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:bear_love: Ello sweet and lovely Friendos π
Things are slowly coming along...
I've put two of the big walls in one of the upstairs bedrooms in primer. Having a break now, as the telescopic handle is very hard for me to use. After a break, the first wall should be dry enough... So then I can start with the paint for it. Let's see how that will work out. π
There's two guys hard at work in the living room and kitchen. The house really looks different, with some bits of floor in it now. They're going rather fast though!
Well, I guess I better stretch and get ready to paint the upstairs some more... My poor hands... (and shoulders...). But all that's done... Is done. π
Hey ho, let's get this going on! πͺπΌ
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:bear_love: Ello sweet and lovely Friendos π and #NeuroSpicy πΆ friends :neuro:
We're out for the splash π¦ walkies again. Arwen gets more sniffs in and an occasional water splashing may happen... πΎ
My mind is still quite busy. It is like it's wilder than usual, even though they did slightly up my #ADHD meds last week... Maybe I need to get adjusted to the new dosage?
While my mind is going fast, I do find that I can take some more moments to relax. As the move is coming closer, and more things are being crossed off the list, I can sometimes feel a wee bit at ease...
Until the anxiety kicks in again with all the worries that it's been stalking me with. As is moving to a new town wasn't hectic enough, let's throw in a dosage of #AuDHD to make it even more interesting/challenging.
But I've made it through all that life has thrown at me up till now... I admit, I didn't handle it all too well at times, but hey, I made it and I didn't give up!
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So, let's do this! πͺπΌ Day by day, until we made it to August... On July 31st I have to hand in the keys of the apartment and I'll close the door one last time... From that moment, it's hopefully time for me to find a new routine, take things a little easier and continue making my new house a home. (in case you missed it, π I'm getting the keys July 1st at 12:30).
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Fankoos π«Άπ» for your kindness and support! Your replies, boosts and likea really help to keep me more sane (as far as that's possible haha).
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:bear_love: Ello sweet and lovely Friendos π and #NeuroSpicy πΆ friends :neurodiversity:
The closer we're getting to July 1st, the more my brain seems to struggle.
For new friends here, that's the date I'm getting the keys to our new small house...We're moving to a whole new area! The house should *definitely* mean an improvement over our current apartment...
But it's just me and Arwen, so most of the organizing and arrangements (well, all of it actually) is on me.I've known this way in advance. And while it definitely helped me to prepare more leisurely, it doesn't take away the stress, anxiety and feelings of being overwhelmed...
I try to write about this a lot on my blog, cynnisblog.wordpress.com and I'm getting support from my parents and some really sweet friends. Online, I've been receiving kindness as well, which really helps too!
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But I am struggling, more than I dare to admit. I'm gonna miss oud current town and the ability to walk to many places. I'm gonna miss my routines, that seem to help me get through my days better. I'll have to rebuild, adapt, try out... And I wonder if I'll have enough energy left to do all that...
I feel I'm going through some autistic burnout. Many things feel harder than they normally would...
Many people praise me. And I love them for that! But it also makes me feel like a fraud...
I don't feel like I've got it all worked out so well. I don't feel like I'm handling it so perfectly. I don't feel brave and strong and adventurous...... I feel anxious, overwhelmed and scared...
I want to feel excited, as this could be such a good part of my journey. I want to feel full of energy and motivation. I want to feel happy and relaxed.
But... Those aren't always feelings associated with moving, or so I've been told π. And doing this on my own, most of it, is also harder than when you have a partner to share it with...
I want to thank you all for following me on my journey!!!
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Your support, your kindness, your understanding... It helps me more than I could express with words (or the many beautiful emojis this instance offers!). And I can't say it enough.
You're all awesome π and you help me to keep me sane (as much as that's possible).
Fankoos π«Άπ»
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Ello sweet and lovely Friendos π and #NeuroSpicy πΆ friends :neurodiversity:
Ugh... I had a bad and a short night. Silly dreams. So restless. Too much in my head. Not even the melatonin could help me π.
Today at 9 I'll get a small inspection of the building coop. It's scheduled for 1:30 (way too long for my liking...) and they'll check the apartment for things that will need to be done.
This is *not* about the new renters, they can later add work towards it as well... πIt might all be OK enough and it may mean I get loads to do... I feel rather insecure about it, to be honest... Wish I wasn't alone for this...
So yeah, my brain is all over the place and it already was scrambled much... So much to do, so much to remember and arrange...
I mentioned it before and will definitely mention it again... I'll be glad when it's August. The apartment will be gone then. The move should be all done then π (probably still unpacking, but I can do that at my own pace then). I *should* have stuff sorted then and *hopefully* I can start getting used to the new routine...
I'm excited to move, to a new part of the journey through life. πΈ Just hate that it means there's so many changes!
Hope you'll all have a great day. π And thank you for your support, it really helps me!
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Ello sweet and lovely Friendos π
Alright I uploaded my pictures to #Pixelfed just now!
I'll share the links here, there are two posts, one for upstairs and one for downstairs.
Dad sent me some pics as well, so I may upload some of those as well. And I made two quick videos but I need to make them smaller to fit on this server. π I'm working on it!
But I had a restless night so am a bit slow this morning.... π₯±https://pixelfed.social/p/PixysSnaps/696119350196152763
https://pixelfed.social/p/PixysSnaps/696120936900005029
Vids coming ASAP!!
Hope it gives a good impression of the house. I didn't get any pictures from the outside and we didn't stay too long. It was so busy (I felt very anxious with so many people, even though they'll be my new neighbors, time enough to meet them later on) and it was very warm (28Β°C) and I was also tired... So my parents and I walked around, took pics and the vids I'll share soon, and we headed home again before traffic would be bad...
Time enough in a few months to take make pictures when it's done and when I'll be working on it... Alone and with friends! πEdit: I'll make this a pinned thread π§΅ for all things to do with the move from now on. π