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She knows you all too well

She knows you all too well

To know when you lie

Yet here she is 

Not saying word about it

Just pretending 

Buying your lies

Again

Just like so many times before

She knows why you lie

And what those lies are covering up

Well were meant to be covering

Because she knows the truth

That she known almost moment it had started

She knew when she wasn’t your one and only

How there were someone else now

Getting the best version of you

The easygoing and charming

Always so thoughtful

Great gift giver

She knew that version of you all too well  

After all it was the same one who made her falling in love with you

But all these years later

She had learned to know the true version of you

Unfortunately all too well

She knew now what lies underneath your charming smile

 And the mask you wear

Also had learned which words would always be lies

That you mouth never stops saying

But as you leave

Go another work trip

She isn’t gonna sit around home waiting your you

Not this time

She is packing her bags

Leaving to start new life

Without you and your endless lies

When you come back home she is long gone

Because she knows you all too well

Knowing you will never chance

She forgave you the first time

But this time she won’t

She is done wasting her life with liar

She is leaving this all behind 

Oh and she took the new job you said she shouldn’t

Because she couldn’t handle traveling like that not like you did

The job where she would be making more money than you

Curious how next evening after she told you about the job

You did came home smelling strange perfume

A scent she never used because it gave her headache

But your new coworker had worn last year company Christmas party

She had said yes to the job next day

Knowing that you would come home telling her

You had another business trip

She knew it meant actually just hotel by airport

 Just like last time

But this time she chooses herself

Because she knows you all too well

Knowing you’re not worth even the tears

Instead she starts packing everything that means something to her

Taking with her as she has actual airplane to get on that airport

C.F. Grönroos ©

Original poem and all the rights reserved to C.F. Grönroos

Burned one too many times

The twin flame was fine

Until it burned a loving heart too many time

Leaving scars

That doesn’t want to heal

Still after all this time

My heart still wears the scars

From the flames of love we shared

That was meant to last forever

It started like a beautiful love story

With everything we both have always dreamed about

And even more

If that could be even possible

It was meant to be forever

Start of something great

But we didn’t know clock was ticking down the whole time

Counting down moment the flames would come something else

Flames of the twin flame

Turned into destructive instead

Of passion it had been at the start

And what had been build was burned down

But your love burned me one too many times

And then came the day

I just couldn’t take it any longer

I had to let go

Let go of the love I thought would last life time

Would be over for final time

And I have to learn how unlove you

It hurts but your love hurts way more

If we had known from the start

That this how it all ended

Would we have still started it or just walked away from this love?

 Honestly I don’t know

Because there are still those certain moments and memories

I just can’t ever let go

No matter how much you hurt me

There is version of you I will always love

Even though you are no longer the one I fell in love with…

C.F. Grönroos ©

Original poem and all the rights reserved to C.F. Grönroos