#half_awake_half_asleep — Public Fediverse posts

Beyond dusk again, breathing in the rhythm of the fading day. Mind still navigating papertrails, files and documents, trying to map professional approaches to both onto personal ones. Different context, different issues, golden hammers and faulty metaphors. Sometimes one step back is a good thing. Sometimes it needs a bit of distance to get a clearer view on things. And sometimes it might just need sleep. Have a calm night wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #the_late_hours #half_awake_half_asleep

Slowdown. Evening mode. Lost for words and drifting in thoughts as always at this time of day. Realigning with tomorrows agenda yet once more, no new insights of course but somehow this feels still needed. Building blocks, fragments of systems, new neighbours smoking on their windowsill in cool air and somehow same places seem to get different people into similar rituals. Or maybe not. Who knows. Sleep safe everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #the_late_hours #half_awake_half_asleep #stories_of_cities_and_boundaries

Hours later once more, hours into night and vaguely remembering: Monday. A mug of luke-warm tea. A pile of tasks, just partially taken care of today. A swarm of random thoughts, circling the late light much like flies lost on course. Neighbours still or again in a bright white kitchen, mostly devoid of furniture or dishes. White paint, grey clothes. Too: Closed circuits, weak signals, talking to the cosmic void supposed to be out there behind an overcast sky. Sort of. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #the_late_hours #half_awake_half_asleep

Evening yet once again. Tired and exhausted. Both of tensions and of the exercises to let them go. Hot shower, cold shower, feeling ones outer shell and how it separates worlds. Heavy breathing against the changing thermal sensations, towel, icy floor, mind flushed, calming down. Inner rooms. A phone conversation below. Heated, at least that one noticeable half. The rest of the late city somewhere out there but invisible. For now. Have a calm night wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_we_are #half_awake_half_asleep