Have you seen that mini series, Years and Years was called? If yes, please revisit Muriel's monologue in episode 6.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jaIQj76l_00
⚠️ Spoiler alert: you really need to watch from the beginning before landing on that episode. It will (probably) twist your soul a bit. Also keep in mind it aired back in 2019...
https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m000539g