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  1. CW: mh -/+

    Another exhibit in evidence against the myth of normal: the paradoxical realization that having comfortable feelings can be outside my comfort zone

    #schizoid #cptsd #madPride

  2. CW: mh -/+

    Another exhibit in evidence against the myth of normal: the paradoxical realization that having comfortable feelings can be outside my comfort zone

    #schizoid #cptsd #madPride

  3. CW: mh -/+

    Another exhibit in evidence against the myth of normal: the paradoxical realization that having comfortable feelings can be outside my comfort zone

    #schizoid #cptsd #madPride

  4. CW: mh -/+

    Another exhibit in evidence against the myth of normal: the paradoxical realization that having comfortable feelings can be outside my comfort zone

    #schizoid #cptsd #madPride

  5. CW: mh -/+

    Another exhibit in evidence against the myth of normal: the paradoxical realization that having comfortable feelings can be outside my comfort zone

    #schizoid #cptsd #madPride

  6. 言葉にしたらそれはそれで…

    「あんなこと言わずにおれば良かった」と
    却って心が重くなるです

    #schizoid

  7. 言葉にしたらそれはそれで…

    「あんなこと言わずにおれば良かった」と
    却って心が重くなるです

    #schizoid

  8. #Canada is not the only country that is somewhat #schizoid about #units / #metric and #Imperial measures.

    I bought a roll of copper foil tape from China (AliExpress, natch) that was described as "20 mm x 393.7 inches". Why they didn't just say 10 meters is beyond me 😆

    #AliExpress #wat #meters #inches

  9. #Canada is not the only country that is somewhat #schizoid about #units / #metric and #Imperial measures.

    I bought a roll of copper foil tape from China (AliExpress, natch) that was described as "20 mm x 393.7 inches". Why they didn't just say 10 meters is beyond me 😆

    #AliExpress #wat #meters #inches

  10. #Canada is not the only country that is somewhat #schizoid about #units / #metric and #Imperial measures.

    I bought a roll of copper foil tape from China (AliExpress, natch) that was described as "20 mm x 393.7 inches". Why they didn't just say 10 meters is beyond me 😆

    #AliExpress #wat #meters #inches

  11. #Canada is not the only country that is somewhat #schizoid about #units / #metric and #Imperial measures.

    I bought a roll of copper foil tape from China (AliExpress, natch) that was described as "20 mm x 393.7 inches". Why they didn't just say 10 meters is beyond me 😆

    #AliExpress #wat #meters #inches

  12. #Canada is not the only country that is somewhat #schizoid about #units / #metric and #Imperial measures.

    I bought a roll of copper foil tape from China (AliExpress, natch) that was described as "20 mm x 393.7 inches". Why they didn't just say 10 meters is beyond me 😆

    #AliExpress #wat #meters #inches

  13. to anyone that ever tried to tell me that I'm "too sensitive", you should know that one of my main goals in life is to always become even more sensitive than I already am

    #schizoid #CPTSD #madPride

  14. to anyone that ever tried to tell me that I'm "too sensitive", you should know that one of my main goals in life is to always become even more sensitive than I already am

    #schizoid #CPTSD #madPride

  15. to anyone that ever tried to tell me that I'm "too sensitive", you should know that one of my main goals in life is to always become even more sensitive than I already am

    #schizoid #CPTSD #madPride

  16. to anyone that ever tried to tell me that I'm "too sensitive", you should know that one of my main goals in life is to always become even more sensitive than I already am

    #schizoid #CPTSD #madPride

  17. to anyone that ever tried to tell me that I'm "too sensitive", you should know that one of my main goals in life is to always become even more sensitive than I already am

    #schizoid #CPTSD #madPride

  18. > Healthier #schizoid people turn their assets into works of art, scientific discoveries, theoretical innovations, or spiritual pathfinding, while more disturbed individuals in this category live in a private hell where their potential contributions are preempted by their terror and estrangement. The sublimation of autistic withdrawal into creative activity is a primary goal of therapy with schizoid patients.

    – Nancy McWilliams – Psychoanalytic Diagnosis, Second Edition

  19. > Healthier #schizoid people turn their assets into works of art, scientific discoveries, theoretical innovations, or spiritual pathfinding, while more disturbed individuals in this category live in a private hell where their potential contributions are preempted by their terror and estrangement. The sublimation of autistic withdrawal into creative activity is a primary goal of therapy with schizoid patients.

    – Nancy McWilliams – Psychoanalytic Diagnosis, Second Edition

  20. > Healthier #schizoid people turn their assets into works of art, scientific discoveries, theoretical innovations, or spiritual pathfinding, while more disturbed individuals in this category live in a private hell where their potential contributions are preempted by their terror and estrangement. The sublimation of autistic withdrawal into creative activity is a primary goal of therapy with schizoid patients.

    – Nancy McWilliams – Psychoanalytic Diagnosis, Second Edition

  21. > Healthier #schizoid people turn their assets into works of art, scientific discoveries, theoretical innovations, or spiritual pathfinding, while more disturbed individuals in this category live in a private hell where their potential contributions are preempted by their terror and estrangement. The sublimation of autistic withdrawal into creative activity is a primary goal of therapy with schizoid patients.

    – Nancy McWilliams – Psychoanalytic Diagnosis, Second Edition

  22. > Healthier #schizoid people turn their assets into works of art, scientific discoveries, theoretical innovations, or spiritual pathfinding, while more disturbed individuals in this category live in a private hell where their potential contributions are preempted by their terror and estrangement. The sublimation of autistic withdrawal into creative activity is a primary goal of therapy with schizoid patients.

    – Nancy McWilliams – Psychoanalytic Diagnosis, Second Edition

  23. CW: mh, mostly +

    #cptsd I think I can largely frame my history as a childhood that taught me how to hide very very well, followed by decades of painstaking struggle to find a way back to myself. which only in the last couple of years and after five plus years of working in a really trauma-focused model, have I felt like I’m able to make any progress with. There’s still a lot of darkness and pain and emotional flashbacks that can capture my mind and emotional body, but I have more skills and agency to cope with those today, and I feel so much less in the grip day to day of mh symptoms like depression, anxiety, or obsessive rumination. It is also a source of pride rather than shame to identify as #schizoid

  24. CW: mh, mostly +

    #cptsd I think I can largely frame my history as a childhood that taught me how to hide very very well, followed by decades of painstaking struggle to find a way back to myself. which only in the last couple of years and after five plus years of working in a really trauma-focused model, have I felt like I’m able to make any progress with. There’s still a lot of darkness and pain and emotional flashbacks that can capture my mind and emotional body, but I have more skills and agency to cope with those today, and I feel so much less in the grip day to day of mh symptoms like depression, anxiety, or obsessive rumination. It is also a source of pride rather than shame to identify as #schizoid

  25. CW: mh, mostly +

    #cptsd I think I can largely frame my history as a childhood that taught me how to hide very very well, followed by decades of painstaking struggle to find a way back to myself. which only in the last couple of years and after five plus years of working in a really trauma-focused model, have I felt like I’m able to make any progress with. There’s still a lot of darkness and pain and emotional flashbacks that can capture my mind and emotional body, but I have more skills and agency to cope with those today, and I feel so much less in the grip day to day of mh symptoms like depression, anxiety, or obsessive rumination. It is also a source of pride rather than shame to identify as #schizoid

  26. CW: mh, mostly +

    #cptsd I think I can largely frame my history as a childhood that taught me how to hide very very well, followed by decades of painstaking struggle to find a way back to myself. which only in the last couple of years and after five plus years of working in a really trauma-focused model, have I felt like I’m able to make any progress with. There’s still a lot of darkness and pain and emotional flashbacks that can capture my mind and emotional body, but I have more skills and agency to cope with those today, and I feel so much less in the grip day to day of mh symptoms like depression, anxiety, or obsessive rumination. It is also a source of pride rather than shame to identify as #schizoid

  27. CW: mh, mostly +

    #cptsd I think I can largely frame my history as a childhood that taught me how to hide very very well, followed by decades of painstaking struggle to find a way back to myself. which only in the last couple of years and after five plus years of working in a really trauma-focused model, have I felt like I’m able to make any progress with. There’s still a lot of darkness and pain and emotional flashbacks that can capture my mind and emotional body, but I have more skills and agency to cope with those today, and I feel so much less in the grip day to day of mh symptoms like depression, anxiety, or obsessive rumination. It is also a source of pride rather than shame to identify as #schizoid

  28. @vaurora This, and at the same time along with that, it was and remains very sad to realize by the same principle, that no amount of effort at communication can really ever hope to convey to another person what it’s really like to be me. It makes me feel as though I’m always behind a mask that’s impossible to take off. Nowadays in my own case I take the vividness of my experience of this frustration and lonely sorrow as a documented #schizoid personality trait

  29. @vaurora This, and at the same time along with that, it was and remains very sad to realize by the same principle, that no amount of effort at communication can really ever hope to convey to another person what it’s really like to be me. It makes me feel as though I’m always behind a mask that’s impossible to take off. Nowadays in my own case I take the vividness of my experience of this frustration and lonely sorrow as a documented #schizoid personality trait

  30. @vaurora This, and at the same time along with that, it was and remains very sad to realize by the same principle, that no amount of effort at communication can really ever hope to convey to another person what it’s really like to be me. It makes me feel as though I’m always behind a mask that’s impossible to take off. Nowadays in my own case I take the vividness of my experience of this frustration and lonely sorrow as a documented #schizoid personality trait

  31. @vaurora This, and at the same time along with that, it was and remains very sad to realize by the same principle, that no amount of effort at communication can really ever hope to convey to another person what it’s really like to be me. It makes me feel as though I’m always behind a mask that’s impossible to take off. Nowadays in my own case I take the vividness of my experience of this frustration and lonely sorrow as a documented #schizoid personality trait

  32. @vaurora This, and at the same time along with that, it was and remains very sad to realize by the same principle, that no amount of effort at communication can really ever hope to convey to another person what it’s really like to be me. It makes me feel as though I’m always behind a mask that’s impossible to take off. Nowadays in my own case I take the vividness of my experience of this frustration and lonely sorrow as a documented #schizoid personality trait

  33. CW: mh meh/observation

    one of the weirdest most unnerving things in trauma recovery, is I repeatedly have the experience of making recognizable progress and growth, and then it’s like I become a bit unfamiliar and uncanny to myself – but it’s not really in a bad way, exactly, just disorienting, like: who even *is* this mysterious and apparently likable and somehow maybe even capable person I’ve been living with (as) all these years? #schizoid #cptsd

  34. CW: mh meh/observation

    one of the weirdest most unnerving things in trauma recovery, is I repeatedly have the experience of making recognizable progress and growth, and then it’s like I become a bit unfamiliar and uncanny to myself – but it’s not really in a bad way, exactly, just disorienting, like: who even *is* this mysterious and apparently likable and somehow maybe even capable person I’ve been living with (as) all these years? #schizoid #cptsd

  35. CW: mh meh/observation

    one of the weirdest most unnerving things in trauma recovery, is I repeatedly have the experience of making recognizable progress and growth, and then it’s like I become a bit unfamiliar and uncanny to myself – but it’s not really in a bad way, exactly, just disorienting, like: who even *is* this mysterious and apparently likable and somehow maybe even capable person I’ve been living with (as) all these years? #schizoid #cptsd

  36. CW: mh meh/observation

    one of the weirdest most unnerving things in trauma recovery, is I repeatedly have the experience of making recognizable progress and growth, and then it’s like I become a bit unfamiliar and uncanny to myself – but it’s not really in a bad way, exactly, just disorienting, like: who even *is* this mysterious and apparently likable and somehow maybe even capable person I’ve been living with (as) all these years? #schizoid #cptsd

  37. CW: mh meh/observation

    one of the weirdest most unnerving things in trauma recovery, is I repeatedly have the experience of making recognizable progress and growth, and then it’s like I become a bit unfamiliar and uncanny to myself – but it’s not really in a bad way, exactly, just disorienting, like: who even *is* this mysterious and apparently likable and somehow maybe even capable person I’ve been living with (as) all these years? #schizoid #cptsd

  38. RE: mastodon-belgium.be/@dorgaldir

    quoting this instead of just boosting so I can add that I personally am not actually autistic, but I too like the infinity symbol for neurodiversity because I am #schizoid and I believe there are way more flavors of neurodivergence and ‘spectrum’ means a lot more than just a linear scale of how intensely you might identify with or be evaluated on one particular cluster of symptoms. I think taking neurodiversity seriously means recognizing that there are as at least as many entirely distinct neurologies as there human beings that have ever lived, and there simply is no standard or normal way of knowing or thinking or perceiving

  39. RE: mastodon-belgium.be/@dorgaldir

    quoting this instead of just boosting so I can add that I personally am not actually autistic, but I too like the infinity symbol for neurodiversity because I am #schizoid and I believe there are way more flavors of neurodivergence and ‘spectrum’ means a lot more than just a linear scale of how intensely you might identify with or be evaluated on one particular cluster of symptoms. I think taking neurodiversity seriously means recognizing that there are as at least as many entirely distinct neurologies as there human beings that have ever lived, and there simply is no standard or normal way of knowing or thinking or perceiving

  40. RE: mastodon-belgium.be/@dorgaldir

    quoting this instead of just boosting so I can add that I personally am not actually autistic, but I too like the infinity symbol for neurodiversity because I am #schizoid and I believe there are way more flavors of neurodivergence and ‘spectrum’ means a lot more than just a linear scale of how intensely you might identify with or be evaluated on one particular cluster of symptoms. I think taking neurodiversity seriously means recognizing that there are as at least as many entirely distinct neurologies as there human beings that have ever lived, and there simply is no standard or normal way of knowing or thinking or perceiving

  41. RE: mastodon-belgium.be/@dorgaldir

    quoting this instead of just boosting so I can add that I personally am not actually autistic, but I too like the infinity symbol for neurodiversity because I am #schizoid and I believe there are way more flavors of neurodivergence and ‘spectrum’ means a lot more than just a linear scale of how intensely you might identify with or be evaluated on one particular cluster of symptoms. I think taking neurodiversity seriously means recognizing that there are as at least as many entirely distinct neurologies as there human beings that have ever lived, and there simply is no standard or normal way of knowing or thinking or perceiving

  42. RE: mastodon-belgium.be/@dorgaldir

    quoting this instead of just boosting so I can add that I personally am not actually autistic, but I too like the infinity symbol for neurodiversity because I am #schizoid and I believe there are way more flavors of neurodivergence and ‘spectrum’ means a lot more than just a linear scale of how intensely you might identify with or be evaluated on one particular cluster of symptoms. I think taking neurodiversity seriously means recognizing that there are as at least as many entirely distinct neurologies as there human beings that have ever lived, and there simply is no standard or normal way of knowing or thinking or perceiving

  43. that paradoxical moment where not having enough self-acceptance becomes another thing to hold against myself #schizoid #cptsd

  44. that paradoxical moment where not having enough self-acceptance becomes another thing to hold against myself #schizoid #cptsd

  45. that paradoxical moment where not having enough self-acceptance becomes another thing to hold against myself #schizoid #cptsd