#jiraiblogging — Public Fediverse posts

I WANNA DYE MY HAIR STRAWBERRY BLONDE >_< I will in uni trust

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am i problematic for draining my homophobic mom's money on jirai kei 👀

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Missing my ex as always hehehheheheehehehehheeh I MADE. A FUCKING VENT TIKTOK ABOUT HER I'm so jobless anyways

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I'm so excited about my graduation>_<

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How's my lip rings(?) not sure if they're called lip rings lmao

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How's my lip rings(?) not sure if they're called lip rings lmao

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Hi y'all I've missed jiraidon how's everything!
(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

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I think I'm gonna sleep again
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Me after sleeping 12+ hours while there's 1 week left for my initial university entrance exams (⁠◕⁠દ⁠◕⁠)

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i’m so fucking overstimulated rn i’m rlly debating on actually going out with my friends today
the only good thing i can think of while im out is buying blades but they might be suspicious of me so 🫩
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here’s my twitter if anyone wants to follow me on there !! :

https://x.com/sanitizerstingz

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I’m so bored what do I even do
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hey guys!! sorry i haven’t been posting much. i’ve been struggling a lot with irl issues (which i will be posting abt soon)
i’ve also been relapsing a lot lately so i might be posting pics from my seshes bc idk what to do with the pics in my phone lol

tags 🏷️
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Other things about me that i didn't add in my intro :

🔏 - My timezone is UTC+08:00
🔏 - My favourite Pokemon Generation is Generation VII! my favorite region is Alola!
🔏 - Me and My husband's last name is Penguin
🔏 - From the intro, but when i say i have no dni i genuinely mean that, i love being open to new identities and beliefs
🔏 - My favorite Songs from Teminite, MDK, Chime and Skybreak is Accelerate and Arcade Dwellers but that's a given lol
🔏 - My favorite songs (currently, it keeps changing) from them that isn't that is Thundering Typhoons, Astral Badass, Surface and Sea of Glass
🔏 - I recently brought Geometry dash!! officially making me a puppy for anything with a shiny Morgan David King Button, i can't beat dry out though :/
🔏 - My worst autistic stim is the Bowser Fart Gif, Not elaborating
🔏 - I chuuni on my byou until i astral project
🔏 - ^ i am really into weird beliefs about life and consciousness lmfao
🔏 - I am also an SS-class platonic yandere
🔏 - I am Aromantic, Asexual and Afamilial, Meaning i can't feel romantic or sexual attraction nor do i consider anybody my family (i see my biological family as best friends or acquaintances depending on my opinion of them)

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

are 99% of yall jirais dead yall usually wake up at this time wtf happened😭 /nsrs /neu

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

💽🗝💌 / #BowedMonachopsis

About : The Machine

And I used to be so young.
Metals of the indescribable on my tongue.
A flower better frozen than withered out.
Still writhing seeing angels come around.

Irony, it plays in the underbelly of the city.
Irreversible decisions, a showroom of pity.
Moving so hastily, yet stagnant is today.
Black, cosmic poison leaks from my veins.

Nostalgia begs for you in catatonic rays.
Unaware, I wave my hands in the same way.
The train station left an uncertainty.
Memoirs on unreciprocating eternity.

I'm an author writing elegies for what humanity's love is embodying.
If this immortality and all knowingness is suffering.
At the edge of the sky, your happiness and my pain.
grasping at your palms begging for this moment to stay.

Is it all worth it? Acrylic is thou.

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

How do i get started somebody help me

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

RE: https://hol.ogra.ph/notes/ajz8gg1r7e0k004q

Wait people still make shit for the gameboy??? as a person who is currently hyperfixated in arcades and retro games damn i definitely need to pick up coding and making games again wtf!! /pos

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

RE: https://retro.social/users/ajroach42/statuses/116248365664928707

how to get more followers no borax no glue :fatyoshi:

#yandere #yandon #Yanderegf #jirai #jiraidon #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraitakeover #comgirl
#landmine #tecece #truecrimecommunity #Radqueer #radqueerfriendly #radqueerism #radqueers #transid

Is the world all sunshine and rainbows? no, far from it actually, but i will keep hoping, being kind and being optimistic, because every single corrupted person in the world wants you to stay hopeless and think everything is inevitably doomed so you won't fight back for a better future, so you'll forget that the reason why good life was was because we actively fought for survival, but what they don't want us to know or remember is that you still have a chance for as long as you have sentience, prove them wrong, live.

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

I don't deserve love at all, that's why I never got any till now but what changed? Nothing changed but circumstances this is just a matter of circumstance it's not real not real not real not real not real

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Galsighting my father into wanting coffee so he gets me hot chocolate idk what im even sayung

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Hi guys my head hurts alot and wowowowowow

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"Why- why are you even worried about that?? Just dont think about it"

Hi hello thats called anxiety i see ur new

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Yay part 2 bc i can do that apparentlt the nene userbox made by yumemeeeee

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I spoke once in class today and 2 guys instantly told me to shut up and be quiet ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა...
#killme #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblog #jiraiblogging

Want to converse with a vaguely human acting abomination? begging to annoy thee? have a desire to inquire about the state of your burning hell to a universal paradox beyond love and life itself? ohoho, then you've come to the right arcade cabinet!

https://sammorganharveyskye.straw.page/

interview me in any waking, conscious moment of your pleasing! 4.5 of your other lives will disagree or ask me something else anyways, you will never know until you click the box and scan the outcome, no highscore chasing around this place anyways. o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

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🪼 ➹ And the Arcade shouts out.. an interview announcement! : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

　　　　　heαr me out on the prototype . .
　　　　　　　　　JUST SAYING
　　ωouldn't mιnd hαvιng my skull crushed by hιm
　　　　　　let's trαde plαces poppy ! !
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Just remembered my old friend group and how much i had to sacrifice and cut parts of myself to be palatable to them, and i realized that as soon as i left them, i felt, more free, yeah, traumatized because i realize half the shit i went through was either toxic or abuse.

now that i surrounded myself by a community and a loving partner i wouldn't trade, i realized another thing, true love shouldn't sacrifice or infringe on your expression or freedom, but rather, encourage it.

back then, i thought i had to choose between love and freedom, i had to suck it up and cut off parts of my personality, interests or as a neurodivergent person, my symptoms or get called a manipulative weird edgelord for being free, i thought that being hurt or having others hurt me is an expression of love, that they truly care, and that every relationship i needed to sacrifice an arm and a leg so they can love me.

and now i realize, that's bullshit, all of it, when i left them, i started expressing myself both personality and looks, i started realizing parts of my identity, in terms of gender, in terms of plurality, my neurodivergence, etc, i made myself unpalatable to the people who hate me behind the scenes anyways and tell me "i love you" from obligation yet not proving shit

and i couldn't be more grateful

back then my relationships felt draining, like putting on a persona, i felt like i couldn't communicate or trust anybody properly, i felt like i was just waiting for somebody to hurt me or argue with me or call me names, and i never knew why

until i had the willingness to block them, and now, my only regret is why haven't i done it sooner?

and while yes i technically lost everybody, i am alone with my true self and now i know there's a community that won't hold me back, and that's better than what i had back then.

the old /// is dead, the one that knew deep down their love is conditional, he's gone.

they may hate me, but I'm fine, I'm now more true to myself than before, you're not hurting me and I'm not hurting you in the name of love we knew was bound to burn away as soon as you're done using me as a background to feel better about yourself and move on to a person you connect more

i shouldn't feel guilty for living a life of both expressing my true self and having people love that true self instead of them asking you to be more their taste, to copy them like a doll, and be disingenuous yet loved, rather than authentic yet hated.

and you shouldn't too,

true love shouldn't sacrifice parts of you, true love should always make you grow parts you haven't even explored yet.

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🪼 ➹ And the Arcade shouts out it's newest games : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

Moot goes insane not clickbate

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