#evening_deviations — Public Fediverse posts

Finally, closing in on 10pm and not completely sure where the day went. Still watching sunset to move on and night to take over, trying to focus on the music and chatter outside and keeping the new morning at distance for a bit longer. A warm city dusk, all the stories are here and some even waiting to be told but not anymore today. The tired mind refuses to go any deeper. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.  #outerworld #evening_deviations #concrete_city #the_late_hours

Weiter im Montag, Ortswechsel, Stimmungswechsel, Nachhall, Nachdenken. Der Mohn blüht groß und rot, die Pfingstrose auch. Nackte Füße, Erde, Ameisen von Knöchel bis Knie und die Stadt näher als die Hügel die Woche näher als der Augenblick erahnen lässt und immer noch ist man halb unterwegs und trotzdem einigermaßen zurück.  #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #escapism

Later, once more, and still here: Scalability issues. Trying to cut things to size while having no real clue where they need to be. Navigating the fog,  making assumptions, guessing where planning would be more comfortable but there's just so much data and everything beyond is optimism, maybe, or hope. Eventually, shelving all this for the moment and spending a few hours flipping through books, getting quotes stuck in mind and all mixed up and resorting to a bit of rest, eyes closed, to leave input with a chance to settle and fade. Have a quiet night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_we_are

Later, once more, and still here: Scalability issues. Trying to cut things to size while having no real clue where they need to be. Navigating the fog,  making assumptions, guessing where planning would be more comfortable but there's just so much data and everything beyond is optimism, maybe, or hope. Eventually, shelving all this for the moment and spending a few hours flipping through books, getting quotes stuck in mind and all mixed up and resorting to a bit of rest, eyes closed, to leave input with a chance to settle and fade. Have a quiet night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_we_are

Later, once more, and still here: Scalability issues. Trying to cut things to size while having no real clue where they need to be. Navigating the fog,  making assumptions, guessing where planning would be more comfortable but there's just so much data and everything beyond is optimism, maybe, or hope. Eventually, shelving all this for the moment and spending a few hours flipping through books, getting quotes stuck in mind and all mixed up and resorting to a bit of rest, eyes closed, to leave input with a chance to settle and fade. Have a quiet night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_we_are

Later, once more, and still here: Scalability issues. Trying to cut things to size while having no real clue where they need to be. Navigating the fog,  making assumptions, guessing where planning would be more comfortable but there's just so much data and everything beyond is optimism, maybe, or hope. Eventually, shelving all this for the moment and spending a few hours flipping through books, getting quotes stuck in mind and all mixed up and resorting to a bit of rest, eyes closed, to leave input with a chance to settle and fade. Have a quiet night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_we_are

Later, once more, and still here: Scalability issues. Trying to cut things to size while having no real clue where they need to be. Navigating the fog,  making assumptions, guessing where planning would be more comfortable but there's just so much data and everything beyond is optimism, maybe, or hope. Eventually, shelving all this for the moment and spending a few hours flipping through books, getting quotes stuck in mind and all mixed up and resorting to a bit of rest, eyes closed, to leave input with a chance to settle and fade. Have a quiet night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_we_are

Indefinitely much later again, followed different threads through the jungle of the day, maybe running in circles without knowing again but at least arriving somewhere at some point and voice is slowly recovering and there's always both that kind of imposter operating slightly outside ones comfort zone and that perception of others that differs from that and even just matching these two aspects takes much more energy than expected. (One step back. Reconsidering. Rewinding. Settling. Letting go of these words as they are tired. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.) #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #the_late_hours

(Mitunter verheddern sich innere Monologe in müdem Geist und finden keinen richtigen Weg vorwärts. Und dann bleibt ein Drehen im Kreis zwischen Frust und Schwermut und der Abend kühlt aus, aber man begegnet einer Ameise auf dem eigenen Handrücken und die Fliederblüten duften immer noch und dem Moment ist irgendetwas Versöhnliches gegeben, wenn auch fragil und dünn.) #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #urban_escapism

(Mitunter verheddern sich innere Monologe in müdem Geist und finden keinen richtigen Weg vorwärts. Und dann bleibt ein Drehen im Kreis zwischen Frust und Schwermut und der Abend kühlt aus, aber man begegnet einer Ameise auf dem eigenen Handrücken und die Fliederblüten duften immer noch und dem Moment ist irgendetwas Versöhnliches gegeben, wenn auch fragil und dünn.) #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #urban_escapism

(Mitunter verheddern sich innere Monologe in müdem Geist und finden keinen richtigen Weg vorwärts. Und dann bleibt ein Drehen im Kreis zwischen Frust und Schwermut und der Abend kühlt aus, aber man begegnet einer Ameise auf dem eigenen Handrücken und die Fliederblüten duften immer noch und dem Moment ist irgendetwas Versöhnliches gegeben, wenn auch fragil und dünn.) #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #urban_escapism

(Mitunter verheddern sich innere Monologe in müdem Geist und finden keinen richtigen Weg vorwärts. Und dann bleibt ein Drehen im Kreis zwischen Frust und Schwermut und der Abend kühlt aus, aber man begegnet einer Ameise auf dem eigenen Handrücken und die Fliederblüten duften immer noch und dem Moment ist irgendetwas Versöhnliches gegeben, wenn auch fragil und dünn.) #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #urban_escapism

(Mitunter verheddern sich innere Monologe in müdem Geist und finden keinen richtigen Weg vorwärts. Und dann bleibt ein Drehen im Kreis zwischen Frust und Schwermut und der Abend kühlt aus, aber man begegnet einer Ameise auf dem eigenen Handrücken und die Fliederblüten duften immer noch und dem Moment ist irgendetwas Versöhnliches gegeben, wenn auch fragil und dünn.) #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #urban_escapism

Many hours later and stumbling out of a day that once again could have been two or three of them. The joys of multitasking the aftermath of context switches and there's always stuff left on the stack or fallen off left and right. Thinking in paper, acting in bits, while late neighbours return home and early ones are off to bed and somehow relating to both groups. Stories of indecisiveness, keeping thoughts busy and sleep at distance. At least for now. Have a safe night wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_while_not_asleep

Many hours later and stumbling out of a day that once again could have been two or three of them. The joys of multitasking the aftermath of context switches and there's always stuff left on the stack or fallen off left and right. Thinking in paper, acting in bits, while late neighbours return home and early ones are off to bed and somehow relating to both groups. Stories of indecisiveness, keeping thoughts busy and sleep at distance. At least for now. Have a safe night wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_while_not_asleep

Many hours later and stumbling out of a day that once again could have been two or three of them. The joys of multitasking the aftermath of context switches and there's always stuff left on the stack or fallen off left and right. Thinking in paper, acting in bits, while late neighbours return home and early ones are off to bed and somehow relating to both groups. Stories of indecisiveness, keeping thoughts busy and sleep at distance. At least for now. Have a safe night wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_while_not_asleep

Many hours later and stumbling out of a day that once again could have been two or three of them. The joys of multitasking the aftermath of context switches and there's always stuff left on the stack or fallen off left and right. Thinking in paper, acting in bits, while late neighbours return home and early ones are off to bed and somehow relating to both groups. Stories of indecisiveness, keeping thoughts busy and sleep at distance. At least for now. Have a safe night wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_while_not_asleep

Many hours later and stumbling out of a day that once again could have been two or three of them. The joys of multitasking the aftermath of context switches and there's always stuff left on the stack or fallen off left and right. Thinking in paper, acting in bits, while late neighbours return home and early ones are off to bed and somehow relating to both groups. Stories of indecisiveness, keeping thoughts busy and sleep at distance. At least for now. Have a safe night wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #where_we_are_while_not_asleep

Past 10pm and concluding this weekend. Not particularly ready to sum up the whole week, and there seems no real need for that right now. Watching the windows across the street, paying attention to todays colours of lights, the candles here and there, the very last remainders of daylight fading where houses hide the city horizon. Slightly tired, slightly tipsy, always a bit at odds with oneself. Rest, as a four letter word. Not to be avoided today. Hopefully. Sleep tight  everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #late_sundays

Past 10pm and concluding this weekend. Not particularly ready to sum up the whole week, and there seems no real need for that right now. Watching the windows across the street, paying attention to todays colours of lights, the candles here and there, the very last remainders of daylight fading where houses hide the city horizon. Slightly tired, slightly tipsy, always a bit at odds with oneself. Rest, as a four letter word. Not to be avoided today. Hopefully. Sleep tight  everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #late_sundays

Past 10pm and concluding this weekend. Not particularly ready to sum up the whole week, and there seems no real need for that right now. Watching the windows across the street, paying attention to todays colours of lights, the candles here and there, the very last remainders of daylight fading where houses hide the city horizon. Slightly tired, slightly tipsy, always a bit at odds with oneself. Rest, as a four letter word. Not to be avoided today. Hopefully. Sleep tight  everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #late_sundays

Past 10pm and concluding this weekend. Not particularly ready to sum up the whole week, and there seems no real need for that right now. Watching the windows across the street, paying attention to todays colours of lights, the candles here and there, the very last remainders of daylight fading where houses hide the city horizon. Slightly tired, slightly tipsy, always a bit at odds with oneself. Rest, as a four letter word. Not to be avoided today. Hopefully. Sleep tight  everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #late_sundays

Past 10pm and concluding this weekend. Not particularly ready to sum up the whole week, and there seems no real need for that right now. Watching the windows across the street, paying attention to todays colours of lights, the candles here and there, the very last remainders of daylight fading where houses hide the city horizon. Slightly tired, slightly tipsy, always a bit at odds with oneself. Rest, as a four letter word. Not to be avoided today. Hopefully. Sleep tight  everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #late_sundays

Im Freien: Harter Stein und schlechtes Bier, aber die Wolken bleiben auf Abstand und den kann man auch zu Mitmenschen halten und vermutlich ist das nicht schlecht. Vertraute Gesichter am Rand der Wahrnehmung, aber manchmal will man nicht wahrgenommen werden. Alte Musik. Gedankenkarussell ortlos und immer da. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations

Im Freien: Harter Stein und schlechtes Bier, aber die Wolken bleiben auf Abstand und den kann man auch zu Mitmenschen halten und vermutlich ist das nicht schlecht. Vertraute Gesichter am Rand der Wahrnehmung, aber manchmal will man nicht wahrgenommen werden. Alte Musik. Gedankenkarussell ortlos und immer da. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations

Im Freien: Harter Stein und schlechtes Bier, aber die Wolken bleiben auf Abstand und den kann man auch zu Mitmenschen halten und vermutlich ist das nicht schlecht. Vertraute Gesichter am Rand der Wahrnehmung, aber manchmal will man nicht wahrgenommen werden. Alte Musik. Gedankenkarussell ortlos und immer da. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations

Im Freien: Harter Stein und schlechtes Bier, aber die Wolken bleiben auf Abstand und den kann man auch zu Mitmenschen halten und vermutlich ist das nicht schlecht. Vertraute Gesichter am Rand der Wahrnehmung, aber manchmal will man nicht wahrgenommen werden. Alte Musik. Gedankenkarussell ortlos und immer da. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations

Im Freien: Harter Stein und schlechtes Bier, aber die Wolken bleiben auf Abstand und den kann man auch zu Mitmenschen halten und vermutlich ist das nicht schlecht. Vertraute Gesichter am Rand der Wahrnehmung, aber manchmal will man nicht wahrgenommen werden. Alte Musik. Gedankenkarussell ortlos und immer da. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations

Einige Wolken und einige Pfützen und Wellen unter verschieden schweren Reifen der Duft von Gärten und Holzfeuern und Flußwiesen und Straße und am Horizont startet ein Flugzeug vermutlich in Richtung Sonnenuntergang der Weg führt nach Hause und in dieser einen kurzen Lücke zwischen den Schauern ist die Freitagwelt hell und fast warm und jedes Augenlid schwer, ohne dass man sich daran stört. Wen treffen wir, wenn nicht uns? #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #returning

Einige Wolken und einige Pfützen und Wellen unter verschieden schweren Reifen der Duft von Gärten und Holzfeuern und Flußwiesen und Straße und am Horizont startet ein Flugzeug vermutlich in Richtung Sonnenuntergang der Weg führt nach Hause und in dieser einen kurzen Lücke zwischen den Schauern ist die Freitagwelt hell und fast warm und jedes Augenlid schwer, ohne dass man sich daran stört. Wen treffen wir, wenn nicht uns? #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #returning

Einige Wolken und einige Pfützen und Wellen unter verschieden schweren Reifen der Duft von Gärten und Holzfeuern und Flußwiesen und Straße und am Horizont startet ein Flugzeug vermutlich in Richtung Sonnenuntergang der Weg führt nach Hause und in dieser einen kurzen Lücke zwischen den Schauern ist die Freitagwelt hell und fast warm und jedes Augenlid schwer, ohne dass man sich daran stört. Wen treffen wir, wenn nicht uns? #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #returning

Einige Wolken und einige Pfützen und Wellen unter verschieden schweren Reifen der Duft von Gärten und Holzfeuern und Flußwiesen und Straße und am Horizont startet ein Flugzeug vermutlich in Richtung Sonnenuntergang der Weg führt nach Hause und in dieser einen kurzen Lücke zwischen den Schauern ist die Freitagwelt hell und fast warm und jedes Augenlid schwer, ohne dass man sich daran stört. Wen treffen wir, wenn nicht uns? #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #returning

Einige Wolken und einige Pfützen und Wellen unter verschieden schweren Reifen der Duft von Gärten und Holzfeuern und Flußwiesen und Straße und am Horizont startet ein Flugzeug vermutlich in Richtung Sonnenuntergang der Weg führt nach Hause und in dieser einen kurzen Lücke zwischen den Schauern ist die Freitagwelt hell und fast warm und jedes Augenlid schwer, ohne dass man sich daran stört. Wen treffen wir, wenn nicht uns? #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #returning

Inside, behind rainy windows on an evening of changing weathers and moods and states, trying to move between rooms aware enough yet not too focused to completely wake up again. The moist air and the outside silence are soothing. Gradually slowing down. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #the_late_hours

Inside, behind rainy windows on an evening of changing weathers and moods and states, trying to move between rooms aware enough yet not too focused to completely wake up again. The moist air and the outside silence are soothing. Gradually slowing down. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #the_late_hours

Inside, behind rainy windows on an evening of changing weathers and moods and states, trying to move between rooms aware enough yet not too focused to completely wake up again. The moist air and the outside silence are soothing. Gradually slowing down. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #the_late_hours

Inside, behind rainy windows on an evening of changing weathers and moods and states, trying to move between rooms aware enough yet not too focused to completely wake up again. The moist air and the outside silence are soothing. Gradually slowing down. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #the_late_hours

Inside, behind rainy windows on an evening of changing weathers and moods and states, trying to move between rooms aware enough yet not too focused to completely wake up again. The moist air and the outside silence are soothing. Gradually slowing down. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #the_late_hours

Graustadtvorabend, Teepot und Staubsauger. Manche Form zu schaffen benötigt andere Kraft, aber manchmal sind die Ergebnisse schneller sichtbar, auch wenn manchmal schon kleine Änderungen Unterschiede machen und sich diese Erkenntnis seltsam anfühlt. Nachbarn schließen Fenster. Neuer Regen treibt herüber vom Fluss.  #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #a_chores_line

Graustadtvorabend, Teepot und Staubsauger. Manche Form zu schaffen benötigt andere Kraft, aber manchmal sind die Ergebnisse schneller sichtbar, auch wenn manchmal schon kleine Änderungen Unterschiede machen und sich diese Erkenntnis seltsam anfühlt. Nachbarn schließen Fenster. Neuer Regen treibt herüber vom Fluss.  #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #a_chores_line

Graustadtvorabend, Teepot und Staubsauger. Manche Form zu schaffen benötigt andere Kraft, aber manchmal sind die Ergebnisse schneller sichtbar, auch wenn manchmal schon kleine Änderungen Unterschiede machen und sich diese Erkenntnis seltsam anfühlt. Nachbarn schließen Fenster. Neuer Regen treibt herüber vom Fluss.  #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #a_chores_line

Graustadtvorabend, Teepot und Staubsauger. Manche Form zu schaffen benötigt andere Kraft, aber manchmal sind die Ergebnisse schneller sichtbar, auch wenn manchmal schon kleine Änderungen Unterschiede machen und sich diese Erkenntnis seltsam anfühlt. Nachbarn schließen Fenster. Neuer Regen treibt herüber vom Fluss.  #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #a_chores_line

Graustadtvorabend, Teepot und Staubsauger. Manche Form zu schaffen benötigt andere Kraft, aber manchmal sind die Ergebnisse schneller sichtbar, auch wenn manchmal schon kleine Änderungen Unterschiede machen und sich diese Erkenntnis seltsam anfühlt. Nachbarn schließen Fenster. Neuer Regen treibt herüber vom Fluss.  #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #a_chores_line

Closing in on 9pm. More rain, but this time as a haze of drops, barely visible to the eye but to be felt immediately. Crows in the trees, an evening bus arriving. Tourists, suitcases, a cab, the usual bunch of locals heading for the pub. Monday evening. Unsure again and again whether they're about to spend their evening there because or despite of the day. Maybe it doesn't make much of a difference. Pondering weeks, plans, intentions and habits while the sidewaks get used to reflecting late light. Have a safe night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #rain_and_haze

Closing in on 9pm. More rain, but this time as a haze of drops, barely visible to the eye but to be felt immediately. Crows in the trees, an evening bus arriving. Tourists, suitcases, a cab, the usual bunch of locals heading for the pub. Monday evening. Unsure again and again whether they're about to spend their evening there because or despite of the day. Maybe it doesn't make much of a difference. Pondering weeks, plans, intentions and habits while the sidewaks get used to reflecting late light. Have a safe night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #rain_and_haze

Closing in on 9pm. More rain, but this time as a haze of drops, barely visible to the eye but to be felt immediately. Crows in the trees, an evening bus arriving. Tourists, suitcases, a cab, the usual bunch of locals heading for the pub. Monday evening. Unsure again and again whether they're about to spend their evening there because or despite of the day. Maybe it doesn't make much of a difference. Pondering weeks, plans, intentions and habits while the sidewaks get used to reflecting late light. Have a safe night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #rain_and_haze

Closing in on 9pm. More rain, but this time as a haze of drops, barely visible to the eye but to be felt immediately. Crows in the trees, an evening bus arriving. Tourists, suitcases, a cab, the usual bunch of locals heading for the pub. Monday evening. Unsure again and again whether they're about to spend their evening there because or despite of the day. Maybe it doesn't make much of a difference. Pondering weeks, plans, intentions and habits while the sidewaks get used to reflecting late light. Have a safe night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #rain_and_haze

Closing in on 9pm. More rain, but this time as a haze of drops, barely visible to the eye but to be felt immediately. Crows in the trees, an evening bus arriving. Tourists, suitcases, a cab, the usual bunch of locals heading for the pub. Monday evening. Unsure again and again whether they're about to spend their evening there because or despite of the day. Maybe it doesn't make much of a difference. Pondering weeks, plans, intentions and habits while the sidewaks get used to reflecting late light. Have a safe night everyone wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations #rain_and_haze

Savouring the colours of slow dusk again. A cloudy day later, city chose to go with clear skies and all the lights sundown is able to display with the passing hours. Neighbours in backyards neighbours on balconies, a scent of different kinds of food and smokes and the sound of glasses and bottles leaving mind and soul in a strange but soothing summer evening mood and there could be worse things to keep the new week at distance for a bit longer. Be safe on your way into dreams, wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations

Savouring the colours of slow dusk again. A cloudy day later, city chose to go with clear skies and all the lights sundown is able to display with the passing hours. Neighbours in backyards neighbours on balconies, a scent of different kinds of food and smokes and the sound of glasses and bottles leaving mind and soul in a strange but soothing summer evening mood and there could be worse things to keep the new week at distance for a bit longer. Be safe on your way into dreams, wherever you are. #outerworld #concrete_city #evening_deviations