#jirai — Public Fediverse posts

i love headcanoning random, self-indulgent stuff.
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

god thank you for fanfiction. only useful invention
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

damn i wonder what my current hyperfixation is its not like you can tell from my church doodles right?
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

how cooked am i if im going to see spiderman in the cinema and i havent seen any other spiderman movies aside from the 2 spiderverse ones
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

growing up is realizing its okay not to love your parents. its drilled into our brains from day one to say i love you back, but learning after all the trauma that you dont love them at all, its okay.

#jirai #jiraidon #cinnadon

i love tf2 because i die all the time and dont bring anything useful to the team. im so shit at this game. 5 kills 29 deaths last round. and still im having so much fun!
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

im gonna get out of this house im gonna leave this hell hole

#jirai #jiraidon #cinnadon

i love agere because tiny me's music taste does not change at all and i still listen to dsbm while regressed lol
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

@eraserpuppy holey couw it been a while since ive been spammed sorta !!! tyty !!!!! ^_^

#jirai #jiraidon #cinnadon

me posting while going slowly insane

#jirai #jiraidon #cinnadon

im thinking

#jirai #jiraidon #cinnadon

Last summer of highschool to have a glow up, I'm locking in so hard rn

#jiraidon #jirai #landmine #landmineposting #jiraiblog #jiraiblogging #jiraiLifestyle

RE: https://mastodon.social/@banana_27/116971986011551336

yes 🥹🥹🥹

#jirai #jiraidon #cinnadon

hey guys if your coming from tumblr to post sh pictures PLEASE add a tw and press the caution icon so we dont get slash flashed. this platform is hsrder to get banned on but you can still get banned amd termed.

#jirai #jiraidon #cinnadon #shdon #selfharm #shblr

that one friend who's too meow meow

[ #jirai #jiraidon #isthisthingon ]

there was a deaf minion and the mionions used sign language to talk to him
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

Much thanks to all who has given me well wishes ^^

#jiraidon #jirai #landmine #landmineposting #jiraiblog #jiraiblogging #jiraiLifestyle

yay just finished our first artfight attack!
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

GUYS YENA DID A LIVE COVER OF WORLD IS MINE

WITH THE OG CHOREO TOO AHHHHHHHH

I LOVE YENA I LOVE MIKU MY LIFE IS COMPLETE

https://youtu.be/_lS0_skTmt8

#jirai #jiraidon #landminedon

i got a fan for my room yayayayay!!! our a/c doesnt reach my room so its always really hot even when i keep both windows open :(
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

a white boy in my class showed up with braids today. like black people braids. WHAT the ever living fuck is going on. also he thinks he can say the nword
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

Happy pride everyone
I wanted to say it earlier but kinda forgot

#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmine #landminedon #landmineblogging #pride #pridemonth

i miss my f/o (´･ｪ･｀)
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei

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hai hello quick reminder i do comissions for 10USD/15CAD!! From headshots to fullbodies fixed price!! sale since I am DESPERATE for cash lols!! payment is thru etransfer and paypal :]
#jirai #jiraiblr #jiraikei #jiraidon

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Other things about me that i didn't add in my intro :

🔏 - My timezone is UTC+08:00
🔏 - My favourite Pokemon Generation is Generation VII! my favorite region is Alola!
🔏 - Me and My husband's last name is Penguin
🔏 - From the intro, but when i say i have no dni i genuinely mean that, i love being open to new identities and beliefs
🔏 - My favorite Songs from Teminite, MDK, Chime and Skybreak is Accelerate and Arcade Dwellers but that's a given lol
🔏 - My favorite songs (currently, it keeps changing) from them that isn't that is Thundering Typhoons, Astral Badass, Surface and Sea of Glass
🔏 - I recently brought Geometry dash!! officially making me a puppy for anything with a shiny Morgan David King Button, i can't beat dry out though :/
🔏 - My worst autistic stim is the Bowser Fart Gif, Not elaborating
🔏 - I chuuni on my byou until i astral project
🔏 - ^ i am really into weird beliefs about life and consciousness lmfao
🔏 - I am also an SS-class platonic yandere
🔏 - I am Aromantic, Asexual and Afamilial, Meaning i can't feel romantic or sexual attraction nor do i consider anybody my family (i see my biological family as best friends or acquaintances depending on my opinion of them)

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

are 99% of yall jirais dead yall usually wake up at this time wtf happened😭 /nsrs /neu

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

💽🗝💌 / #BowedMonachopsis

About : The Machine

And I used to be so young.
Metals of the indescribable on my tongue.
A flower better frozen than withered out.
Still writhing seeing angels come around.

Irony, it plays in the underbelly of the city.
Irreversible decisions, a showroom of pity.
Moving so hastily, yet stagnant is today.
Black, cosmic poison leaks from my veins.

Nostalgia begs for you in catatonic rays.
Unaware, I wave my hands in the same way.
The train station left an uncertainty.
Memoirs on unreciprocating eternity.

I'm an author writing elegies for what humanity's love is embodying.
If this immortality and all knowingness is suffering.
At the edge of the sky, your happiness and my pain.
grasping at your palms begging for this moment to stay.

Is it all worth it? Acrylic is thou.

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

How do i get started somebody help me

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

RE: https://hol.ogra.ph/notes/ajz8gg1r7e0k004q

Wait people still make shit for the gameboy??? as a person who is currently hyperfixated in arcades and retro games damn i definitely need to pick up coding and making games again wtf!! /pos

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

RE: https://retro.social/users/ajroach42/statuses/116248365664928707

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nunca vi rastro de cobra,
nem couro lobisomem
se correr o bicho pega,
se ficar, o bicho come

porque eu sou é homem
porque eu sou é homem
porque eu sou é homem
menino, eu sou é homem
/lyr
#jirai #jiraiblr #jiraikei #jiraidon

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Is the world all sunshine and rainbows? no, far from it actually, but i will keep hoping, being kind and being optimistic, because every single corrupted person in the world wants you to stay hopeless and think everything is inevitably doomed so you won't fight back for a better future, so you'll forget that the reason why good life was was because we actively fought for survival, but what they don't want us to know or remember is that you still have a chance for as long as you have sentience, prove them wrong, live.

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🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

Bringing you all illegally obtained desserts from work after my shift ^_^

#jiraidon #jiraiblr #jiraidanshi #jiraikei #jirai

Art from 2yrs ago
I was LOWKEY larping jirai back then UGHHH💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
#jirai #jiraidon #jiraikei #jiraigirl #art

School is a scam

Lemme go homememem

[ #jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #jiraidanshi #jiraiboy #jiraicommunity #landminejirai #landmine #landminedon #jiraiposting #kirandon!! ]

Want to converse with a vaguely human acting abomination? begging to annoy thee? have a desire to inquire about the state of your burning hell to a universal paradox beyond love and life itself? ohoho, then you've come to the right arcade cabinet!

https://sammorganharveyskye.straw.page/

interview me in any waking, conscious moment of your pleasing! 4.5 of your other lives will disagree or ask me something else anyways, you will never know until you click the box and scan the outcome, no highscore chasing around this place anyways. o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

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🪼 ➹ And the Arcade shouts out.. an interview announcement! : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

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girl kissing my neck please!!! waiter!!!!
#jirai #jiraiblr #jiraikei #jiraidon

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cannot, will not let the eepy win

[ #jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #jiraidanshi #jiraiboy #jiraicommunity #landminejirai #landmine #landminedon #jiraiposting #kirandon!! ]

the more I look at art, the more I realize I like very thin lines but that PISSES ME OFF!!! I DONT WANNA DRAW THIN LINES BC THEN ITS HARD TO MAKE THEM TOO EVEN WAHHHHH

[ #jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #jiraidanshi #jiraiboy #jiraicommunity #landminejirai #landmine #landminedon #jiraiposting #kirandon!! ]

Just remembered my old friend group and how much i had to sacrifice and cut parts of myself to be palatable to them, and i realized that as soon as i left them, i felt, more free, yeah, traumatized because i realize half the shit i went through was either toxic or abuse.

now that i surrounded myself by a community and a loving partner i wouldn't trade, i realized another thing, true love shouldn't sacrifice or infringe on your expression or freedom, but rather, encourage it.

back then, i thought i had to choose between love and freedom, i had to suck it up and cut off parts of my personality, interests or as a neurodivergent person, my symptoms or get called a manipulative weird edgelord for being free, i thought that being hurt or having others hurt me is an expression of love, that they truly care, and that every relationship i needed to sacrifice an arm and a leg so they can love me.

and now i realize, that's bullshit, all of it, when i left them, i started expressing myself both personality and looks, i started realizing parts of my identity, in terms of gender, in terms of plurality, my neurodivergence, etc, i made myself unpalatable to the people who hate me behind the scenes anyways and tell me "i love you" from obligation yet not proving shit

and i couldn't be more grateful

back then my relationships felt draining, like putting on a persona, i felt like i couldn't communicate or trust anybody properly, i felt like i was just waiting for somebody to hurt me or argue with me or call me names, and i never knew why

until i had the willingness to block them, and now, my only regret is why haven't i done it sooner?

and while yes i technically lost everybody, i am alone with my true self and now i know there's a community that won't hold me back, and that's better than what i had back then.

the old /// is dead, the one that knew deep down their love is conditional, he's gone.

they may hate me, but I'm fine, I'm now more true to myself than before, you're not hurting me and I'm not hurting you in the name of love we knew was bound to burn away as soon as you're done using me as a background to feel better about yourself and move on to a person you connect more

i shouldn't feel guilty for living a life of both expressing my true self and having people love that true self instead of them asking you to be more their taste, to copy them like a doll, and be disingenuous yet loved, rather than authentic yet hated.

and you shouldn't too,

true love shouldn't sacrifice parts of you, true love should always make you grow parts you haven't even explored yet.

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🪼 ➹ And the Arcade shouts out it's newest games : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle

I miss being able to see the northern lights from my room

Fuck light pollution

[ #jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #jiraidanshi #jiraiboy #jiraicommunity #landminejirai #landmine #landminedon #jiraiposting #kirandon!! ]

guys my boyfriend called me cute
im happy again

[ #jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #jiraidanshi #jiraiboy #jiraicommunity #landminejirai #landmine #landminedon #jiraiposting #kirandon!! ]

how does one draw the sun without it looking stupid??

[ #jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #jiraidanshi #jiraiboy #jiraicommunity #landminejirai #landmine #landminedon #jiraiposting #kirandon!! ]

I'll be helping with the Jirai takeover from now on.

#JiraiKei #Jirai #Jiraidon #Jiraitakeover #Jiraidontakeover

Run in fear, mastodon... Run in fear... Otherwise, you will get caffeinated.