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CW: Neglect mentioned /
Adventures in #plurality:
When FPs trigger childhood neglect (even if they didn't *do* anything to!)
I flash back to being a kid playing alone in my room. Lonely place to be.
My latest project will be trying to teach Little Me the positives of having alone time, because my older selves value it a lot.
We're a median system and I'm the primary driver, so it'll be interesting to try and build more positivity and security for my little self.
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Sometimes I think defining #BPD highs and lows with #FavoritePeople as "idealization" and "devaluation"
misrepresents the nuance of intensity, situation, and our feels/responses.
This might be a little jumbled, I'm parsing these thoughts for the first time.
As BPD people aren't a monolith and there are a few "subtypes" of presentation,
there's an inherent explosiveness assumed by most people & docs W/O BPD
and if you have #QuietBPD like me, you may lack.
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So I watched #LuckiestGirlAlive yesterday -
It's the most relatable and realistic depiction of my experience with my quiet #BPD and my brand of #plurality I've ever seen, though it pathologizes nothing.
Apparently it's a book, which I plan on reading.
The movie telegraphed more than enough info I could tell the protag was plural pretty early.
I've never seen this side of me represented in media before.
TW for it: some lengthy/graphic intox rape + school shooting scenes.
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Last year I wrote some #journalingprompts to help other #plural people #coping with #grief and loss.
https://link.medium.com/ieZv8iuz2vb
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How do other #ActuallyAutistic people
(especially those of you with other factors influencing your emotional dysregulation, my #ADHD and #BPD both do!)
cope with disappointment from changing plans?
Even if the reschedule is flawless, my inner child absolutely cannot handle these situations well.
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