigots on the Internet, telling stories about their roller-coaster of a life, or working on their current project, their chaos haven/online art collective in the making, Open Sorcery, which can be found at opensorceryy.co.

We’ll see what happens. Results arrive shortly…

-Allēna

#healing #lfg #OurArt #webDesign

New painting just dropped!

My friend mk saw my post about cursing profile photos and asked for a new banner for its socials. So I delivered. It has a cool hot pink and blank void punk aesthetic across its socials which I frankly love (hot pink is my favorite color) so this was a pleasure to paint.

The banner is below!

I also highly recommend following mk for excellent takes on what’s going on in the world and brilliant poetry, etc..

If anyone wants their socials artistically cursed by us truly, drop us a line!

-Allēna

#ArtistsOnMastodon #cursed #DigitalPainting #feral #friends #fun #mk #OurArt #socialMedia

New painting just dropped!

My friend mk saw my post about cursing profile photos and asked for a new banner for its socials. So I delivered. It has a cool hot pink and blank void punk aesthetic across its socials which I frankly love (hot pink is my favorite color) so this was a pleasure to paint.

The banner is below!

I also highly recommend following mk for excellent takes on what’s going on in the world and brilliant poetry, etc..

If anyone wants their socials artistically cursed by us truly, drop us a line!

-Allēna

#ArtistsOnMastodon #cursed #DigitalPainting #feral #friends #fun #mk #OurArt #socialMedia

New painting just dropped!

My friend mk saw my post about cursing profile photos and asked for a new banner for its socials. So I delivered. It has a cool hot pink and blank void punk aesthetic across its socials which I frankly love (hot pink is my favorite color) so this was a pleasure to paint.

The banner is below!

I also highly recommend following mk for excellent takes on what’s going on in the world and brilliant poetry, etc..

If anyone wants their socials artistically cursed by us truly, drop us a line!

-Allēna

#ArtistsOnMastodon #cursed #DigitalPainting #feral #friends #fun #mk #OurArt #socialMedia

New painting just dropped!

My friend mk saw my post about cursing profile photos and asked for a new banner for its socials. So I delivered. It has a cool hot pink and blank void punk aesthetic across its socials which I frankly love (hot pink is my favorite color) so this was a pleasure to paint.

The banner is below!

I also highly recommend following mk for excellent takes on what’s going on in the world and brilliant poetry, etc..

If anyone wants their socials artistically cursed by us truly, drop us a line!

-Allēna

#ArtistsOnMastodon #cursed #DigitalPainting #feral #friends #fun #mk #OurArt #socialMedia

New painting just dropped!

My friend mk saw my post about cursing profile photos and asked for a new banner for its socials. So I delivered. It has a cool hot pink and blank void punk aesthetic across its socials which I frankly love (hot pink is my favorite color) so this was a pleasure to paint.

The banner is below!

I also highly recommend following mk for excellent takes on what’s going on in the world and brilliant poetry, etc..

If anyone wants their socials artistically cursed by us truly, drop us a line!

-Allēna

#ArtistsOnMastodon #cursed #DigitalPainting #feral #friends #fun #mk #OurArt #socialMedia

One (1) dumbass, delivered.

A self portrait.

Can I draw hands? The jury is out.

Anyway, it’s me.

-Lazarus ✨🪕🤣

#ArtWithOpensource #DigitalArt #DigitalPainting #gender #nonbinary #OurArt #queer #SelfPortrait