#transuicides — Public Fediverse posts

The latest news from the US about #transuicides and the overall #transerasure happening is hurting my heart in ways I honestly have never felt before. Even though it's been almost a year since I started my gender experimentations and crossings, especially with my gel nails every month, and my self exploration in that sense, understanding that I personally don't care about having a specific gender, feeling that being called a man or a woman is meaningless and I'm something else entirely, something that I can't really define because it's not static, giving myself the biggest possible freedom in this sense, I've always been afraid to include myself under the #trans umbrella. It always felt like I was still a male trying to appropriate something that wasn't mine, forcibly trying to enter a space I didn't belong to. Now it feels different. Now everything feels like it's touching me directly. It feels they're erasing me as well. It feels they want to kill me as well.
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