#bodyissues — Public Fediverse posts

@chris_shinra Es steckt aber noch mehr dahinter. Obwohl ich das #eyecandy im #gym durchaus genieße, vermiede ich crowds dort, weil ich mich sonst aufgrund meiner #bodyissues dort mega unwohl und deplatziert fühle und vor den Urteilen anderer fürchte. :sadness:

@chris_shinra Es steckt aber noch mehr dahinter. Obwohl ich das #eyecandy im #gym durchaus genieße, vermiede ich crowds dort, weil ich mich sonst aufgrund meiner #bodyissues dort mega unwohl und deplatziert fühle und vor den Urteilen anderer fürchte. :sadness:

I'm going through old photos to organise some of my digital shit and generally speaking, going through old memories is very hard for me. There's a lot of pain there.

Which is still true at this moment, however the particular period of time I'm scanning through at the moment is not only mixed with that vague feeling of dread deep in my stomach but also mixed with thoughts along the lines of, 'I was such a little hottie??? Wtf?' In particular there are photos where I am seen next to my best friend at the time, and I remember how much I struggled with the comparison between us. To be more specific, how I felt that she was breathtaking and I was not. Now I can see that we were both beautiful in our differences.

I have truly held so much disgust towards my body throughout different stages in my life and it makes me so sad to look back at that girl, that woman, and think she felt she was anything short of beautiful.

Looking back at past versions of myself and noticing the tenderness I feel towards her has truly been such an integral part of my journey with self-love. I even keep a photo of myself at around age 5 at my desk, the same one that was owned by my great grandmother, and remind myself that I am still that little girl that deserves love.

#SelfLove #Growth #PersonalDevelopment #InnerChildWork #BodyIssues

I'm going through old photos to organise some of my digital shit and generally speaking, going through old memories is very hard for me. There's a lot of pain there.

Which is still true at this moment, however the particular period of time I'm scanning through at the moment is not only mixed with that vague feeling of dread deep in my stomach but also mixed with thoughts along the lines of, 'I was such a little hottie??? Wtf?' In particular there are photos where I am seen next to my best friend at the time, and I remember how much I struggled with the comparison between us. To be more specific, how I felt that she was breathtaking and I was not. Now I can see that we were both beautiful in our differences.

I have truly held so much disgust towards my body throughout different stages in my life and it makes me so sad to look back at that girl, that woman, and think she felt she was anything short of beautiful.

Looking back at past versions of myself and noticing the tenderness I feel towards her has truly been such an integral part of my journey with self-love. I even keep a photo of myself at around age 5 at my desk, the same one that was owned by my great grandmother, and remind myself that I am still that little girl that deserves love.

#SelfLove #Growth #PersonalDevelopment #InnerChildWork #BodyIssues

I'm going through old photos to organise some of my digital shit and generally speaking, going through old memories is very hard for me. There's a lot of pain there.

Which is still true at this moment, however the particular period of time I'm scanning through at the moment is not only mixed with that vague feeling of dread deep in my stomach but also mixed with thoughts along the lines of, 'I was such a little hottie??? Wtf?' In particular there are photos where I am seen next to my best friend at the time, and I remember how much I struggled with the comparison between us. To be more specific, how I felt that she was breathtaking and I was not. Now I can see that we were both beautiful in our differences.

I have truly held so much disgust towards my body throughout different stages in my life and it makes me so sad to look back at that girl, that woman, and think she felt she was anything short of beautiful.

Looking back at past versions of myself and noticing the tenderness I feel towards her has truly been such an integral part of my journey with self-love. I even keep a photo of myself at around age 5 at my desk, the same one that was owned by my great grandmother, and remind myself that I am still that little girl that deserves love.

#SelfLove #Growth #PersonalDevelopment #InnerChildWork #BodyIssues

I'm going through old photos to organise some of my digital shit and generally speaking, going through old memories is very hard for me. There's a lot of pain there.

Which is still true at this moment, however the particular period of time I'm scanning through at the moment is not only mixed with that vague feeling of dread deep in my stomach but also mixed with thoughts along the lines of, 'I was such a little hottie??? Wtf?' In particular there are photos where I am seen next to my best friend at the time, and I remember how much I struggled with the comparison between us. To be more specific, how I felt that she was breathtaking and I was not. Now I can see that we were both beautiful in our differences.

I have truly held so much disgust towards my body throughout different stages in my life and it makes me so sad to look back at that girl, that woman, and think she felt she was anything short of beautiful.

Looking back at past versions of myself and noticing the tenderness I feel towards her has truly been such an integral part of my journey with self-love. I even keep a photo of myself at around age 5 at my desk, the same one that was owned by my great grandmother, and remind myself that I am still that little girl that deserves love.

#SelfLove #Growth #PersonalDevelopment #InnerChildWork #BodyIssues

I'm going through old photos to organise some of my digital shit and generally speaking, going through old memories is very hard for me. There's a lot of pain there.

Which is still true at this moment, however the particular period of time I'm scanning through at the moment is not only mixed with that vague feeling of dread deep in my stomach but also mixed with thoughts along the lines of, 'I was such a little hottie??? Wtf?' In particular there are photos where I am seen next to my best friend at the time, and I remember how much I struggled with the comparison between us. To be more specific, how I felt that she was breathtaking and I was not. Now I can see that we were both beautiful in our differences.

I have truly held so much disgust towards my body throughout different stages in my life and it makes me so sad to look back at that girl, that woman, and think she felt she was anything short of beautiful.

Looking back at past versions of myself and noticing the tenderness I feel towards her has truly been such an integral part of my journey with self-love. I even keep a photo of myself at around age 5 at my desk, the same one that was owned by my great grandmother, and remind myself that I am still that little girl that deserves love.

#SelfLove #Growth #PersonalDevelopment #InnerChildWork #BodyIssues