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https://www.wattpad.com/story/386099457-the-passion-of-sean-gillainFlashback (The Boycott)…
“Sean, come downstairs after washing up and getting ready for church, please,” Grandma Evaline’s voice said.
“I’m on my way,” I hollered after finishing tying my church shoes. Last night’s dinner party where Ra’Keem and everyone else dogging me for being attached to the farm and not being citified was the last straw. And when the time came, I was going to make sure that I’d never be anywhere near that group of self-righteous snobs for as long as I lived. Nodding at my reflection and being satisfied in my black-and-white church clothes, I headed downstairs and was greeted by the smells of freshly-baked biscuits and fried sausage patties while my grandparents (Also in their Sunday best) were waiting for me.
“Sean, how are you holding up after last night?” Grandpa Emmett asked me.
I inhaled sharply. “Like I never want to attend another dinner that celebrates Ra’Keem, Jessica, or even my younger siblings Monica and Jamal ever again,” I replied. “No offense, but it’s fair for me to say that Mom and Dad never liked me because I’m too countrified and attached to Adams Falls and Twiggs County. They never asked me what I liked doing, but discredited me for being too complacent or dogging me for not being like Ra’Keem.”
“And do you think that you want to go to another dinner or celebration hosted by your parents again?” Grandma Evaline asked.
I shook my head. “I’m sorry, but I can’t. Not if it means being under harsh criticism or judgmental stares.”
My grandparents glanced at each other, nodding twice. “That’s all we want to know and hear, Sean,” Grandpa stated. “Because after last night’s fiasco and your grandparents gaslighting and emotional blackmail towards you, your grandma and I think that it’s time to show your parents and older siblings that you matter. That means until they start acting right, we’re not going to any of their dinners, barbeques, house parties, or watch parties that would involve making you feel like you’re worthless.”
I blinked twice. “Grandpa and Grandma, are you guys sure about this? I mean, I don’t want you two to go on strike on my account and deny yourselves the chance to bond with them.”
“Baby, you matter as much as your brothers and sisters matter,” Grandma explained, giving me a sad smile. “And though we don’t wanna have to separate ourselves from Jamal and Monica, the good has to suffer with the bad. It’s either this whole family supports you, or they don’t. So beginning today, we’re distancing ourselves from the family until your parents show you equal love as they do with Ra’Keem and Jessica.”
I only nodded as Grandpa began serving breakfast. And so began the family boycott that would be the longest ever.
Ra’Keem’s attending training camp and has invited everyone to attend the first-day barbeque? Grandpa and I were planning to work on the peach harvest.
Jessica announcing her fashion show that would be a televised special on CBS? Grandma and I went to attend a church’s anniversary and potluck dinner.
Dad wanting to show off Jamal’s summertime basketball game championship? The general store was more important at this time of year since an increase of tourists was imminent.
For two months, Dad and Mom kept sending the invites my way, “for me to get my head out of my behind and to bond with my siblings (as stated by Dad himself).” But neither my grandparents and I would back down, not even when Mom turned on her waterworks, Dad threatening me to send me to military school, or when Ra’Keem himself came down and had the nerve to humiliate me at a Sunday service. If not for one of the strong-spined church mothers giving Ra’Keem a verbal smackdown, I’d have died of embarrassment.
“Your parents and older brothers are a piece of work, Sean,” A’Niah said after that service and she and Ra’Mell met with me in the teens’ fellowship hall. “Maybe it was best that you boycotted everyone, you and your grandparents.”
“But you gotta watch your back,” Ra’Mell warned. “Things might turn nasty without any warning and your folks will definitely want to get on your nerves.”
“That’s the chance my grandparents and I will have to take,” I had replied. “Until Mom and Dad start accepting me for who I am, the strike will continue.”
Things finally turned on its head on month two of the boycott when Dad showed up unannounced when Grandpa Emmett and I turned down an invite to watch a Falcons scrimmage game against each other in Flowery Branch in favor of attending the first fall revival at a church in Juliette. “Sean, you’re humiliating your brother by not showing him any support,” he has seethed angrily when he took over the living room. To my nonplussed grandparents, “And the two of you are encouraging him with this strike he’s playing.”
“We’re not encouraging him to do anything but to do what’s right,” Grandpa replied stiffly. “Your wife- my daughter- is allowing YOU to be this cold-hearted father who praises two of his sons for being like you while she’s loving her two daughters for being like her. Meanwhile, Sean’s doing his damndest to find his own way by helping me and my wife on the farm, and y’all are throwing stones at him because he’s not good-looking or athletic like either of y’all.”
“Sometimes, you gotta clown the weakest link to make him grow up,” Dad sneered.
“And that’s why I don’t want a single thing to do with your so-called dream of perfection,” I interjected. “I may not be what you or Mom imagined or expected, but I’m at least putting in the effort in helping out when I can and wherever I can in my own way.”
“But your way is not good enough for me, Sean, and you know it. Tell me this, are you even going to consider being under my wing and learn something from me, are you too good for anyone who’s not a countrified hick like you?”
Time to cut my losses, folks. “I rather be countrified and real than a pathetic and future disaster like Ra’Keem, Jessica, or even you and Mom. And if it means being too good to be a city kid, then I’ll stand the loss.”
Dad looked tired and yet ready to beat the living shit out of me. He let out a frustrated groan and shook his head. “You just don’t get it, boy,” he grunted. “You have so much potential and passion, yet you won’t even use it.”
I shrugged my shoulders in a flippant manner. “Because passion is meant for the foolish and the birds. Better to look at it with contempt than to try and fall flat on my face.”
“Will you at least consider attending Jessica’s birthday party next week? It’ll be in Atlanta since it’ll tie in with the first Falcons preseason game against the Eagles, and-“
“Am I allowed to dress like I want to?” I interrupted.
Dad inhaled sharply. “There’s going to be important people, so you’ll need to dress as if you belong,” he began.
“Then we’re not attending the party or the football game,” Grandpa said sharply. “If Sean can’t be allowed to be himself at your events starring your oldest kids, then he’s not going at all. And neither will we.”
Dad looked livid. “You really don’t want to disappoint me or your family, Sean. Do you?” he said threateningly.
And then I said the one thing that would be my momentous catchphrase regarding my father’s vision. “I’ve been disappointing you the moment I was born,” I said calmly. “Why should anything be different now?”
Dad just gave me a dirty glare and walked out the house, getting straight into his BMW that looked out of place in front of a farmhouse and drove away.
“That went well,” Grandpa stated. “But you know that this isn’t going to be over, Sean. Not by a long shot.”
“All the more reason to keep boycotting and do our thing,” Grandma agreed as she stood up and faced me. “And Sean? Never let your father dictate your future. His loss is our win. You know where you stand, right?”
“Yes, ma’am,” I replied.
“Then stand on those principles and God’s Word, yet be mindful to pray for your parents and siblings. They’ll see what they’re missing and wish that they stood by you in the first place.”
I wanted to believe her, but knew that my parents were as stiff-necked as I was. And the funny part of it all was that I knew that I admired them for it.
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