#antis — Public Fediverse posts

anti on a03/art site: MY rape fic/fanart is BETTTTTTERR then ur rape fic/fanart bc it shows how bad REAL RAPE IS AND URRRRRS IS JUST A FETISH FIICC//DRAWING

Me: Well.. TO BAD FOR YOU... but... I get OFF to fictional suffering, so that makes YOUR SHIT IRONICALLY MORE SPICIER lOOOOOL

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Reminder if yall see an anti on aethy, or someone complaining about the profic rules, report tf out of them bc they don't belong here on aethy.

Same goes for fascists, and anybody being an abelist asshole, they don't belong here either.

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Honestly, I gotta be honest here, but I don't actually have the ability to form connections.

I will always view everybody as a stranger, or a stranger I like, and it never goes beyond that. I lost the ability to form or make friends as soon as I became an adult, and started to see every old friend I used to know as strangers which I had to get rid of anyway due to them being antis.

This ability is both a curse, and blessing.

The blessing part is I can uproot everything, and run to another place, platform, without a single hint of remorse as I have nobody keeping me to said place. I will only stay at a place ( yes I am talking about irl also even ) if it has good vibes, people ain't douchebags, antis, etc. If it no longer pleases me? I leave, and that's that.

It's also one of the many reasons am immune to the shit happening in online communities.

If people don't know you at all bc you don't fuck with them? They can't exactly write a callout post about you as they don't know a fucking thing about you.

In a toxic ass group that acts like a cult or a shit ass anti friend? No problem, just get rid of them ( aka blocking them, leaving the servers they're at, don't talk to them ), and wash your hands of them a week later, move onto the next ' friend ' or community.

The curse part?

You have no connection to anyone? Nobody has a connection to you either, and leaves you more vulnerable than people with connections. This is why the secretiveness, if people knew I liked ''' problematic fictional porn ''', i'd be more screwed then an average person.

Which is why if that happened I either take an " I don't give a flying fucking shit " approach not acknowledging them, or its time to ditch a bunch of fuckers, and move on to the next community if things get dire.

Want to get a job? A better job? Good luck with that, bc it puts you disadvantage like me, unless you're good at charming people, you won't be getting any good jobs or even a job at that as that shit is practically based on getting connections apparently.

People I dislike? I have very little sympathy for them, and will treat them like competition if they suck or piss me off enough. My mine sadly still has a small toxic competition mindset I tried to get rid of so long ago, that didn't do anything except destroy friendships when it was in full force. I still kill this mindset, and try to make my mind stop being this way a lot as see it as kinda shitty. The good news is nobody in pro-ship communities stokes this feeling anymore, but anti filled ones do.

In a good community at last? I dunno what to do with that, all I know is stay there till it dies, or goes into the shitter. None of the people suck, so I don't ditch them, or keep secrets from them as there is no point if they don't care about my fictional rape porn. Basically I hang around them as like them, and they like me that is that.

Do I have an excuse for this behavior? No I actually don't, I don't know why or can explain why my mind is this way.

Is it a mental illness? Is it bc my personality disorder? Is it a by product of living in toxic communities my whole life both irl, and online? Am I simply just a total asshole?

I don't know, all I know is I hate it, and don't know why it is that way.

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